「小蝶，坦白講，我不知道該怎麼回答你這個問題。」270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYHe3bb0HAp
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「嗚哇......」小蝶戲劇性地哭了起來。「志珊不回答的問題270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5oLRUIOw5K
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肯定是悲觀的！或許......，他根本就不喜歡我！」270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj9rGd0QX5X
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講出結論後，小蝶哭得更理所當然了，我的心隨著她一抽一抽270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKxus032VTt
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「也有可能......，他是那百分之一的機率啊，雖然很不想幫270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYMJuJYQy1T
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他說話，可是或許，世界上真的有那種......明明喜歡對方，卻常270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzdvsP3q8xK
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常不在意對方的人存在也不一定......。」270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhfo9gb8jcL
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「真的嗎？」小蝶終於停止悲傷的抽泣聲，抬起的臉蛋上佈滿270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCK3MB16R1G
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淚痕，那一條條透明水線，柵欄似的困住我差點衝口而出的殘忍。270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDDC4KQsWwc
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「明明喜歡，卻不在意，這不是很奇怪嗎？我實在不明白。就270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0wpaCJwyTR
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算沒有事先跟他約好，也沒有要見面，但是下班後留下來開會時，270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8DHMxR20DC
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我還是會怕他擔心我而自動打電話報備耶！難道他都不怕我會擔心270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvP2ACDTi6Y
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嗎？還是根本就不在意我會不會擔心？」270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj3KuCNOeAb
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「唉！小蝶，會不會是因為你們交往五年了，他太習慣你的存270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZHS7rC01Tz
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在，覺得你的愛是理所當然，無論他去做什麼，你都會乖乖的等他270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡETDkLL0NZf
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回來，所以他就讓你等、讓你擔心，一點罪惡感都沒有啊？」270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Cf9Wk9Bi9
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「你的意思是說，我寵壞他了？」對於這個說法，小蝶相當滿270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6WdGIvxn1m
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意。「志珊，你果然最懂男人。」270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmTz2VLCbbz
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拜託！讓你擔心又讓你等，心裡一點罪惡感都沒有，這不就代270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgR1EI3fWKz
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表他根本不在乎你嗎？完全不管你的死活啊！只管去做自己想做的270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3qFG102288
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事，從基礎忘記你的存在，這樣還能稱為喜歡嗎？270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDUwWMA6wrx
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可是現在的小蝶非常滿意這個解釋，一點都不想接受現實的模270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡziZCfrKI8h
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樣，我也只好忍住不說清楚。唉！女人只聽自己想聽的話。270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoVYg8wz3q4
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「小蝶，或許你是時候考慮新對象了。」無論如何，讓小蝶哭270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3q1QdFHcXR
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的都是壞傢伙。「你們這樣五年了耶，他又不可能改變這個行為，270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI2VahhzOJF
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你想要忍受他這樣一輩子嗎？」270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR3TPO09zeG
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「不想啊！可是如果就像你說的，他只是因為在一起太久了，270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRZ8Jr1WTuI
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忘記要珍惜我對他的感情，那我們應該不至於走到分手那一步。」270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYe5eRCDUth
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「所以，你已經決定要一輩子忍受他這種行為了嗎？」我想，270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡce7mivtSby
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小蝶的意思應該跟之前一樣，天真的希望能改變對方。「你知道，270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDhoMBihrsP
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愛是不可能改變一個人的，你要想清楚，不分開，就代表你會有數270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlmFO14WFn6
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不清的次數打電話沒人接，數不清的次數一個人等著他回電，數不270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkeS803ehpk
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清的次數害怕他是不是劈腿，數不清的次數猜想會不會發生意外，270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4NTps6xhQb
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數不清的次數等待再等待，而且將來和你們的小孩一起等待，當孩270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeO3CWN2uFC
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子問你爸爸為什麼還沒回來，你們也只能一起聽話筒那一端轉入語270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8JRTjSlI2z
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音信箱，就這樣直到小孩長大，你變老，一直等一直等......。」270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLhGO4VBKfF
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「......志珊！」她閉上眼大吼，制止了我這些讓她無法承受270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGcgW4KVobS
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的殘酷話語，淚水在她臉上形成了包覆的面膜，我家客廳的淺藍色270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtaVvHBSxIJ
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抱枕，被小蝶決堤的淚水染成了深藍色。270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrHxarOLIRB
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「對不起，小蝶，我知道你會很難過，但是我不能不說，因為270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5d2CKDq8UG
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我沒有辦法看著你哭一輩子，我捨不得。」270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtyjKDvs7KO
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關於這個問題，我們早就談論了五年，哭了五年的小蝶，難道270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf0zdKumyez
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從今天開始要一直哭到死嗎？270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb3NOXiZkpn
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然而最重要的原因，確實是因為我捨不得，小蝶是個多麼優雅270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFhBrY1s27h
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的女孩，從小開始就非常注重自己舉手投足的氣質，去除掉對蝴蝶270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQFJ9WDFJS
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的狂熱，小蝶對生活和衣著的品味非凡，她總是美麗耀眼的出現在270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ96IjpA8BmS
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大家面前，即使私底下，她在我面前也不曾有過不雅動作，這樣的270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkhVnvoozMH
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完美女孩，不該為了一個男人終生以淚洗面。270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpDiFvMy4lx
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「為什麼？」小蝶邊哭邊語音不清地說：「身為好朋友的你都270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOvM4VBAnuS
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會捨不得了，為什麼他卻不會捨不得我難過呢？」270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCqeKerD2TG
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「因為......你應該換一個比我更重視你的對象。」如果可以270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7tppu43uMM
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的話，我也願意成為那個給你幸福的人，可惜我沒有資格。270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUDYNIWUA8e
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「嗚......，借我肩膀啦！」270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy2Bos0CidS
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坐在小蝶對面，本來就是刻意的保持距離，我知道自己根本招270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJO4N7ufCQ
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架不住小蝶示弱的每一個動作，就像現在小蝶要求的安慰，身為好270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNU6RiTUXtZ
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姊妹的我，心裡強烈左右搖擺。我借的向來都不只是肩膀和安慰，270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcQkj9dVhh0
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而是我的關心和擔心，以及濃烈的......心酸。270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBnUjiSMREG
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「志珊......，我不會弄髒你的衣服啦，你來我旁邊嘛！」270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkEQuhAAm6R
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小蝶的手掌握住我的指頭前端，我仍然沒移動半步，在小蝶對270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2px2D7ejj4
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面座位猶豫不決，臉上亳不掩飾我的左右為難。270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhsjrh4yNBz
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「志珊，你借我靠一下嘛！我不要一個人失戀啦！」270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz2k6qtRWsc
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她將我的反應解讀成討厭衣服被弄髒嗎？270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2vvcOW1GLG
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小蝶說完又掉了四串淚，這華麗的淚痕簡直像刻在我心上，只270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZbo1Zeqnf7
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是一秒，我就發現自己坐到了她身旁，下一秒，蝴蝶紋路點綴的雪270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyP5GNfhNJV
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紡紗衣服就在我的懷抱裡了，衣服的主人任性的借走整個我，不單270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmLAN9T5SNj
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單只是借去她說的肩膀。270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7jVQjXpdBd
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她環抱著將整張臉貼在我的衣服前襟。「唉！不是說不會弄髒270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvV5bmyJsW1
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我的衣服嗎？」270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGJBvBbHnSs
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沒有回應我的話，她只顧自己發洩痛哭，哭了一會兒，伸手從270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl8ka4HBeHw
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衣服口袋拿出手機，輕輕放在我手心裡。270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSclEd77bow
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「唔，志珊，你幫我保管手機，我想，如果我自己帶著手機，270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPI4nIBOXYM
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一定會忍不住想接他電話，或是忍不住想打給他，這樣，我會一輩270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJC3RXlVAm6
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子不幸的，你可不可以幫我這個忙？」270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzBzSpLK9yg
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看來是下了相當大的決心，這樣的小蝶，不知為何的忍人憐愛270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt3ULnvgaDC
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，我無法拒絕她的求助。270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYsYIcjnlKy
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「好是好，可是你不帶手機，我怎麼找你？」270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyxRpDcfdvs
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「不用找我，從今天開始，我想暫時住你家。」她抬起頭，身270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfd4C62coFw
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體仍然像無骨水母般癱軟。「收留我好不好？」270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4tdZ53L49P
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「我家？！」幾乎大吼。270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAnKUd13Ett
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這個消息也太突然了吧！我沒有一點心理準備。何況，我其實270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvVnxu0gawb
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不太願意讓小蝶住進來，因為有不想讓她知道的秘密，一個我隱藏270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkNdxW74KOn
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了許多年的秘密，現在讓她住進這個私人空間十分不妥。270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0fzCX9ozhx
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