For now, I'm just exerting more time on wondering about the possibilities a little more. I am hungry for a lot of things, yet I know that it will take time to build them all up. I want to start a business sometimes, build an app for it but I know that it needs patience, investors and why it isn't more than just an idea for the time being. I doubt a lot of things now, but I know what I want to succeed at.
Within A Grey Twilight has been the one work which has all of the lofty ambitions I once had in it, as I slowly navigated how was I going to do anything. Whether I'll be able to support myself as an independent writer, who didn't want to work with publishers. Or rather can't through the nature of my works in the first place.
And most of all, is to find a place for myself in this world and reality. I have always felt alone, misunderstood and went on with them for such a long time. Not because I wanted to, but because there just wasn't anyone who really supported me, even if now there are more.
But I'm still not sure whether this is the path I should take, and whether I should go to other routes, take on other sources of work, explore options. The only certainty I had was that I was going to write, regardless of how hard it was.
This is the first piece where I'm just rambling because I need to get it off my chest, but definitely, I will be looking for feedback from now onwards. It makes me feel as though I know what I'm doing which always has been important, before I unveil the new lines of thoughts I have. ns 18.104.22.168da2