二、新562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡedqYE01SP9
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鄧伊嵐親吻床伴的臉頰。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYgeZDCA7Bj
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「以後唔見啦。」她淡定地說。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX41wUFUE0a
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她不習慣長時期接觸一個不感興趣的男生，因為如此下去，必然會越來越依賴；原先只將身交付予對方，心更不能就此任意出走。這樣對大家都不好。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWeqQ42YW6I
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何況，這種關係，多是沒有真心。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVDL5XsLq0W
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有真心的話，除了兩情雙悅，否則只得一方沉淪，沒有人能進行救援，吐泡、窒息、發脹、腐爛，是必然的結局。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaMnXezyBTK
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有性無愛，是伊嵐自我慰藉的方法。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡylTqC7ku4j
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjhpEATIUP4
她無法有愛無性——因為她愛的人不與她做愛，甚至對她無愛。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBcBpfFmm8e
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伊嵐與阿行認識十二年，他們是小學同學。當時，他喜歡的女孩子是她的鄰座。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpat0v5sN0o
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但她沒有助攻，只和他說：「佢鍾意班長！唔鍾意你，死心啦。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡed1Tvcpgx0
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡELb9HfvDnP
而伊嵐，已經喜歡阿行十二年了。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFLaWBA5c0s
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楊念行摸摸宿舍附近的小貓，然後拍了拍手，行去上課。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcyACVYzUlA
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe1cnCLugFM
這個學期，他大部分課堂都回復面授形式；他便悠閒地在日光下，慢慢走上山。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu4APIhcoUr
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlWZt02LgBf
張漫青快步走。她提前到了學校，便不想乘校巴，行上山更加能感受冬日的陽光；太陽並不猛烈，反而有些綿密的溫柔，這於她是好天氣。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXJboSpPffp
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3xzQGWlQmt
然後，阿行看見了青青，或者說，他見到一個和她很相似的側臉、三七臉、背景。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡglUiG5iRTB
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但他不打算行前一點拍她的肩。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2cojf1ZuRW
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiNcii4D9Z1
她前晚的拒絕稍稍令他認為，也許她並不願與他再接觸；然後就是，他的自尊心也輕微受創。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhjqiZAihKw
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzZVHMZW0W0
無論當晚聊得多麼好，下次見面都不知應否打招呼。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ79c4ShuBsd
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡogFUhYOCBw
二人的路程一模一樣。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQq1kuENYMx
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAaQJbS5pfb
她哼着鄧麗欣的《日久生情》：562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡooOJr1TNLy
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5kUeElmXhu
大概一起了相擁過未算好562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmhHjj05X8Z
只因是發覺被愛的恐怖562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjCFlbn3zLe
能生出愛情562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEmwm3uzAmY
問我應不應去禱告562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3YeGNdo50b
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搭𨋢、上天橋、行樓梯、踏大路、搭𨋢……562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfsRsIHpuLt
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrBNeN337ab
青青終於看到阿行：「Hi？」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3FyNv1jMeq
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlSuYlrpuaS
他沒有說，自己一早已經看見她：「真係再見添。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ30NOvWmfpp
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaQiB75Gpqq
「咁啱嘅，」她有些愕然地笑一笑：「我嚟上堂呀。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUN4UIMdsBa
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzcdFFYOFiH
「我都係。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxHVKbEYGYP
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR8kL5bfW5s
他們靜默，再沒有話聊，卻一直行到同一個課室；然後停一停，他首先打開門，和她一同內進，成為鄰座。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1hby3IZf2a
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「唔係咁啱吖嘛？同一班？」她驚訝。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTQZ6UJ7kMX
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoYFMgXCMPs
她覺得有點邪，多疑的她不相信如此，這事說給誰聽，都像是誇張失實的節目橋段。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl7StxnQ3vW
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……562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡazLeTPJMbH
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會不會真的太巧合了？562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGR4Or1DDyD
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM0WqisTuVl
於他更甚，線上線下，已經遇見了她三次；「三」是「幾」的程度，算不算多？562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXiwWBG5hki
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8M9pX2OYIV
下一秒，他笑自己——係咪太想要女朋友？見多幾次就幻想咁多。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoqtC2DtVMp
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkiP4yjI3zj
這個課堂並非呆板的講書、聽書、功課、報告，更着重個人思考和成長。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk0mVi1LFPW
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE5SHc6v19g
老師說：「呢度嘅大家都係嚟自唔同科系同年級——我諗冇人原本就識？所以，都可以避免同識嘅人分享啲尷尬嘢……而家請大家同隔籬位傾十分鐘偈，然後，畫出對方喺你心中嘅形象。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBaVN7s9Yiy
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVYjta6Vyir
阿行和青青手上都各有一張紙、幾枝筆。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWtclN0kkt9
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsmutGTXO4o
他們傾偈。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAKZMKU0AuS
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH8CxKBLjz4
「有冇覺得可以見返我？」他以調情的口吻說，但很像在扮演另一個人。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGEvV9PbWGk
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnPZmriNYF6
「咩料呀你？你嗰日都唔係咁㗎喎。」她也故作深沉。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSfXajvIyq1
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ626h9qY7OL
她有覺得能夠再遇他，香港不大，就讀同一間學校更易見面，只是想不到會這麼快、這麼近。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqiIe22cewC
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiSRUv0mhyC
「如果我話，嗰日之日我有啲唔開心，你會唔會覺得我小氣？」他刻意皺了皺眉。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ64tVxegfmP
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD83GQVrYjH
「你好坦誠。」她轉一轉眼珠：「但係都小氣。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1768ZcFOzg
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ129cYufOHt
「點解reg呢個course？」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhmEdJGjC6C
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「唔想讀啲咁嚴肅嘅嘢，我係學術垃圾，做親academic paper都靚唔到grade。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEcbloYaInG
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqYDMNyEpVr
「哦，有人想逃避。」他揶揄她，又說：「我都係因為想讀啲冇咁chur嘅科。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO8tnv9vdZC
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsfrRIlXARe
今天，他們是鄰座，和前晚的對面位不同，現在更近一些。他盯着她的臉，試圖記得她的臉部細節，等一會兒更加容易畫出來——即使他只會畫火柴人。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGnrJ90ajzx
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbTLXSG6eAI
「使唔使傾啲認真話題？」她聽見了別人說對於共產主義的看法，並且越講越激昂。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡseHIX4e5pO
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPq0buhJBvC
「你問。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcxuYAViMMM
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「啊——」她突然想到：「你有冇住hall？」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlgJtfV6uWa
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她還是不想問太內在的東西，人與人之間，有時親近即遠離。她希望能與他至少在這學期內和平共處，真心地。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPYIzfHjjwv
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1qUIjZ3uvm
「好認真喎。」阿行挑眉，答：「有。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2WvwCk7Jgp
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh4xHvoLGfv
「係點㗎？」她沒有住過宿舍，十分好奇，雖然聽過雅君的故事，然而每個人的觀感應是不同的。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeUOeFuJmnF
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「好嘈，半夜三更打麻將、播重音樂。全層都係男人……沖涼時間個個都唔着衫走嚟走去。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw9oxPb5GNq
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ3YUbt4eBV
「咁你有冇覺得佢哋好fit？」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuRB0YEQtil
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡduo1vLuceQ
「咩問題嚟……」他答：「冇。你話有女仔行嚟行去就話啫，男仔有咩好睇。咁你係咪冇住？點解？」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDMwrcKmiRm
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「係啊，因為唔想同陌生人日見夜見，同埋我都唔算住得遠嘅，宿費又貴。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPiQATL2t8A
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青青說出很現實的答案，完全活在資本社會的她，無法參與社會學的高尚討論。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG0xFoCvqXE
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如果問「小孩子是什麼」，而回答是「云云人海中的某個毫無意義的奴隸」，恐怕大家都會不快。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwVPxSsGmb5
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阿行點點頭，看一看青青的眉，發現她修了眉，立即整齊了許多。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxmYbOjJws8
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCIHVvUJ14o
他畫了她：眉眼清晰，身材肥胖。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHr9CB83j41
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhHxcRQdmiJ
她馬上不滿：「喂，雖然我唔瘦，但都唔係呢個程度。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5DV9GDFUUQ
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxGJUKEvI6P
阿行解釋：「Tinder肥仔聰。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjJIHPfDieX
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青青稍稍舒心。她對自己的外型沒有自信，如果有人面對面說她胖，玻璃心將會盡碎。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRQZQVs0b6s
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父親時常說她遺傳了他的毛孔，十分粗大，卻沒有他皮膚白；又時常叫她不要攤坐，不然會越來越肥，現在似乎已和他的手臂一樣粗壯。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkqWPLxmDEB
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他總是如此直接地批評女兒，認為她堅強又大方。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdfgTqnLonr
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父親沒有惡意，但她聽得很認真。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgg9PZ06sQw
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從她九歲，講到十九歲，她真覺得自己的身型很糟糕。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUKMr0mfC7Y
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuaXfezdATu
青青畫了阿行：眼睛總是瞇起來的火柴人。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVaGkfmOSVR
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阿行的眼尾微微下彎，像無辜的小狗；眼裏充滿水花，似有萬種風情訴說。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkAJvZiTfL0
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之後，老師就開始介紹這個課程，他們沒有再說話。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLB1NggsAr7
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW2tjLZ66MO
落堂，青青起身離去，說：「拜拜，我去下一堂。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJo8iOrQFuV
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoro4U9cyD9
這是藉口，她只想快快到飯堂吃飯，自己一人；唯有如此，她才能自然地滿足食慾，不用任何表情、聲調。只是上了一堂，她就已經有點累。這一年裏她似將身體捱壞，時常覺得睏倦，沒有一點青春少艾應有的活力。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp2tIP74Cve
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「喂，contact呀！」阿行叫住青青。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqpdkyJdq71
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「你會搵我傾偈？」青青昂首，抓了抓額頭。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡELGjgMT9KZ
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「會啊。」他點頭。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ54E1zG4Qr5
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「不了，無啦啦傾咩偈，我哋會見㗎嘛；當面先傾，好似舒服啲。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxiWzQySbQ8
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg3knsDa5zT
「咁如果唔會呢？」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzvKwQtpvJv
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbE03r7N7DR
「咁攞嚟做咩？」她理直氣壯。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbfVPQ1FDyR
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡixDgjShOOx
「你反口！」他感覺又被她擺了一道，卻沒有生氣。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsq2F5D3cEO
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAfWG8b5A2v
她不理，側一側頭，揮手：「下堂見啦，同學仔。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8IMQfGUcJ9
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOqQP2azg7u
青青對阿行有些好感，但是，她不想無故與他聯絡，就算他有話題。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ95sNIrawae
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因為二人並不相熟，無事無幹，又豈會私下聊天；如果會，意圖又很明顯——是否她太多心？應該是。她從來都是一個多疑的人，而且心胸狹窄。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLsck6MMmE2
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她突然發現，自己口中常說的戀愛渴望，其實並不大。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMjvNhcg5Q7
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtT4yRxPT75
她只想開開心心、嘻嘻哈哈，但不想承擔責任。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1aIdS1cMGU
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡemd9NlL6qM
愛人與被愛，都是很害怕的事——562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpHi1hfWWRU
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其實她不應如此說。她的戀愛經驗多數是來自聽別人的故事，但唯有足夠曲折的經歷才令聽者印象深刻562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡILypn6u16X
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何況，她感覺到，他對她也有好感。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUN0tBf0Gou
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阿行心癢。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJq8nt5EnQp
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雖然他在上一段感情中並不愉快，但回歸自身人際網絡圈，他總能哄得身邊人高高興興，大家都親近他。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHhglx8gfid
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青青的反應，令他始料不及。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcp5NDPG6s4
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最重要的是，很快，他便在飯堂看到她，她根本沒有趕去上課，而是在悠閒地玩電話。她的臉部沒有泛起任何漣漪，眼睛不再靈動，只是放空地睜着。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgw8oMW6prW
她欺騙了他，為什麼？是他做了不好的事嗎？562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLbqJ1QfCCH
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他發現了她身上有很違和的東西——外型菂菂式式，但神態多是冷漠，唯有面對人時，才有人氣。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkXDRvV9Vr9
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他在離她遠遠的位置，也吃着飯，然後離去。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfei6sWv9bJ
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下午，阿行離開學校前，都會去摸一下附近的小貓。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeMIxmS5IOy
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他正在去往圍住草地的路徑，便看見青青；她正蹲下來，靜靜地看着正在睡覺的貓。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxy8ZFlUpNr
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「呿！」他用力拍她的肩。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgWCmuMCE3Q
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「好彩冇嘈醒貓貓。」她嚇得被彈起，瞪一瞪他：「幼稚鬼。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd438l4VPXl
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他告訴她，牠的名字是Gri。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeEktImClmN
