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A darkened soul
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No Plagiarism!lvIgWSSGxI5IIAiBGTKIposted on PENANA

I'm writing this to let people, who are passing through the same situation, that you are not alone.copyright protection45PENANALGApDHI8NPLife. I'm not really sure what life is anymore. Is it okay to just live without actually living ? To be around people but at the same time you are in your own world and you don't hear anyone.

Everyday , every morning its a struggle, to how I have to wake up for the day. Should I try a little harder today ? Or should I just slip a little furthor away today ? It's been like this for a long time now, so long I can't even remember how it was like before. Every memory of me being , not me , is gone. I can't even describe how lost I feel. How I would like to scream and let everyone know how I really feel. But no one is around anymore. I'm alone, I was left behind. More precisely , I stopped moving forward. I don't cry anymore, it's a waste of energy , I just think.copyright protection45PENANAt9kbqg4iXB

Think.copyright protection45PENANA12jJDClkw5

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Without ever stopping. I think on every little thing and on things which aren't important. But what I think about mostly is myself.copyright protection45PENANAcQCYtioOIW

Why am I feeling dizzy ? Is it stress or am I sick ? copyright protection45PENANAWWXeuaWjrW

Why do I have a stomach ache ? Do I have a problem ? copyright protection45PENANA6jZVvKokSb

Why does my head keep hurting? Do I have a problem with my brain ? copyright protection45PENANAF42i3vBrjj

All questions with just one answer.copyright protection45PENANAogfluKwq3X

Anxiety. copyright protection45PENANAn9hm5N7t8Z

Panic.copyright protection45PENANAEO4H67cHyw

Stress.copyright protection45PENANA1WMgig0OH4

All into one big bowl , mixed together. copyright protection45PENANAM5e4sjRzNZ

I'm literally destroying myself. I always knew that I have a friend in myself but also an enemy. Lately I've been so cought up with the enemy that I forgot my friend. copyright protection45PENANAzrND9UKlCj

Every hour, every breath , I keep thinking, if I will be okay.copyright protection45PENANARDgDUzUVoB

My mother tells me that it's okay , it's normal. But I don't want it to be normal. I want to live not simply be alive. copyright protection45PENANAZaHef9y6Il

I'm hyperventilating, I'm feeling sick. That's all that passes through my mind. Even when I'm writing this, I feel panicked, because I'm exposing my feelings to the world , not sure how it will react. copyright protection45PENANA6iNUVWOGhq

But all I know is that, God gave me a life for a reason and I will pull myself together and grab my life back in my hands. copyright protection45PENANA094hMYQHTe

Quote of the day : " Look at the stars and the moon when you feel alone. Light is always there." copyright protection45PENANAjTp08E9GLS

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