致美好正常的過去
如何才能再次像一個正常人地存在生活
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其實作為宿主，並不是唯一死刑319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrkvxCshuf0
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前提，是特殊情況之下319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKB9ubSOV0m
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這也是大概為什麼KDUL能趕到此地的原因吧319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCdTT7h0r8e
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大概319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRsP1p9oRb7
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這也是為什麼我一開始如此被幼稚騎劫理性的原因319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡreEogT9pcc
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這也是為什麼我的人生如此「不正常」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW0IQM35ukQ
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突然間吹來的陣風，由兩腿直上，大腿、大腿內側，臉到眼皮上，睜眼319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxZCEDjA6AV
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「⋯⋯啊？呀？！啊？！」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTArJAvUAOA
「不、不要！拜、拜托！別捉弄人家了！」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDFml0dSI0Z
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想直接鑽入桶內，雖叫不可行，若把裙子扯至能遮蔽的地方，可是會遭流水沾到，在極致羞恥的時候319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgO9ILxxRMA
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不良日常性時候319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfOMHg2KAjY
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身體總是遲遲未能反應，倒是淚會第一時間衝出，明明是不會有對手和其比得到反應速度，再說，不要論這般只是叫他們變本加厲319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyGBDIq52h9
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「還『人家人家』，女生又不是，男生又不是，人妖就人妖啦！」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB52FschYpn
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「哇～來看看娘娘腔！噁～」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzXDMipfVKi
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「不要這樣啦！是半個女生⋯半個怪物啦！」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ42yIY3eruc
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「你們不要這樣說水無月啦！」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDj1TbSkica
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「對、對呀！好壞哦！」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXbkcnCrWv5
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「嗯～可是呢，要不是待下他變怪物咬人啦！」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCUxSovtQgF
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「看呀！有尾巴和耳朵了！」
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崎品宿主是有後天性以外的可能，先天性，我就是其一，跨代遺傳，親父母經過詳細驗證後，結果仍為陰性，但舅父⋯
『不要！不要！求你了！』
『好痛喔！停下來嘛！！』
『嗚咽啊！！唔咳咿呀！』
『嗚咽⋯』
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⋯⋯簡單來說，是剛巧地，遺傳了基因缺陷319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡohwznHiMuf
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由誕生的那瞬間，身體患輕微白化病，更是出現了雙性徵⋯先天缺陷*，而原因？是因為崎品的激素，影響的不直接是我，而是母家的基因，對崎品的感染不抗拒性，先天傳了下來，我便在母體內感染，便這樣⋯來到了世上319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCqELPcKVVq
*(5-alpha-reductase deficiency)
被當成異類般319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGPmGeTLf5t
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「呀！來了、來了！」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqxOAdHDJaM
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「走啊～」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvKJJRffaw5
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而怪物、猛獸，若是想與人共聚，必須有所牽制，有能防止其「暴亂」的存在，有一個「主人」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1z9nPE1SOR
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構成「異類」的形象，是分別要有兩種因素 —— 「怪異」 和 「不親和性」，我的存在主要是前者，而有後者特性的，是⋯319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyVJyWMLlfI
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他319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd0GR6AZQRk
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「又被欺負了嗎？」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMJ27yDlDRD
MUC- 311602，3月11日16時02分，是我誕生的那刻
以自己出生時間為名的他，是我人生第一個遇見的人形，也是伴隨我成長的唯一，不是「朋友」，也絕不可能是，但我承認他存在，使我真正成為「怪物」的存在319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1UJ0blkx4d
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並非和現在，即此刻，普遍所見的人形設計明顯地不一，應該是和現在日本廳長同一型號，我才不知道，只是認得同樣的白色，如水晶一樣反光的皮膚，還有如膠管一樣的頭髮319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5qqhK0cto1
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可能是那不平常的外表，也可能是仔細觀察，便能得見腰間的鋁合金盒子，還有那冰冷的氣場319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr1G4iOKV2L
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老實說，當唯一照顧、保護自己也是帶來傷害的，就特別顯得自己孤獨，因為沒有其他人去依賴，不得不望向唯一，守望同時傷害自己的他，這也是為什麼他從來並不是我的朋友，我恨他，但也無可奈何地，他不在身邊自己則是會被傷害，恨不下，愛不上，若是重來不有他的存在的話，反是好319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiU2LUNVl7B
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先天性宿主，除了有人形監視外還有晶片，頸部植入一塊追蹤及有抑制系統之晶片，喲，不就放生的標準動作無誤嘛？319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2qaVLBaS3H
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怎也好呢319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6jWPcuFgJi
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「為什麼不鎖門呢？」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwoO0TCJPnG
「去廁所也好歹開個燈呢⋯不阻你了」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMvjpKaZ3l2
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—— 咔 ——319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs0Vw6G1nwK
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「⋯⋯就是不想讓人知道我在這呀⋯啊⋯」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAz1a2BGK0a
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本來以為到中學便會情況有所好轉，但不見得
關上位於男廁和女廁之間的大門，位於午膳時間的走廊不算多人，但任憑一對好奇、厭惡，有眼色的視線落在身上，便如同把自己摳打著319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu3kBfie8Ux
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最好便把自己弄到和標誌上的人同一個模樣319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyOLw52s2Ny
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「同學，請問——」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ08d06alG6U
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「啊？！」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpLEGfObm4o
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—— 啪噹 ——319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlIpyIo77lV
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害怕視線交流，也害怕交流本身319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJu29idWu6
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但儘管這樣，自己也希望「正常」起來，和那孩子一樣，和這孩子一樣，和⋯319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd9aZ6TbKDM
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她一樣319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZUkMsjtmZN
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乖巧、友善、親人，她是我的相反319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdGrIpbDPsp
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在我的眼中，她根本是另一個世界的人319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxm1j4LYeu6
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「對不起！」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzwCSt3wntn
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拾起地上的餐具，裏面為紅色，外面則是黑色的便當盒，低著頭，跪在地上，不行，不能，我討厭這樣，拜托離開我吧，請——319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv3GU2W6HtJ
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「來」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEIR9s3i7XF
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「⋯謝謝」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpcwVoWRm9w
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我討厭這樣的自己，特別是在她面前，在襯衫胸袋上有紅字黃底襟章的她前，作為風紀股長的她前319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZnIg7qPdeM
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怎麼説呢，或許在初中的我，存在只會被她確定319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdW4eFdLLl0
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雖然實際上的欺凌少了，但取而代之，是絕對的冷漠，情況不可以叫好轉，說到底，我並不是那種凡事沒問題，可接受的人，嘛，好歹是個頑固的，自己不相信自己是，好歹⋯319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmIVcDdR5Cy
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我並不是沒遇過更壞的事319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn7K69Bbrba
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「那個，水無月？」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3bV4eJAiRr
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「怎麼了？」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFy0Lj9KWOh
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正因這樣，我不希望在唯一前，做出會被否定的行為，例如表現得像個孩子，表現失禮⋯被發現是「廁所飯」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcIL3POOrJ4
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各種319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa3vG62xJQh
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所以說，活得正常，對於自己來說的話，難道是奢侈的嗎？319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt5XoOKypM4
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「⋯我回來了」
快樂是一種⋯只能回顧的味道，因為太容易習慣，就好像不到零下一度就總是以為暑假一定是三十度，熱時寧願凍，冷時寧願天氣熱，會習慣、忘記、太輕易被其他情緒蓋過、混於一起，是説在開心的時候不會察覺自己在笑的道理319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXX0Z051oXG
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且只能回味319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMMJqSiKbYu
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「回來了嗎，島見？」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqe534YRQbv
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「嗯，回來了，媽媽⋯」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmSFxS4h7cU
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放下背包是確實地放下了負累，仍然是前所未有的感覺，當然，回味的時候才發覺，畢竟那時的感覺，純粹是當下，是「發生了」而已319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVDcs7EAePN
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「喲，島見，聽媽媽說，媽媽今天——」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI8HEnx7FPm
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「⋯⋯是的？」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP9Y7UJxTsQ
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回想起來，自己啊，真是不會珍惜，不知足呢319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxXMOIdJ3mu
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「明天也是⋯便當不用弄我的份了」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIEoLSl6BgU
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語畢，我跑到樓上去，嘗試把微笑藏著，但有些情緒是不能隱藏起來，例如自小的抑鬱與自卑，還有這刻極為奇特的轉變，媽媽知道，爸爸也是，一直以來也知道，這點我也知道319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ870J9CIaJj
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我可不是小孩子了⋯⋯呢319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1pZakCOQqZ
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開始了不知多久，三個月？至少一個學期吧，事情就如此突然，事情就如此戲劇性，能和她一起，彷彿為一個幻想，不同世界的人，居然可以坐在這裏，我居然會被人照顧，世上接納自己的外人居然存在319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFE9YKGJFDD
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幸福曾經存在，我經歷過，品嚐過，居然能有如此的一刻319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡASYkXrpKzM
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這可是我的「正常」呀
自討苦吃的日常
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我的「正常」，純粹自欺欺人而已
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那麼這份「不正常」是自出生而有的嗎？
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