19841218--19日记306Please respect copyright.PENANAa6RKWfVUsO
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1218306Please respect copyright.PENANAMOZxG32c5s
今天一天心情沉闷,似乎有什么东西压在头上,大气也不敢喘,觉得一切事都在306Please respect copyright.PENANA70MTzjELFE
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变得明白,无意义,似乎一切都是假的,悲观极了,再也无法兴奋起来。唉!真306Please respect copyright.PENANA6F91Rc0iAf
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不知怎的。306Please respect copyright.PENANAJQtkGI9EwX
团支部包场电影《死亡的陷井》,是5点20分,可5点才吃饭,忙忙碌碌,去时已306Please respect copyright.PENANA9wmb2KF7LD
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开始放了,和毕庆元找不到座位,是楼上11排6、8号,后才知是最后一排,找到306Please respect copyright.PENANA2uG4XTpBTC
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后坐下,坐在最后面似乎视眼开阔点,电影还可以看,只有那时才忘了忧愁。过306Please respect copyright.PENANAo2mQvUlvNM
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时又出现了,唉!306Please respect copyright.PENANA2sjJRu0wUw
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1219306Please respect copyright.PENANAb4U1kYsCAP
不知怎的,似乎不能自己,任凭一切事在变换。306Please respect copyright.PENANA2f7hqSt9tR
下午开了团会,姚书记作了报告,是要做个真正团员,起先进作用。散会后去徐306Please respect copyright.PENANAGsUtRckeXG
306Please respect copyright.PENANAnAfKCwdyWW
锐处要回暑假借给他的高一课本,他都放在箱子里,忽然改了对他看法,但又改306Please respect copyright.PENANARLN3CXy1pE
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得不对,他应还我(先)才能做朋友,或者是借书人。当然,书还是拿来了,这306Please respect copyright.PENANArvJosbkKgU
306Please respect copyright.PENANAajpr7NgSRa
,我已几次想要了,只是怕要,看来任何事,只要去做都是能成功的。306Please respect copyright.PENANA5lNg6gUYNr
306Please respect copyright.PENANA99MYeQBnZZ
19841220--21日记306Please respect copyright.PENANAIKR79v5ecl
306Please respect copyright.PENANA8pQHxnGJyt
1220306Please respect copyright.PENANAvfToVbLPfn
中午和王锋一边晒太阳,一边看书,互相问着,觉得其间感情十分可贵。下午团306Please respect copyright.PENANAMv1Iebzbmc
306Please respect copyright.PENANAyxfxWVGaU0
支部书记(洪欣)说团员开个会,对班上几位要求入团的同学举手表态,可我们306Please respect copyright.PENANAbHvO9KtsW4
306Please respect copyright.PENANAbRsgNSH7Lh
又没有标准,只是胡乱地举着手,更有甚者,去年我们高一为初三入团同学表态306Please respect copyright.PENANAdgEiRTLeIA
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,那些人见都没见过,也更是胡乱举几次,真是形式极了,滑天下之大稽。306Please respect copyright.PENANAw31iVmEU4V
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1221306Please respect copyright.PENANAczNX9UKcPO
真难办,范老师要我准备一期“溪流”,可我这里一篇也没有,答应他星期六交306Please respect copyright.PENANA0oNRkZO6zt
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,可今天星期五了。306Please respect copyright.PENANAtFPrIBdsCc
在王飞那里要了篇《秋韵》,可是短得很。中午忽然想再去汪贝玉处要,果然他306Please respect copyright.PENANA2nbacQz8bK
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很多,便叫他抄来。自己昨天也凑了篇《物理老师》,这样,顿觉轻松了许多。306Please respect copyright.PENANAhSK8lZGqOZ
下午去阶梯教室听讲演,觉得很不成功。306Please respect copyright.PENANAdor1gHVr2z
上午,邰成华送来一叠菜票,盖是其欠我的。倒是好笑。这是两个星期前,他向306Please respect copyright.PENANAz2XDnxkfFB
306Please respect copyright.PENANA3EvMhLk8XG
我借了一元钱,后一直没还,也没提及,因他借日是星期六,他回去了。早几天306Please respect copyright.PENANA2xj44KxaKo
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便觉他确实忘却了,想到这点,不知怎的,心里很不是滋味,似乎太那个了,几306Please respect copyright.PENANAFYMOOT6SIE
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次试探,其无应,昨日他回家来,又讨,他便说没遇上他妈,无钱,我大恐,说306Please respect copyright.PENANALVgLBXRVdX
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:“你忘了呀?”他说:“没”,我说:“没什么?”心里直当其忘了,他说:306Please respect copyright.PENANAS4RBrAK2g5
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“欠你一元钱,这我不会忘的,”没有错,他是不会忘的,可这曾折磨我过。这306Please respect copyright.PENANA8ZzdSI24Lz
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时,我捏着菜票,在口袋里数了起来。306Please respect copyright.PENANAyuEt4hd7Y0
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19841222--31日记306Please respect copyright.PENANAsnFUb6HOTX
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1222306Please respect copyright.PENANArm2nL1ge1O
不知怎的,心里十分沉重,似有什么无形意识压着,不得抬头,暗暗叫苦,可奈306Please respect copyright.PENANABqSoiHiyEf
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何,真不知怎的。306Please respect copyright.PENANADcycW6Oay0
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1223306Please respect copyright.PENANAU0LtGSDUv2
心里沉重,一切都无意义,烦死了。306Please respect copyright.PENANAF6Exjwtwu4
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1224306Please respect copyright.PENANAKR5jqOjPTI
夜间下了晚自习,觉得心里抖得慌,腿也抖,腰间似乎更抖,象要断一样。306Please respect copyright.PENANA9iVtOWMa7r
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1225306Please respect copyright.PENANAniIXnU7icF
中午打饭,在食堂里抖得慌。306Please respect copyright.PENANA30keRTUXa9
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1226306Please respect copyright.PENANAEh5nqyuuu2
痛苦极了,只见人家欢乐,而自己却不得,旁观者苦。306Please respect copyright.PENANAgwRvW2eJ9k
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1227306Please respect copyright.PENANAYqRXE5FZBO
体育课心里发慌,腰酸极了,还好,拉单扛及格了(7个),可再干别的,就怕306Please respect copyright.PENANA3s4F2NJjUa
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了。306Please respect copyright.PENANACzFraxIhv2
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1228306Please respect copyright.PENANAtxJnWzqMoM
心里还是痛苦万分,同桌毕庆元亦然,自以为摆脱,却不得其终。306Please respect copyright.PENANAkGoJICWPQu
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1229306Please respect copyright.PENANAzoWveVwj5y
晚上范老师叫抄期《溪流》,我去他处排好版,便由毕庆元、李二乔抄,一刻好306Please respect copyright.PENANAkEwrjCbDoM
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了,送去,他也称善,发现其书多,大慨,夜里反复,想一篇《父与子和子与父306Please respect copyright.PENANANC5V68EzdH
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》,却不得入梦。306Please respect copyright.PENANAj8CaRT4b2v