致美好正常的過去
如何才能再次像一個正常人地存在生活
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這也是大概為什麼KDUL能趕到此地的原因吧365Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV1QMTi2dzg
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這也是為什麼我一開始如此被幼稚騎劫理性的原因365Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQmHGPyULf
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這也是為什麼我的人生如此「不正常」365Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmTYTlwVnha
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想直接鑽入桶內，雖叫不可行，若把裙子扯至能遮蔽的地方，可是會遭流水沾到，在極致羞恥的時候365Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc59yLg6RCu
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身體總是遲遲未能反應，倒是淚會第一時間衝出，明明是不會有對手和其比得到反應速度，再說，不要論這般只是叫他們變本加厲365Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGYdYi1RcMj
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「不要這樣啦！是半個女生⋯半個怪物啦！」365Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgui5GKL7iw
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「看呀！有尾巴和耳朵了！」
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崎品宿主是有後天性以外的可能，先天性，我就是其一，跨代遺傳，親父母經過詳細驗證後，結果仍為陰性，但舅父⋯
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由誕生的那瞬間，身體患輕微白化病，更是出現了雙性徵⋯先天缺陷*，而原因？是因為崎品的激素，影響的不直接是我，而是母家的基因，對崎品的感染不抗拒性，先天傳了下來，我便在母體內感染，便這樣⋯來到了世上365Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjE8j2J7Bec
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而怪物、猛獸，若是想與人共聚，必須有所牽制，有能防止其「暴亂」的存在，有一個「主人」365Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlHTbOojIDh
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構成「異類」的形象，是分別要有兩種因素 —— 「怪異」 和 「不親和性」，我的存在主要是前者，而有後者特性的，是⋯365Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡek8KxC9zUw
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MUC- 311602，3月11日16時02分，是我誕生的那刻
以自己出生時間為名的他，是我人生第一個遇見的人形，也是伴隨我成長的唯一，不是「朋友」，也絕不可能是，但我承認他存在，使我真正成為「怪物」的存在365Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIhKLPsqS3G
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並非和現在，即此刻，普遍所見的人形設計明顯地不一，應該是和現在日本廳長同一型號，我才不知道，只是認得同樣的白色，如水晶一樣反光的皮膚，還有如膠管一樣的頭髮365Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe5j0JmcV92
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可能是那不平常的外表，也可能是仔細觀察，便能得見腰間的鋁合金盒子，還有那冰冷的氣場365Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYHRhl571Qu
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老實說，當唯一照顧、保護自己也是帶來傷害的，就特別顯得自己孤獨，因為沒有其他人去依賴，不得不望向唯一，守望同時傷害自己的他，這也是為什麼他從來並不是我的朋友，我恨他，但也無可奈何地，他不在身邊自己則是會被傷害，恨不下，愛不上，若是重來不有他的存在的話，反是好365Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH29X1TWx26
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先天性宿主，除了有人形監視外還有晶片，頸部植入一塊追蹤及有抑制系統之晶片，喲，不就放生的標準動作無誤嘛？365Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRH8bD0LaKy
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本來以為到中學便會情況有所好轉，但不見得
關上位於男廁和女廁之間的大門，位於午膳時間的走廊不算多人，但任憑一對好奇、厭惡，有眼色的視線落在身上，便如同把自己摳打著365Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQACZ5IcHUz
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最好便把自己弄到和標誌上的人同一個模樣365Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmw2lh8Mg6l
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害怕視線交流，也害怕交流本身365Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBMuAAfCoOw
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但儘管這樣，自己也希望「正常」起來，和那孩子一樣，和這孩子一樣，和⋯365Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7SF76zWN5x
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她一樣365Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6lOgxA0Qod
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乖巧、友善、親人，她是我的相反365Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcZeibZJYpr
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在我的眼中，她根本是另一個世界的人365Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIXnHOKCTcZ
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拾起地上的餐具，裏面為紅色，外面則是黑色的便當盒，低著頭，跪在地上，不行，不能，我討厭這樣，拜托離開我吧，請——365Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRllTHFnAno
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我討厭這樣的自己，特別是在她面前，在襯衫胸袋上有紅字黃底襟章的她前，作為風紀股長的她前365Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS6iFkrcieF
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怎麼説呢，或許在初中的我，存在只會被她確定365Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMc1qco6FbU
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雖然實際上的欺凌少了，但取而代之，是絕對的冷漠，情況不可以叫好轉，說到底，我並不是那種凡事沒問題，可接受的人，嘛，好歹是個頑固的，自己不相信自己是，好歹⋯365Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoM0PGpuVyE
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我並不是沒遇過更壞的事365Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyhDa6Fkp1p
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正因這樣，我不希望在唯一前，做出會被否定的行為，例如表現得像個孩子，表現失禮⋯被發現是「廁所飯」365Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYG5OaJ3pRy
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所以說，活得正常，對於自己來說的話，難道是奢侈的嗎？365Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4yPXtcVZG9
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「⋯我回來了」
快樂是一種⋯只能回顧的味道，因為太容易習慣，就好像不到零下一度就總是以為暑假一定是三十度，熱時寧願凍，冷時寧願天氣熱，會習慣、忘記、太輕易被其他情緒蓋過、混於一起，是説在開心的時候不會察覺自己在笑的道理365Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzAO5yE0zxa
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放下背包是確實地放下了負累，仍然是前所未有的感覺，當然，回味的時候才發覺，畢竟那時的感覺，純粹是當下，是「發生了」而已365Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP9O7U070Gd
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回想起來，自己啊，真是不會珍惜，不知足呢365Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZxtRlkpWYr
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語畢，我跑到樓上去，嘗試把微笑藏著，但有些情緒是不能隱藏起來，例如自小的抑鬱與自卑，還有這刻極為奇特的轉變，媽媽知道，爸爸也是，一直以來也知道，這點我也知道365Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpdRwDQTVDq
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開始了不知多久，三個月？至少一個學期吧，事情就如此突然，事情就如此戲劇性，能和她一起，彷彿為一個幻想，不同世界的人，居然可以坐在這裏，我居然會被人照顧，世上接納自己的外人居然存在365Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiP8XhIEdPS
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幸福曾經存在，我經歷過，品嚐過，居然能有如此的一刻365Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Kzcsuh01I
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