19841218--19日记298Please respect copyright.PENANAy3izuFGiDm
298Please respect copyright.PENANAu3QOQ41A7N
1218298Please respect copyright.PENANANv2kot3MkP
今天一天心情沉闷,似乎有什么东西压在头上,大气也不敢喘,觉得一切事都在298Please respect copyright.PENANArxMXVR8Yck
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变得明白,无意义,似乎一切都是假的,悲观极了,再也无法兴奋起来。唉!真298Please respect copyright.PENANACcmFyNHdFu
298Please respect copyright.PENANAXEQyhuX3NX
不知怎的。298Please respect copyright.PENANAt6AQmo2Bi3
团支部包场电影《死亡的陷井》,是5点20分,可5点才吃饭,忙忙碌碌,去时已298Please respect copyright.PENANAtwCSN9Bv9b
298Please respect copyright.PENANAs2bfV1nJKG
开始放了,和毕庆元找不到座位,是楼上11排6、8号,后才知是最后一排,找到298Please respect copyright.PENANADJMOx8PAyP
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后坐下,坐在最后面似乎视眼开阔点,电影还可以看,只有那时才忘了忧愁。过298Please respect copyright.PENANAsyRL4dytNa
298Please respect copyright.PENANAlusGysiOV9
时又出现了,唉!298Please respect copyright.PENANA2UjqqLebuI
298Please respect copyright.PENANAWmPnV4iYzU
1219298Please respect copyright.PENANAI1dcKLX0td
不知怎的,似乎不能自己,任凭一切事在变换。298Please respect copyright.PENANA7GERcpByGx
下午开了团会,姚书记作了报告,是要做个真正团员,起先进作用。散会后去徐298Please respect copyright.PENANAeh6NXXgoTx
298Please respect copyright.PENANAYgNyfUzcsb
锐处要回暑假借给他的高一课本,他都放在箱子里,忽然改了对他看法,但又改298Please respect copyright.PENANAnJkJTms874
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得不对,他应还我(先)才能做朋友,或者是借书人。当然,书还是拿来了,这298Please respect copyright.PENANA35bPAF1iD9
298Please respect copyright.PENANAOqI1NueINW
,我已几次想要了,只是怕要,看来任何事,只要去做都是能成功的。298Please respect copyright.PENANAPwdp243SAH
298Please respect copyright.PENANAreqWXXZBiA
19841220--21日记298Please respect copyright.PENANAq68JOpWgCs
298Please respect copyright.PENANA3nCqGYMUEB
1220298Please respect copyright.PENANATzNAlB1IjZ
中午和王锋一边晒太阳,一边看书,互相问着,觉得其间感情十分可贵。下午团298Please respect copyright.PENANAW9DyIFAqqh
298Please respect copyright.PENANAryW6sY2lfS
支部书记(洪欣)说团员开个会,对班上几位要求入团的同学举手表态,可我们298Please respect copyright.PENANARJW9LT3BrZ
298Please respect copyright.PENANAjfCM5jcs3w
又没有标准,只是胡乱地举着手,更有甚者,去年我们高一为初三入团同学表态298Please respect copyright.PENANAkRbYjw0nyD
298Please respect copyright.PENANAUBneTjS452
,那些人见都没见过,也更是胡乱举几次,真是形式极了,滑天下之大稽。298Please respect copyright.PENANABvKZtxhMPl
298Please respect copyright.PENANAxGKv7cQa81
1221298Please respect copyright.PENANADimbiAEFOl
真难办,范老师要我准备一期“溪流”,可我这里一篇也没有,答应他星期六交298Please respect copyright.PENANAm9BVtcXQ7u
298Please respect copyright.PENANAX2pyYNydSa
,可今天星期五了。298Please respect copyright.PENANA7twxHrnd7S
在王飞那里要了篇《秋韵》,可是短得很。中午忽然想再去汪贝玉处要,果然他298Please respect copyright.PENANAJ2s8hYJfvP
298Please respect copyright.PENANAMlnlhUDSJt
很多,便叫他抄来。自己昨天也凑了篇《物理老师》,这样,顿觉轻松了许多。298Please respect copyright.PENANAtZZI3dUsPG
下午去阶梯教室听讲演,觉得很不成功。298Please respect copyright.PENANAJDL6gORUgA
上午,邰成华送来一叠菜票,盖是其欠我的。倒是好笑。这是两个星期前,他向298Please respect copyright.PENANAGacJhjHZcy
298Please respect copyright.PENANA7iFeoC45vS
我借了一元钱,后一直没还,也没提及,因他借日是星期六,他回去了。早几天298Please respect copyright.PENANAqrdkanjfjk
298Please respect copyright.PENANAeWFE2Xx192
便觉他确实忘却了,想到这点,不知怎的,心里很不是滋味,似乎太那个了,几298Please respect copyright.PENANANoRhedtsru
298Please respect copyright.PENANAaDZEl5kz7d
次试探,其无应,昨日他回家来,又讨,他便说没遇上他妈,无钱,我大恐,说298Please respect copyright.PENANAMsR15WSxpC
298Please respect copyright.PENANAsUmIvumn7Z
:“你忘了呀?”他说:“没”,我说:“没什么?”心里直当其忘了,他说:298Please respect copyright.PENANA3JETXbWfwj
298Please respect copyright.PENANAUdBpeGLGHn
“欠你一元钱,这我不会忘的,”没有错,他是不会忘的,可这曾折磨我过。这298Please respect copyright.PENANAR7dbnFLfFs
298Please respect copyright.PENANAr8dGdkUp97
时,我捏着菜票,在口袋里数了起来。298Please respect copyright.PENANAkf6pHkcZaG
298Please respect copyright.PENANA2GqtoVNIGu
19841222--31日记298Please respect copyright.PENANACgJmY8Ya2K
298Please respect copyright.PENANADBwi9xm9dO
1222298Please respect copyright.PENANASLGtvqauxA
不知怎的,心里十分沉重,似有什么无形意识压着,不得抬头,暗暗叫苦,可奈298Please respect copyright.PENANAz8yQmnVoqA
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何,真不知怎的。298Please respect copyright.PENANApisfP4bQQt
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1223298Please respect copyright.PENANAibF9cEGWN9
心里沉重,一切都无意义,烦死了。298Please respect copyright.PENANA8mn6B1mxrx
298Please respect copyright.PENANAWO8fmkSuIV
1224298Please respect copyright.PENANAwE5LAHLvdy
夜间下了晚自习,觉得心里抖得慌,腿也抖,腰间似乎更抖,象要断一样。298Please respect copyright.PENANAVErra84vDU
298Please respect copyright.PENANApcUtD4WKj5
1225298Please respect copyright.PENANAKe2ayxn6Bt
中午打饭,在食堂里抖得慌。298Please respect copyright.PENANAgL2e0iPrlU
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1226298Please respect copyright.PENANAXYbQByiaev
痛苦极了,只见人家欢乐,而自己却不得,旁观者苦。298Please respect copyright.PENANAFoB8YGkkXJ
298Please respect copyright.PENANAWtJxKRn5I8
1227298Please respect copyright.PENANAX8JIS0oMYR
体育课心里发慌,腰酸极了,还好,拉单扛及格了(7个),可再干别的,就怕298Please respect copyright.PENANAcnnVqEF0i3
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了。298Please respect copyright.PENANAAQ1TPcLOLq
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1228298Please respect copyright.PENANAVbklIlQuRS
心里还是痛苦万分,同桌毕庆元亦然,自以为摆脱,却不得其终。298Please respect copyright.PENANAtRsvTezmBX
298Please respect copyright.PENANAySsLQCXSTq
1229298Please respect copyright.PENANAUIUvBbVMIZ
晚上范老师叫抄期《溪流》,我去他处排好版,便由毕庆元、李二乔抄,一刻好298Please respect copyright.PENANA5MgO0wdmKp
298Please respect copyright.PENANA1uHoRkLeZH
了,送去,他也称善,发现其书多,大慨,夜里反复,想一篇《父与子和子与父298Please respect copyright.PENANAeEYGT54ZH4
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》,却不得入梦。298Please respect copyright.PENANAPuac8wI2en