「哎唷，隔著浴廉又看不見，你還在生氣啊？」背後傳來小蝶264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCClxRrnDh0
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試探的尋問，隔著兩層薄被，可以感覺到她過於冰冷的體溫。264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXANvhcitbI
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「你還記得嗎？志珊，高中畢業以後，有好幾年我們都沒有見264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvx4b1uQr5i
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面耶，而且你後來搬出來住，要不是半年前我從你哥那裡問到住址264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgIjLCovJ7E
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，根本就找不到你的人，更別說像最近這樣一起過夜，現在讓我好264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ02rA3t4rod
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懷念國中的隔宿露營哦！」264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaGryAakXd5
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小蝶的體溫總是比一般人來得低，國中剛入學時，好不容易從264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI0tib9127d
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不同班的國小六年被編入同一班，我們開心的拉著手逛遍整個校園264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkzGiTnVGpP
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，從那時候起國中三年和高中三年，都是我負責在幫小蝶暖手。264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQao9l1u1bu
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我繼續假裝睡著，不搭理小蝶的自言自語，而小蝶不曉得是睡264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdvG8XrZfMz
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不著，還是知道我還沒睡，自己一個人喃喃說下去。264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUGZ7SoOa8j
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「說起這個，就想起那個時候的志珊好能幹，無論是搭帳篷還264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw2fH2rmWrR
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是燒碳烤肉，你都可以一個人做得很完美，那個時候我就覺得未來264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWuz0yNn7cz
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一定比不上你。事實證明也是這樣的，志珊一直都很厲害，成績比264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgqDryE1Koq
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我好，就算你爸反對，你還是念了大學夜間部，然後白天在你爸的264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiAoZqCzNlc
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公司工作，畢業後沒多久就篡了你爸的位，還把公司帶進上巿上櫃264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZjxOEgSW2
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的境界。」264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp8SZnRslIR
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背對著小蝶，我的思緒落入話題前半段的國中時期，印象中那264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtyYf6DMChO
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個時候的我，只是個凡事愛逞強的笨蛋，不願意求助於人，更不願264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLWY77HFVBh
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意輕易在小蝶面前示弱，或許天真的以為自己有一點點希望，才會264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc61HGeWEzm
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那樣傻的以小蝶為中心團團轉。264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYmKpXr4flR
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「後來我高中畢業又念大學，畢業到現在常常都是待業中，每264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGtbX6agWAE
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次都在想，為什麼我不是志珊呢？志珊長得漂亮，又不只在事業上264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU3jA7Z3UUD
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有成就，連感情史都那麼豐富，簡直就是我想當的那種人。」264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTXcKlrlOSL
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當我有什麼好？只不過是一個愛逞強的笨蛋，放不下長達二十264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVsWNwbUfX7
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年的感情，更放不下比天高的自尊心，才將全部的心力用來工作，264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwRaoDPsCl9
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或用來跟一些不愛的人一起玩樂，這樣的我有什麼好羡慕的？264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrzXOtlnFei
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「如果我是志珊的話，劉華軒一定會在意我的，才不會三不五264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjLDMqPThVF
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時就給我搞失蹤，也不會總是讓我等他，唉！」264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUgAKq6YPff
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聽到這裡，我終於忍不住了回話。半年前擅自闖入我世界的小264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvXypHSmFyI
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蝶，跟高中時期的她一樣，心裡想的一直都是她愛的那個人，雖然264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWZ2zHrQdur
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當時和現在對象不同，但那為愛情?牲自我的小蝶是同一個人。264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMsq8sBq6ax
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「說來說去，你滿腦子只有那個劉大少爺。」264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ84J3eEUTNB
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「不要吃醋嘛！」小蝶挪動身體靠了過來，這是她的撒嬌攻勢264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC3eTu731HQ
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，十年不變。「轉過來啦，你還在生氣哦？」264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu3OxKL7Da0
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「沒有，有什麼好氣的嗎？」我移動身動往床的邊緣靠近，拉264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrGhojnwZnU
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開與小蝶的距離。「我只是不滿你來我這裡哭訴，佔用我的時間，264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOPYDvyQ62x
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還佔用我的床，再來又浪費下一個五年，浪費我的同情心。」264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwZguJh7Htz
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許久，我的房裡只是一片靜默，我知道那些話可能刺傷她了，264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEhuL4MRYKk
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但我又何嘗全身而退？264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHuDoSZWNQ7
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高中時期就是這樣，小蝶永遠在戀愛上妥協，次次配合著對方264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAl6B004g0p
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，連自己的生涯規劃都可以為愛情而改變，如果當時沒有發現對方264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq8ChnbAq9f
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劈腿，小蝶就不會是現在的小蝶，不會念大學與劉少爺相遇，而是264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFacXQAZfSg
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跟著那個人出國，過著在國外工作生存的同居生活。264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIfpBreHfqZ
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小蝶雖然是個軟弱的女孩，卻可以為了感情作出一般人作不到264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZqZq3MxPF
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的重大決定，例如她為了空出和劉大少爺約會的時間，處於學業延264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdOvzGyhlDy
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畢，連工作都找不到的慘況，仍然甘之如飴。264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiG5kLgyoRR
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如果用生命愛一個人，能夠得到對方相同的回報，我希望我也264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdNj9qOPnsC
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有小蝶那樣的勇氣，可惜我和小蝶不同的地方也在於此，她即使得264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD29tIAs6Dg
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不到對方相同的回應，還是一如既往的用生命去愛，而我卻是還沒264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuO3QtYxixS
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開始就放棄了，連有沒有回應都不想去確認。264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS4X6os4gxZ
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這樣的我，難道有資格責備一個為愛付出的女孩嗎？264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMq1HJrLhUn
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「對不起。」我輕輕說了三個字，閉上眼不去看她的反應，但264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGMoOTN64nU
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心裡很清楚，容易心軟且生性善良的小蝶，絕對會馬上就接受我的264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrMm390XtYR
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道歉。264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRwtpPYbio9
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微涼的體溫靠近，溼滑的臉龐貼上了我的肩，小蝶用雙臂攀住264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ZNMG7WDfr
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我的右手臂沒接話，我們就在這樣的氣氛下迎接隔天。264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZZaDufM98
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