十六個小節的行板不疾不徐的流過,如輓歌般的歌聲響起,傾訴著少年人不願與世間同流合汙的傲氣,但夢想終究被現實打碎,初出茅廬時的稜角被外面的世界殘忍的磨平圓滑,少年時的意氣風發最終被塵世間的人情世故給風化,在歲月的流逝中,一點一滴的掐滅那點叛逆的火光。442Please respect copyright.PENANAxhm0Abqzr9
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他看見好幾個人開始熱淚盈眶,每個人活在世上或多或少都戴著一些枷鎖,平時刻意遺忘了或者是不願意去感受,但總在意想不到的時刻被提起,然後尖銳的提醒著自己身上的負累。442Please respect copyright.PENANAYp5VpkwERJ
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電吉他嘆息般的獨奏,哀悼著少年曾經的夢,鼓聲排山倒海的節奏,在三十二個小節後將歌曲推上了高潮,三部合音不搭調的接在主旋律後面,如死灰復燃的熱情,仍舊在內心掙扎翻滾。442Please respect copyright.PENANAK14ysCWMpk
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最後一次的副歌之中,主唱的男人對著麥克風爆發嘶吼,電吉他和貝斯像是瘋了,追在他的後頭瘋狂咆哮,像是臨死前奮力掙扎的困獸,怒吼嘶鳴著到生命的盡頭。442Please respect copyright.PENANA0qqJNucgey
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馮家朋出神地盯著台上,平靜的神情掩蓋著洶湧的情緒,他不理解這個人為甚麼會出現在這裡,用他素未謀面的樣子,唱著他從未聽過的歌,唱的這麼瀟灑和理所當然,他心中瞬間積聚怒氣,如海潮一般將他一遍一遍的來回沖刷,如此來回往復。442Please respect copyright.PENANA59xd602RTx
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野火樂隊得到了前所未有的熱烈掌聲,有些人邊哭邊笑,有些人甚至按著眼睛低頭流淚,如同遇上一生的知音或者是高大的信仰,大家都因為過於滿溢的情緒躁動,只有馮家朋一個人被拋棄在群眾的熱情之外,甚至全身發冷。442Please respect copyright.PENANAr37veCUjrv
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「......吉他?吉他?馮家朋?」442Please respect copyright.PENANAGC87XYfEZp
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他轉頭,姜劭謙看著他,一臉迷惑,「你還好嗎?」442Please respect copyright.PENANAIB4IAaSc0x
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馮家朋還來不及回答,許晏誠突地問:「你們想不想去後台看看?」442Please respect copyright.PENANAxFgfkrEVpR
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姜劭謙抬起臉來,表情疑惑,「你說表演者後台?一般觀眾不能進去吧?」442Please respect copyright.PENANAIB6BXL00oM
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許晏誠按按他的肩,「我有我的方法。吉他,一起來嗎?」442Please respect copyright.PENANAL3pb0BX45S
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「我不用了,」馮家朋退後一步,看著那兩人自成一個世界,禮貌而疏離,「你們去就好,我在吧台等你們。」442Please respect copyright.PENANAgOdbxtwrT0
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姜劭謙看著吉他逃離般的背影,正想叫住他,卻被許晏誠猛得拉住了手,他嚇了一跳。442Please respect copyright.PENANAk4eUVgdOtl
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「幹、幹嘛?」他滿臉警戒。442Please respect copyright.PENANAiWYPMqC3nZ
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許晏誠貼近他,「讓學長一個人待一下吧,你不想見見野火他們嗎?」442Please respect copyright.PENANAtTXY8t5QLl
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「......」姜劭謙看著隱沒在人潮的吉他,再看看許晏誠,幾經猶豫,還是毅然決然的跟著許晏誠走了。442Please respect copyright.PENANARWdJl30BV9
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演唱會剛結束正是全場人潮最混亂的時候,許晏誠怕和他走散,手握得很緊。姜劭謙在途中一直被推擠,差一點被絆倒,許晏誠於是放慢腳步,與他並肩前進。442Please respect copyright.PENANAzGDqIw8lJp
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「欸,」他猶豫著開口,「你別握這麼緊......我自己會走。」442Please respect copyright.PENANAGg0k1NmVPG
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「剛剛差點跌倒的人是誰?」許晏誠頭也不回的問。442Please respect copyright.PENANAlkvqrRkCUL
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「那是因為你走太快了又一直拉著我......」姜劭謙試圖辯解,一位肌肉壯漢從他身邊擠過差點撞到他,許晏誠一隻手扶住他的肩往他身邊帶,他們呈現一個摟肩搭背的姿勢。442Please respect copyright.PENANAYlKUwT0imX
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「......剛剛的是意外。」姜劭謙訕訕的解釋道,許晏誠只是挑了挑眉,不說話。姜劭謙稍微掙脫他們怪異的姿勢,換他握住許晏誠的手腕,吐了一口氣,「這樣可以了吧?」442Please respect copyright.PENANAkrpIn8I84o
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許晏誠看著他手握住的部分,微微一笑,「可以。」442Please respect copyright.PENANAtBznJOGG8F
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…...總覺得心裡好像怪怪的。但姜劭謙也沒多想,他們來到後台,黑色的布幔撩開,裡頭是另一個空間。剛才在台上演出的的樂手主唱們都在裡頭嘻笑打鬧,聊天聊到一半,聽聞門口的動靜,數個眼神一齊朝他們掃了過來。442Please respect copyright.PENANAKYzFwejF6v
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姜劭謙有點怵,只見許晏誠泰然自若的和他們寒暄談笑,有幾個似乎還是熟人,氣氛又開始熱絡起來。442Please respect copyright.PENANAAYWacLM5I7
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姜劭謙在一旁愣愣的看著他們聊,一直到剛才『地平線』的主唱--那個菸嗓女人帶著曖昧的眼光看著他握著許晏誠的手,他才突然醒悟,連忙紅著臉放開手。442Please respect copyright.PENANAIK6lVTSAeU
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許晏誠在他鬆手的瞬間就察覺到了,他回過頭疑惑的問:「怎麼了?」442Please respect copyright.PENANAjfLcbg1ZyI
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姜劭謙在那瞬間聚集了所有好奇的目光,支吾的說:「沒、沒什麼。」442Please respect copyright.PENANATbbeXxssiJ
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剛剛那幕真夠讓人誤會的。他暗自心想,但許晏誠聽不見他內心的OS,沒事人般的看了幾秒,便又自己握回姜劭謙的手。442Please respect copyright.PENANAGxb1Yli0PB
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姜劭謙:「......」不是這樣的大哥。無奈的發現許晏誠並無鬆手的打算,他忍著心虛偷偷瞄著那菸嗓女人,只見她狀似無意的偏著頭,但姜劭謙並沒有漏看她嘴角的那絲笑意,於是他感覺臉更燙了。442Please respect copyright.PENANAGtG6f8OcJO
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突然有個人從他身後猛得勾住他的肩膀,他被撞得踉蹌了一下,「咦,是燕子耶~真稀奇,你怎麼會來看?」442Please respect copyright.PENANAS61j7t8Wul
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「野火的封團演出,能不來嗎?」他不著痕跡的把那個男人的手從姜劭謙身上扒下來,許晏誠少見的面無表情,姜劭謙猜想他現在心情可能不太好,「我是來找阿萬的。他在哪裡?」442Please respect copyright.PENANAVlHSp752yj
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「他剛剛出去了。應該是去廁所或是去抽菸了,最後一次演出了嘛,可能太激動了。」442Please respect copyright.PENANA8q5nOAmJCd
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姜劭謙回頭,才赫然發現這個裝熟的男人正是剛才台上意氣風發的那位鼓手。剛才上舞台時上了妝,遠看比較成熟,近看才發現這不過就是個二十出頭的小青年。442Please respect copyright.PENANAe0Mh8AQXKB
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身旁的鼓手發現他的目光,哈哈一笑,「你好啊,我是阿傑,你是......燕子的朋友?。」442Please respect copyright.PENANAZSbxXwEsRA
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他笑得爽朗,把他剛剛裝熟得不爽給稍微壓下了一點,「我是姜劭謙,是許,嗯,燕子的大學同學。」442Please respect copyright.PENANA3eKWUbFQz2
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他們簡單的握了下手,幾句漫不經心的寒暄,他請他們在旁邊的沙發坐下,他們等了一陣子,卻遲遲沒有等到人。442Please respect copyright.PENANAohKNGz6VXs
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許晏誠於是起身,依舊是招牌笑容,「我明天還有課,不能留太晚,我先去找阿萬了,有機會大家再聚。」442Please respect copyright.PENANA56RMobKM75
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話音一落幾個剛剛比較熟稔的都發出哀號,幾句慰留,卻都被許晏誠四兩撥千金推了回來,他們無可奈何,只好悻悻的道別他們,姜劭謙看見了那位菸嗓女人對他眨了眨眼睛,他滿臉黑線,關關難過但關關不說,只能拼命乾笑著快步離開。442Please respect copyright.PENANAUp5DfmDc45
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他剛走到布幔前時,在他身後輕輕飄來一句:「燕子。」442Please respect copyright.PENANAFUIJPanWuC
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「你有沒有考慮過回來?」阿傑問。442Please respect copyright.PENANAudQnCjmUUE
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許晏誠聞言停頓一下,頭也沒回的扔了句:「......暫時沒有。」說完便走入外頭五光十色的場景裡。442Please respect copyright.PENANA2iS4LOXBjB
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馮家朋低著頭看著鏡子裡的自己,毫無殺傷力的娃娃臉,圓眼睛,小鼻子,臉頰還有一點嬰兒肥,配上因為攝取過量酒精而泛紅的雙頰和紅通通的雙眼,活脫脫像是剛被人甩了的可憐青春期少年。442Please respect copyright.PENANAejdulxUfev
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掬起水拍在臉上,快速的醒醒酒,想想等等先走之前跟那兩個人說一聲,抹了抹下巴上的水滴,雙手甩乾,在衣襬胡亂抹了幾下,沒注意到旁邊站了個人,從口袋抽了幾張面紙遞給他:「這個給你。」442Please respect copyright.PENANAvp01d9C8T3
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聲音還挺好聽,人也不錯,他胡亂的道了聲謝,拿著面紙粗魯的糊了幾下,正想道謝,一抬眼卻只看到脖子,他費力的仰高脖子,看見了一張他熟悉的臉。442Please respect copyright.PENANALw26Zl6saN
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他靠了一聲,退後幾步震驚道,「你怎麼在這!?」442Please respect copyright.PENANAmLO6GNugQq
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「這話應該我來問你吧,你怎麼會來?你知道我在這?你知道今天我有演出才來的嗎?」442Please respect copyright.PENANAMUga6tulrf
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眼前這個聲音好聽,人也不錯的高挑男子正是剛剛野火的主唱。他眼角還有帶妝的痕跡,眼裡閃著期待,身上有不濃不淡的菸味,馮家朋皺起眉,「我只是因為朋友有票才來的,誰他媽會知道你在這裡表演。」442Please respect copyright.PENANA6i7w3w6bY2
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馮家朋不想跟他繼續待在同一個空間裡,不再廢話就想走出去,但他身後那男人腳程更快,搶在他前面擋住他的去路,「不管你是不是為了我來的,你能來,我很高興。」442Please respect copyright.PENANAASm5dDw4wH
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「喔,是喔。」馮家朋依舊一臉冷漠,抬腳要走,但他面前的人仍然鍥而不捨:「你等等,我有話想對你說。」442Please respect copyright.PENANATNSBczKpud
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「可我不想聽。」馮家朋絲毫不動搖,但對方繼續說了下去:442Please respect copyright.PENANAlGIaOj27ud
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「你走了之後,我一直很愧疚,也一直放心不下,我不知道該怎麼再見你一面,我只要一想到我可能連說抱歉的機會都沒有了,就很難受,」他握緊雙拳,「我這次是想著,那就最後一次了吧,最後一次我唱完這首歌之後我就要忘記這一切,我就當作甚麼都沒有發生過,但是就這麼巧,剛剛在舞台上唱完,我就看見你了。442Please respect copyright.PENANAaGJGPhlumy
「一開始我還有點懷疑,想著怎麼可能有這麼巧的事,看你進了廁所跟上來,沒想到真的是你。」442Please respect copyright.PENANAS855CNFUy1
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「真的是你。」他重複道。442Please respect copyright.PENANAmAwgemWiVd
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馮家朋勉強聽完,不知道該說甚麼,最終悻悻的撇撇嘴。442Please respect copyright.PENANAfTTluy3aiy
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「......都過了那麼久了,我也沒有記恨,你也不用太在意,就......反正就這樣了,我要回家睡覺了。」442Please respect copyright.PENANA2OiwO9x0Wk
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馮家朋說完往左走,男人也跟著他往左走;他往右靠,男人也往右邊擋,到最後他終於火了。442Please respect copyright.PENANA1iGc2KSJjT
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「你到底有完沒完啊?」442Please respect copyright.PENANAZ1yQ6f1oUr
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馮家朋才剛吼完,許晏誠的前腳就踏了進來,他看看前方兩人對峙的場景,一頭霧水。442Please respect copyright.PENANA1vn0kD2O06
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「阿萬?跟......吉他?」442Please respect copyright.PENANAHHslab6YsE
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「!?」442Please respect copyright.PENANAKaAwE1os8F
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「......?」442Please respect copyright.PENANAKMkLrGIOY7
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兩人同時回頭,都是一臉茫然。442Please respect copyright.PENANAYhYKV8RDfQ
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所以說現在是在演哪齣?後腳才進來的姜劭謙看到這場面,心想我是不是錯過了甚麼?「吉他跟......嗯,你們認識?」442Please respect copyright.PENANAK0tzh9wjt4
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「......」馮家朋此時才終於醒悟,他不可置信的問:「你認識他?那你說給你票的朋友......」442Please respect copyright.PENANANNa5t9yQqo
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許晏誠點點頭,他咳了一聲。442Please respect copyright.PENANArgVq7hwG64
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「我來介紹一下,這位是我朋友,也是這間livehouse的老闆,張維遠,今天演出的票就是他給的。」442Please respect copyright.PENANA6fa4BGtcNG
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張維遠的靜靜的站在一旁,他的震驚沒有持續多久,看著炸毛炸成一隻小刺蝟的馮家朋,跟滿臉問號的姜劭謙,嘴角微微彎起不輸許晏誠的招牌笑容。442Please respect copyright.PENANAe8sEtwVXFg
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「我是張維遠,可以叫我阿萬,很高興認識你們。」442Please respect copyright.PENANAUyXeV4D8Ab
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