19841218--19日记277Please respect copyright.PENANAds06l46qfl
277Please respect copyright.PENANAosx5cKuYiz
1218277Please respect copyright.PENANA6m6QWTVy73
今天一天心情沉闷,似乎有什么东西压在头上,大气也不敢喘,觉得一切事都在277Please respect copyright.PENANA52EAix8uFi
277Please respect copyright.PENANAV6OlubUK7O
变得明白,无意义,似乎一切都是假的,悲观极了,再也无法兴奋起来。唉!真277Please respect copyright.PENANAToB6LkGseX
277Please respect copyright.PENANAFN5aFvM1bG
不知怎的。277Please respect copyright.PENANAyM7PUiF2UO
团支部包场电影《死亡的陷井》,是5点20分,可5点才吃饭,忙忙碌碌,去时已277Please respect copyright.PENANA4s2zg8EyaQ
277Please respect copyright.PENANAWSKrf5ov39
开始放了,和毕庆元找不到座位,是楼上11排6、8号,后才知是最后一排,找到277Please respect copyright.PENANAUGZVhdLQTS
277Please respect copyright.PENANANDmm1B6McZ
后坐下,坐在最后面似乎视眼开阔点,电影还可以看,只有那时才忘了忧愁。过277Please respect copyright.PENANAWZDUpmSZu5
277Please respect copyright.PENANAULHp4sJXbs
时又出现了,唉!277Please respect copyright.PENANAKDDVCtX9mt
277Please respect copyright.PENANA8PU382nmR2
1219277Please respect copyright.PENANAAIlF4bWAkB
不知怎的,似乎不能自己,任凭一切事在变换。277Please respect copyright.PENANAaO5OMPuhTp
下午开了团会,姚书记作了报告,是要做个真正团员,起先进作用。散会后去徐277Please respect copyright.PENANAPWRKCD2J7b
277Please respect copyright.PENANAaBl9laP8Nq
锐处要回暑假借给他的高一课本,他都放在箱子里,忽然改了对他看法,但又改277Please respect copyright.PENANASW6NMExFHK
277Please respect copyright.PENANAh1zS4t8aIj
得不对,他应还我(先)才能做朋友,或者是借书人。当然,书还是拿来了,这277Please respect copyright.PENANAnhKycQcvpH
277Please respect copyright.PENANAePwgguMcZ5
,我已几次想要了,只是怕要,看来任何事,只要去做都是能成功的。277Please respect copyright.PENANAspdtR0BESV
277Please respect copyright.PENANABipY0L8fxi
19841220--21日记277Please respect copyright.PENANAB3oDqsxCLz
277Please respect copyright.PENANAGMCBFkzLL4
1220277Please respect copyright.PENANAoZjQhC6Ltv
中午和王锋一边晒太阳,一边看书,互相问着,觉得其间感情十分可贵。下午团277Please respect copyright.PENANA3MQpbqyshc
277Please respect copyright.PENANAbC5vR6YPj4
支部书记(洪欣)说团员开个会,对班上几位要求入团的同学举手表态,可我们277Please respect copyright.PENANA4HatJk9xxZ
277Please respect copyright.PENANAYa188dIDoM
又没有标准,只是胡乱地举着手,更有甚者,去年我们高一为初三入团同学表态277Please respect copyright.PENANA3oNWKUflEN
277Please respect copyright.PENANAjQ8euguoQy
,那些人见都没见过,也更是胡乱举几次,真是形式极了,滑天下之大稽。277Please respect copyright.PENANAZxJaIJwaiN
277Please respect copyright.PENANA6P0qn3viMc
1221277Please respect copyright.PENANA840dPBVr2p
真难办,范老师要我准备一期“溪流”,可我这里一篇也没有,答应他星期六交277Please respect copyright.PENANAbyAuKHzGWv
277Please respect copyright.PENANATJFdgATa5l
,可今天星期五了。277Please respect copyright.PENANAiVdi6SkdIA
在王飞那里要了篇《秋韵》,可是短得很。中午忽然想再去汪贝玉处要,果然他277Please respect copyright.PENANAgfm9jxeBSb
277Please respect copyright.PENANAw7Khi7Em6B
很多,便叫他抄来。自己昨天也凑了篇《物理老师》,这样,顿觉轻松了许多。277Please respect copyright.PENANA9L6wsdWCU4
下午去阶梯教室听讲演,觉得很不成功。277Please respect copyright.PENANAitkf2hKlpD
上午,邰成华送来一叠菜票,盖是其欠我的。倒是好笑。这是两个星期前,他向277Please respect copyright.PENANASl2R5jpTMl
277Please respect copyright.PENANADUOX1Amcdi
我借了一元钱,后一直没还,也没提及,因他借日是星期六,他回去了。早几天277Please respect copyright.PENANAknMujcxptR
277Please respect copyright.PENANAtaksfZnvNi
便觉他确实忘却了,想到这点,不知怎的,心里很不是滋味,似乎太那个了,几277Please respect copyright.PENANADXy4j9CpyR
277Please respect copyright.PENANA1LwMEdl43R
次试探,其无应,昨日他回家来,又讨,他便说没遇上他妈,无钱,我大恐,说277Please respect copyright.PENANALnlvN26iqi
277Please respect copyright.PENANAQBc3rTttzb
:“你忘了呀?”他说:“没”,我说:“没什么?”心里直当其忘了,他说:277Please respect copyright.PENANAiLywO9Z69I
277Please respect copyright.PENANACFfKZhprfo
“欠你一元钱,这我不会忘的,”没有错,他是不会忘的,可这曾折磨我过。这277Please respect copyright.PENANAbI0ClwhOO6
277Please respect copyright.PENANAHR5YUl9eKW
时,我捏着菜票,在口袋里数了起来。277Please respect copyright.PENANAHuAHFbikU0
277Please respect copyright.PENANAus54ATYcTw
19841222--31日记277Please respect copyright.PENANA45UIASGj1n
277Please respect copyright.PENANAdjBWAXSDzF
1222277Please respect copyright.PENANATEvJsRip0P
不知怎的,心里十分沉重,似有什么无形意识压着,不得抬头,暗暗叫苦,可奈277Please respect copyright.PENANATAiJ0v45ms
277Please respect copyright.PENANANKUQgQPwTB
何,真不知怎的。277Please respect copyright.PENANAV1m15GuUp8
277Please respect copyright.PENANA7tWHVpQArZ
1223277Please respect copyright.PENANAMMpfqLp7gC
心里沉重,一切都无意义,烦死了。277Please respect copyright.PENANAsH8rcsowaW
277Please respect copyright.PENANA33qIQngWTs
1224277Please respect copyright.PENANA2VmObww94S
夜间下了晚自习,觉得心里抖得慌,腿也抖,腰间似乎更抖,象要断一样。277Please respect copyright.PENANA5d2eWrjeqw
277Please respect copyright.PENANAxGYjY9nHRx
1225277Please respect copyright.PENANAvhCzTrRLCu
中午打饭,在食堂里抖得慌。277Please respect copyright.PENANAm6FN9eDhTt
277Please respect copyright.PENANAb1HxUPK6Jo
1226277Please respect copyright.PENANA0sHQb4RgAl
痛苦极了,只见人家欢乐,而自己却不得,旁观者苦。277Please respect copyright.PENANAxEyhzDeTFh
277Please respect copyright.PENANAMZdmpWzbyE
1227277Please respect copyright.PENANAkeeEttjcBs
体育课心里发慌,腰酸极了,还好,拉单扛及格了(7个),可再干别的,就怕277Please respect copyright.PENANAGpMSemZ5FH
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了。277Please respect copyright.PENANA4XvCP1u75j
277Please respect copyright.PENANALDUyGUxMcm
1228277Please respect copyright.PENANAsdqXA8PLQ8
心里还是痛苦万分,同桌毕庆元亦然,自以为摆脱,却不得其终。277Please respect copyright.PENANAMJtqv6a73n
277Please respect copyright.PENANAcTvQ7K4Ukg
1229277Please respect copyright.PENANAsWj91xwEMQ
晚上范老师叫抄期《溪流》,我去他处排好版,便由毕庆元、李二乔抄,一刻好277Please respect copyright.PENANAMkoyKKgLVP
277Please respect copyright.PENANAebOtIGFnRi
了,送去,他也称善,发现其书多,大慨,夜里反复,想一篇《父与子和子与父277Please respect copyright.PENANAJdCE4Ee7Nx
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》,却不得入梦。277Please respect copyright.PENANADWWrzUUL4d