“Who the hell are you really?” That was the question Elizabeth wanted to ask Leon more than anything.442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡevN1fI6lV9
The previous afternoon, during her weekly therapy session, Elizabeth had remembered a long-forgotten dream from her childhood — the one which had caused her to disassociate from reality in the first place: the one with Leon Pentagast in it, the boy with the impossibly electric blue eyes.442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6n8Y4lauIQ
But how could she voice the glaring question without appearing crazy and irrational? She couldn’t. She understood that dreams were nothing more than her subconscious mind in overdrive while her body lay resting, however she was one hundred percent certain that Leon had been the young man in all her childhood dreams. He didn’t look a day older, his appearance was eerily exactly the same, and now the sense of deja-vue remained at all times around him.442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAN6vpozfJX
“You’ve been eerily silent all day,” Holly remarked, shaking Elizabeth from her thoughts. Elizabeth sat in her classroom desk, head supported in her hands and hunched over her desk, having been lost deep in thought until a moment ago. She had arrived in her class early, taking the quiet space as a place to mull over her conflicted emotions and thoughts. Now, students had begun to slowly meander to their seats, and Holly gracefully lowered herself into the desk chair next to Elizabeth.442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLCymozCU72
“What?” Elizabeth asked lamely, not having paid attention until now.442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqg746Hl4no
“You. Quiet. What’s up?” Holly asked, her brow furrowed in clear concern.442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5VQtMzqzoy
“Sorry,” Elizabeth apologized, “I guess I just have a lot on my mind.”442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvLYb8o8hSJ
“Oh, your psych appointment was yesterday, right? What did the quack say to upset you this time?” Holly appeared annoyed on her behalf but Elizabeth shook her head.442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH0FDOIJFXQ
“Nothing. She just asked a lot of questions about…” Elizabeth trailed off.442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiCV57rKUTP
“About what?” Holly’s curiosity was peeked.442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb5J3SXiPyJ
“Leon,” Elizabeth admitted.442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtrdjEyz2Kh
“Crushing on him, too, huh?” Holly cooed in attentiveness, mocking her friend. For someone like Holly, who constantly thought about dating, this was seemingly the most obvious reasoning for her friend’s sullen mood. However, for Elizabeth, it couldn’t be further from the truth. But how could she tell her friend ‘I just remember him from my crazy dreams’? She couldn’t, and Elizabeth knew it.442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBeW0UQZ8uN
“Sure,” she lied. Holly giggled and gave her friend a pat on the back.442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfUlk7OYZFO
“Don’t worry, I won’t tell him,” Holly promised, but Elizabeth was doubtful. “Speak of the devil,” Holly added and pointed to the doorway.442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwTfNCASWVJ
Elizabeth followed her gaze as Leon entered the classroom and smiled kindly at the girls. Holly waved with a sugar-sweet grin, and Elizabeth nodded in his direction, still actively trying to avoid prolonged eye contact.442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVvvcS5zlCs
“How are you both doing today?” He asked in his smooth accent. He took his seat on the opposite side of Elizabeth, and brushed off his cleanly pressed button-up shirt as he set his backpack down by his feet and then pulled out the textbook, turning it to the assigned reading without ever taking his eyes off of Elizabeth.442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlH3B65DRiU
“Fine,” Elizabeth lied again.442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp0kgbTmlhG
“Elizabeth has something to tell you!” Holly chirped and Elizabeth swung around to glare daggers at her best friend.442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNEHaKiArt4
“Holly!” Elizabeth practically screamed at her, and Holly was immediately taken aback but her grin never faltered. The classroom fell nearly silent as all eyes turned to the sudden commotion and Elizabeth’s cheeks flushed hot under the sudden and unwanted attention. This was the very last thing she needed: attention drawn to her inadequacies. However, Elizabeth was hardly surprised: keeping a secret, even a fake one, was not Holly’s strong point. She liked the sound of her own voice, and had difficulty remembering to keep quiet when it was most prudent. However, Elizabeth now internally chided herself for not coming up with a less embarrassing lie to convey — one that wouldn’t have had the potential to draw Leon’s attention further towards Elizabeth.442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK09qvusMFd
“Well, you’ll never say anything on your own; I’m helping you,” Holly coaxed her on in return. Next to them, Leon was frowning with a puzzled expression playing across his face, but a hopeful glint played through in his bright eyes.442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLSpzLOd8b2
“Elizabeth?” He asked, his voice soft. Elizabeth looking around, blushing as she realized the majority of the classroom had heard her outburst and now their gazes fell on her. Elizabeth opened her mouth to speak, and closed it again, feeling foolish. 442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtYt6IPXAWT
As she attempted to collect her words, the teacher appeared in the doorway and clapped his hands together, signaling the beginning of class. Leon looked disappointed as his eyes met Elizabeth’s, and he turned instead to his textbook as he drew it from his backpack. Elizabeth sighed heavily and dropped her forehead low enough to touch the desk, feeling her cheeks burning with embarrassment.442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMKbIK7TFZg
“Better luck next time,” Holly whispered in a hushed undertone as the teacher began addressing the lesson plan for the day.442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjql1qThylB
“Shut up,” Elizabeth hissed through gritted teeth.442Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3SCUj4ObMi
