「小蝶，坦白講，我不知道該怎麼回答你這個問題。」231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvLPm81PKQ5
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「嗚哇......」小蝶戲劇性地哭了起來。「志珊不回答的問題231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgqYVL1G9DF
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肯定是悲觀的！或許......，他根本就不喜歡我！」231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr9enUv7jGr
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講出結論後，小蝶哭得更理所當然了，我的心隨著她一抽一抽231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0vLkm3spkz
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的肩膀而緊縮，不禁再一次自責。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxHk5UF5ATi
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「也有可能......，他是那百分之一的機率啊，雖然很不想幫231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOJ0uMgt1ra
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他說話，可是或許，世界上真的有那種......明明喜歡對方，卻常231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpmHGrSdiQM
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常不在意對方的人存在也不一定......。」231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3GHJBvAl51
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「真的嗎？」小蝶終於停止悲傷的抽泣聲，抬起的臉蛋上佈滿231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8NVl5iFsbQ
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淚痕，那一條條透明水線，柵欄似的困住我差點衝口而出的殘忍。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFrZptEquJH
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「明明喜歡，卻不在意，這不是很奇怪嗎？我實在不明白。就231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEJJHyxlkkn
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算沒有事先跟他約好，也沒有要見面，但是下班後留下來開會時，231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIgkRo76hoh
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我還是會怕他擔心我而自動打電話報備耶！難道他都不怕我會擔心231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3LZHZ9Dk25
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嗎？還是根本就不在意我會不會擔心？」231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡURi1Ayc4bA
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「唉！小蝶，會不會是因為你們交往五年了，他太習慣你的存231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcTdOR8qrDG
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在，覺得你的愛是理所當然，無論他去做什麼，你都會乖乖的等他231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnddJbyPZ5c
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回來，所以他就讓你等、讓你擔心，一點罪惡感都沒有啊？」231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX2WTkwd26C
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「你的意思是說，我寵壞他了？」對於這個說法，小蝶相當滿231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVF172gkt2n
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意。「志珊，你果然最懂男人。」231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUGd0F4yY9g
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拜託！讓你擔心又讓你等，心裡一點罪惡感都沒有，這不就代231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgj7TZ6fCkV
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表他根本不在乎你嗎？完全不管你的死活啊！只管去做自己想做的231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUsSvOViht1
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事，從基礎忘記你的存在，這樣還能稱為喜歡嗎？231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6kzmVKoKpL
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可是現在的小蝶非常滿意這個解釋，一點都不想接受現實的模231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk2TSXaCMis
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樣，我也只好忍住不說清楚。唉！女人只聽自己想聽的話。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxHSvwiQ30H
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「小蝶，或許你是時候考慮新對象了。」無論如何，讓小蝶哭231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT1WfoAFSgw
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的都是壞傢伙。「你們這樣五年了耶，他又不可能改變這個行為，231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF9uooGqN0M
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你想要忍受他這樣一輩子嗎？」231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI4k1VZoW9o
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「不想啊！可是如果就像你說的，他只是因為在一起太久了，231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLZuJtPQNsh
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忘記要珍惜我對他的感情，那我們應該不至於走到分手那一步。」231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwQUrSOtt2E
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「所以，你已經決定要一輩子忍受他這種行為了嗎？」我想，231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMuUZKXFRSk
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小蝶的意思應該跟之前一樣，天真的希望能改變對方。「你知道，231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfsSKJF4HqK
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愛是不可能改變一個人的，你要想清楚，不分開，就代表你會有數231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwJGvIhGJ3
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不清的次數打電話沒人接，數不清的次數一個人等著他回電，數不231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdHfJ0aH886
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清的次數害怕他是不是劈腿，數不清的次數猜想會不會發生意外，231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIecyBGurEr
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數不清的次數等待再等待，而且將來和你們的小孩一起等待，當孩231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS2EZx5tQ2N
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子問你爸爸為什麼還沒回來，你們也只能一起聽話筒那一端轉入語231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3QkDmnsO1j
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音信箱，就這樣直到小孩長大，你變老，一直等一直等......。」231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgRigjNsTlj
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「......志珊！」她閉上眼大吼，制止了我這些讓她無法承受231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGoY6E0taQi
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的殘酷話語，淚水在她臉上形成了包覆的面膜，我家客廳的淺藍色231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAtDDy9dPzF
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抱枕，被小蝶決堤的淚水染成了深藍色。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLswz2xMPiS
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「對不起，小蝶，我知道你會很難過，但是我不能不說，因為231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAheiOf6RuD
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我沒有辦法看著你哭一輩子，我捨不得。」231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXvwOuQOypq
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關於這個問題，我們早就談論了五年，哭了五年的小蝶，難道231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnbCKJiC6kw
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從今天開始要一直哭到死嗎？231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgd95IDDTgy
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然而最重要的原因，確實是因為我捨不得，小蝶是個多麼優雅231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZvP0FP4hf4
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的女孩，從小開始就非常注重自己舉手投足的氣質，去除掉對蝴蝶231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjHahHLqVoE
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的狂熱，小蝶對生活和衣著的品味非凡，她總是美麗耀眼的出現在231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1NUsqtjotX
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大家面前，即使私底下，她在我面前也不曾有過不雅動作，這樣的231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuIFQDgp9n7
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完美女孩，不該為了一個男人終生以淚洗面。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJNP0y8v6ZE
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「為什麼？」小蝶邊哭邊語音不清地說：「身為好朋友的你都231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHGRNRZaoB6
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會捨不得了，為什麼他卻不會捨不得我難過呢？」231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ31ljU7xwLV
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「因為......你應該換一個比我更重視你的對象。」如果可以231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGmge0wyKWq
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的話，我也願意成為那個給你幸福的人，可惜我沒有資格。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvYRQIZtQFx
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「嗚......，借我肩膀啦！」231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr4E7KsaJWV
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坐在小蝶對面，本來就是刻意的保持距離，我知道自己根本招231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHp6sap1cNC
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架不住小蝶示弱的每一個動作，就像現在小蝶要求的安慰，身為好231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYN4kenWBtu
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姊妹的我，心裡強烈左右搖擺。我借的向來都不只是肩膀和安慰，231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdvaIAsYY8P
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而是我的關心和擔心，以及濃烈的......心酸。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc9k4ARwkif
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「志珊......，我不會弄髒你的衣服啦，你來我旁邊嘛！」231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkp5wdkX2EQ
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小蝶的手掌握住我的指頭前端，我仍然沒移動半步，在小蝶對231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYQggKwg2ED
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面座位猶豫不決，臉上亳不掩飾我的左右為難。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsus936bA87
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「志珊，你借我靠一下嘛！我不要一個人失戀啦！」231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI68mmrS9we
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她將我的反應解讀成討厭衣服被弄髒嗎？231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxmaTDDujZf
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小蝶說完又掉了四串淚，這華麗的淚痕簡直像刻在我心上，只231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Mb5rYK8Rq
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是一秒，我就發現自己坐到了她身旁，下一秒，蝴蝶紋路點綴的雪231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNzi94PrisJ
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紡紗衣服就在我的懷抱裡了，衣服的主人任性的借走整個我，不單231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3PmnmpJYJI
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單只是借去她說的肩膀。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyKawlDJgR3
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她環抱著將整張臉貼在我的衣服前襟。「唉！不是說不會弄髒231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTiPPKdQhcX
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我的衣服嗎？」231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4KD1IUxcFv
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沒有回應我的話，她只顧自己發洩痛哭，哭了一會兒，伸手從231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbyTO9CqOO6
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衣服口袋拿出手機，輕輕放在我手心裡。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaV4NqQ6pYL
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「唔，志珊，你幫我保管手機，我想，如果我自己帶著手機，231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡctNezjlgJ6
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一定會忍不住想接他電話，或是忍不住想打給他，這樣，我會一輩231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYmUaDiSov4
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子不幸的，你可不可以幫我這個忙？」231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt8lbZBZttg
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看來是下了相當大的決心，這樣的小蝶，不知為何的忍人憐愛231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmtltLdG3fA
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，我無法拒絕她的求助。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdQbVLFQDd2
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「好是好，可是你不帶手機，我怎麼找你？」231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSvORrNKxVm
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「不用找我，從今天開始，我想暫時住你家。」她抬起頭，身231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJeMcfjKigs
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體仍然像無骨水母般癱軟。「收留我好不好？」231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcK0vcnCDhC
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「我家？！」幾乎大吼。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrWeeyBMJTp
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這個消息也太突然了吧！我沒有一點心理準備。何況，我其實231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwUeVDC2jMo
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不太願意讓小蝶住進來，因為有不想讓她知道的秘密，一個我隱藏231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGQK36ccWM5
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了許多年的秘密，現在讓她住進這個私人空間十分不妥。231Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuCnrBKd4k8
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