之後嗰啲星期五,大部分學生都考晒試,補習社終於冇咁忙。咁腦細都話嗰個星期唔洗學生做咁多份練習。475Please respect copyright.PENANAu1vA9EgLkY
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嗰個星期真係好鬼正,要對嘅功課同練習又少咗,學生小息次數又多咗,基本上都係冇咩野做。但唔知點解明明hea咗咁多,Ellie都好似成日刻意避開我,咁我都明白嘅,每兩個星期先見一次,關係正常都會疏遠咗。475Please respect copyright.PENANAyJDlIx0aQz
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有時我由classroom B行出去搵練習答案影印野果陣,只要我出去,Ellie都會即刻讓個位比我然後自己行返行班房先。475Please respect copyright.PENANAnOX9vyuXb2
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好難捉摸呀!我都唔知自己做錯咩就好似比人判咗死刑咁。475Please respect copyright.PENANAt2SLroQWUT
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有一次我影印緊野果陣,Ellie喺廁所啱啱行出嚟,佢一打開門見到我好似見到仇人,即刻頭耷耷急急腳走。475Please respect copyright.PENANAymsnmWEjyl
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影印完野我就返去問最醒目同最識做人嘅Mary。475Please respect copyright.PENANAZ81OGVK29e
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但如果一個男tutor關心女tutor比小學生知道一定會引起軒然大波。475Please respect copyright.PENANA4CzT1ptLpC
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「哦……你鍾意Miss Ellie! 」475Please respect copyright.PENANA0thJ162QQJ
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「你哋係咪拍緊拖啊? 」475Please respect copyright.PENANAu3IRsRjxom
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「Miss Ellie有人鍾意你呀。」475Please respect copyright.PENANAhXtqnqP7Un
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諗到都覺得恐怖,仲要唔知會唔會影響份工。475Please respect copyright.PENANAPdFQOTKk1R
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所以我決定用寫紙仔方法比Mary,因為當佢想屈我,我就可以即刻擦走紙上面嘅問題。475Please respect copyright.PENANAN2R1Z4C94u
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我坐喺Mary隔離寫咗張紙仔遞比佢:「Miss Ellie今日係咪唔舒服?」475Please respect copyright.PENANAMU2dFbdp1p
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Mary見到張紙仔:「……」475Please respect copyright.PENANAye3HWHqquH
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「我又不是她,為甚麼你想知道她發生甚麼事,卻又不問她呢?」Mary用鉛筆喺張紙上面寫。475Please respect copyright.PENANAThPqLuTaXs
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我心諗:「好有道理,不過我咁怕羞都係用其他途徑睇吓佢咩事。」475Please respect copyright.PENANA3dPkoamuEu
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聲音A:「你今日個鼻哥窿係咪有鼻屎未撩,定係你個加拿大又流晒汗?」475Please respect copyright.PENANABa65uwHShX
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聲音B:「如果係嘅話其他學生都避開你喇。」475Please respect copyright.PENANAXv5U0MsvQx
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雖然聲音B講野好有道理,但我都去咗廁所檢查吓有冇以上情況。475Please respect copyright.PENANA7pfHDeWHtf
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我望住塊鏡同自己講野:「又冇喎。」475Please respect copyright.PENANAzBMbZlVdk4
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返入班房,因為真係太無聊,所以我就攞起部手機睇吓野。睇睇吓先醒起原來自己有加Ellie電話。我㩒入去佢WhatsApp睇,係三個着住校服嘅女仔坐喺班房嘅合照,冇咩特別。再碌落去,見到佢WhatsApp狀態:「壞習慣乞人憎x_x」(三天前)。475Please respect copyright.PENANAiO5iSzWJV8
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我心諗:「佢係咪有咩壞習慣好想改呢? 咁人人都有啲壞習慣自己唔鍾意嘅。」475Please respect copyright.PENANAkpXqK7fRu1
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淨係得哩啲資料好似唔係好夠咁,於是我就搵吓佢Facebook叫咩名,但我只知道佢英文名叫咩,所以真係大海撈針咁。 475Please respect copyright.PENANAF0DZgOwyW2
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我喺Facebook打Ellie,出咗成十幾萬個結果,見到之後我眼都突埋,唔諗住繼續搵。除咗Facebook同WhatsApp,其他social media我又唔用,姐係Instagram、snapchat、line之類。475Please respect copyright.PENANAbGo0nQju6S
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今日六點半學生都差唔多走晒,臨走前我行入classroom A同Ellie講拜拜。475Please respect copyright.PENANAwcFGDEuaFM
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「今日辛苦喇,拜拜…呀!記住改吓自己啲壞習慣喇。」我伸一伸個頭入classroom A。475Please respect copyright.PENANAQ5pZf1Y3vd
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Ellie望住我好似有野想講又講唔出口:「不如你……唉…都係冇野喇…拜拜。」475Please respect copyright.PENANAWwTGsM4hgN
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睇到佢個樣之後我有啲不惑,但直覺話比我聽最好盡快離開現場。475Please respect copyright.PENANAcAD89pDbOk
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行返去搭巴士果段路,不斷諗點解佢會無啦啦疏遠我,定係佢同我一樣,唔想同人咁快就咁熟。475Please respect copyright.PENANAVedc34v0fT
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唉都係唔理得咁多,愈諗個頭又愈痛,我諗我嘅壞習慣係一諗野就會好似無底深潭咁唔識停,除非有人無啦啦阻止我。475Please respect copyright.PENANAngiNfp4R7R
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為咗唔好再諗落去,我就不停望吓周圍發生啲咩事分散下自己注意力。我望望下發現橋上面有個女人不斷喺橋上面徘徊,不過離太遠喇都睇唔清佢個樣。475Please respect copyright.PENANAgkZhvr71wv
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過咗五分鐘我就上咗㗎480號,我上去上層揀咗個中間位置,坐喺右手邊挨住窗聽歌。475Please respect copyright.PENANAUNhmcYjMex
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咁我就揀咗一個其他user 推薦嘅playlist嚟聽。475Please respect copyright.PENANAR66TqUJPQU
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「想唔想隨時隨地唔受限制聽歌,只要申請做XXX會員,你就冇限制地聽你喜愛嘅歌……」廣告聲音喺耳機傳入耳仔。475Please respect copyright.PENANAXweMRQ6UOU
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「姐係你好鍾意做嘅話……咁咪去做囉。」把聲一聽就知係Eason。475Please respect copyright.PENANAC7mwWotyET
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茶和咖啡 同樣供給刺激475Please respect copyright.PENANAaoUX4VKS7l
可惜世上 唯有煙 熱吻足我十年475Please respect copyright.PENANAhZ9atiwcgT
因此你天天迫我 但我一直未停475Please respect copyright.PENANAFAv7DsBXcw
我願長 情到底 明日不必戒煙475Please respect copyright.PENANAW75aIf3J5S
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由於首歌個節奏好輕快,我聽聽吓身體都不自覺跟住郁。我諗依個人應該徘徊對煙仔斷捨離嘅階段。475Please respect copyright.PENANA3YLyp1wIWE