「哎唷,隔著浴廉又看不見,你還在生氣啊?」背後傳來小蝶229Please respect copyright.PENANAEGOZCBmuLj
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試探的尋問,隔著兩層薄被,可以感覺到她過於冰冷的體溫。229Please respect copyright.PENANAPpbydiYuWI
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「你還記得嗎?志珊,高中畢業以後,有好幾年我們都沒有見229Please respect copyright.PENANAQ1fYTafLfI
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面耶,而且你後來搬出來住,要不是半年前我從你哥那裡問到住址229Please respect copyright.PENANAOtpTXlDk49
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,根本就找不到你的人,更別說像最近這樣一起過夜,現在讓我好229Please respect copyright.PENANAFNhb90P8Gq
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懷念國中的隔宿露營哦!」229Please respect copyright.PENANAsUaJLxTWK0
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小蝶的體溫總是比一般人來得低,國中剛入學時,好不容易從229Please respect copyright.PENANAkGM3Lu2dUK
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不同班的國小六年被編入同一班,我們開心的拉著手逛遍整個校園229Please respect copyright.PENANAwwoCpLduSp
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,從那時候起國中三年和高中三年,都是我負責在幫小蝶暖手。229Please respect copyright.PENANAZQqvVQbJdf
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我繼續假裝睡著,不搭理小蝶的自言自語,而小蝶不曉得是睡229Please respect copyright.PENANABR3oHWPCgb
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不著,還是知道我還沒睡,自己一個人喃喃說下去。229Please respect copyright.PENANAk2jLPdghsp
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「說起這個,就想起那個時候的志珊好能幹,無論是搭帳篷還229Please respect copyright.PENANAxQPIMwgF3X
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是燒碳烤肉,你都可以一個人做得很完美,那個時候我就覺得未來229Please respect copyright.PENANA61J3MzMCuV
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一定比不上你。事實證明也是這樣的,志珊一直都很厲害,成績比229Please respect copyright.PENANAA8HIu150PO
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我好,就算你爸反對,你還是念了大學夜間部,然後白天在你爸的229Please respect copyright.PENANAWrOVVJnoOE
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公司工作,畢業後沒多久就篡了你爸的位,還把公司帶進上巿上櫃229Please respect copyright.PENANA8Zc653Vf3f
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的境界。」229Please respect copyright.PENANA4jBg2BhrzL
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背對著小蝶,我的思緒落入話題前半段的國中時期,印象中那229Please respect copyright.PENANAvijhD2zvDm
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個時候的我,只是個凡事愛逞強的笨蛋,不願意求助於人,更不願229Please respect copyright.PENANAn5oaz17is7
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意輕易在小蝶面前示弱,或許天真的以為自己有一點點希望,才會229Please respect copyright.PENANAse5AV6M2ia
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那樣傻的以小蝶為中心團團轉。229Please respect copyright.PENANAOfHVInINOU
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「後來我高中畢業又念大學,畢業到現在常常都是待業中,每229Please respect copyright.PENANA5NbKkKIyZw
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次都在想,為什麼我不是志珊呢?志珊長得漂亮,又不只在事業上229Please respect copyright.PENANAfusBos0i31
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有成就,連感情史都那麼豐富,簡直就是我想當的那種人。」229Please respect copyright.PENANAsgYqfw6g5Y
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當我有什麼好?只不過是一個愛逞強的笨蛋,放不下長達二十229Please respect copyright.PENANAjZMpDvv7Nt
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年的感情,更放不下比天高的自尊心,才將全部的心力用來工作,229Please respect copyright.PENANAjPsIXmhs9F
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或用來跟一些不愛的人一起玩樂,這樣的我有什麼好羡慕的?229Please respect copyright.PENANAlbK7zOKrYh
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「如果我是志珊的話,劉華軒一定會在意我的,才不會三不五229Please respect copyright.PENANAyOL3DEFpJq
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時就給我搞失蹤,也不會總是讓我等他,唉!」229Please respect copyright.PENANAM1G1zJDPbX
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聽到這裡,我終於忍不住了回話。半年前擅自闖入我世界的小229Please respect copyright.PENANA0nihNNE6v7
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蝶,跟高中時期的她一樣,心裡想的一直都是她愛的那個人,雖然229Please respect copyright.PENANAsEUiirF8W1
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當時和現在對象不同,但那為愛情?牲自我的小蝶是同一個人。229Please respect copyright.PENANADycDtHixKx
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「說來說去,你滿腦子只有那個劉大少爺。」229Please respect copyright.PENANAyUx5OvNtRC
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「不要吃醋嘛!」小蝶挪動身體靠了過來,這是她的撒嬌攻勢229Please respect copyright.PENANAGLthsoVWdF
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,十年不變。「轉過來啦,你還在生氣哦?」229Please respect copyright.PENANAeUDa2wH158
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「沒有,有什麼好氣的嗎?」我移動身動往床的邊緣靠近,拉229Please respect copyright.PENANABbjPyBPB5T
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開與小蝶的距離。「我只是不滿你來我這裡哭訴,佔用我的時間,229Please respect copyright.PENANADJJSyJgzwn
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還佔用我的床,再來又浪費下一個五年,浪費我的同情心。」229Please respect copyright.PENANAPhWrTAkRfg
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許久,我的房裡只是一片靜默,我知道那些話可能刺傷她了,229Please respect copyright.PENANAI4X4r5SEoJ
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但我又何嘗全身而退?229Please respect copyright.PENANAxlcHW3LkYI
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高中時期就是這樣,小蝶永遠在戀愛上妥協,次次配合著對方229Please respect copyright.PENANA7qLHzrvDcs
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,連自己的生涯規劃都可以為愛情而改變,如果當時沒有發現對方229Please respect copyright.PENANAVRNvvFG5a3
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劈腿,小蝶就不會是現在的小蝶,不會念大學與劉少爺相遇,而是229Please respect copyright.PENANAKCCdVPy9Pg
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跟著那個人出國,過著在國外工作生存的同居生活。229Please respect copyright.PENANAo6PXNrMebF
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小蝶雖然是個軟弱的女孩,卻可以為了感情作出一般人作不到229Please respect copyright.PENANAtLRA2y1orK
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的重大決定,例如她為了空出和劉大少爺約會的時間,處於學業延229Please respect copyright.PENANAb5AIqpOc90
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畢,連工作都找不到的慘況,仍然甘之如飴。229Please respect copyright.PENANALF9MjBMakI
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如果用生命愛一個人,能夠得到對方相同的回報,我希望我也229Please respect copyright.PENANArcccfQSkYE
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有小蝶那樣的勇氣,可惜我和小蝶不同的地方也在於此,她即使得229Please respect copyright.PENANAudXKFndlRQ
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不到對方相同的回應,還是一如既往的用生命去愛,而我卻是還沒229Please respect copyright.PENANAskGjK5cByu
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開始就放棄了,連有沒有回應都不想去確認。229Please respect copyright.PENANAdUuSyGFYEe
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這樣的我,難道有資格責備一個為愛付出的女孩嗎?229Please respect copyright.PENANAv8Suq45OyG
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「對不起。」我輕輕說了三個字,閉上眼不去看她的反應,但229Please respect copyright.PENANAvgo47IHZVS
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心裡很清楚,容易心軟且生性善良的小蝶,絕對會馬上就接受我的229Please respect copyright.PENANA3vnvbOy7uW
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道歉。229Please respect copyright.PENANAD2d44R8yBN
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微涼的體溫靠近,溼滑的臉龐貼上了我的肩,小蝶用雙臂攀住229Please respect copyright.PENANAIFOgtvu2wi
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我的右手臂沒接話,我們就在這樣的氣氛下迎接隔天。229Please respect copyright.PENANAW7QSi9xpIO
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