「掛住一個人,好似靈魂被撕裂嘅感覺。」435Please respect copyright.PENANAtLPXPTv5Ax
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「唔明。」她的表情充滿著疑惑。435Please respect copyright.PENANAvc1HRRUpOg
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「如果他日你有好中意嘅人就會明。」我笑道。435Please respect copyright.PENANAtH4WdU96M8
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「即係你有拍過拖啦?」435Please respect copyright.PENANA4iMCWQUvEE
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「無啊。」435Please respect copyright.PENANATuZcEW1SKv
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「你講到好似好有經驗咁。」435Please respect copyright.PENANAq5BlanupmQ
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「其實我扮老手,我未拍過。」435Please respect copyright.PENANAW0waU5zfv2
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「實有嘅。」435Please respect copyright.PENANA9uEreOu9Cv
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「咁你都無啦。」435Please respect copyright.PENANAz0xFuIp0P4
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「我有啊,我同嗰個女仔咪係囉。」435Please respect copyright.PENANAAeeB593Nb5
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我真的敗給她。435Please respect copyright.PENANAQKkeurujn5
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我沒有拍過拖,這是真的。435Please respect copyright.PENANAcAcqQcqmqP
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我考慮了一會,終於說:「曖昧就有,拍拖就真係無。」435Please respect copyright.PENANAJyixvpmiEX
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她從躺著沙灘椅上變成坐起來,一副準備聽故事的樣子。435Please respect copyright.PENANATEMo0ZBkO6
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「中三嗰一年,同一個女仔幾近。」435Please respect copyright.PENANAnmM6aByTnU
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「靚唔靚架?」435Please respect copyright.PENANAmZOOYJjir7
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「咁耐……不過我記得佢幾清純。」435Please respect copyright.PENANAJjboQLS1um
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「坐你隔離所以識?」435Please respect copyright.PENANAzFfi7KJS9s
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我點點頭,她嗤了一聲說:「個個都係咁,咁跟住呢?」435Please respect copyright.PENANA2YQLbdJuRj
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那一年,我升上了學校的精英班。435Please respect copyright.PENANAVFuhL3JZm6
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可是我並不高興。435Please respect copyright.PENANALNqsHgPD0M
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因為我發現,435Please respect copyright.PENANAkUYhvzAurV
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所謂的精英班,其實不過就是功利、自我、互相猜忌、競爭等名詞的合成物。435Please respect copyright.PENANATXPqjbxqq4
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大家都只會顧著自己的成績。435Please respect copyright.PENANA16piwyR2In
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沒有真心好友。435Please respect copyright.PENANApLPn9yBGys
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也沒有人情味。435Please respect copyright.PENANAY0JJixKzgp
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除了她。435Please respect copyright.PENANAYB9GC4l5jp
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她叫善兒。435Please respect copyright.PENANApW1fUHCpUf
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「同學,你咁樣訓得架咩?」我的耳朵傳來一把女聲。435Please respect copyright.PENANA2QCStc0xXx
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「嗯?」我還是伏在桌上睡覺。435Please respect copyright.PENANAcEpBpdzzO0
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「我話,你再咁訓,成績就會跌出哩班。」435Please respect copyright.PENANAFaiWp44MDi
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「跌出哩班?好啊......唔洗再係度。」435Please respect copyright.PENANA9FuF8y4qOH
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她見我還是不起身,就沒有回應我。435Please respect copyright.PENANAdqdAWffbDT
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我本以為也就這樣吿一段落,可是我聽到筆袋中找筆的聲音。435Please respect copyright.PENANAeF3ueEdqXz
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然後……然後我手臀感到一陣微濕的涼快和痕癢。435Please respect copyright.PENANAX7JYDqV3rQ
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她用麥完筆在我的手臂上……寫東西?435Please respect copyright.PENANAP4wQy0uThN
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我終於起身,想看她究竟寫了什麼。435Please respect copyright.PENANAIkIhuLoIvs
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一個倒轉和微斜的笑臉公仔。435Please respect copyright.PENANAkIAO1xqKnc
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「有咩困難,笑住咁面對,先會堅持到落去。」她說。435Please respect copyright.PENANAsy04JwCVUs
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每當我一睡覺,她就會在我的手臂上畫東畫西,有時是文字,有時單純是圖案。435Please respect copyright.PENANAZDPD0xCHg8
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有一次,我一醒來,整個手臂滿是五顏六色的字和樹木。435Please respect copyright.PENANAwjgfWiBn8p
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不知為何,她很喜歡樹木。435Please respect copyright.PENANAiDxTDkfscR
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「哈哈,你紋身啊?」435Please respect copyright.PENANAR7xVXhpbFO
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我就這樣被人嘲笑。435Please respect copyright.PENANAsX03aNngpD
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「你可唔可以唔好再畫?」我問她。435Please respect copyright.PENANAVUNDfmVSiC
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「你可唔可以唔好再訓?」她反問。435Please respect copyright.PENANAejW1F4e1fC
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從此,我們每當有說話想講,就畫在對方的手或手臂上。435Please respect copyright.PENANALU7anelhbH
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好像變了留言板一樣。435Please respect copyright.PENANAX1fajm8Yzt
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「好眼訓。」435Please respect copyright.PENANAvPmCfIj7Hl
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我寫在她的手背上,她繼續望著黑板專心聽書。435Please respect copyright.PENANAve8o3IM4lw
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待老師講書停頓時,她就會寫回在我的手上。435Please respect copyright.PENANAtpH3crw9rT
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「唔准訓。」435Please respect copyright.PENANAvkxCZ1wkRj
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她是個真正對學習有興趣的人,成績永遠名列前茅。435Please respect copyright.PENANAeRrgt2RT94
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可是,我發現才剛十五歲的她,課餘時間永遠在兼職上班,435Please respect copyright.PENANAARCLnZ0rsh
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所以班上朋友不多,而且在這個班上,也很難有真心朋友。435Please respect copyright.PENANA4MNnSQtbPq
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「你家景唔好啊?」435Please respect copyright.PENANA9fRyPFsVxL
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她苦笑的點點頭。435Please respect copyright.PENANAK58Z3eQgAS
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或許是被這個女孩激勵,又或許是終於有個同伴,435Please respect copyright.PENANAYFi6rir8HH
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我開始也認真的對待學業,希望成績不要差她太遠。435Please respect copyright.PENANAeWCThJJdCb
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「不如……唔……我地考試前一齊溫書,好無?」在期中考前,我對她說。435Please respect copyright.PENANAjs31NPdvmy
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「好啊。」435Please respect copyright.PENANAd9KG5eMYd9
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當坐在圖書館,我們彼此都靠得很近時,我才發現,她還蠻漂亮的。435Please respect copyright.PENANAPMgbluH6zZ
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「溫書啦你」435Please respect copyright.PENANAeFQ6YbiALn
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她在我手上寫著。435Please respect copyright.PENANAMuo2fPvY6R
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「原來你都唔差。」435Please respect copyright.PENANAEwPEvga2ld
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我寫回在她手上。435Please respect copyright.PENANARwsYnfZ4wC
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「唔差咩?」435Please respect copyright.PENANAV485pM4OU9
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「唔話你知。」然後又是一棵樹畫在我的手上。435Please respect copyright.PENANAhUjx8XkClP
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「點解你咁中意畫樹嘅?」435Please respect copyright.PENANAsaSr6FC9lY
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「因為......」435Please respect copyright.PENANAq6gfP1lXau
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她說了一首她喜歡的詩,跟樹是有關的,但我忘記了。435Please respect copyright.PENANAYf9xtOuRQ5
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但無論如何,我想,當時的我,是有一點點喜歡上她。435Please respect copyright.PENANAuSsgDMQkQQ
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到了聖誕節,我還記得,那天天很冷,下著朦朧大雨,四周白茫茫一片,幾乎大得什麼都看不見。435Please respect copyright.PENANA3QKgMbTSc4
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我準備好一份禮物,想送給她。435Please respect copyright.PENANAnHoOPDbAbk
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可是她整個早上都不在座位上。435Please respect copyright.PENANAsyh32BETOX
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病了?435Please respect copyright.PENANAHU5hJRatYb
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當我要負責去教員室,請班主任黃老師上來班房一同慶祝時,剛好碰到出來的她。435Please respect copyright.PENANAcHevF341aY
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她整個眼睛都通紅。435Please respect copyright.PENANAacG1358K3t
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「做咩啊你?做咩著便服?又唔返班房?」435Please respect copyright.PENANA2Xo9k5euoE
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「我要退學啦……」她咽泣的說。435Please respect copyright.PENANABAqCCEVsSa
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「點……點解啊?」435Please respect copyright.PENANAcvW3GPJAhA
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「我……算啦,無野啦。」435Please respect copyright.PENANAuawWtpBjPE
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她轉身就走,我沒有追出去,問她什麼事,問她需不需要幫忙。435Please respect copyright.PENANAi40eV6bkRz
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我只是呆了,站在原地久久的。435Please respect copyright.PENANA5MMCa7hDLd
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我那份禮物也從此沒有機會送出。435Please respect copyright.PENANAfjxR9tcw6z
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「咁蠢架你。」小茵罵道。435Please respect copyright.PENANAzc5VWBi9hr
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「當時,真係唔識反應嘛。」435Please respect copyright.PENANARRmIq3TW5S
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「無打電話搵佢咩?」435Please respect copyright.PENANAAYPnnboqxf
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「佢屋企電話轉咗。」435Please respect copyright.PENANAnMcndYRuZc
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「嗯……」她嗯了一會,又說:「但其實我唔係最想聽哩個。」她有點不懷的笑著。435Please respect copyright.PENANAU9hACJLNfm
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「嗯?」435Please respect copyright.PENANA0Qe20nnuGE
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這我就不明白了。435Please respect copyright.PENANARMYscfMuy0
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「我想聽,你而家心裡面掛住嗰個。」435Please respect copyright.PENANAq5Abw01fMY
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我的愣了一愣,然後說:「你又知我掛住邊個?」435Please respect copyright.PENANAlDU1wCDc1p
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「樂哥乜都同我講哂,你因為失戀先入黎。」435Please respect copyright.PENANAWIxleWirrh
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有咩困難,笑住咁面對,先會堅持到落去。435Please respect copyright.PENANA53nr7lITwd
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