「小蝶，坦白講，我不知道該怎麼回答你這個問題。」237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRLKVzKXBNQ
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「嗚哇......」小蝶戲劇性地哭了起來。「志珊不回答的問題237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBFWtAoF0hK
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肯定是悲觀的！或許......，他根本就不喜歡我！」237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDlNrf13HEL
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講出結論後，小蝶哭得更理所當然了，我的心隨著她一抽一抽237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlduLBsu3NH
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的肩膀而緊縮，不禁再一次自責。237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡISLdWoQtWD
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「也有可能......，他是那百分之一的機率啊，雖然很不想幫237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5gowhrfU8W
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他說話，可是或許，世界上真的有那種......明明喜歡對方，卻常237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXMZkgBwvCj
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常不在意對方的人存在也不一定......。」237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡimMHMJi3BW
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「真的嗎？」小蝶終於停止悲傷的抽泣聲，抬起的臉蛋上佈滿237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0YA27uXca4
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淚痕，那一條條透明水線，柵欄似的困住我差點衝口而出的殘忍。237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3AgHXX8sbT
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「明明喜歡，卻不在意，這不是很奇怪嗎？我實在不明白。就237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNmYWRpPUnZ
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算沒有事先跟他約好，也沒有要見面，但是下班後留下來開會時，237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQieugLv4iE
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我還是會怕他擔心我而自動打電話報備耶！難道他都不怕我會擔心237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjP3bxAMDVp
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嗎？還是根本就不在意我會不會擔心？」237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDB1Tx5sH8Z
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「唉！小蝶，會不會是因為你們交往五年了，他太習慣你的存237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJUm2vTcaJ2
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在，覺得你的愛是理所當然，無論他去做什麼，你都會乖乖的等他237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl2HeD19wnY
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回來，所以他就讓你等、讓你擔心，一點罪惡感都沒有啊？」237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡejSUrc3mEo
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「你的意思是說，我寵壞他了？」對於這個說法，小蝶相當滿237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0oHjIM1Rrt
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意。「志珊，你果然最懂男人。」237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwzM84rzGUM
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拜託！讓你擔心又讓你等，心裡一點罪惡感都沒有，這不就代237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4fbY7X3T6m
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表他根本不在乎你嗎？完全不管你的死活啊！只管去做自己想做的237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYkI8uULhaS
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事，從基礎忘記你的存在，這樣還能稱為喜歡嗎？237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHiUcBCjpJ0
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可是現在的小蝶非常滿意這個解釋，一點都不想接受現實的模237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGoPo9TuMrI
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樣，我也只好忍住不說清楚。唉！女人只聽自己想聽的話。237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡej4JPGEOdV
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「小蝶，或許你是時候考慮新對象了。」無論如何，讓小蝶哭237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMHc2OzLp2I
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的都是壞傢伙。「你們這樣五年了耶，他又不可能改變這個行為，237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwCzPTIYIJ0
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你想要忍受他這樣一輩子嗎？」237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiTZmuIGIgW
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「不想啊！可是如果就像你說的，他只是因為在一起太久了，237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVOcBR3edDf
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忘記要珍惜我對他的感情，那我們應該不至於走到分手那一步。」237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh1mZyaz2c9
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「所以，你已經決定要一輩子忍受他這種行為了嗎？」我想，237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9G0HAG5MuB
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小蝶的意思應該跟之前一樣，天真的希望能改變對方。「你知道，237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBYHcsPgiwg
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愛是不可能改變一個人的，你要想清楚，不分開，就代表你會有數237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtz80dKiltz
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不清的次數打電話沒人接，數不清的次數一個人等著他回電，數不237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaaMdWVeBtX
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清的次數害怕他是不是劈腿，數不清的次數猜想會不會發生意外，237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNNwqXynw3u
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數不清的次數等待再等待，而且將來和你們的小孩一起等待，當孩237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNTsvMBaujt
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子問你爸爸為什麼還沒回來，你們也只能一起聽話筒那一端轉入語237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ42BtBY0QZN
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音信箱，就這樣直到小孩長大，你變老，一直等一直等......。」237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmDvZRIiUhE
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「......志珊！」她閉上眼大吼，制止了我這些讓她無法承受237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpx3a3skCJa
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的殘酷話語，淚水在她臉上形成了包覆的面膜，我家客廳的淺藍色237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIsYlaN8OoZ
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抱枕，被小蝶決堤的淚水染成了深藍色。237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCIeoK1nBUh
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「對不起，小蝶，我知道你會很難過，但是我不能不說，因為237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡywfujhe0lq
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我沒有辦法看著你哭一輩子，我捨不得。」237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ106WfJd5dI
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關於這個問題，我們早就談論了五年，哭了五年的小蝶，難道237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxEtTLJc5Bc
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從今天開始要一直哭到死嗎？237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC5zCT6sNxT
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然而最重要的原因，確實是因為我捨不得，小蝶是個多麼優雅237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAXuSbBCPtb
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的女孩，從小開始就非常注重自己舉手投足的氣質，去除掉對蝴蝶237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrtznwzktUM
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的狂熱，小蝶對生活和衣著的品味非凡，她總是美麗耀眼的出現在237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡusOvOwW591
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大家面前，即使私底下，她在我面前也不曾有過不雅動作，這樣的237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPKkKR3WmvT
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完美女孩，不該為了一個男人終生以淚洗面。237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSYZokjAP71
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「為什麼？」小蝶邊哭邊語音不清地說：「身為好朋友的你都237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJAmri1ptv8
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會捨不得了，為什麼他卻不會捨不得我難過呢？」237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSF4TKXFoOR
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「因為......你應該換一個比我更重視你的對象。」如果可以237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Cb5ut3tov
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的話，我也願意成為那個給你幸福的人，可惜我沒有資格。237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlv0AkoVGj2
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「嗚......，借我肩膀啦！」237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXX7CybpoIq
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坐在小蝶對面，本來就是刻意的保持距離，我知道自己根本招237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPJqdzn2mOq
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架不住小蝶示弱的每一個動作，就像現在小蝶要求的安慰，身為好237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAMQmpDLmAB
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姊妹的我，心裡強烈左右搖擺。我借的向來都不只是肩膀和安慰，237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjCJkxKotGD
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而是我的關心和擔心，以及濃烈的......心酸。237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ruTuxIXBz
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「志珊......，我不會弄髒你的衣服啦，你來我旁邊嘛！」237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVMTc77lERI
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小蝶的手掌握住我的指頭前端，我仍然沒移動半步，在小蝶對237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQBad7QQKl
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面座位猶豫不決，臉上亳不掩飾我的左右為難。237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOTeHwLJfg0
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「志珊，你借我靠一下嘛！我不要一個人失戀啦！」237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIsI2HSH9AK
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她將我的反應解讀成討厭衣服被弄髒嗎？237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYtxRj4UVJL
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小蝶說完又掉了四串淚，這華麗的淚痕簡直像刻在我心上，只237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9z79kW9XeK
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是一秒，我就發現自己坐到了她身旁，下一秒，蝴蝶紋路點綴的雪237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ05xyc1SSvO
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紡紗衣服就在我的懷抱裡了，衣服的主人任性的借走整個我，不單237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwUEAr8eRj6
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單只是借去她說的肩膀。237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNOMdiETjZK
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她環抱著將整張臉貼在我的衣服前襟。「唉！不是說不會弄髒237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHAgtkv5B4A
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我的衣服嗎？」237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoB7NgaRuhv
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沒有回應我的話，她只顧自己發洩痛哭，哭了一會兒，伸手從237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Zwv1PpPWR
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衣服口袋拿出手機，輕輕放在我手心裡。237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEcMQuWFwQ3
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「唔，志珊，你幫我保管手機，我想，如果我自己帶著手機，237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK1J6DZdioB
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一定會忍不住想接他電話，或是忍不住想打給他，這樣，我會一輩237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB0FTLduudg
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子不幸的，你可不可以幫我這個忙？」237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC9g69WL9Yf
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看來是下了相當大的決心，這樣的小蝶，不知為何的忍人憐愛237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAdulloKrK9
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，我無法拒絕她的求助。237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBdn1UctmVx
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「好是好，可是你不帶手機，我怎麼找你？」237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJeh2ntfU0
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「不用找我，從今天開始，我想暫時住你家。」她抬起頭，身237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOJnhwLnvWt
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體仍然像無骨水母般癱軟。「收留我好不好？」237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcHJkduAVLu
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「我家？！」幾乎大吼。237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxhiCE9Rx5o
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這個消息也太突然了吧！我沒有一點心理準備。何況，我其實237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIyoWApKATF
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不太願意讓小蝶住進來，因為有不想讓她知道的秘密，一個我隱藏237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCeKjfy1uZa
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了許多年的秘密，現在讓她住進這個私人空間十分不妥。237Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc8yWe6aCzx
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