19841218--19日记297Please respect copyright.PENANAwJSUBsFGDT
297Please respect copyright.PENANAAOQaPeWvbo
1218297Please respect copyright.PENANAnPBa3LDcKD
今天一天心情沉闷,似乎有什么东西压在头上,大气也不敢喘,觉得一切事都在297Please respect copyright.PENANAAguX4Ne8TO
297Please respect copyright.PENANAKj0ET44pSK
变得明白,无意义,似乎一切都是假的,悲观极了,再也无法兴奋起来。唉!真297Please respect copyright.PENANAsfuxdCKPlB
297Please respect copyright.PENANA4FXOlJ1RBs
不知怎的。297Please respect copyright.PENANA7PeScMq2o0
团支部包场电影《死亡的陷井》,是5点20分,可5点才吃饭,忙忙碌碌,去时已297Please respect copyright.PENANAnfi0102zif
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开始放了,和毕庆元找不到座位,是楼上11排6、8号,后才知是最后一排,找到297Please respect copyright.PENANAxHXf3YgkvH
297Please respect copyright.PENANAcnr40XzYRO
后坐下,坐在最后面似乎视眼开阔点,电影还可以看,只有那时才忘了忧愁。过297Please respect copyright.PENANAuWIkjhStT8
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时又出现了,唉!297Please respect copyright.PENANAh3YACta2gL
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1219297Please respect copyright.PENANAil3WrPF1B1
不知怎的,似乎不能自己,任凭一切事在变换。297Please respect copyright.PENANAdR9C6SQhcm
下午开了团会,姚书记作了报告,是要做个真正团员,起先进作用。散会后去徐297Please respect copyright.PENANAu2aWEFPkjb
297Please respect copyright.PENANAZ827OExPvc
锐处要回暑假借给他的高一课本,他都放在箱子里,忽然改了对他看法,但又改297Please respect copyright.PENANAfZi7j8W7ox
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得不对,他应还我(先)才能做朋友,或者是借书人。当然,书还是拿来了,这297Please respect copyright.PENANAyEDaWyUi7g
297Please respect copyright.PENANA6SJrY8jK0T
,我已几次想要了,只是怕要,看来任何事,只要去做都是能成功的。297Please respect copyright.PENANAUFd2qNeWAX
297Please respect copyright.PENANADmrzlCgkav
19841220--21日记297Please respect copyright.PENANAs1k9pPE2lG
297Please respect copyright.PENANAMRDMFyNGn2
1220297Please respect copyright.PENANA1LfsMsiJIh
中午和王锋一边晒太阳,一边看书,互相问着,觉得其间感情十分可贵。下午团297Please respect copyright.PENANAa7XIyy8YGI
297Please respect copyright.PENANA83oK9ciysS
支部书记(洪欣)说团员开个会,对班上几位要求入团的同学举手表态,可我们297Please respect copyright.PENANAk9e3K54BNE
297Please respect copyright.PENANAe1XNvqsJ7C
又没有标准,只是胡乱地举着手,更有甚者,去年我们高一为初三入团同学表态297Please respect copyright.PENANA81KiXoLoAV
297Please respect copyright.PENANAyb2yuMBPwx
,那些人见都没见过,也更是胡乱举几次,真是形式极了,滑天下之大稽。297Please respect copyright.PENANAP4JJ9MqAKW
297Please respect copyright.PENANA1DL7QdLuA8
1221297Please respect copyright.PENANAh7qn9SArcV
真难办,范老师要我准备一期“溪流”,可我这里一篇也没有,答应他星期六交297Please respect copyright.PENANAlX4VdynNaG
297Please respect copyright.PENANAfxLmsRnTgF
,可今天星期五了。297Please respect copyright.PENANANYJ4rGpnkI
在王飞那里要了篇《秋韵》,可是短得很。中午忽然想再去汪贝玉处要,果然他297Please respect copyright.PENANAcLiWujg9Kf
297Please respect copyright.PENANAQ4INVF6fNT
很多,便叫他抄来。自己昨天也凑了篇《物理老师》,这样,顿觉轻松了许多。297Please respect copyright.PENANAMxdZvSARde
下午去阶梯教室听讲演,觉得很不成功。297Please respect copyright.PENANAYm3b52jsQZ
上午,邰成华送来一叠菜票,盖是其欠我的。倒是好笑。这是两个星期前,他向297Please respect copyright.PENANARvHI683SVn
297Please respect copyright.PENANAMDODWFuBgG
我借了一元钱,后一直没还,也没提及,因他借日是星期六,他回去了。早几天297Please respect copyright.PENANA3BqPfjPHKf
297Please respect copyright.PENANA25FsBBg3rb
便觉他确实忘却了,想到这点,不知怎的,心里很不是滋味,似乎太那个了,几297Please respect copyright.PENANASuzhAURCmA
297Please respect copyright.PENANA9kyPfCIMA2
次试探,其无应,昨日他回家来,又讨,他便说没遇上他妈,无钱,我大恐,说297Please respect copyright.PENANA4LgjXXoNn4
297Please respect copyright.PENANA0sMdrRr2Yf
:“你忘了呀?”他说:“没”,我说:“没什么?”心里直当其忘了,他说:297Please respect copyright.PENANAljeGEV99xx
297Please respect copyright.PENANAbVfuWmMqnv
“欠你一元钱,这我不会忘的,”没有错,他是不会忘的,可这曾折磨我过。这297Please respect copyright.PENANAZQjPOLrpRH
297Please respect copyright.PENANA2rNj9iSgm4
时,我捏着菜票,在口袋里数了起来。297Please respect copyright.PENANAWQ116QcI3q
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19841222--31日记297Please respect copyright.PENANA7DOYoSLYxG
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1222297Please respect copyright.PENANAK47FtHVZ6s
不知怎的,心里十分沉重,似有什么无形意识压着,不得抬头,暗暗叫苦,可奈297Please respect copyright.PENANALbsIboE5v8
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何,真不知怎的。297Please respect copyright.PENANAvV3Ck2bufD
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1223297Please respect copyright.PENANAgSQmyCJdMz
心里沉重,一切都无意义,烦死了。297Please respect copyright.PENANAmejoygVOOs
297Please respect copyright.PENANA7y4gRAsW4R
1224297Please respect copyright.PENANAOawcENpLb1
夜间下了晚自习,觉得心里抖得慌,腿也抖,腰间似乎更抖,象要断一样。297Please respect copyright.PENANAORXWYuclcV
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1225297Please respect copyright.PENANA5XpBh2jlLT
中午打饭,在食堂里抖得慌。297Please respect copyright.PENANAaXiWojH0hT
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1226297Please respect copyright.PENANAPEEQUsD3vm
痛苦极了,只见人家欢乐,而自己却不得,旁观者苦。297Please respect copyright.PENANAaQm2zJjiHF
297Please respect copyright.PENANAAuLmDE75UL
1227297Please respect copyright.PENANAxxYUqysetM
体育课心里发慌,腰酸极了,还好,拉单扛及格了(7个),可再干别的,就怕297Please respect copyright.PENANAYjWQJtJKPA
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了。297Please respect copyright.PENANALUAdV1Dvrz
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1228297Please respect copyright.PENANAv4hyMvCL6t
心里还是痛苦万分,同桌毕庆元亦然,自以为摆脱,却不得其终。297Please respect copyright.PENANAA9s3hLzCLM
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1229297Please respect copyright.PENANAvn0FUQk5xN
晚上范老师叫抄期《溪流》,我去他处排好版,便由毕庆元、李二乔抄,一刻好297Please respect copyright.PENANAABsT2oLRsq
297Please respect copyright.PENANAclPqskpbXu
了,送去,他也称善,发现其书多,大慨,夜里反复,想一篇《父与子和子与父297Please respect copyright.PENANArBEiaSIP7w
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》,却不得入梦。297Please respect copyright.PENANA069hOSZOQ4