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鄧伊嵐親吻床伴的臉頰。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaYjdxKtgqE
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「以後唔見啦。」她淡定地說。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuDVNuxX17i
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她不習慣長時期接觸一個不感興趣的男生，因為如此下去，必然會越來越依賴；原先只將身交付予對方，心更不能就此任意出走。這樣對大家都不好。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfagLdwbjp4
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何況，這種關係，多是沒有真心。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsrcuZtMuFk
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有真心的話，除了兩情雙悅，否則只得一方沉淪，沒有人能進行救援，吐泡、窒息、發脹、腐爛，是必然的結局。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb2Fpjj5RvS
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有性無愛，是伊嵐自我慰藉的方法。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL3NSYe3Lzo
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她無法有愛無性——因為她愛的人不與她做愛，甚至對她無愛。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfs3ITJcbA2
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伊嵐與阿行認識十二年，他們是小學同學。當時，他喜歡的女孩子是她的鄰座。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqs4NoFAcT2
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但她沒有助攻，只和他說：「佢鍾意班長！唔鍾意你，死心啦。」558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiKkovnQ0WJ
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而伊嵐，已經喜歡阿行十二年了。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu4Bq4uWnjC
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楊念行摸摸宿舍附近的小貓，然後拍了拍手，行去上課。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0GSmRHJ8nH
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8LzGYkXtta
這個學期，他大部分課堂都回復面授形式；他便悠閒地在日光下，慢慢走上山。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLl2e0voVmc
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張漫青快步走。她提前到了學校，便不想乘校巴，行上山更加能感受冬日的陽光；太陽並不猛烈，反而有些綿密的溫柔，這於她是好天氣。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbGSQR4OfR4
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然後，阿行看見了青青，或者說，他見到一個和她很相似的側臉、三七臉、背景。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAbIgggeTUG
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但他不打算行前一點拍她的肩。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmO04HDaq4l
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeBNBdoL6kn
她前晚的拒絕稍稍令他認為，也許她並不願與他再接觸；然後就是，他的自尊心也輕微受創。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiA2TEdU9ij
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無論當晚聊得多麼好，下次見面都不知應否打招呼。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvpTOh9ScqX
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二人的路程一模一樣。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1rs0j6xsO9
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她哼着鄧麗欣的《日久生情》：558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1JwN0WDbJW
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOPhgb8jsBH
大概一起了相擁過未算好558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ2ImzEILpv
只因是發覺被愛的恐怖558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2y32cfXeY1
能生出愛情558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW1d9TVAF24
問我應不應去禱告558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4jBjlpmwK7
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搭𨋢、上天橋、行樓梯、踏大路、搭𨋢……558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNuOnx6s65D
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbs3Vcib3Jh
青青終於看到阿行：「Hi？」558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy5lYjNTrvU
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIfays8SxbH
他沒有說，自己一早已經看見她：「真係再見添。」558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡufhswqImqq
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3JQg0gIneS
「咁啱嘅，」她有些愕然地笑一笑：「我嚟上堂呀。」558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdOVArQRmAE
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「我都係。」558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG8lJIcdDgs
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR0roZc9TSS
他們靜默，再沒有話聊，卻一直行到同一個課室；然後停一停，他首先打開門，和她一同內進，成為鄰座。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlNajYrMEUN
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「唔係咁啱吖嘛？同一班？」她驚訝。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5eXq1sigRm
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡttoMOfan5A
她覺得有點邪，多疑的她不相信如此，這事說給誰聽，都像是誇張失實的節目橋段。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFQDEsmsbPq
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會不會真的太巧合了？558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJJpCNa78bk
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於他更甚，線上線下，已經遇見了她三次；「三」是「幾」的程度，算不算多？558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwEWpSAffsO
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下一秒，他笑自己——係咪太想要女朋友？見多幾次就幻想咁多。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Lj6vr5npL
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這個課堂並非呆板的講書、聽書、功課、報告，更着重個人思考和成長。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8wWbY5SrHy
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ92ivJ9ctPv
老師說：「呢度嘅大家都係嚟自唔同科系同年級——我諗冇人原本就識？所以，都可以避免同識嘅人分享啲尷尬嘢……而家請大家同隔籬位傾十分鐘偈，然後，畫出對方喺你心中嘅形象。」558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡckLngsEGaj
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ZdUEAyztO
阿行和青青手上都各有一張紙、幾枝筆。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1v4mZTLdbj
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoW9TKG2W5z
他們傾偈。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMrUZBcSqh6
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlAJ7OpcOts
「有冇覺得可以見返我？」他以調情的口吻說，但很像在扮演另一個人。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVBDfrxkM6z
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw03FQ5jEcg
「咩料呀你？你嗰日都唔係咁㗎喎。」她也故作深沉。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkGMAnjOPpJ
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR9FMr1RhkO
她有覺得能夠再遇他，香港不大，就讀同一間學校更易見面，只是想不到會這麼快、這麼近。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS0mhoiOuDs
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「如果我話，嗰日之日我有啲唔開心，你會唔會覺得我小氣？」他刻意皺了皺眉。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvjJ67UcCt6
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNTqkhWuRRV
「你好坦誠。」她轉一轉眼珠：「但係都小氣。」558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWV7ayA21yT
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHWvT23Y0AU
「點解reg呢個course？」558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGEEnbxyNAf
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「唔想讀啲咁嚴肅嘅嘢，我係學術垃圾，做親academic paper都靚唔到grade。」558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2v4HyiE5k5
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRpeGFCxKy6
「哦，有人想逃避。」他揶揄她，又說：「我都係因為想讀啲冇咁chur嘅科。」558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd8exy5Ugok
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjSh2iVcoiK
今天，他們是鄰座，和前晚的對面位不同，現在更近一些。他盯着她的臉，試圖記得她的臉部細節，等一會兒更加容易畫出來——即使他只會畫火柴人。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfXWlOklo3z
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc6mCeegqRY
「使唔使傾啲認真話題？」她聽見了別人說對於共產主義的看法，並且越講越激昂。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEXpCqpZua7
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「你問。」558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqU2FZb81dC
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「啊——」她突然想到：「你有冇住hall？」558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIjHY8Wll5R
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡelw1ZttAOG
她還是不想問太內在的東西，人與人之間，有時親近即遠離。她希望能與他至少在這學期內和平共處，真心地。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzL1mMW7SpI
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKDikWXD0Fc
「好認真喎。」阿行挑眉，答：「有。」558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgXyxlMo3qC
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4pvZ7qwNn4
「係點㗎？」她沒有住過宿舍，十分好奇，雖然聽過雅君的故事，然而每個人的觀感應是不同的。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiXrKpDZIlH
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「好嘈，半夜三更打麻將、播重音樂。全層都係男人……沖涼時間個個都唔着衫走嚟走去。」558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQs3xxnbXG2
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「咁你有冇覺得佢哋好fit？」558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBjIG2MQB7e
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzuRCHIFQfc
「咩問題嚟……」他答：「冇。你話有女仔行嚟行去就話啫，男仔有咩好睇。咁你係咪冇住？點解？」558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7YS6hpLWfh
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「係啊，因為唔想同陌生人日見夜見，同埋我都唔算住得遠嘅，宿費又貴。」558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsdIyBZpLXe
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsp3WwfvjtU
青青說出很現實的答案，完全活在資本社會的她，無法參與社會學的高尚討論。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDV3jaYxCM6
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如果問「小孩子是什麼」，而回答是「云云人海中的某個毫無意義的奴隸」，恐怕大家都會不快。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtY7UgczQSn
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阿行點點頭，看一看青青的眉，發現她修了眉，立即整齊了許多。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ42EgOYopbm
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9P7zQYnM8V
他畫了她：眉眼清晰，身材肥胖。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsoNzN5OXFo
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU2dNzNifJ0
她馬上不滿：「喂，雖然我唔瘦，但都唔係呢個程度。」558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6dk1RqJzkD
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ApzTiTeGG
阿行解釋：「Tinder肥仔聰。」558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJLuNoEUFxR
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青青稍稍舒心。她對自己的外型沒有自信，如果有人面對面說她胖，玻璃心將會盡碎。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3sUF3PaaLS
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUgzzzvpVz9
父親時常說她遺傳了他的毛孔，十分粗大，卻沒有他皮膚白；又時常叫她不要攤坐，不然會越來越肥，現在似乎已和他的手臂一樣粗壯。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKEB5ApG1rU
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf92pZb5VYT
他總是如此直接地批評女兒，認為她堅強又大方。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwzxsG8nPgR
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnA37XS5Ii9
父親沒有惡意，但她聽得很認真。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkcFtUSTHOj
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從她九歲，講到十九歲，她真覺得自己的身型很糟糕。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcNdHgUAe9V
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYauHRkCX0k
青青畫了阿行：眼睛總是瞇起來的火柴人。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVykYe3GSyY
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxsJX2H9rbb
阿行的眼尾微微下彎，像無辜的小狗；眼裏充滿水花，似有萬種風情訴說。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtepsCVV4dB
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之後，老師就開始介紹這個課程，他們沒有再說話。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz9ZNhl1Qll
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGQo2qjdg99
落堂，青青起身離去，說：「拜拜，我去下一堂。」558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU66B9pXEqq
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgYtAB2DXaB
這是藉口，她只想快快到飯堂吃飯，自己一人；唯有如此，她才能自然地滿足食慾，不用任何表情、聲調。只是上了一堂，她就已經有點累。這一年裏她似將身體捱壞，時常覺得睏倦，沒有一點青春少艾應有的活力。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjErhbOkGAl
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE09Ivp42mZ
「喂，contact呀！」阿行叫住青青。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNIxotXuvpM
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ29CFraBnz
「你會搵我傾偈？」青青昂首，抓了抓額頭。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ38zxELLtBy
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「會啊。」他點頭。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjc5svs1OHn
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1dDitsuRez
「不了，無啦啦傾咩偈，我哋會見㗎嘛；當面先傾，好似舒服啲。」558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkWlQcvpYLl
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYthMRB3Mmg
「咁如果唔會呢？」558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN9DT2oQ3a6
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4mfPsXRC6K
「咁攞嚟做咩？」她理直氣壯。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhhimU3jRrJ
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡutynxq3bQQ
「你反口！」他感覺又被她擺了一道，卻沒有生氣。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVFkRmM9yqe
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRjWPJn3kAW
她不理，側一側頭，揮手：「下堂見啦，同學仔。」558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGOtHo1DOMU
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5wdLvedSBd
青青對阿行有些好感，但是，她不想無故與他聯絡，就算他有話題。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwwgb27FQPG
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB2h4pTVqLV
因為二人並不相熟，無事無幹，又豈會私下聊天；如果會，意圖又很明顯——是否她太多心？應該是。她從來都是一個多疑的人，而且心胸狹窄。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsCc2Nnyast
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiK5HaCqWpq
她突然發現，自己口中常說的戀愛渴望，其實並不大。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdy3JfFJZ3O
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIdoY9c2exD
她只想開開心心、嘻嘻哈哈，但不想承擔責任。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKXkRRWiyB3
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwUdGBpwx90
愛人與被愛，都是很害怕的事——558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHHhNbNxhQ4
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其實她不應如此說。她的戀愛經驗多數是來自聽別人的故事，但唯有足夠曲折的經歷才令聽者印象深刻558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSrB10xXqmO
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何況，她感覺到，他對她也有好感。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuTOFlrINpc
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阿行心癢。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfh5T0DP0PO
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雖然他在上一段感情中並不愉快，但回歸自身人際網絡圈，他總能哄得身邊人高高興興，大家都親近他。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9zKemVBBzH
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青青的反應，令他始料不及。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2CtEbwT11s
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最重要的是，很快，他便在飯堂看到她，她根本沒有趕去上課，而是在悠閒地玩電話。她的臉部沒有泛起任何漣漪，眼睛不再靈動，只是放空地睜着。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWUj9iRDIYH
她欺騙了他，為什麼？是他做了不好的事嗎？558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqpBKHR4h1z
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他發現了她身上有很違和的東西——外型菂菂式式，但神態多是冷漠，唯有面對人時，才有人氣。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9WZGwsEeiz
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他在離她遠遠的位置，也吃着飯，然後離去。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPl1HBxge3v
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下午，阿行離開學校前，都會去摸一下附近的小貓。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgoLa49Uiz4
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他正在去往圍住草地的路徑，便看見青青；她正蹲下來，靜靜地看着正在睡覺的貓。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8mUi0bMmBf
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「呿！」他用力拍她的肩。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhnJoILkWL1
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「好彩冇嘈醒貓貓。」她嚇得被彈起，瞪一瞪他：「幼稚鬼。」558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnAU4mtMUvK
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他告訴她，牠的名字是Gri。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcRAJULkZ4g
