「燕子，你現在有事嗎？」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn8r6NYSaSH
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吉他從身後叫他，許晏誠正在等著PA大哥試電子琴，聞言回頭，問：「我在試音，怎麼了？」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOkAiCSiScQ
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「小姜在裡面，他看起來好像怪怪的，你要不要去看一下？」他指指身後的後台，許晏誠跟PA大哥通知一聲，便轉身跟著吉他進了後台。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIXDMNGmhZ8
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他一進後台就看見姜劭謙坐在地上，吉他默默的走出去了，只剩他們兩個人在後台。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Fg2muQHZ6
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他在他身前蹲下，視線高度與他平行，「嘿，阿謙？」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0uPlW5Z8vx
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姜劭謙抬頭，突然間呼吸急促，像是溺水般喘不過氣，許晏誠翻找各處，最終找到一個紙袋幫他掩上口鼻。慢慢吸吐一陣子之後，症狀終於舒緩下來。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFztMscSBCf
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姜劭謙平靜下來，抬頭問：「我能做到嗎？」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFMmtDHvDk8
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他看著他，眼裡迷茫與堅定共存。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa644fSIySc
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「我不知道，」許晏誠說，「這是只有阿謙你能左右的事，與旁人無關。」他將手捂上他的耳朵，「聽你自己的心跳聲。」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEBfyM1Ya2B
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「你在這裡活著，呼吸著。你擁有的除了過去的自己，還有現在的自己。你想成全哪一個？」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXpC0NgMHO7
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姜劭謙愣愣的看著他， 許晏誠的神情認真，找不到一絲調笑的意味，他能清晰的聽見心跳聲，平日忽視的震動，一吸一吐之間變得震耳欲聾，他腦中所有的故事暫停播映，他終於得到一絲清明。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa3B6V34y4R
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姜劭謙定定的看著他，「我不信我自己，但是我......想相信你。」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYRpFwnunkv
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許晏誠聞言一怔，突然門被推開，助教叫許晏誠繼續試音，姜劭謙攤攤手趕他走，「我沒事了，你去忙吧，你剛剛試音試到一半吧，我等等就出去。」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTNksqa6zUW
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許晏誠只得起身出去。他在台上試音時腦中不停出現姜劭謙的那句話。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnCIsUm8qGr
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心跳溫柔的躁動著，胸腔裡充盈著柔軟的情緒，未聞其名，卻已置身其中。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTzOwxJEKMO
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最後一次的彩排結束，所有表演者被趕到後台，五十幾個人擠在一個窄小空間裡，前台已經把觀眾放進來，展演空間不大，很快便擠得水泄不通。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcAmpoc6RMA
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此時的表演者們都無心練習，全部擠到舞台邊上，撩開簾子偷看場外。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyNxGPSJwPU
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「哇靠，外面已經坐滿了耶！」阿傑探頭探腦後讚嘆道。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDz6sN0cfpc
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在場內已經八分滿的時候，突然一個熟悉的身影也跟著人群入場，楊佳琦穿著一身看起來精心挑選過的洋裝，腳踩一雙低跟鞋，腳步輕快的走進來，阿傑一看見她，精神一振：「佳琦學妹也來了！！？她是來看我的嗎！！！」他神情亢奮的抓著他肩膀前後搖晃，姜劭謙一陣頭暈目眩，沒等他開口便逕自下了註解：「對！」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOi2bIUnzrC
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他神情歡快，絲毫沒有注意到他的為難，蹭了一下鼻頭笑得比太陽還燦爛。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHvpqNWGVDb
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姜劭謙不知作何反應，也不忍在這時打破他的美夢，想想還是等成發結束再說吧。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6TIzbhjF0R
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舞台上，兩位主持人開場，現場已經座無虛席，工作人員在後面站著，表演組別陸續上台演出，後台跟舞台只有隔一層薄薄的牆，前面演出的聲音在裡面聽得很清楚。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0HQ8HupIgO
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「下一組第二組準備，等等第八組下去之後就換你們了。」場控組長指揮著後台。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDwa9yYykM8
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第二組是上半場最後一組，緊接著就是中場休息，他們是最後一組，也就是俗稱的壓軸。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpxFCsse8Uf
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他們在後台坐不住，決定跑出去看表演。外場非常擁擠，必須艱難地扭動身軀才能找到空位。他們剛站穩準備開始聽，第二組的表演卻已經到了尾聲，電吉他一個拔高的尾音把氣氛帶到最高點，一曲演畢，全場熱烈鼓掌。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx2R4XEa703
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兩位主持人在此時掐準了點上台，宣布中場休息十五分鐘。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwXDwBCjy0K
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時間實在太不湊巧，還是得先回去後台待著。畢竟人來人往的，他們一坨人卡在這邊人潮也不好移動。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡefs0ivnIKV
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回去沒多久，吉他說他想去透透氣便走出去了，過了不久，阿萬也藉口說要出去抽菸，跟著出去了，阿傑也走了，他要在人群中尋尋覓覓他的楊妹妹，五個人一下走了三個，後台裡本來人就不多，有親友團來看的去寒暄了，表演結束的出去看表演了，不大的空間豁然變的很空曠。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfzl0OmgXq8
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姜劭謙跟許晏誠大眼瞪小眼，兩個人對視良久，許晏誠拍拍他的頭，「還緊張嗎？」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlQhbx726IV
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姜劭謙搖搖頭，「還好，你呢？」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwVfGEHxEmn
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「我也還好。」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPqkNbLQZ6n
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「答應我的事情你沒忘吧？」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwXXmMaBPbc
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許晏誠聳聳肩，「你忘了嗎？」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQIEfEYswfp
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姜劭謙一臉莫名其妙地看著他，「怎麼可能。」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKjsBcU6miD
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「那我就沒忘。」他揉揉他的腦袋，姜劭謙的髮質偏軟，髮色是偏淺的栗色，他們團的dresscode是藍色，他穿了一件淺色襯衫，外頭套一件淺藍格紋毛衣，淡雅的配色襯著他的清秀五官，搭配起來像是一個不諳世事的精緻小王子。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsZKUl0qEpQ
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他頭頂柔軟的觸感讓他愛不釋手，原先只是想摸一摸就收手，最後忍不住多揉了幾下，弄得對方頭髮都亂了。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9NU3ckQkR2
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「喂！！！」被摸的人很不喜歡這一個動作，一個勁兒的躲避，但距離太近還是不免吃了點虧。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW9YtWvlI5u
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他有點怒了。「許晏誠，不要總摸我頭！」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv1EdISrLzg
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許晏誠聞言見好就收，但嘴角的一抹笑卻沒得及收住。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡed7rtVSbg7
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入夜的風捎來涼意，室內因為人多空間又不大，二氧化碳吸多了總覺得空氣悶滯燥熱，馮家朋走到場外出來身吸一口氣，涼爽的溫度讓他全身放鬆了許多，但不久後身旁卻傳來討人厭的菸味，他轉頭一看，居然是張維遠，他在不遠處怡然自得的吞雲吐霧，絲毫沒有自己已然造成別人極大的困擾的自覺，他一個眼刀過去，試圖逼敵人知難而退，但對方卻絲毫未覺的依然故我。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9RFBEIWLmj
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「張、維、遠。」短短三個字在他齒間滾了好幾圈才擠出來。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsHpzWrA3dN
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對方自得的吐了一個菸圈，才悠悠然的把眼神放到他身上來，故作驚訝，「咦，你在這啊？」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkqjAPjQbVe
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吉他那張看著很顯嫩的臉皺成一個麻花捲，阿萬欣賞了一下對方滿臉不爽的表情，末了笑著把菸給捻熄了。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd4Md4l3SdP
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「怎麼，你不喜歡菸味嗎小朋友？」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJRlAkPoG6
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「......那種東西只有上了年紀的怪叔叔才會喜歡。」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ68ipTlJniw
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他回嗆的理直氣壯，阿萬被逗樂了，笑了好一陣子才停下來。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzNzsQvL338
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「那你說說看，怪叔叔都是怎麼樣的？」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyrvziY54go
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吉他斜眼睨他，嗤笑道：「像你這樣的。」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlVs16oYd2s
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阿萬似乎早料到他會這麼說，一個箭步突然靠近他，不意外的看見吉他驚的整個人縮回去，像受驚嚇的小動物一樣。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡadXWYVBq3l
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「靠北，你幹嘛突然靠過來啊！！！」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡku9TdeAXHi
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阿萬聳聳肩，「怪叔叔不是都是這樣的嗎？我啊，最喜歡欺負未成年的小朋友了。」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQHUWnjvHl
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吉他：「......」誰他媽的未成年！！！419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUeXSDxZ7XH
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馮家朋惡狠狠地瞪他，眼神都快噴出火來了，張怪叔叔哈哈哈開心的笑了。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBzMl492mpM
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身旁人來人往七嘴八舌的嘈雜著，本是幅讓人心煩意亂的景象，他卻沒來由的心情很好。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡewoe5enzyf
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中場休息很快就結束了。人潮慢慢湧回會場，他們也悄悄跟著人群摸到了觀眾席看表演。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFdtTYdDADy
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倒數第二組開始表演的時候他們就被徵召到後台集合了，場控組長再跟他們確認了一次設備跟流程，前台傳來一陣掌聲，倒數第二組表演結束了，場控組長是個看著嬌美說起話來卻很爽朗的女生，她重重拍了一下姜劭謙的肩附贈了一句『上吧，我很看好你們這組喔！』之後便哈哈哈的揚長而去。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnr8lsWtgC7
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姜劭謙摸了摸剛剛被她拍過的肩膀，她拍那一下力道顯然和她的外型不成正比，他只覺內臟都要被拍出來了，許晏誠看他，語重心長的說：「阿謙，等等唱完我陪你去健身房吧。」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj38TYsGFGK
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「......你還是閉嘴吧許晏誠。」他翻了個白眼。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdIsLidmVfF
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走上舞台，刺眼的白熾燈光打下來，往常的他本能的會對這樣的光線感到牴觸，但這次卻意外的很輕易便接受了，可能直到上台前最後一秒都還在開玩笑的關係，他覺得自己似乎放鬆了許多。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2K9OQSwIWA
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工作人員在幫他架麥克風，他握上麥克風，環視台下的觀眾，嗓音清晰的在場內迴響：「大家好，我們是快樂王子。」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpc6hFhlo9N
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樂手們都還在準備樂器，舞台規則，誰手上有麥克風，誰就是主人。姜劭謙清了清喉嚨：「先自我介紹一下，我是vocal王子，在我左手邊的是吉他手吉他，在我右手邊的是我們的貝斯手阿萬。」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXyeHreLTyt
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吉他已經調好了音，來了一個華麗的solo，瞬間賺得台下一片掌聲，阿萬則是舉手微笑了一下。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs3BPQZfJrh
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在台下的楊佳琦非常捧場的鼓掌。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzCZL8pfO1y
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「而在我身後呢，是我們的鼓手阿傑。」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFwLDn3XF10
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阿傑興致勃勃的打了一個過門，附加一個爽朗的笑容，他猜那應該是給台下的楊佳琦的。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDhxxNHLGLp
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「最後一位，是我們的keyboard手，燕子。」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmrXwBpYNGL
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他無須轉頭也能想像許晏誠一臉清和的笑。身後樂手們都準備得差不多了，姜劭謙帶上了微笑，「我們今天要帶來兩首歌，一首快歌一首慢歌，兩首歌都放入了很多我們自己，希望大家能收到，也希望你們會喜歡。」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAUPZKHo5RX
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鼓手下了四個拍子，姜劭謙隨之低喃。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUqC9YVdhGB
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感覺很神奇，他感受到前所未有的放鬆，如同回歸母體時期的胎兒一般，四周被溫暖的羊水給包圍，感覺安全又愜意。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcvdaoI7pgQ
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為甚麼呢？是他終於克服過去的陰影了嗎？抑或是其他的甚麼呢？419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1PRZIoLHP3
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他胡思亂想著，突然想起許晏誠說相信他的時候臉上認真的表情，他總是這麼不合時宜的正經，也或許是......假正經？他思及此突然覺得想笑，是因為這樣讓他變得有恃無恐了嗎？過去的他總是懼怕著自己一步踏錯自此無法翻身，現在卻突然有個人對他說：他會接住他的，讓他不要慌。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRp7hMSGYmc
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他的態度是那麼的誠懇真誠，讓人情不自禁地想要相信他。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvh8fL7UFQx
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即使是孤注一擲也好，即使只是做無用功，但他想試著相信這個人。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpooHlp4M8H
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快歌結束之時，台下響起震耳欲隆的掌聲，他深吸了一口氣，下意識的回頭看向許晏誠，對方給了他一個淺淡的笑。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIttRS0j5x9
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趁著台下還在鼓掌，吉他放下電吉他，拿起擱在一旁得大提琴，大提琴巨大的身形襯的他更加嬌小，但他的氣勢絲毫未減，帶著與外表不符的老成表情，擺好了架勢。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ46qCr3Pm2z
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他總是擔心這個擔心那個的，有時他的不安也會影響到身旁的人吧。每到這種時候他就很羨慕許晏誠的淡然處之，對於每件事總是游刃有餘的樣子，總是告訴他，不用擔心，會慢慢變好的。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnuZHiUEfre
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畢竟以後還會進步的。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgPfiVK9OVC
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因為還有以後。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8opLnW0ddw
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四個八拍的intro緩慢流過，姜劭謙湊近麥克風，隨著旋律，像是說故事一般的唱：419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOLO0mVLenI
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當初的自己 還是青春的模樣419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0nOXE7Dkbf
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站在舞台上 感受燈光 感受台下的澎湃激昂 419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwLXg6RZd2r
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每顆細胞都興奮的顫慄 我喜歡當時的自己419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwro8bciFd1
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突然一片漆黑 誰把燈火熄滅 留給我一片無盡的黑419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiIQ9IUsoHo
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從此空乏迷惘 找不到光亮 419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsQsTufmz2f
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他唱著唱著想到，現在的我是真實存在的嗎？他從未如此清晰的意識到這個問題，也許在之前的年歲裡他太過耽溺於過去，這是頭一次他著眼於現在，也是頭一次他清楚的意識到自己正活著。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9M6c3syrBU
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他抓著麥克風，敞開心扉的唱著：419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg9tH3bvboW
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想闖 想蕩 卻總怕失望419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Vnq3u8ufz
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想衝 想撞 卻總怕受傷419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcOdEZxSvCq
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誰能告訴我 值不值得去 冒險流浪419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2aX68Es9qt
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會不會到最後卻 換來遍體麟傷 419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMyfTbcJ6UF
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他把心裡的膽怯全部寫進歌詞裡，許晏誠一定也察覺到了，要不然他不會在頭一次看見歌詞的時候露出那樣的表情，他那雙似能將人看透的澄澈眼睛，悲傷的倒映著他的身影。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuO62bjjElT
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猶疑之間已將初衷遺忘 只剩下回憶在獨自遊蕩 我捫心自問419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡneqSicm4L8
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倘若時光倒流 你會選擇甚麼模樣419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNFXnzzywxY
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我要奔跑去找 那從未見過的地方419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ88PXcqu3gJ
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大提琴急雨般的琴音拉扯著情緒，鋼琴和弦幫襯著鋪墊餘韻，鼓聲如雷鳴一般，急吼吼的轟然落下，他閉上眼睛拉高聲線，急欲掙托束縛般的嘶吼－－419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPnsWDszF6K
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我要奔跑去找 那從未見過的地方419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD8MHTwa1Ss
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我要奔跑去找 那從未見過的地方－－419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVhQajWgG2t
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最後一個字唱完，姜劭謙睜開眼睛，找回了自己的呼吸，傾身說了一句：「謝謝。」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQDGafcfhl
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台下觀眾這才醒覺似的，原先只是零零星星的掌聲，到後來如病毒般擴散，變成鋪天蓋地的掌聲。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7sW9fj9nb3
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他們走下舞台，進了後台，全部人你看我我看你，忍不住激動，團抱在一起歡呼大笑。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIGuNpd8Fjo
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姜劭謙心中的激動無法描述，他輕嘆：「我們做到了。」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ647ofpiWLf
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許晏誠站在他身邊，同樣輕聲道：「是啊。」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpb3cUKLmVJ
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姜劭謙看著所有人，彼此早已打成一片笑鬧的模樣，心頭突然排山倒海的湧上一陣感動和不捨。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWtdPhu5Lyi
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他怔怔的說：「一切......都結束了。」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw7zk7wxua2
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許晏誠給了姜劭謙一個擁抱。與上次那個力道大的像要把他揉進身體裡的擁抱不一樣，這次的是非常溫暖、讓人有點想哭的一個擁抱。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSyv6y0gFh7
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他輕輕道：「這不是最後。」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbSGWHgHY4J
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姜劭謙感受著許晏誠的懷抱，溫暖殷實的情緒在胸口膨脹，他靜靜的感受情緒的浪潮，待原先的感動退潮之後，隨後湧上的是一陣不知所措。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5oBhYy6MUj
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他突然意識到這個擁抱的時間似乎有點太長了，心口莫名一陣心悸，臉頰泛起灼熱感，心跳聲嘈雜的充斥著耳邊，砰咚、砰咚的狂響。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwxgQS967wV
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他連忙退開，害怕自己如擂鼓般的心跳會被察覺，調整下呼吸。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvOgVOuPREq
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「走吧。」他對著眾人說，強裝自若的走出後台，摸了摸左邊耳朵，滾燙的溫度提醒他從外人看來耳朵一定紅到無可救藥，剛剛許晏誠在耳邊說話時，周圍的氣流震動傳遞給他，周身一股電流劃過，那瞬間心跳驟然失序，他還沒有笨到不知道那是甚麼，其實一切的一切早有端倪，只是他先前從未察覺。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlzot2ZXdv4
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錯覺吧，是錯覺。他催眠著自己，剛表演完情緒處在激動狀態，本來就很有可能把一點小事無限放大，他安慰著自己，這沒什麼，是吧？他不知道看過多少搖滾歌手剛表演完太過興奮砸樂器的，這一定也是心理上的錯覺。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2IYZPOdf26
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他好不容易說服自己信了一半，一不留神已被眾人丟在後頭，許晏誠回頭看他脫隊，停下來在前面等他，朝他伸出手來：「走吧？」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5C0fxo8BUz
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姜劭謙看著那隻手，許晏誠的眼中平靜無波，如同一汪深不見底的深潭，他看不見底下深埋著什麼樣的情緒，他看不透他，他從來就看不透他。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXFkEtpOUr7
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但這並不妨礙他被他吸引。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQbe120ftVr
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於是他如同被蠱惑一般的走上前，搭上他的手，「走吧。」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4NFch0QNUO
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復活節假期之後，陸陸續續的有很多事情要處理，加上描寫這一章花了比以往更多的心力，依舊要說一句：遲到真不好意思！之後更新的頻率大概會是兩天一篇，依舊為等待的大家致上深深的歉意和謝意！419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvoEeSwEirz
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