“Momma why you and daddy never got divorced?” My beautiful daughter asked in the middle of eating her favorite take out. Now why would this girl ask this right now.
”we tried both of us. We went down talk to lawyers even made it to court a time or two but neither of us could fully go through with it.” I said.
”So do you think yall will ever get back together?” Zee asked. These kids were gonna give me a head ache.
”What’s with all the questions first 48?” Jule asked.
”Daddy you never been here in the house. Like for a long time. You two are looking like you’re holding your breath around each other all the time. Now you look like you can breathe daddy and momma the saddness you had in your eyes isn’t there.” She said and that pissed me off ain’t nobody ask for no observant ass kids.
“You too smart for your own good.” Jule said.
Later on that night I was cleaning because that’s what I did when I get stressed. I felt Jules behind me before he touched y back. I stood up and crossed my arms. I looked at me and wanted to be mad at him. Hate him for making me sad for making us break up. Like damn we couldn’t been something. Like really something. Why did he have to ruin it.
”Back then was I not enough or something? Did I do something wrong?” I asked.
“Hell naw. Back then I felt pressure being with you like I had to be perfect and gentle all the time. I always wanted you to be proud of me. I just felt so much pressure that one day I just fucked off. With them it was easy I know what they wanted and it was easy to impress them. You not so much.” He said rubbing my arm but I pushed his hand away.
”I never wanted perfect Juju. I just wanted you I can’t believe we hear you think we should get divorced?” I asked him and I seen his eyes drop.
”For what you are my wife. Always will be and that’s it.” He said but I wanted to play.
”What if I find a boyfriend and he wants to marry me.” I asked and he stepped all in my personal space and looked at me.
”I would kill him and help you grieve eventually you will find your way back to me. Ain’t nobody about to marry you period. You are mine even when you’re mine even when you’re not mine baby.” He said and my body reacted to his calmness. Old sexy ass. He touched my chin to have me look up at him. He sat there and leaned in and the first time in twelve years he kissed me. The kiss was aggressive and loving and felt like home. It have me the fire works I was looking for in somebody else. His fingers found my honey pot right in the kitchen and the flood gates opened up.
”Damn I miss you baby. God damn baby you cumming already.” He said and threw my head back and let it lose. He dropped to his knees and ate every last drop of it up. This was not suppose to be happening not like this not with so many questions and issues still on the table but tonight I was gonna let him have me but tomorrow he had to go so I could think.
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