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A darkened soul
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A darkened soul
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By B
Nov 11, 2017
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No Plagiarism!veodnefNBCn0LwAratDXposted on PENANA

I'm writing this to let people, who are passing through the same situation, that you are not alone.copyright protection50PENANAwAMvBQp2BiLife. I'm not really sure what life is anymore. Is it okay to just live without actually living ? To be around people but at the same time you are in your own world and you don't hear anyone.

Everyday , every morning its a struggle, to how I have to wake up for the day. Should I try a little harder today ? Or should I just slip a little furthor away today ? It's been like this for a long time now, so long I can't even remember how it was like before. Every memory of me being , not me , is gone. I can't even describe how lost I feel. How I would like to scream and let everyone know how I really feel. But no one is around anymore. I'm alone, I was left behind. More precisely , I stopped moving forward. I don't cry anymore, it's a waste of energy , I just think.copyright protection50PENANAI7x6kUkzIW

Think.copyright protection50PENANAc5WYBwpM03

Think.copyright protection50PENANAJwDv2fmrhX

Think.copyright protection50PENANAKZ4h5ocqYU

And Think.copyright protection50PENANAma0j9CQyoQ

Without ever stopping. I think on every little thing and on things which aren't important. But what I think about mostly is myself.copyright protection50PENANAC7ngDpvZQN

Why am I feeling dizzy ? Is it stress or am I sick ? copyright protection50PENANAXBM1SSq5jp

Why do I have a stomach ache ? Do I have a problem ? copyright protection50PENANA0GA0ZJCQi0

Why does my head keep hurting? Do I have a problem with my brain ? copyright protection50PENANAGU84aMtGMk

All questions with just one answer.copyright protection50PENANAuJVgLO9bTt

Anxiety. copyright protection50PENANAAU9bU9Ux0c

Panic.copyright protection50PENANAyG6GKhteYf

Stress.copyright protection50PENANAysZuJKiTVc

All into one big bowl , mixed together. copyright protection50PENANAmw6wH1GCyG

I'm literally destroying myself. I always knew that I have a friend in myself but also an enemy. Lately I've been so cought up with the enemy that I forgot my friend. copyright protection50PENANAO6nVN8dgmb

Every hour, every breath , I keep thinking, if I will be okay.copyright protection50PENANAvVEvpofIhb

My mother tells me that it's okay , it's normal. But I don't want it to be normal. I want to live not simply be alive. copyright protection50PENANAUEI1bq2R2A

I'm hyperventilating, I'm feeling sick. That's all that passes through my mind. Even when I'm writing this, I feel panicked, because I'm exposing my feelings to the world , not sure how it will react. copyright protection50PENANAyRHVMu3ZKq

But all I know is that, God gave me a life for a reason and I will pull myself together and grab my life back in my hands. copyright protection50PENANAbglQLKe1tw

Quote of the day : " Look at the stars and the moon when you feel alone. Light is always there." copyright protection50PENANAcnaUollrdn

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