「小蝶，坦白講，我不知道該怎麼回答你這個問題。」294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0U1vib6Jlm
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「嗚哇......」小蝶戲劇性地哭了起來。「志珊不回答的問題294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡde3tgFVYFe
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肯定是悲觀的！或許......，他根本就不喜歡我！」294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSkC747KCNe
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講出結論後，小蝶哭得更理所當然了，我的心隨著她一抽一抽294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJM2waaOvH
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的肩膀而緊縮，不禁再一次自責。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTdVXrEc8ND
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「也有可能......，他是那百分之一的機率啊，雖然很不想幫294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVEYUsdu1yk
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他說話，可是或許，世界上真的有那種......明明喜歡對方，卻常294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3CIRqBDOcp
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常不在意對方的人存在也不一定......。」294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzoemL4bC1d
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「真的嗎？」小蝶終於停止悲傷的抽泣聲，抬起的臉蛋上佈滿294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJMaIoE5n2k
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淚痕，那一條條透明水線，柵欄似的困住我差點衝口而出的殘忍。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsNfGGcB0fJ
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「明明喜歡，卻不在意，這不是很奇怪嗎？我實在不明白。就294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlEf5LTcnMp
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算沒有事先跟他約好，也沒有要見面，但是下班後留下來開會時，294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjUrmP7iVv1
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我還是會怕他擔心我而自動打電話報備耶！難道他都不怕我會擔心294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOlej6CcoOW
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嗎？還是根本就不在意我會不會擔心？」294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2FM7AtOEmf
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「唉！小蝶，會不會是因為你們交往五年了，他太習慣你的存294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJlabK0IC1i
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在，覺得你的愛是理所當然，無論他去做什麼，你都會乖乖的等他294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZI5LG0fi3n
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回來，所以他就讓你等、讓你擔心，一點罪惡感都沒有啊？」294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5h3v4LhFQb
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「你的意思是說，我寵壞他了？」對於這個說法，小蝶相當滿294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVIMxIbj2Kv
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意。「志珊，你果然最懂男人。」294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOecAlC12IH
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拜託！讓你擔心又讓你等，心裡一點罪惡感都沒有，這不就代294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcTZdFNqnNH
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表他根本不在乎你嗎？完全不管你的死活啊！只管去做自己想做的294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRIJcsuPyVs
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事，從基礎忘記你的存在，這樣還能稱為喜歡嗎？294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLWjRbXQOpz
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可是現在的小蝶非常滿意這個解釋，一點都不想接受現實的模294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7f4aaLENQ6
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樣，我也只好忍住不說清楚。唉！女人只聽自己想聽的話。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXKzVH2rYng
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「小蝶，或許你是時候考慮新對象了。」無論如何，讓小蝶哭294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPDED2qGRBq
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的都是壞傢伙。「你們這樣五年了耶，他又不可能改變這個行為，294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXOHSUczSRo
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你想要忍受他這樣一輩子嗎？」294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4rDKp0Jp7X
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「不想啊！可是如果就像你說的，他只是因為在一起太久了，294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvNRKeMEwyC
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忘記要珍惜我對他的感情，那我們應該不至於走到分手那一步。」294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK6G2bVu1s5
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「所以，你已經決定要一輩子忍受他這種行為了嗎？」我想，294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwJ9OGBATJx
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小蝶的意思應該跟之前一樣，天真的希望能改變對方。「你知道，294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaYuSQyqCOf
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愛是不可能改變一個人的，你要想清楚，不分開，就代表你會有數294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEjGBGhvdOS
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不清的次數打電話沒人接，數不清的次數一個人等著他回電，數不294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYY3HjmA3PD
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清的次數害怕他是不是劈腿，數不清的次數猜想會不會發生意外，294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡliA62zdGY9
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數不清的次數等待再等待，而且將來和你們的小孩一起等待，當孩294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4OVhoImePx
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子問你爸爸為什麼還沒回來，你們也只能一起聽話筒那一端轉入語294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbSheMvdzQy
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音信箱，就這樣直到小孩長大，你變老，一直等一直等......。」294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPqXWuZRrxY
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「......志珊！」她閉上眼大吼，制止了我這些讓她無法承受294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB22wXiwXbl
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的殘酷話語，淚水在她臉上形成了包覆的面膜，我家客廳的淺藍色294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd1mCNK8Fvo
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抱枕，被小蝶決堤的淚水染成了深藍色。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjFIENSauBn
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「對不起，小蝶，我知道你會很難過，但是我不能不說，因為294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Rq1tOrGa5
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我沒有辦法看著你哭一輩子，我捨不得。」294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ep3fXG6eT
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關於這個問題，我們早就談論了五年，哭了五年的小蝶，難道294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFclCIXVYOp
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從今天開始要一直哭到死嗎？294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoTbcrZo5TO
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然而最重要的原因，確實是因為我捨不得，小蝶是個多麼優雅294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuMfMttkgGI
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的女孩，從小開始就非常注重自己舉手投足的氣質，去除掉對蝴蝶294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtH6y7lAV4G
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的狂熱，小蝶對生活和衣著的品味非凡，她總是美麗耀眼的出現在294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMbZd9M1A2y
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大家面前，即使私底下，她在我面前也不曾有過不雅動作，這樣的294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZkOIeFUZBo
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完美女孩，不該為了一個男人終生以淚洗面。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDSiBziwIxz
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「為什麼？」小蝶邊哭邊語音不清地說：「身為好朋友的你都294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2GWQaoVAbC
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會捨不得了，為什麼他卻不會捨不得我難過呢？」294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7dOWv26XQk
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「因為......你應該換一個比我更重視你的對象。」如果可以294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV7KRLfZhgq
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的話，我也願意成為那個給你幸福的人，可惜我沒有資格。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAwOA9qq6YH
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「嗚......，借我肩膀啦！」294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrtZBXRm5HC
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坐在小蝶對面，本來就是刻意的保持距離，我知道自己根本招294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL7eLszsEWn
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架不住小蝶示弱的每一個動作，就像現在小蝶要求的安慰，身為好294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ51Zl2P3Wbj
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姊妹的我，心裡強烈左右搖擺。我借的向來都不只是肩膀和安慰，294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6U6kPhqX5g
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而是我的關心和擔心，以及濃烈的......心酸。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTcgNd4ZzWM
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「志珊......，我不會弄髒你的衣服啦，你來我旁邊嘛！」294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQDId7bbViT
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小蝶的手掌握住我的指頭前端，我仍然沒移動半步，在小蝶對294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX3OOyviBcB
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面座位猶豫不決，臉上亳不掩飾我的左右為難。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq2Bd5KqjoL
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「志珊，你借我靠一下嘛！我不要一個人失戀啦！」294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRM6dkboixD
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她將我的反應解讀成討厭衣服被弄髒嗎？294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbbg74PTrE8
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小蝶說完又掉了四串淚，這華麗的淚痕簡直像刻在我心上，只294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJjDr8diRa
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是一秒，我就發現自己坐到了她身旁，下一秒，蝴蝶紋路點綴的雪294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyP4rua9uAJ
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紡紗衣服就在我的懷抱裡了，衣服的主人任性的借走整個我，不單294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqcfslMePeX
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單只是借去她說的肩膀。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8PM3Kr6WkI
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她環抱著將整張臉貼在我的衣服前襟。「唉！不是說不會弄髒294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡldrmJ0AqSu
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我的衣服嗎？」294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYeuPTUciML
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沒有回應我的話，她只顧自己發洩痛哭，哭了一會兒，伸手從294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQoLQl1EEpT
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衣服口袋拿出手機，輕輕放在我手心裡。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnLbx7Xbx7P
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「唔，志珊，你幫我保管手機，我想，如果我自己帶著手機，294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsZ0zwQZU6j
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一定會忍不住想接他電話，或是忍不住想打給他，這樣，我會一輩294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLdDpY2R61y
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子不幸的，你可不可以幫我這個忙？」294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8h1rmlT8Wb
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看來是下了相當大的決心，這樣的小蝶，不知為何的忍人憐愛294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd6OFc1fyTS
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，我無法拒絕她的求助。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmTtarVOIHP
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「好是好，可是你不帶手機，我怎麼找你？」294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI3LfEcYAUD
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「不用找我，從今天開始，我想暫時住你家。」她抬起頭，身294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNHCU9vcdfR
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體仍然像無骨水母般癱軟。「收留我好不好？」294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbZcMsCdPaO
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「我家？！」幾乎大吼。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpsQJKHObIw
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這個消息也太突然了吧！我沒有一點心理準備。何況，我其實294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlVNrkfR5ch
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不太願意讓小蝶住進來，因為有不想讓她知道的秘密，一個我隱藏294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfsJXAmJMoz
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了許多年的秘密，現在讓她住進這個私人空間十分不妥。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4qOcW1RvBX
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