「返嚟啦?」江柏琪對加班完回家的我說。254Please respect copyright.PENANAcyQXwQ3Icd
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「嗯。」我慣性地輕吻江柏琪一下。254Please respect copyright.PENANAxiXbUcBjv6
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當我進入浴室洗澡,江柏琪便開始炒菜。她端菜時滿身是汗,白皙的臉紅紅,讓我想起小時候,媽媽做著相同的事。254Please respect copyright.PENANAlVUooCLMzZ
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弗洛伊德說每個人潛意識的都帶有戀父或戀母情意結,而且所有行為都是沿於內在的性衝動。無論父母好壞,他們將來選擇的另一半,必然擁有父母身上的某些特質。只有那些熟悉的特質讓我們感到安全。254Please respect copyright.PENANAY7nKRL823G
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最初大多數人會立即否認,說父母與自己的另一半完全不同。可是再想深入一點,共通點是有的,重點在於我們能否察覺自己與父母互動的方式如何影響我們對「愛的表現」的認知。254Please respect copyright.PENANAyPNpZbu0WL
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例如有些性格黏人、被家庭過份溺愛的人,若另一半的注意力稍微離開,他們會很容易感到焦慮不安,質疑對方對自己的愛,繼而產生各種不必要的爭執。他們需要交往聯絡比較緊密的情人。254Please respect copyright.PENANAP0G3lpKWVW
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除了複雜的人際關係外,我人生各方面一直過得很模範,並沒有經歷過什麼大挫折。254Please respect copyright.PENANAZKtDMM2QIa
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我對母親的記憶主要停留在小學至初中的時候。母親每天替我煮飯,對我悉心照顧;關注發生在我身上的大小事,總是有耐性以及理性地和我溝通,相處融洽,互相尊重,我認為這是一種愛的表現。254Please respect copyright.PENANAv4vGSkBaA4
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江柏琪與我相處的方式或多或少存在母親的影子。在我交往過的女生裡面,只有江柏琪一個曾為我下廚,而且還煮了七年的飯。同居的當時她不用付我房租,改以煮飯及做家務作回報。每天想吃什麼,到街市買菜,用心煮飯。看似簡單,然而重覆的瑣碎才是令人難以堅持的地方,她超額完成了。254Please respect copyright.PENANAoIkCJm16a8
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在外,她是一個女強人;在家,她是一個賢淑的小女人。江柏琪性格穩定,對事情的反應我大多預計得到,一切盡在掌握之中,因此和她交往,使我一直很有安全感。254Please respect copyright.PENANATCjykmwtIR
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此刻江柏琪坐在餐桌的另一端,看著我一個人吃飯,自己卻不吃。254Please respect copyright.PENANAiHiQp0S8Ga
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「你又唔一齊食?」我問。254Please respect copyright.PENANAjERjgtLNAo
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「煮完飯個人好熱,無胃口,抖陣先。」她說。254Please respect copyright.PENANAIXfmlT5AWG
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我總叫江柏琪先煮好飯,待我回家把食物放進微波爐加熱便好。但她想我能吃熱騰騰的新鮮飯餸,很多時候在我飯快吃光了才開始進食。我們一直都是這樣相處。254Please respect copyright.PENANAgxZgbXsRR6
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我品嚐她煮的臘腸炒芥蘭和蜜糖煎雞翼。254Please respect copyright.PENANAnaDbcBttdx
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「雞翼煎得好靚。」我真心稱讚,江柏琪的廚藝足以考取一張法國藍帶廚藝證書。254Please respect copyright.PENANAqQThVog439
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可是我剛剛才在公司吃過鍾美嘉購買的加大雞蛋仔,其實沒有很餓。254Please respect copyright.PENANAujVt0UWvDe
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江柏琪看到我吃飯的速度比平常慢,問我:「無胃口?」254Please respect copyright.PENANAsATvhKec5G
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「臨收工食咗個香蕉朱古力雞蛋仔打底,不過我而家都有啲肚餓。」254Please respect copyright.PENANAjaG7f0c0HC
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「香蕉朱古力雞蛋仔?乜你會食呢啲嘢㗎咩。」254Please respect copyright.PENANAuajtqkvlAb
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「因為係同事買。」254Please respect copyright.PENANAhodommLVDp
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「係囉,我淨係見過你食原味雞蛋仔。」她說。254Please respect copyright.PENANAzNjdUCnYo5
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「咁南山伯伯明火雞蛋仔十蚊,香蕉朱古力雞蛋仔四十蚊,無乜必要食四十蚊。」我對食物的要求不高,足以飽腹已接受。254Please respect copyright.PENANA9iOmchCOAw
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「好彩有我,你先有食神。」因為父母都要外出工作的家庭原因,令她自小開始便煮得一手好菜。254Please respect copyright.PENANASiiabXGgL9
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「我要求好低,你餓我唔死就OK。」這是真的。她煮什麼,我便吃什麼。254Please respect copyright.PENANA1KoMzO0glD
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「哈哈,到我日日煮地獄餐,睇吓你仲講唔講得出口!」254Please respect copyright.PENANAvYXb7N1xZy
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江柏琪在我的飯餸吃了一半的時候,到廚房盛載白飯,開始進食晚餐。254Please respect copyright.PENANA1oOz70jB3T
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我向她分享鍾美嘉的事:「新請個Part time返咗工,我終於有𡃁啦。」254Please respect copyright.PENANANrzv0x55YR
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「咁快請咗人?咩人嚟㗎?」254Please respect copyright.PENANAKzVS8x6MJd
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「請咗之前同我做訪問果個師妹,叫Mika。」254Please respect copyright.PENANA6Yahzkwhjh
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「哦,咁佢表現點呀?」江柏琪吃了一口白飯,語氣平淡,又帶點試探的感覺。254Please respect copyright.PENANAdbCLuFldUE
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「正正常常。飲茶果時Rick俾咗點心紙佢,佢唔知大家嘅飲食習慣,點晒啲中伏嘢,我幫佢改返啱。」254Please respect copyright.PENANAMiEPPjKlqU
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「你地又衰嘅,俾個伏人地踩。」254Please respect copyright.PENANAhodzT4K1ua
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「唔係我,係Rick。」我續道:「我同Rick OT到唔知時間,Mika一直唔敢走。到我六點九發現佢仲喺度,先趕佢走,希望第一日返工無嚇親佢。」254Please respect copyright.PENANAmfkQeQ5Lm3
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「OT一陣都好閒姐。你應該同佢講,喺香港返得工預咗日日OT,咁到咗正常時間收工果陣佢就會好感恩。你真係太錫啲細路。」254Please respect copyright.PENANAlR2nblwJk8
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「我都係大佢幾⋯(七)年姐。好在我係你男友,唔係你下屬。」我說。她自小便是這種女強人性格,除非你被她認可或信任,否則她的性格其實不容易相處。254Please respect copyright.PENANAePuosUHvq2
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「嘿嘿,男友都可以係下屬。」江柏琪笑說。254Please respect copyright.PENANAkz7lu0HRgg
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「呀老細,今日有咩吩咐?」254Please respect copyright.PENANAdGmvUR9Tug
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「食完飯幫我手洗碗啦。」254Please respect copyright.PENANAU5AJYjqOrx
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「講到平時唔係我洗咁。見你我到咁夜咁辛苦,等陣幫你收埋衫。」254Please respect copyright.PENANAnp9ARKmFTZ
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「唔係幫,係我命令你。」254Please respect copyright.PENANAQtY9zBlFuC
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「S女?」254Please respect copyright.PENANA50VdhAUTOr
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「今晚瞓覺準備定皮鞭,你小心啲。」江柏琪只是口裡說說而己。254Please respect copyright.PENANAG7lz4PKdXt