19841218--19日记317Please respect copyright.PENANAJHkzp9oQvU
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今天一天心情沉闷,似乎有什么东西压在头上,大气也不敢喘,觉得一切事都在317Please respect copyright.PENANA1YNzE73hsC
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变得明白,无意义,似乎一切都是假的,悲观极了,再也无法兴奋起来。唉!真317Please respect copyright.PENANAny3sXubdQq
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不知怎的。317Please respect copyright.PENANAi9WR45W2q5
团支部包场电影《死亡的陷井》,是5点20分,可5点才吃饭,忙忙碌碌,去时已317Please respect copyright.PENANAPl1sRO5g2W
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开始放了,和毕庆元找不到座位,是楼上11排6、8号,后才知是最后一排,找到317Please respect copyright.PENANAjsKgd0xy5E
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后坐下,坐在最后面似乎视眼开阔点,电影还可以看,只有那时才忘了忧愁。过317Please respect copyright.PENANA4EWv155jgE
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时又出现了,唉!317Please respect copyright.PENANAsQRI40q0SA
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1219317Please respect copyright.PENANA7HHJ1Xs0BO
不知怎的,似乎不能自己,任凭一切事在变换。317Please respect copyright.PENANA0iyusF2Wiw
下午开了团会,姚书记作了报告,是要做个真正团员,起先进作用。散会后去徐317Please respect copyright.PENANAHwj3oObUYb
317Please respect copyright.PENANADbPihyRiI5
锐处要回暑假借给他的高一课本,他都放在箱子里,忽然改了对他看法,但又改317Please respect copyright.PENANAnxjAmYPini
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得不对,他应还我(先)才能做朋友,或者是借书人。当然,书还是拿来了,这317Please respect copyright.PENANAM6ghzRCc1e
317Please respect copyright.PENANAjJKKwIXPWE
,我已几次想要了,只是怕要,看来任何事,只要去做都是能成功的。317Please respect copyright.PENANA7Ssqo4BNZM
317Please respect copyright.PENANA6k2wig8BIt
19841220--21日记317Please respect copyright.PENANAYCpbBb79Lx
317Please respect copyright.PENANAvgl1quNWJQ
1220317Please respect copyright.PENANAwYGeYVGLY2
中午和王锋一边晒太阳,一边看书,互相问着,觉得其间感情十分可贵。下午团317Please respect copyright.PENANA15aIiY0Gh5
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支部书记(洪欣)说团员开个会,对班上几位要求入团的同学举手表态,可我们317Please respect copyright.PENANAv0I6JOnNjX
317Please respect copyright.PENANActoY7CmQCo
又没有标准,只是胡乱地举着手,更有甚者,去年我们高一为初三入团同学表态317Please respect copyright.PENANADDeCF9ToV6
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,那些人见都没见过,也更是胡乱举几次,真是形式极了,滑天下之大稽。317Please respect copyright.PENANA2zRM887LKk
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1221317Please respect copyright.PENANAU3keZlXU1k
真难办,范老师要我准备一期“溪流”,可我这里一篇也没有,答应他星期六交317Please respect copyright.PENANAz4myuTScjv
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,可今天星期五了。317Please respect copyright.PENANAVJf1kM38sq
在王飞那里要了篇《秋韵》,可是短得很。中午忽然想再去汪贝玉处要,果然他317Please respect copyright.PENANAcXwCOuybKt
317Please respect copyright.PENANAMsjsNGp0f8
很多,便叫他抄来。自己昨天也凑了篇《物理老师》,这样,顿觉轻松了许多。317Please respect copyright.PENANAG3wYACcRmD
下午去阶梯教室听讲演,觉得很不成功。317Please respect copyright.PENANALv2vS6Wy67
上午,邰成华送来一叠菜票,盖是其欠我的。倒是好笑。这是两个星期前,他向317Please respect copyright.PENANAjHZBgh5894
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我借了一元钱,后一直没还,也没提及,因他借日是星期六,他回去了。早几天317Please respect copyright.PENANAc920IC508t
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便觉他确实忘却了,想到这点,不知怎的,心里很不是滋味,似乎太那个了,几317Please respect copyright.PENANA11gEuPbIeM
317Please respect copyright.PENANAFjewh9nhxM
次试探,其无应,昨日他回家来,又讨,他便说没遇上他妈,无钱,我大恐,说317Please respect copyright.PENANAhhfDp5NgWn
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:“你忘了呀?”他说:“没”,我说:“没什么?”心里直当其忘了,他说:317Please respect copyright.PENANA0w5d2HAlnZ
317Please respect copyright.PENANAJCwAUpMCMo
“欠你一元钱,这我不会忘的,”没有错,他是不会忘的,可这曾折磨我过。这317Please respect copyright.PENANANjBX2haC9M
317Please respect copyright.PENANAWC2W9BOOVI
时,我捏着菜票,在口袋里数了起来。317Please respect copyright.PENANAhEqn6uAo4W
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19841222--31日记317Please respect copyright.PENANAoFWXgxTVtD
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1222317Please respect copyright.PENANA9QAnEcvVVZ
不知怎的,心里十分沉重,似有什么无形意识压着,不得抬头,暗暗叫苦,可奈317Please respect copyright.PENANAWdCj8CZNsb
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何,真不知怎的。317Please respect copyright.PENANAWFlBbhN7KQ
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1223317Please respect copyright.PENANAJKbFz0ct9q
心里沉重,一切都无意义,烦死了。317Please respect copyright.PENANAU3dtQCQLvW
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1224317Please respect copyright.PENANAdE7j3VUEbE
夜间下了晚自习,觉得心里抖得慌,腿也抖,腰间似乎更抖,象要断一样。317Please respect copyright.PENANAdRwaVjJBZ3
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中午打饭,在食堂里抖得慌。317Please respect copyright.PENANANht4955X8l
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1226317Please respect copyright.PENANAHqbtBMjSkb
痛苦极了,只见人家欢乐,而自己却不得,旁观者苦。317Please respect copyright.PENANAZNXxkL2Eod
317Please respect copyright.PENANAd71O3sEZqR
1227317Please respect copyright.PENANAGQSivWsfBj
体育课心里发慌,腰酸极了,还好,拉单扛及格了(7个),可再干别的,就怕317Please respect copyright.PENANAU90Weh87TK
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了。317Please respect copyright.PENANAt77UEeXOMl
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心里还是痛苦万分,同桌毕庆元亦然,自以为摆脱,却不得其终。317Please respect copyright.PENANAPV7g0THkpd
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1229317Please respect copyright.PENANAk1nIfuQ6U5
晚上范老师叫抄期《溪流》,我去他处排好版,便由毕庆元、李二乔抄,一刻好317Please respect copyright.PENANAC0ODSIJBGM
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了,送去,他也称善,发现其书多,大慨,夜里反复,想一篇《父与子和子与父317Please respect copyright.PENANAk9HbtstedO
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》,却不得入梦。317Please respect copyright.PENANAyBsVv2wiW9