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No Plagiarism!6yJhIlfR6E07lBDAAveyposted on PENANA 我提着外賣和鍾美嘉在太古城商場內兜兜轉轉,穿過一個不起眼的出口走到了平台。8964 copyright protection199PENANAIY6HqViW7w 維尼
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雖然說太古城屬於本港十大屋苑之一,感覺寧靜雅致,但畢竟歷史悠久,聞得到陳舊的味道,實在看不出為何這裏的樓價值千萬,大概昂貴在看不見的安全以及高質素的鄰居吧。8964 copyright protection199PENANAACib2g9eG3 維尼
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甫踏進鍾美嘉的家,首先映入眼簾是很久沒見過的柚木地板,接下來是一部鋼琴,層架上放置著金色笑面佛,餐桌的旁邊是一大個紅酒玻璃櫃。她家屬於典型中產家庭的感覺,原來她在這樣的環境長大。8964 copyright protection199PENANAtxF0XFLU8t 維尼
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一個月前的我,倘若身處只剩下兩人空間,必定會立刻抱住鍾美嘉。8964 copyright protection199PENANAlRoCu2NXIP 維尼
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『今日你諗都唔好諗呀!』我告訴自己。此刻我內心偷偷搖頭,試圖竭止邪惡的念頭萌生。少抱一次,身上不會掉肉。要抱的話,回家把江柏琪抱個夠。可是兩者的感覺豈能相比⋯8964 copyright protection199PENANApng9wpSd8Q 維尼
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我目無表情地將外賣放置於餐桌上,逕自坐下。8964 copyright protection199PENANAotH4z0y1W0 維尼
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鍾美嘉坐在我的對面,拆開膠袋,將刀削麵取出。8964 copyright protection199PENANA6cojC7qDVL 維尼
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我倆有共識地不說一話,共進午膳。8964 copyright protection199PENANA7iE1HnDb8r 維尼
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此刻無論說些什麼,也對不上氣氛,因此沉默是很自然的選擇。8964 copyright protection199PENANAfcXIR8UkS6 維尼
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直至我們把整個刀削麵都吃完了,還是沒有說上一句話。8964 copyright protection199PENANAdYtl8M2rtf 維尼
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鍾美嘉叫我上來她的家就是為了一言不發地吃麵嗎?當然不會。8964 copyright protection199PENANAXwTvfKnqad 維尼
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她到底想跟我說些什麼?明知故問我為何對她冷淡?想再次確認我們之間的關係?反正無論她想說什麼,我都想要逃避。理性讓我遠離誘惑,可是在感性的層面根本不想出此下策,我無法面對她。8964 copyright protection199PENANAuMTNbBW76K 維尼
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我查看手錶,時間為下午二時,心裡默念還有一個小時的時間便要離開。撐住!好好道別,別再身陷其中。8964 copyright protection199PENANAaWxmCKJYIm 維尼
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在經歷好一段時間的沉默後,鍾美嘉率先開口:「我講過,我唔係一啲好麻煩嘅女仔,所以你唔洗咁驚。我明白㗎,呢啲關係總會突如其來開始,又毫無先兆地結束。」8964 copyright protection199PENANAlmPhweFOeM 維尼
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她續道:「希望你同我親口講清楚,我唔想以不明不白嘅方式就咁完結。我需要一個儀式嚟表示關係嘅結束,就當作係對我最後嘅尊重。」8964 copyright protection199PENANA6LR89KwJyA 維尼
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我說不出再見,心軟又不捨。8964 copyright protection199PENANAwfmLLLfyhU 維尼
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「對唔住。」是我告訴你對你認真,卻又率先拋下你。8964 copyright protection199PENANAHfonssHIeu 維尼
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鍾美嘉深邃的眼睛凝望着我。8964 copyright protection199PENANAndI8unovld 維尼
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「呢個就係你嘅選擇?」她問:「你係咪唔再鐘意我啦?」8964 copyright protection199PENANAC7XMvjXgOM 維尼
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「唔係。」我不想鍾美嘉誤解我討厭她。8964 copyright protection199PENANADcaUBskk8a 維尼
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「有乜嘢我地今日傾晒佢,我以後唔煩你。應承我,一如以往,對我誠實。」8964 copyright protection199PENANAGT6BXJRPsz 維尼
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鍾美嘉說話語氣雖然溫柔,卻感受到她內心帶著一絲倔強和執著。8964 copyright protection199PENANAEIwYLaUy8P 維尼
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「我無覺得你麻煩阿。同埋,我對你不嬲都誠實。」8964 copyright protection199PENANAcKm3GDB4Di 維尼
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把她弄得如此情緒化的是我,我怎樣能夠責怪她。8964 copyright protection199PENANAEMPJkWGCbN 維尼
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「咁你講我知,你係以咩心態去做依個決定?點解你鐘意我,又要遠離我?」8964 copyright protection199PENANAdLZd9lXvzt 維尼
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「如果唔鐘意你,我就唔洗諗咁多嘢。」我回答:「問題就係太鐘意。」8964 copyright protection199PENANAjNa6UcIHWU 維尼
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「我唔明呀,鐘意唔係更加想同我一齊咩?」8964 copyright protection199PENANABW9MEK83o0 維尼
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「現實唔係兩個人講一句鐘意,就可以解決所有問題。我有未婚妻你一直都知。我求咗婚,對佢有承諾,亦都有責任,佢係未來會同我一齊行落去嘅人。我覺得出軌都要分主次,要識得返屋企,唔應該喧賓奪主,搞到家破人亡。趁未泥足深陷,仲有得救,我地應該控制吓呢段關係嘅距離,唔好再繼續沉落去。」8964 copyright protection199PENANAYBFy442hrm 維尼
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「我只係想喺有限嘅時間入面擁有你,從來無諗過破壞你同未婚妻嘅關係。」8964 copyright protection199PENANADQeTwuSRIX 維尼
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「唔關你事,係我問題。原來我同時根本Handle唔到兩個女人,鐘意到好動搖。我以前從來無質疑過自己對佢嘅愛,即使父母朋友勸我唔好咁早求婚,我都當佢地耳邊風得啖笑。到上次同你去完西九,我唔敢相信自己竟然會考慮悔婚。」8964 copyright protection199PENANAFjnUPNtkgp 維尼
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「我有預感繼續同你一齊,到最後會同佢分手。我好怕呢件事成真。」8964 copyright protection199PENANA9oYbcYRBIq 維尼
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「對我或者你未婚妻都係,點解一定下下要諗分手?點解唔可以搵到一個折衷啲,大家都接受到嘅方案?」8964 copyright protection199PENANAfddlt0JNHV 維尼
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「件事本來就唔啱,只係我地不停搵好多藉口去合理化件事,呃自己偷食係無問題。」8964 copyright protection199PENANApaQyOvJS6O 維尼
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「我真係愛你。」這是鍾美嘉初次說愛我:「我唔想再經歷失去嘅痛苦。」8964 copyright protection199PENANAxznrTsGg4p 維尼
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「你會搵新嘅男朋友,我地只會有過程,唔會有結果,呢個前設大家一早就知道。愛我?其實你愛我啲乜?會唔會係我地過份神化咗對方?其實,即使我地無咗對方,都一樣會愛其他的人,唔係真係咁特別。我真係唔明,我有咩嘢係值得你朝思暮想咁辛苦?我地口中所謂嘅愛,其實好廉價,只係貪戀滿足嘅慾望,亦唔想為呢段關係付出啲乜嘢代價。其實我同你啲Ex無分別,都係人渣一個。」8964 copyright protection199PENANAJIr2RSTecB 維尼
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「我知道你唔係咁諗㗎,我地可以搵個大家都舒服嘅相處模式,繼續行落去。」8964 copyright protection199PENANAo1GIIZvdHS 維尼
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「我同你唔係一般SP關係咁阿,只有1同0 ,無中間㗎。」幸福的時候快活上天堂,冷淡時穿梭可怕的地獄。8964 copyright protection199PENANAK4Lo6MGh3l 維尼
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「既然你都選擇咗出軌,點解你唔可以為咗我行多步,再嘗試吓姐?」8964 copyright protection199PENANAcCZdBA61cm 維尼
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「我都講咗,我仲想同佢結婚,一齊走落去。」8964 copyright protection199PENANACc2dY6bmQN 維尼
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「或者掉返轉講,因為我嘅出現令你審視到同未婚妻本來逃避緊嘅問題,可能你地真係唔適合結婚。」8964 copyright protection199PENANAzNCX8UsXV8 維尼
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「如果我選擇悔婚分手,再同你一齊,過多幾年後我又出軌,咁你會點?」8964 copyright protection199PENANAI6ST7Ate4E 維尼
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「所以我由始至終都支持開放式關係,只要我地相處融洽,根本唔會存在出軌樣嘢。」8964 copyright protection199PENANAIFtK5tHzMH 維尼
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「因為我地係以出軌嘅方式開始,你先會咁講姐。」8964 copyright protection199PENANAR1LEXZ5sGb 維尼
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「唔係,係我接受咗世界上無100%專一嘅關係。」8964 copyright protection199PENANA28pOajb7Wq 維尼
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無法達成共識的我們陷入一段尷尬的沉默。8964 copyright protection199PENANA1snA1qrNvH 維尼
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左右難做,那是一個我心靈難以負擔的難題。8964 copyright protection199PENANAt5VI7lUTTV 維尼
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今天成功阻擋鍾美嘉攻勢,已經是林書生的一大進步,至少我嘗試了為江柏琪多走一步。8964 copyright protection199PENANAnSnAV0hNUy 維尼
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「如果依個係你堅持嘅諗法,我會尊重你。」鍾美嘉看到我的堅持,只好讓步說:「我會盡快搵個男朋友,唔會再煩你。」8964 copyright protection199PENANAb86IsA9aSx 維尼
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「⋯⋯」聽起來讓人不悅,但我無權批評。8964 copyright protection199PENANAycziwuokxV 維尼
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「只要你俾到一個理由我繼續,我都會返嚟。」鍾美嘉說。8964 copyright protection199PENANAEqx76PG8Gg 維尼
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時間為下午三時,我是時候離去了。8964 copyright protection199PENANAajlRFWGsnT 維尼
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「我夠鐘走啦。」我沒有正面回答她的話。8964 copyright protection199PENANAu8YMPjMyHf 維尼
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我突然感謝自己為見面設定時限,以至我能借回家為理由逃離這片混亂。8964 copyright protection199PENANAz81Bjdhb6o 維尼
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在沒有結論的議題上,繼續互相消耗對方根本沒有意思。8964 copyright protection199PENANAUabTPuYWkj 維尼
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「嗯。」8964 copyright protection199PENANAZbH4svmPfO 維尼
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鍾美嘉從房間拿了一件白色恤衫給我。8964 copyright protection199PENANAYFNBxbKQG9 維尼
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「拎埋走。」她說。8964 copyright protection199PENANAez9NztIeNQ 維尼
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「咩呀?」8964 copyright protection199PENANAGUSGLYijPN 維尼
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「見你成日著白色恤衫。」鍾美嘉說:「下個禮拜聖誕節,諗住買俾你做禮物。」8964 copyright protection199PENANAmthnLZ6uAj 維尼
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倒是我有點猶豫,到底自己應不應該接收禮物。8964 copyright protection199PENANAcsplVsyXSX 維尼
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「唔想見到佢,眼冤。」鍾美嘉補充。8964 copyright protection199PENANAdsQ6OZoc0u 維尼
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「反正之後都唔會再約,你咪當留個紀念囉!」鍾美嘉惱羞成怒:「又話要返屋企,夠鐘啦,快啲走啦!陣間遲到又賴我!」8964 copyright protection199PENANAkdCcqeFOVp 維尼
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「唉。」我搖頭長嘆了一聲。8964 copyright protection199PENANA8iONFuW7dl 維尼
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我沒有和鍾美嘉說聲多謝或再見,便離開了她的家。8964 copyright protection199PENANAfydr4aqwRn 維尼
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「呀!!!!」回到車上,我忍不住發洩大叫。8964 copyright protection199PENANAyL9kCP7nvl 維尼
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我將鍾美嘉送給我的白色恤衫拼上身,厲害,尺寸剛好。8964 copyright protection199PENANAg7ajf9UheO 維尼
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而且質地非常柔軟,是外國品牌,價錢大約是她兩天的薪金,比江柏琪買給我的昂貴,選的很有品味。8964 copyright protection199PENANABRngIK3k3y 維尼
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