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A darkened soul
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A darkened soul
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By B
Nov 11, 2017
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No Plagiarism!128eOYW2Iagd4phXnFXXposted on PENANA

I'm writing this to let people, who are passing through the same situation, that you are not alone.copyright protection13PENANAyfo0zqnFxLLife. I'm not really sure what life is anymore. Is it okay to just live without actually living ? To be around people but at the same time you are in your own world and you don't hear anyone.

Everyday , every morning its a struggle, to how I have to wake up for the day. Should I try a little harder today ? Or should I just slip a little furthor away today ? It's been like this for a long time now, so long I can't even remember how it was like before. Every memory of me being , not me , is gone. I can't even describe how lost I feel. How I would like to scream and let everyone know how I really feel. But no one is around anymore. I'm alone, I was left behind. More precisely , I stopped moving forward. I don't cry anymore, it's a waste of energy , I just think.copyright protection13PENANAVyN3NC2JFL

Think.copyright protection13PENANAUVZYlgWJWU

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And Think.copyright protection13PENANAc2Fb11rYKn

Without ever stopping. I think on every little thing and on things which aren't important. But what I think about mostly is myself.copyright protection13PENANASqS1unKZg9

Why am I feeling dizzy ? Is it stress or am I sick ? copyright protection13PENANA2UtDnS2rja

Why do I have a stomach ache ? Do I have a problem ? copyright protection13PENANAbwdRHfS9dC

Why does my head keep hurting? Do I have a problem with my brain ? copyright protection13PENANAx53q7yNSy4

All questions with just one answer.copyright protection13PENANA1AZvdmngOH

Anxiety. copyright protection13PENANAr0dERVTK57

Panic.copyright protection13PENANAnCcq2jYQcw

Stress.copyright protection13PENANAUd7UJlg6B5

All into one big bowl , mixed together. copyright protection13PENANAO252HXXBI2

I'm literally destroying myself. I always knew that I have a friend in myself but also an enemy. Lately I've been so cought up with the enemy that I forgot my friend. copyright protection13PENANAI5FUvHeuxq

Every hour, every breath , I keep thinking, if I will be okay.copyright protection13PENANA1sE8mntDu5

My mother tells me that it's okay , it's normal. But I don't want it to be normal. I want to live not simply be alive. copyright protection13PENANAJj7PlOMjqu

I'm hyperventilating, I'm feeling sick. That's all that passes through my mind. Even when I'm writing this, I feel panicked, because I'm exposing my feelings to the world , not sure how it will react. copyright protection13PENANAm8A126IhAg

But all I know is that, God gave me a life for a reason and I will pull myself together and grab my life back in my hands. copyright protection13PENANAICJmK5KeJe

Quote of the day : " Look at the stars and the moon when you feel alone. Light is always there." copyright protection13PENANAjsyqhTf4cF

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