「燕子,你現在有事嗎?」257Please respect copyright.PENANAjedL7f3ly1
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吉他從身後叫他,許晏誠正在等著PA大哥試電子琴,聞言回頭,問:「我在試音,怎麼了?」257Please respect copyright.PENANAbPs1azE0Hn
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「小姜在裡面,他看起來好像怪怪的,你要不要去看一下?」他指指身後的後台,許晏誠跟PA大哥通知一聲,便轉身跟著吉他進了後台。257Please respect copyright.PENANAlMv4f0ybML
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他一進後台就看見姜劭謙坐在地上,吉他默默的走出去了,只剩他們兩個人在後台。257Please respect copyright.PENANAll3N5Cc5IR
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他在他身前蹲下,視線高度與他平行,「嘿,阿謙?」257Please respect copyright.PENANA5oCMig4Q8F
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姜劭謙抬頭,突然間呼吸急促,像是溺水般喘不過氣,許晏誠翻找各處,最終找到一個紙袋幫他掩上口鼻。慢慢吸吐一陣子之後,症狀終於舒緩下來。257Please respect copyright.PENANAzWgA8MBzo8
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姜劭謙平靜下來,抬頭問:「我能做到嗎?」257Please respect copyright.PENANADALFodU0SW
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他看著他,眼裡迷茫與堅定共存。257Please respect copyright.PENANAoDm5MdAj2w
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「我不知道,」許晏誠說,「這是只有阿謙你能左右的事,與旁人無關。」他將手捂上他的耳朵,「聽你自己的心跳聲。」257Please respect copyright.PENANAYwSYVzbZLL
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「你在這裡活著,呼吸著。你擁有的除了過去的自己,還有現在的自己。你想成全哪一個?」257Please respect copyright.PENANAqPMtbpTqTx
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姜劭謙愣愣的看著他, 許晏誠的神情認真,找不到一絲調笑的意味,他能清晰的聽見心跳聲,平日忽視的震動,一吸一吐之間變得震耳欲聾,他腦中所有的故事暫停播映,他終於得到一絲清明。257Please respect copyright.PENANAyoByy0QJ7b
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姜劭謙定定的看著他,「我不信我自己,但是我......想相信你。」257Please respect copyright.PENANAhbVAnRJKm7
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許晏誠聞言一怔,突然門被推開,助教叫許晏誠繼續試音,姜劭謙攤攤手趕他走,「我沒事了,你去忙吧,你剛剛試音試到一半吧,我等等就出去。」257Please respect copyright.PENANAD7ylYm9N5h
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許晏誠只得起身出去。他在台上試音時腦中不停出現姜劭謙的那句話。257Please respect copyright.PENANASE7mzCm93u
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心跳溫柔的躁動著,胸腔裡充盈著柔軟的情緒,未聞其名,卻已置身其中。257Please respect copyright.PENANAtetlluppJ3
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最後一次的彩排結束,所有表演者被趕到後台,五十幾個人擠在一個窄小空間裡,前台已經把觀眾放進來,展演空間不大,很快便擠得水泄不通。257Please respect copyright.PENANAQQttWE9OmW
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此時的表演者們都無心練習,全部擠到舞台邊上,撩開簾子偷看場外。257Please respect copyright.PENANAHLWSUJvmzD
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「哇靠,外面已經坐滿了耶!」阿傑探頭探腦後讚嘆道。257Please respect copyright.PENANABF1pWOH6Yn
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在場內已經八分滿的時候,突然一個熟悉的身影也跟著人群入場,楊佳琦穿著一身看起來精心挑選過的洋裝,腳踩一雙低跟鞋,腳步輕快的走進來,阿傑一看見她,精神一振:「佳琦學妹也來了!!?她是來看我的嗎!!!」他神情亢奮的抓著他肩膀前後搖晃,姜劭謙一陣頭暈目眩,沒等他開口便逕自下了註解:「對!」257Please respect copyright.PENANAogXU2GuUJ2
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他神情歡快,絲毫沒有注意到他的為難,蹭了一下鼻頭笑得比太陽還燦爛。257Please respect copyright.PENANAZaAdo2vuR2
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姜劭謙不知作何反應,也不忍在這時打破他的美夢,想想還是等成發結束再說吧。257Please respect copyright.PENANAbJwI09iWXn
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舞台上,兩位主持人開場,現場已經座無虛席,工作人員在後面站著,表演組別陸續上台演出,後台跟舞台只有隔一層薄薄的牆,前面演出的聲音在裡面聽得很清楚。257Please respect copyright.PENANAkUmUzN3K4f
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「下一組第二組準備,等等第八組下去之後就換你們了。」場控組長指揮著後台。257Please respect copyright.PENANAxqrZhsPY88
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第二組是上半場最後一組,緊接著就是中場休息,他們是最後一組,也就是俗稱的壓軸。257Please respect copyright.PENANAKsX7Q6ujwu
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他們在後台坐不住,決定跑出去看表演。外場非常擁擠,必須艱難地扭動身軀才能找到空位。他們剛站穩準備開始聽,第二組的表演卻已經到了尾聲,電吉他一個拔高的尾音把氣氛帶到最高點,一曲演畢,全場熱烈鼓掌。257Please respect copyright.PENANAYCdSun83YM
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兩位主持人在此時掐準了點上台,宣布中場休息十五分鐘。257Please respect copyright.PENANAanCX0qP8x0
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時間實在太不湊巧,還是得先回去後台待著。畢竟人來人往的,他們一坨人卡在這邊人潮也不好移動。257Please respect copyright.PENANABY71HXPUGK
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回去沒多久,吉他說他想去透透氣便走出去了,過了不久,阿萬也藉口說要出去抽菸,跟著出去了,阿傑也走了,他要在人群中尋尋覓覓他的楊妹妹,五個人一下走了三個,後台裡本來人就不多,有親友團來看的去寒暄了,表演結束的出去看表演了,不大的空間豁然變的很空曠。257Please respect copyright.PENANAzP4IZG3Wc6
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姜劭謙跟許晏誠大眼瞪小眼,兩個人對視良久,許晏誠拍拍他的頭,「還緊張嗎?」257Please respect copyright.PENANAW74cV9vAlC
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姜劭謙搖搖頭,「還好,你呢?」257Please respect copyright.PENANAwDUjkJnCa2
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「我也還好。」257Please respect copyright.PENANAV5NVbfioCj
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「答應我的事情你沒忘吧?」257Please respect copyright.PENANAeL2zBJQXiC
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許晏誠聳聳肩,「你忘了嗎?」257Please respect copyright.PENANALYqFWFGScP
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姜劭謙一臉莫名其妙地看著他,「怎麼可能。」257Please respect copyright.PENANAUCAbogHs0y
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「那我就沒忘。」他揉揉他的腦袋,姜劭謙的髮質偏軟,髮色是偏淺的栗色,他們團的dresscode是藍色,他穿了一件淺色襯衫,外頭套一件淺藍格紋毛衣,淡雅的配色襯著他的清秀五官,搭配起來像是一個不諳世事的精緻小王子。257Please respect copyright.PENANALiH8inhRy2
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他頭頂柔軟的觸感讓他愛不釋手,原先只是想摸一摸就收手,最後忍不住多揉了幾下,弄得對方頭髮都亂了。257Please respect copyright.PENANAZ1cwDSBuTp
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「喂!!!」被摸的人很不喜歡這一個動作,一個勁兒的躲避,但距離太近還是不免吃了點虧。257Please respect copyright.PENANA0JXz3b5jry
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他有點怒了。「許晏誠,不要總摸我頭!」257Please respect copyright.PENANAGW2NeC7oyt
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許晏誠聞言見好就收,但嘴角的一抹笑卻沒得及收住。257Please respect copyright.PENANAKKj8eW76rs
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入夜的風捎來涼意,室內因為人多空間又不大,二氧化碳吸多了總覺得空氣悶滯燥熱,馮家朋走到場外出來身吸一口氣,涼爽的溫度讓他全身放鬆了許多,但不久後身旁卻傳來討人厭的菸味,他轉頭一看,居然是張維遠,他在不遠處怡然自得的吞雲吐霧,絲毫沒有自己已然造成別人極大的困擾的自覺,他一個眼刀過去,試圖逼敵人知難而退,但對方卻絲毫未覺的依然故我。257Please respect copyright.PENANAIs9c8VfJNC
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「張、維、遠。」短短三個字在他齒間滾了好幾圈才擠出來。257Please respect copyright.PENANAwfRf3Z5Jdf
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對方自得的吐了一個菸圈,才悠悠然的把眼神放到他身上來,故作驚訝,「咦,你在這啊?」257Please respect copyright.PENANA28EjpJjIBn
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吉他那張看著很顯嫩的臉皺成一個麻花捲,阿萬欣賞了一下對方滿臉不爽的表情,末了笑著把菸給捻熄了。257Please respect copyright.PENANAgW4FXUwZQx
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「怎麼,你不喜歡菸味嗎小朋友?」257Please respect copyright.PENANAANSXK1vGet
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「......那種東西只有上了年紀的怪叔叔才會喜歡。」257Please respect copyright.PENANAMK6bNPRyT8
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他回嗆的理直氣壯,阿萬被逗樂了,笑了好一陣子才停下來。257Please respect copyright.PENANA7PSkv78qwX
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「那你說說看,怪叔叔都是怎麼樣的?」257Please respect copyright.PENANAW2HAlE4kX7
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吉他斜眼睨他,嗤笑道:「像你這樣的。」257Please respect copyright.PENANArw92nwa27Q
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阿萬似乎早料到他會這麼說,一個箭步突然靠近他,不意外的看見吉他驚的整個人縮回去,像受驚嚇的小動物一樣。257Please respect copyright.PENANA6ESdWAFqDF
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「靠北,你幹嘛突然靠過來啊!!!」257Please respect copyright.PENANA2ADlPJG1KO
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阿萬聳聳肩,「怪叔叔不是都是這樣的嗎?我啊,最喜歡欺負未成年的小朋友了。」257Please respect copyright.PENANA4GWGDvHcxF
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吉他:「......」誰他媽的未成年!!!257Please respect copyright.PENANArKYs3t9Ui1
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馮家朋惡狠狠地瞪他,眼神都快噴出火來了,張怪叔叔哈哈哈開心的笑了。257Please respect copyright.PENANA8V3cra5163
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身旁人來人往七嘴八舌的嘈雜著,本是幅讓人心煩意亂的景象,他卻沒來由的心情很好。257Please respect copyright.PENANAuwzPDY2cSt
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中場休息很快就結束了。人潮慢慢湧回會場,他們也悄悄跟著人群摸到了觀眾席看表演。257Please respect copyright.PENANASTIRT6JSGg
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倒數第二組開始表演的時候他們就被徵召到後台集合了,場控組長再跟他們確認了一次設備跟流程,前台傳來一陣掌聲,倒數第二組表演結束了,場控組長是個看著嬌美說起話來卻很爽朗的女生,她重重拍了一下姜劭謙的肩附贈了一句『上吧,我很看好你們這組喔!』之後便哈哈哈的揚長而去。257Please respect copyright.PENANAVXeKr23145
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姜劭謙摸了摸剛剛被她拍過的肩膀,她拍那一下力道顯然和她的外型不成正比,他只覺內臟都要被拍出來了,許晏誠看他,語重心長的說:「阿謙,等等唱完我陪你去健身房吧。」257Please respect copyright.PENANAT04ciutQ8u
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「......你還是閉嘴吧許晏誠。」他翻了個白眼。257Please respect copyright.PENANAiP7aI6lgov
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走上舞台,刺眼的白熾燈光打下來,往常的他本能的會對這樣的光線感到牴觸,但這次卻意外的很輕易便接受了,可能直到上台前最後一秒都還在開玩笑的關係,他覺得自己似乎放鬆了許多。257Please respect copyright.PENANAX6YDVEDDA6
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工作人員在幫他架麥克風,他握上麥克風,環視台下的觀眾,嗓音清晰的在場內迴響:「大家好,我們是快樂王子。」257Please respect copyright.PENANAOLEfiJcM6A
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樂手們都還在準備樂器,舞台規則,誰手上有麥克風,誰就是主人。姜劭謙清了清喉嚨:「先自我介紹一下,我是vocal王子,在我左手邊的是吉他手吉他,在我右手邊的是我們的貝斯手阿萬。」257Please respect copyright.PENANArKpjfPJFJV
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吉他已經調好了音,來了一個華麗的solo,瞬間賺得台下一片掌聲,阿萬則是舉手微笑了一下。257Please respect copyright.PENANAuIPa7q9vDZ
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在台下的楊佳琦非常捧場的鼓掌。257Please respect copyright.PENANA9NM1IgGuky
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「而在我身後呢,是我們的鼓手阿傑。」257Please respect copyright.PENANAuXUpNFknwT
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阿傑興致勃勃的打了一個過門,附加一個爽朗的笑容,他猜那應該是給台下的楊佳琦的。257Please respect copyright.PENANADNw6EbL8CE
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「最後一位,是我們的keyboard手,燕子。」257Please respect copyright.PENANAjI2l5wqj1R
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他無須轉頭也能想像許晏誠一臉清和的笑。身後樂手們都準備得差不多了,姜劭謙帶上了微笑,「我們今天要帶來兩首歌,一首快歌一首慢歌,兩首歌都放入了很多我們自己,希望大家能收到,也希望你們會喜歡。」257Please respect copyright.PENANAfDfbgQJDHA
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鼓手下了四個拍子,姜劭謙隨之低喃。257Please respect copyright.PENANACRLwD3zzvG
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感覺很神奇,他感受到前所未有的放鬆,如同回歸母體時期的胎兒一般,四周被溫暖的羊水給包圍,感覺安全又愜意。257Please respect copyright.PENANAQvbo4xpBx4
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為甚麼呢?是他終於克服過去的陰影了嗎?抑或是其他的甚麼呢?257Please respect copyright.PENANAMNYtDjAglp
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他胡思亂想著,突然想起許晏誠說相信他的時候臉上認真的表情,他總是這麼不合時宜的正經,也或許是......假正經?他思及此突然覺得想笑,是因為這樣讓他變得有恃無恐了嗎?過去的他總是懼怕著自己一步踏錯自此無法翻身,現在卻突然有個人對他說:他會接住他的,讓他不要慌。257Please respect copyright.PENANA0R7nF6Cb0I
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他的態度是那麼的誠懇真誠,讓人情不自禁地想要相信他。257Please respect copyright.PENANA6RkbHRirTc
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即使是孤注一擲也好,即使只是做無用功,但他想試著相信這個人。257Please respect copyright.PENANAieTpbhIDw5
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快歌結束之時,台下響起震耳欲隆的掌聲,他深吸了一口氣,下意識的回頭看向許晏誠,對方給了他一個淺淡的笑。257Please respect copyright.PENANAy57MGOmNQj
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趁著台下還在鼓掌,吉他放下電吉他,拿起擱在一旁得大提琴,大提琴巨大的身形襯的他更加嬌小,但他的氣勢絲毫未減,帶著與外表不符的老成表情,擺好了架勢。257Please respect copyright.PENANAN8XZhIyL9L
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他總是擔心這個擔心那個的,有時他的不安也會影響到身旁的人吧。每到這種時候他就很羨慕許晏誠的淡然處之,對於每件事總是游刃有餘的樣子,總是告訴他,不用擔心,會慢慢變好的。257Please respect copyright.PENANAqz3uncLS88
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畢竟以後還會進步的。257Please respect copyright.PENANAbBZv2lCirn
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因為還有以後。257Please respect copyright.PENANAwKtQtdQ0yD
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四個八拍的intro緩慢流過,姜劭謙湊近麥克風,隨著旋律,像是說故事一般的唱:257Please respect copyright.PENANAOQ6uK1Zvmf
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當初的自己 還是青春的模樣257Please respect copyright.PENANAPjux4uPrmj
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站在舞台上 感受燈光 感受台下的澎湃激昂 257Please respect copyright.PENANAyfQ8kYCmZT
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每顆細胞都興奮的顫慄 我喜歡當時的自己257Please respect copyright.PENANAKwgzLcdU2n
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突然一片漆黑 誰把燈火熄滅 留給我一片無盡的黑257Please respect copyright.PENANArOruJrvSmk
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從此空乏迷惘 找不到光亮 257Please respect copyright.PENANAbCkZAggyLV
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他唱著唱著想到,現在的我是真實存在的嗎?他從未如此清晰的意識到這個問題,也許在之前的年歲裡他太過耽溺於過去,這是頭一次他著眼於現在,也是頭一次他清楚的意識到自己正活著。257Please respect copyright.PENANAXdWYzfb740
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他抓著麥克風,敞開心扉的唱著:257Please respect copyright.PENANA3QgiN8eQmO
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想闖 想蕩 卻總怕失望257Please respect copyright.PENANA0d1kENTXJJ
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想衝 想撞 卻總怕受傷257Please respect copyright.PENANAMqwQHIlPVk
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誰能告訴我 值不值得去 冒險流浪257Please respect copyright.PENANAvDS4OvzoAf
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會不會到最後卻 換來遍體麟傷 257Please respect copyright.PENANAUIGOGfmCrM
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他把心裡的膽怯全部寫進歌詞裡,許晏誠一定也察覺到了,要不然他不會在頭一次看見歌詞的時候露出那樣的表情,他那雙似能將人看透的澄澈眼睛,悲傷的倒映著他的身影。257Please respect copyright.PENANA6vBY1qfpXz
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猶疑之間已將初衷遺忘 只剩下回憶在獨自遊蕩 我捫心自問257Please respect copyright.PENANA0hYsryM09u
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倘若時光倒流 你會選擇甚麼模樣257Please respect copyright.PENANAh4d5u0XndH
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我要奔跑去找 那從未見過的地方257Please respect copyright.PENANAwW1NM8p0eQ
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大提琴急雨般的琴音拉扯著情緒,鋼琴和弦幫襯著鋪墊餘韻,鼓聲如雷鳴一般,急吼吼的轟然落下,他閉上眼睛拉高聲線,急欲掙托束縛般的嘶吼--257Please respect copyright.PENANAFmG1Np0OCJ
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我要奔跑去找 那從未見過的地方257Please respect copyright.PENANAC9LQ2jeVqY
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我要奔跑去找 那從未見過的地方--257Please respect copyright.PENANAl9AI36JPU1
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最後一個字唱完,姜劭謙睜開眼睛,找回了自己的呼吸,傾身說了一句:「謝謝。」257Please respect copyright.PENANAy8AlAlccAW
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台下觀眾這才醒覺似的,原先只是零零星星的掌聲,到後來如病毒般擴散,變成鋪天蓋地的掌聲。257Please respect copyright.PENANAnOwws3APGH
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他們走下舞台,進了後台,全部人你看我我看你,忍不住激動,團抱在一起歡呼大笑。257Please respect copyright.PENANAm0l95yoIn3
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姜劭謙心中的激動無法描述,他輕嘆:「我們做到了。」257Please respect copyright.PENANAghuqMINz9O
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許晏誠站在他身邊,同樣輕聲道:「是啊。」257Please respect copyright.PENANAcNToUFgODA
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姜劭謙看著所有人,彼此早已打成一片笑鬧的模樣,心頭突然排山倒海的湧上一陣感動和不捨。257Please respect copyright.PENANAHyBS1TZtEp
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他怔怔的說:「一切......都結束了。」257Please respect copyright.PENANAAC6Q2VT5gL
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許晏誠給了姜劭謙一個擁抱。與上次那個力道大的像要把他揉進身體裡的擁抱不一樣,這次的是非常溫暖、讓人有點想哭的一個擁抱。257Please respect copyright.PENANAhjUV1ybyKb
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他輕輕道:「這不是最後。」257Please respect copyright.PENANA2O6xlc4smi
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姜劭謙感受著許晏誠的懷抱,溫暖殷實的情緒在胸口膨脹,他靜靜的感受情緒的浪潮,待原先的感動退潮之後,隨後湧上的是一陣不知所措。257Please respect copyright.PENANAoGjNDMiYAO
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他突然意識到這個擁抱的時間似乎有點太長了,心口莫名一陣心悸,臉頰泛起灼熱感,心跳聲嘈雜的充斥著耳邊,砰咚、砰咚的狂響。257Please respect copyright.PENANAIxUOtqm5oi
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他連忙退開,害怕自己如擂鼓般的心跳會被察覺,調整下呼吸。257Please respect copyright.PENANAN5DQk0n60H
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「走吧。」他對著眾人說,強裝自若的走出後台,摸了摸左邊耳朵,滾燙的溫度提醒他從外人看來耳朵一定紅到無可救藥,剛剛許晏誠在耳邊說話時,周圍的氣流震動傳遞給他,周身一股電流劃過,那瞬間心跳驟然失序,他還沒有笨到不知道那是甚麼,其實一切的一切早有端倪,只是他先前從未察覺。257Please respect copyright.PENANAiZLLUQftpp
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錯覺吧,是錯覺。他催眠著自己,剛表演完情緒處在激動狀態,本來就很有可能把一點小事無限放大,他安慰著自己,這沒什麼,是吧?他不知道看過多少搖滾歌手剛表演完太過興奮砸樂器的,這一定也是心理上的錯覺。257Please respect copyright.PENANA3MzTe7uDxp
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他好不容易說服自己信了一半,一不留神已被眾人丟在後頭,許晏誠回頭看他脫隊,停下來在前面等他,朝他伸出手來:「走吧?」257Please respect copyright.PENANAJ0X2UcqIyo
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姜劭謙看著那隻手,許晏誠的眼中平靜無波,如同一汪深不見底的深潭,他看不見底下深埋著什麼樣的情緒,他看不透他,他從來就看不透他。257Please respect copyright.PENANAPcuRxYzbE2
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但這並不妨礙他被他吸引。257Please respect copyright.PENANAciLdDliGQU
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於是他如同被蠱惑一般的走上前,搭上他的手,「走吧。」257Please respect copyright.PENANA7jWGomNK8J
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【作者的話】257Please respect copyright.PENANAh4guOdLRJW
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復活節假期之後,陸陸續續的有很多事情要處理,加上描寫這一章花了比以往更多的心力,依舊要說一句:遲到真不好意思!之後更新的頻率大概會是兩天一篇,依舊為等待的大家致上深深的歉意和謝意!257Please respect copyright.PENANAQDLLyXJvkg
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