「小蝶，坦白講，我不知道該怎麼回答你這個問題。」235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWPZAG6rXyJ
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「嗚哇......」小蝶戲劇性地哭了起來。「志珊不回答的問題235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfkFi2XiA7s
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肯定是悲觀的！或許......，他根本就不喜歡我！」235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKRgA4cG6AN
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講出結論後，小蝶哭得更理所當然了，我的心隨著她一抽一抽235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLVgvo7VDjZ
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的肩膀而緊縮，不禁再一次自責。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIyZShODGOI
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「也有可能......，他是那百分之一的機率啊，雖然很不想幫235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbZ3E0AKUUL
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他說話，可是或許，世界上真的有那種......明明喜歡對方，卻常235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4tM4QfAMUe
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常不在意對方的人存在也不一定......。」235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMf0UBdCWNG
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「真的嗎？」小蝶終於停止悲傷的抽泣聲，抬起的臉蛋上佈滿235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzgJ4sJRbQY
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淚痕，那一條條透明水線，柵欄似的困住我差點衝口而出的殘忍。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRZXs063WS0
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「明明喜歡，卻不在意，這不是很奇怪嗎？我實在不明白。就235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOWwldUtIT8
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算沒有事先跟他約好，也沒有要見面，但是下班後留下來開會時，235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN7AnCcb22v
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我還是會怕他擔心我而自動打電話報備耶！難道他都不怕我會擔心235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcvHAEd2iYN
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嗎？還是根本就不在意我會不會擔心？」235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0DbssKLOSD
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「唉！小蝶，會不會是因為你們交往五年了，他太習慣你的存235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuCKU7M8qTu
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在，覺得你的愛是理所當然，無論他去做什麼，你都會乖乖的等他235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnpza2Ycl4W
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回來，所以他就讓你等、讓你擔心，一點罪惡感都沒有啊？」235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPOXL9Ef3sn
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「你的意思是說，我寵壞他了？」對於這個說法，小蝶相當滿235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡukgn35CYWs
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意。「志珊，你果然最懂男人。」235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ki7uxSqS2
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拜託！讓你擔心又讓你等，心裡一點罪惡感都沒有，這不就代235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp2Xkjzorce
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表他根本不在乎你嗎？完全不管你的死活啊！只管去做自己想做的235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpiEaXU6LEO
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事，從基礎忘記你的存在，這樣還能稱為喜歡嗎？235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8LzMXtC2WG
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可是現在的小蝶非常滿意這個解釋，一點都不想接受現實的模235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo8QYfimdY9
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樣，我也只好忍住不說清楚。唉！女人只聽自己想聽的話。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoblIY1Zlyi
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「小蝶，或許你是時候考慮新對象了。」無論如何，讓小蝶哭235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWmqCgz4hyz
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的都是壞傢伙。「你們這樣五年了耶，他又不可能改變這個行為，235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFhy1g7rWkt
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你想要忍受他這樣一輩子嗎？」235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjM3Mrh82SL
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「不想啊！可是如果就像你說的，他只是因為在一起太久了，235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcDldLoZ6Vz
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忘記要珍惜我對他的感情，那我們應該不至於走到分手那一步。」235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbCgafLg6HF
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「所以，你已經決定要一輩子忍受他這種行為了嗎？」我想，235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1oHAoU4CGT
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小蝶的意思應該跟之前一樣，天真的希望能改變對方。「你知道，235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4jUK8mZ9j6
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愛是不可能改變一個人的，你要想清楚，不分開，就代表你會有數235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy1DDSanLyy
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不清的次數打電話沒人接，數不清的次數一個人等著他回電，數不235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmpIUe1FdU1
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清的次數害怕他是不是劈腿，數不清的次數猜想會不會發生意外，235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkUH7TpbL3C
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數不清的次數等待再等待，而且將來和你們的小孩一起等待，當孩235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdEjI6vNxZe
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子問你爸爸為什麼還沒回來，你們也只能一起聽話筒那一端轉入語235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlErPdB7C2T
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音信箱，就這樣直到小孩長大，你變老，一直等一直等......。」235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC4zmZHrgb0
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「......志珊！」她閉上眼大吼，制止了我這些讓她無法承受235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP4QcAT8MHc
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的殘酷話語，淚水在她臉上形成了包覆的面膜，我家客廳的淺藍色235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5tBE1Bn8Zp
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抱枕，被小蝶決堤的淚水染成了深藍色。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQvWhnNzjZd
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「對不起，小蝶，我知道你會很難過，但是我不能不說，因為235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwpK1Y1USxU
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我沒有辦法看著你哭一輩子，我捨不得。」235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM55G1TfA45
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關於這個問題，我們早就談論了五年，哭了五年的小蝶，難道235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡccFxHKiqHI
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從今天開始要一直哭到死嗎？235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzI3mCg0CQY
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然而最重要的原因，確實是因為我捨不得，小蝶是個多麼優雅235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT6tU1GVXz0
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的女孩，從小開始就非常注重自己舉手投足的氣質，去除掉對蝴蝶235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJCSd27msl2
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的狂熱，小蝶對生活和衣著的品味非凡，她總是美麗耀眼的出現在235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI3vXj88nib
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大家面前，即使私底下，她在我面前也不曾有過不雅動作，這樣的235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzBEnL8MhnN
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完美女孩，不該為了一個男人終生以淚洗面。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhjVZjUY9Zx
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「為什麼？」小蝶邊哭邊語音不清地說：「身為好朋友的你都235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNM4ydXB9nn
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會捨不得了，為什麼他卻不會捨不得我難過呢？」235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtYjtEmEPgh
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「因為......你應該換一個比我更重視你的對象。」如果可以235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGN6cSg3i8M
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的話，我也願意成為那個給你幸福的人，可惜我沒有資格。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJZNFQmv7x4
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「嗚......，借我肩膀啦！」235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1vnV0r4bZa
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坐在小蝶對面，本來就是刻意的保持距離，我知道自己根本招235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvc1cgUCPOL
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架不住小蝶示弱的每一個動作，就像現在小蝶要求的安慰，身為好235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7tChrkqTvN
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姊妹的我，心裡強烈左右搖擺。我借的向來都不只是肩膀和安慰，235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnqCCH4zk6U
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而是我的關心和擔心，以及濃烈的......心酸。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkJAqS9c2rO
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「志珊......，我不會弄髒你的衣服啦，你來我旁邊嘛！」235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn1uMF20Jya
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小蝶的手掌握住我的指頭前端，我仍然沒移動半步，在小蝶對235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡERX8UagVnF
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面座位猶豫不決，臉上亳不掩飾我的左右為難。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ54sbKRTedu
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「志珊，你借我靠一下嘛！我不要一個人失戀啦！」235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfm5UUfEwq4
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她將我的反應解讀成討厭衣服被弄髒嗎？235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfZLRkFsLEz
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小蝶說完又掉了四串淚，這華麗的淚痕簡直像刻在我心上，只235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGPyOlIzBHA
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是一秒，我就發現自己坐到了她身旁，下一秒，蝴蝶紋路點綴的雪235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNYa5aiMPLw
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紡紗衣服就在我的懷抱裡了，衣服的主人任性的借走整個我，不單235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4u4T3txNiW
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單只是借去她說的肩膀。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCCP7OGJCtY
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她環抱著將整張臉貼在我的衣服前襟。「唉！不是說不會弄髒235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5U5PXc0vuq
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我的衣服嗎？」235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvhyChU0npX
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沒有回應我的話，她只顧自己發洩痛哭，哭了一會兒，伸手從235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV7qtbqchHO
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衣服口袋拿出手機，輕輕放在我手心裡。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBY8cvX8wH9
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「唔，志珊，你幫我保管手機，我想，如果我自己帶著手機，235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkdewO5wj8m
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一定會忍不住想接他電話，或是忍不住想打給他，這樣，我會一輩235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwv80kf16QY
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子不幸的，你可不可以幫我這個忙？」235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRbBgzbZsxK
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看來是下了相當大的決心，這樣的小蝶，不知為何的忍人憐愛235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡowEW94vc8e
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，我無法拒絕她的求助。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡucA61VzP55
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「好是好，可是你不帶手機，我怎麼找你？」235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSnBoQL7Kv8
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「不用找我，從今天開始，我想暫時住你家。」她抬起頭，身235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUHC7mqO1jV
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體仍然像無骨水母般癱軟。「收留我好不好？」235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLsHZKeWeLY
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「我家？！」幾乎大吼。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWdQwFdv220
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這個消息也太突然了吧！我沒有一點心理準備。何況，我其實235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ehTH0iTXf
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不太願意讓小蝶住進來，因為有不想讓她知道的秘密，一個我隱藏235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKvoU1ruOfg
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了許多年的秘密，現在讓她住進這個私人空間十分不妥。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4FmrMcrhGC
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