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和小卷道別後,愛里關上公寓的舊大門。81Please respect copyright.PENANAC4LpbuYnnh
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回頭往電梯的方向,她突然覺得這段路很不一樣。81Please respect copyright.PENANA58dTKyqcOu
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平時,愛里的一天幾乎都在教會裡度過,直到樓下的商場打烊後,才會由黎恩牧師或其他人陪同回家,然後就是洗澡、就寢,接著,又準備迎接下個再度重複的一整天。81Please respect copyright.PENANAdLABpX6lDD
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而今天回來的時間顯然有點早得過頭了,早到她甚至都認為,或許能夠再偷偷地溜出去一下?那麼,最好是趁著小卷還沒有走遠之前吧?81Please respect copyright.PENANAepPYBxapBD
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......總有一天可以的。她一邊想著,一邊進了電梯。81Please respect copyright.PENANAM7b1v1bUPr
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數字漸漸往上,愛里習慣性地躲到了一旁角落,過去來說,因為這棟樓裡所有的住戶都知道她的狀況,所以萬一在某樓層碰面了,他們也會選擇退讓,而不進到這狹窄的鐵箱子裡,好讓愛里能夠不用再額外承受到任何的侵擾。81Please respect copyright.PENANAAnGrwSoVLz
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但主要還是因為,大部分的人都被她突然的失控給驚嚇過。81Please respect copyright.PENANATbi7N8uLG6
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她想了想,開始覺得有點抱歉。81Please respect copyright.PENANAUQe2dnYNFu
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沒多久就到了她的樓層,於是電梯門打開,但在一段時間的沉默過去後,卻又只是默默地關上。81Please respect copyright.PENANAcPBCVwPh51
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不曉得從何時開始,愛里一直注視著鏡子裡的自己,讓這狹小的空間從那世界裡脫離。81Please respect copyright.PENANAwGCQjcVaqc
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小卷替她紮上的髮辮依然完好無恙。她輕輕抬起了手臂,順著兩頰旁的波浪瀏海向上輕觸,又順撫著往後紮起的辮子,到了結點,便又畫了個弧,讓指尖停在髮尾處,稍稍繞了幾回。81Please respect copyright.PENANAJAmFtEOlXm
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愛里側過了臉,露出後方的貝殼髮髻,古銅色的流蘇正隨著海流而飄盪。81Please respect copyright.PENANA2rd5bL2r9R
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她感覺到自己彷彿又置身於海裡。81Please respect copyright.PENANApO5jgkGvuZ
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「愛里。」81Please respect copyright.PENANALpvl0q93T6
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她盯著老舊、有著殘膠、甚至還裂了一道的鏡子看,鏡面從原本的平整之中開始出現了變化,變得柔軟,彷彿水波盪漾。水流漸漸在她身後匯聚成一個女性的人影,在恍惚的透明輪廓中,穿著長弋的祭袍,而神情上,既有欣慰、卻又憐憫。81Please respect copyright.PENANA85YiWDvlh2
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「愛里,這是妳的樣子,是妳美麗的樣子。」81Please respect copyright.PENANAp9cm1AYvnS
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水流塑造出的手臂從愛里身後向前環抱住了她,這不單單只是幻覺,她的校服上甚至被稍稍壓下了痕跡,而她的身體能確實感受到那股溫暖的冰冷。81Please respect copyright.PENANAPGj45AexVU
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「大海治癒了妳,使妳重獲新生,愛里,從今以後,再也沒有人能夠傷害妳。」81Please respect copyright.PENANA7AH9v4vZjh
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「......從今以後?」81Please respect copyright.PENANALIyBvJACMH
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「妳屬於大海,在大海裡,沒有人能被允許傷害妳。」81Please respect copyright.PENANAQTuplzifnP
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「他們......那些惡火......那些火會找到我......」81Please respect copyright.PENANAONfD9mjjX0
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「為什麼?為什麼火要傷害妳?」低語在她的身旁迴盪。「愛里,會傷害妳的,一直都是他們。」81Please respect copyright.PENANAzmzauJ8eg5
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「他們?」81Please respect copyright.PENANAwOPrhEohjZ
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叮一聲,電梯門突然打了開來。81Please respect copyright.PENANArqKqmpJcv4
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外頭偶然的婦人見到站在正中央的女學生背影,被嚇得驚呼出聲。81Please respect copyright.PENANATisLewpqz7
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她看清楚是愛里,便趕緊向後退去,而這一聲打擾也驅散了愛里的幻覺。81Please respect copyright.PENANA1j0h3oMiOY
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她轉過身來,眼神迷茫。81Please respect copyright.PENANA1aMvsK5FnK
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婦人不敢說話,於是他們倆互相盯著彼此。81Please respect copyright.PENANAOHdvX5xjug
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直到電梯門再度闔上。81Please respect copyright.PENANAQicavc5m2z
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許久後,愛里才再次伸手按下樓層按鈕。81Please respect copyright.PENANAwXlKJly9vd
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今天回來的時間,或許對誰來說都真的太早了。81Please respect copyright.PENANA4JwU3T9y1X
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「......姐姐?」81Please respect copyright.PENANAvx1TcYrqR4
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一如往常,愛里自己找出了鑰匙,插入、轉動、推開,但這時客廳的燈卻是亮的。81Please respect copyright.PENANAyaNPWS4Wko
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客廳不應該是亮的,如果是平常的時間點回來的話,只有姐姐的房門底下會透出光線。而就算是今天的現在,姐姐也根本就不應該出現在家裡。她的工作總是早出、總是晚歸。81Please respect copyright.PENANAvxn6ElkIqz
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「妳又闖了什麼貨?」81Please respect copyright.PENANAEZmUFnYPOr
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愛里一時愣停。她還來不及將大門給闔上,這莫名其妙的質問就令她不知所措地愣在原地。她不明白這句話的意思,更不能理解,為什麼對方注視而來的眼神,是帶有著那麼多的厭惡與不耐。81Please respect copyright.PENANAPE2lIRLozp
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「......我沒做什麼。」愛里嘗試替自己澄清,但身體竟然怯懦了起來。81Please respect copyright.PENANA1QUU4jvE7E
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「媽媽特地要我回來,確定妳真的有好好地回到家裡。」姐姐吐了一口比懟怒還要更沉的氣。「妳的手機呢?為什麼可以不接電話?」81Please respect copyright.PENANASRNQeud64z
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手機?這一提醒才令她想了起來,到底是丟在廁所裡了?還是跟著她一起從天台上跳下了?愛里停下往書包裡探伸的動作,畢竟可以確定的是,手機已經弄丟了。81Please respect copyright.PENANAj1aF3ZbAD8
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她懦弱的身子又更畏縮了起來。81Please respect copyright.PENANAFsAmWg7UfR
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「教會的人呢?」姐姐的目光往她身後一眺,望向半開的門扇後方。「為什麼他們沒有送妳上來?」81Please respect copyright.PENANAQfg141jASd
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早從很久以前,那些說好要陪她進家門的人,都只應付到公寓大門而已了,很久了......但當然地,姐姐沒有理由會知道這些,因為她從沒關心過自己。81Please respect copyright.PENANAwzgs4Ph8eM
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「所以呢?是誰帶妳回來的?學校的老師嗎?」81Please respect copyright.PENANAjQkF01g8vS
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誰帶妳回來的?愛里的腦海裡浮現了剛才在樓下時,小卷與明旭向她揮手道別的畫面。然後,她思考了自己與他們之間的關係。81Please respect copyright.PENANAas5GYdSoql
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「......朋友。」她的嘴角不小心劃了一抹弧。「我跟朋友一起回來的。」81Please respect copyright.PENANAUUWfPhTgVe
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「為什麼要說謊?」81Please respect copyright.PENANAqN00TJcu2P
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愛里抬頭看著對方。81Please respect copyright.PENANABZNoualjLc
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「到底是誰帶妳回來的?」81Please respect copyright.PENANAOYEerYADNf
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「是朋友。」愛裡又重複了一次,但這回卻明顯心虛了不少。「真的......是朋友。」81Please respect copyright.PENANAqbXc5RRfsh
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而姐姐只是盯著她看,當然地,不用猜測,都能感受到那股惱怒。81Please respect copyright.PENANAchVlRvUKk7
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但這問題,說到底也的確對她不太重要。81Please respect copyright.PENANAwjF36VdPWs
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「妳那頭髮是怎麼回事?」81Please respect copyright.PENANAXEsLCfkuBG
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她發現到了另外一個從感覺上說更有可能惹來麻煩的變化。81Please respect copyright.PENANAGsepNOnaAK
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而聞聲,愛里趕緊伸手向後,用她那細瘦的手掌,將髮髻上的貝殼給遮了起來。81Please respect copyright.PENANAC1KlHRkG83
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「把門關上。」對方突然放冷了語調。「妳已經給鄰居造成太多困擾了,把門關上。」81Please respect copyright.PENANAPBM6i3CYnn
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愛里蓋著髮髻的那手完全不敢放開,於是只好將另手上拎著的提袋放下,把小卷送給她的妝髮工具擱下後,才慢慢地伸向門把,卻怎樣也無法止住寒顫。81Please respect copyright.PENANADz7gQMHGbG
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「現在,解釋。」81Please respect copyright.PENANAKlZe2zdoC6
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「我不知道......要解釋什麼......」愛里趕緊閉上嘴,她發現自己說的話正在顫抖。81Please respect copyright.PENANAQUW2zvmm49
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「當然是解釋妳說謊的理由啊!」姐姐對著她大吼,彷彿關上門的那一剎那等於宣判了愛里的罪刑。「妳把這個家搞成這樣子還不夠嗎?為什麼妳總是在說謊?為什麼總是要騙人!」81Please respect copyright.PENANAlku1PWohNP
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愛里完全不能理解這些話是為了什麼而說?又為什麼要說給她聽?她不能理解,一個字也問不出口。81Please respect copyright.PENANARC2SaaeDa0
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「我受夠妳了。」姐姐從沙發上起身,走到玄關前,直面對著愛里。「現在回答我,這些是誰給妳的?」81Please respect copyright.PENANAClcZjFk1BS
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她指著地上的提袋。81Please respect copyright.PENANA69Lhviqn32
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愛里著急地在腦中摸索著正確答案......但是為什麼?答案難道不就是事實嗎?「......是朋友,真的是朋--」81Please respect copyright.PENANAOl6QBL2W2h
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一陣毒辣甩上她的耳光。81Please respect copyright.PENANAtNyiObOQ3G
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她感到暈眩,搖晃著雙腿,無力地跪坐在地。81Please respect copyright.PENANAUysX3mVDd0
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然後,姐姐伸手抽走了她的髮髻。81Please respect copyright.PENANACn1tZ4mOyW
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「--不、不要!」81Please respect copyright.PENANAVhvRuwCVsC
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就像有人抽走了支柱,她的心靈應聲崩塌。81Please respect copyright.PENANAbVB9CJXdTI
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愛里一慌,想伸手搶回,卻又被甩了一掌。她的眼睛,好痛。81Please respect copyright.PENANABHBAjSHiTc
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「再回答我,誰幫妳綁的頭髮?」81Please respect copyright.PENANAzqp07T69MV
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愛里哭了出來,就像一般的孩子一樣。沒有過去那些年受烈火折磨的虐心吶喊,只是像個肝腸寸斷的女孩,哭得悲痛欲絕。81Please respect copyright.PENANAcpydcKNbX0
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姐姐等不到她的回答,於是逕自跳過了下一題。她伸手抓住愛里的頭髮,狠狠地拔起。「回答我,妳是不是又打給媽媽,說又有火在燒妳了?」81Please respect copyright.PENANAWrtBSj02sp
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愛里那虛弱的兩手握住姐姐的手腕,她很痛、卻什麼也阻止不了。81Please respect copyright.PENANAS5I10UHdON
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「......是、」發現自己無法點頭,她只好勉強著自己從哭得失控的喉嚨中擠出一個哀求。81Please respect copyright.PENANAc39pDfc9EN
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「是?是?妳竟然說是!」伴隨著撞上臉的大吼,姐姐直接把她用力一扯,另手從反方向大力甩來。81Please respect copyright.PENANApEJJ3ZO77e
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愛里撞在牆上、倒在鞋堆裡。但她感受到的,只有天旋地轉的疼痛。是火辣的、卻比受惡火紋身還要難受。81Please respect copyright.PENANA3oHrEWZvQz
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「為什麼要說謊?妳到底為什麼要說謊!為什麼要騙大家?為什麼要一天到晚大哭大鬧著說自己被火燒?根本就沒有人相信妳!為什麼還要繼續?為什麼還要一直說謊!」81Please respect copyright.PENANAGFVxvxvmcZ
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姐姐彎下腰,對著愛里耳邊咆哮。81Please respect copyright.PENANA7F2Fa54DlB
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「爸媽離婚是因為妳!這個家會變成這樣是因為妳!我會變成這樣,全部都是因為妳!」81Please respect copyright.PENANAbUOdAKWydL
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愛里蜷起了身子,就像一直以來躲避著惡火一樣的姿勢。81Please respect copyright.PENANAiiQTfaV8Mn
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「告訴我啊?嗯?為什麼?為什麼我非得要照顧妳呢?全世界都知道我有一個瘋子妹妹,所以每次妳又惹事的時候,我就一定要出現嗎?啊?為什麼啊?為什麼我不能夠不管妳呢?為什麼我就必須得要照顧妳啊!」81Please respect copyright.PENANATrusK3j6IF
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姐姐歇斯底里的一下笑、一下吼。81Please respect copyright.PENANAf0mhjX5pS7
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「我的工作怎麼辦?我的朋友怎麼辦?我連未婚夫都沒了?這不是很奇怪嗎?明明沒用的人是妳,明明妳才是騙子,明明你才是該受到懲罰的那個人吧?喂!我很認真的啊!我很努力了!都這麼努力了!我明明什麼都沒有做錯,為什麼失去一切的人竟然會是我啊!妳說啊?妳把我的一切,全部都還給我啊!」81Please respect copyright.PENANAbFlUwOAUNH
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愛里睜開了眼,她看見姐姐笑著、卻哭著。她想道歉,她知道自己錯了,但她沒有力氣說出口。81Please respect copyright.PENANAjjNJ2uWiHK
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「如果沒有妳,不就好了嗎?對吧?如果妳真有像妳所說的那麼痛苦,那怎麼不乾脆去死一死就好了呢?少了妳,大家多快樂啊?少了妳,我不就輕鬆了嗎?喂?我說的沒錯吧?妳這個沒心沒肺的人,一直、一直不斷地說謊、騙人,到底為什麼可以這麼可惡啊?妳到底怎麼忍心把我害成這副慘樣啊!」81Please respect copyright.PENANAJ2KIV4X1HG
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愛里任憑眼淚不斷流落,不管對她說這段話的人是誰,她都希望能夠親手殺死對方。81Please respect copyright.PENANAwwBW9P41M5
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連她自己都努力了這麼久,獨自一人在熾熱的烈火中不斷掙扎著,就只因為還想要活下去。81Please respect copyright.PENANAE1DffvuC8S
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她是想要活下去的啊。81Please respect copyright.PENANAEH5RPekhNA
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為什麼有人可以這麼輕易地要她去死?要她放棄?要她消失在這世界上?81Please respect copyright.PENANAgnf7JU7x6t
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那她前面所受的折磨,那場綿延不絕的大火,奪走了她的身體、她的靈魂、使她這一生全被燒毀殆盡的大火,不就得逞了嗎?她一直以來所承受的痛苦不就全部都失去意義了嗎?81Please respect copyright.PENANA8RhQnEP7TT
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「愛里,傷害妳的,一直都是他們。」81Please respect copyright.PENANAn3jNbtVsHU
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一瞬間,整個世界變得寂靜無比。81Please respect copyright.PENANAO22d7ldJqA
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低語如暗潮湧流,從遙遠的那端劃了一道流星般的軌跡,在愛里的周圍盤旋、保護著她,然後,進入她的靈魂。81Please respect copyright.PENANArk71l0QF3Q
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「不,不要,我不要--」81Please respect copyright.PENANARLkEjrREhT
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她伸手抓住姐姐的頭髮,往自己身處的地面上用力一扯,接著單腳一跨,在尖叫聲中,立場瞬間反了過來,現在換成是她壓在姐姐身上,並發狂似地想從對方手中要搶奪走髮髻。81Please respect copyright.PENANASX56Mxombv
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浪潮在沖刷她的身體,為她提供助力的同時,也治癒了身上的痛楚和疲憊,然而最重要的,海浪帶走了她的懦弱。81Please respect copyright.PENANAZ1a3p8WgPs
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她的力量變得無法想像地強大,搶下了髮髻,反手握緊,在另手的壓制下,將尖針直接插進了那前一刻還咒視著她的眼窩裡。81Please respect copyright.PENANAxdHLjuftLH
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然後,她又拔了出來、再刺下去。81Please respect copyright.PENANAmhNyTDo5Id
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又拔、再刺。81Please respect copyright.PENANABGgT4EeLnY
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再刺、81Please respect copyright.PENANAQbqWLpZv9M
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刺、81Please respect copyright.PENANA4KlOJnJ2sl
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無論是尖叫,還是哭喊,只要從這間房裡傳出去的,沒有人會當作一回事。81Please respect copyright.PENANACTdbmHNRe0
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如同一直以來,從沒任何人循著愛里所發出的求救訊息而找到她一樣。81Please respect copyright.PENANAHa9OYkGH8X
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她好累,真的累得再也動不了了。81Please respect copyright.PENANAksCRrnmVH0
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但仍握緊了髮髻,因為那是她的寶貝,雖然已經染紅一片。81Please respect copyright.PENANAsIWE7Qexvz
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這間和姐姐相依為命的房裡,染紅了一片。81Please respect copyright.PENANAzwEwuNotoK
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姐姐掙扎了很久。81Please respect copyright.PENANAcnhOnqb3K5
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她起先是雙眼都失去了視覺,接著在愈發狠勁的捅刺下,兩顆珠子都被搗成能從眼皮縫下掉落出來的碎塊狀。81Please respect copyright.PENANAED6FYuR2NG
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後來,愛里嫌她吵,就開始摧毀她的頸子,畢竟在那惡毒的喉嚨裡,講出了絕對不可以被原諒的話。81Please respect copyright.PENANA8TIcOE4jdP
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後來、又後來,許久後,直到整個頭部模糊成一片,姐姐才終於沒了動靜。81Please respect copyright.PENANATmbyIFl9GL
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愛里看著自己手裡,小卷送她的髮髻也壞了。81Please respect copyright.PENANAl84UloKMd3
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她好心疼,所以哭了。81Please respect copyright.PENANAX1dQWaL7Hk
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眼淚滾滾落下,就像個迷路的孩子,希望能藉由哭聲,好讓人能夠找到她。81Please respect copyright.PENANAofOCwdqcde
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愛里將飾冠從百褶裙的口袋中拿出來後,就把染血的校服全數脫下,留在血泊中的姐姐身上。81Please respect copyright.PENANAjKAv4ZXorS
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她走進浴室,沖了好久、好久的冷水澡,血腥味卻和身心靈的疲倦感一樣,怎麼樣也沖不走。81Please respect copyright.PENANAeLEhviwEov
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回到了自己的房間,她站在全身鏡前,雙手還各自緊握著折損的髮髻、和無暇的飾冠,飾冠上的寶石在昏暗的房裡如燭火般點亮著她。81Please respect copyright.PENANAI3TE9AFtRl
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看著自己身上的火紋、看著自己因濕漉而塌陷的頭髮。81Please respect copyright.PENANA1ysS7oAWTI
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看來,今天也如往常一樣,什麼也都沒有被改變。81Please respect copyright.PENANAiU4x0anu9O
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愛里坐上了床,曲起腿、抱緊膝蓋,任水珠仍不斷地從身體上流落,就這麼放空了自己,感受著時間的流逝。81Please respect copyright.PENANAg2cKaJMEQ9
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在不被允許拉開的窗簾外頭,夜色漸深、街燈漸明,城市喧鬧的聲響越來越高亢、又越來越消沉。81Please respect copyright.PENANAnpBr3DkFuA
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直到最後,終於慢慢地成了一片寧靜。81Please respect copyright.PENANAfGj1LXqg5F
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百貨公司打了烊,差不多是平時自己回到家的時間。81Please respect copyright.PENANAooGbd39DlV
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她從膝蓋中將頭給抬起,然後發現了一件事。81Please respect copyright.PENANAed66z6Ui7o
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這間房,好空盪。81Please respect copyright.PENANAbu9EsdCfZI
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為什麼呢?81Please respect copyright.PENANAH9D0zigwrN
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衣櫃裡只有校服和睡衣,書架上只有教會的手冊和磚塊般的經文,書桌上則空無一物,她只對自己的這張床舖感到熟悉,一塊枕頭、一張被子,年年月月陪同著她,一起承受大火肆虐的小床。81Please respect copyright.PENANAjMyx2eqNQW
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往房間的角落一看,有一個粉色的後背包,她已經忘記裡面還裝有什麼,那已經是太久遠以前的事。81Please respect copyright.PENANAM9jz9H5MAo
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空盪盪的一片,無止盡的黑暗,只有手上寶石的光芒,彷彿深海裡誘人的迷濛粼粼。81Please respect copyright.PENANArzAPEyR0Et
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愛里只是一直、一直地注視著。81Please respect copyright.PENANApJz2bGdS08
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ns216.73.216.89da2 181Please respect copyright.PENANAM3tERxP6B9
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和小卷道別後,愛里關上公寓的舊大門。81Please respect copyright.PENANAC4LpbuYnnh
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回頭往電梯的方向,她突然覺得這段路很不一樣。81Please respect copyright.PENANA58dTKyqcOu
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平時,愛里的一天幾乎都在教會裡度過,直到樓下的商場打烊後,才會由黎恩牧師或其他人陪同回家,然後就是洗澡、就寢,接著,又準備迎接下個再度重複的一整天。81Please respect copyright.PENANAdLABpX6lDD
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而今天回來的時間顯然有點早得過頭了,早到她甚至都認為,或許能夠再偷偷地溜出去一下?那麼,最好是趁著小卷還沒有走遠之前吧?81Please respect copyright.PENANAepPYBxapBD
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......總有一天可以的。她一邊想著,一邊進了電梯。81Please respect copyright.PENANAM7b1v1bUPr
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數字漸漸往上,愛里習慣性地躲到了一旁角落,過去來說,因為這棟樓裡所有的住戶都知道她的狀況,所以萬一在某樓層碰面了,他們也會選擇退讓,而不進到這狹窄的鐵箱子裡,好讓愛里能夠不用再額外承受到任何的侵擾。81Please respect copyright.PENANAAnGrwSoVLz
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但主要還是因為,大部分的人都被她突然的失控給驚嚇過。81Please respect copyright.PENANATbi7N8uLG6
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她想了想,開始覺得有點抱歉。81Please respect copyright.PENANAUQe2dnYNFu
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沒多久就到了她的樓層,於是電梯門打開,但在一段時間的沉默過去後,卻又只是默默地關上。81Please respect copyright.PENANAcPBCVwPh51
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不曉得從何時開始,愛里一直注視著鏡子裡的自己,讓這狹小的空間從那世界裡脫離。81Please respect copyright.PENANAwGCQjcVaqc
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小卷替她紮上的髮辮依然完好無恙。她輕輕抬起了手臂,順著兩頰旁的波浪瀏海向上輕觸,又順撫著往後紮起的辮子,到了結點,便又畫了個弧,讓指尖停在髮尾處,稍稍繞了幾回。81Please respect copyright.PENANAJAmFtEOlXm
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愛里側過了臉,露出後方的貝殼髮髻,古銅色的流蘇正隨著海流而飄盪。81Please respect copyright.PENANA2rd5bL2r9R
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她感覺到自己彷彿又置身於海裡。81Please respect copyright.PENANApO5jgkGvuZ
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「愛里。」81Please respect copyright.PENANALpvl0q93T6
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她盯著老舊、有著殘膠、甚至還裂了一道的鏡子看,鏡面從原本的平整之中開始出現了變化,變得柔軟,彷彿水波盪漾。水流漸漸在她身後匯聚成一個女性的人影,在恍惚的透明輪廓中,穿著長弋的祭袍,而神情上,既有欣慰、卻又憐憫。81Please respect copyright.PENANA85YiWDvlh2
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「愛里,這是妳的樣子,是妳美麗的樣子。」81Please respect copyright.PENANAp9cm1AYvnS
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水流塑造出的手臂從愛里身後向前環抱住了她,這不單單只是幻覺,她的校服上甚至被稍稍壓下了痕跡,而她的身體能確實感受到那股溫暖的冰冷。81Please respect copyright.PENANAPGj45AexVU
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「大海治癒了妳,使妳重獲新生,愛里,從今以後,再也沒有人能夠傷害妳。」81Please respect copyright.PENANA7AH9v4vZjh
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「......從今以後?」81Please respect copyright.PENANALIyBvJACMH
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「妳屬於大海,在大海裡,沒有人能被允許傷害妳。」81Please respect copyright.PENANAQTuplzifnP
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「他們......那些惡火......那些火會找到我......」81Please respect copyright.PENANAONfD9mjjX0
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「為什麼?為什麼火要傷害妳?」低語在她的身旁迴盪。「愛里,會傷害妳的,一直都是他們。」81Please respect copyright.PENANAzmzauJ8eg5
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「他們?」81Please respect copyright.PENANAwOPrhEohjZ
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叮一聲,電梯門突然打了開來。81Please respect copyright.PENANArqKqmpJcv4
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外頭偶然的婦人見到站在正中央的女學生背影,被嚇得驚呼出聲。81Please respect copyright.PENANATisLewpqz7
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她看清楚是愛里,便趕緊向後退去,而這一聲打擾也驅散了愛里的幻覺。81Please respect copyright.PENANA1j0h3oMiOY
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她轉過身來,眼神迷茫。81Please respect copyright.PENANA1aMvsK5FnK
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婦人不敢說話,於是他們倆互相盯著彼此。81Please respect copyright.PENANAOHdvX5xjug
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直到電梯門再度闔上。81Please respect copyright.PENANAQicavc5m2z
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許久後,愛里才再次伸手按下樓層按鈕。81Please respect copyright.PENANAwXlKJly9vd
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今天回來的時間,或許對誰來說都真的太早了。81Please respect copyright.PENANA4JwU3T9y1X
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「......姐姐?」81Please respect copyright.PENANAvx1TcYrqR4
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一如往常,愛里自己找出了鑰匙,插入、轉動、推開,但這時客廳的燈卻是亮的。81Please respect copyright.PENANAyaNPWS4Wko
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客廳不應該是亮的,如果是平常的時間點回來的話,只有姐姐的房門底下會透出光線。而就算是今天的現在,姐姐也根本就不應該出現在家裡。她的工作總是早出、總是晚歸。81Please respect copyright.PENANAvxn6ElkIqz
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「妳又闖了什麼貨?」81Please respect copyright.PENANAEZmUFnYPOr
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愛里一時愣停。她還來不及將大門給闔上,這莫名其妙的質問就令她不知所措地愣在原地。她不明白這句話的意思,更不能理解,為什麼對方注視而來的眼神,是帶有著那麼多的厭惡與不耐。81Please respect copyright.PENANAPE2lIRLozp
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「......我沒做什麼。」愛里嘗試替自己澄清,但身體竟然怯懦了起來。81Please respect copyright.PENANA1QUU4jvE7E
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「媽媽特地要我回來,確定妳真的有好好地回到家裡。」姐姐吐了一口比懟怒還要更沉的氣。「妳的手機呢?為什麼可以不接電話?」81Please respect copyright.PENANASRNQeud64z
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手機?這一提醒才令她想了起來,到底是丟在廁所裡了?還是跟著她一起從天台上跳下了?愛里停下往書包裡探伸的動作,畢竟可以確定的是,手機已經弄丟了。81Please respect copyright.PENANAj1aF3ZbAD8
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她懦弱的身子又更畏縮了起來。81Please respect copyright.PENANAFsAmWg7UfR
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「教會的人呢?」姐姐的目光往她身後一眺,望向半開的門扇後方。「為什麼他們沒有送妳上來?」81Please respect copyright.PENANAQfg141jASd
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早從很久以前,那些說好要陪她進家門的人,都只應付到公寓大門而已了,很久了......但當然地,姐姐沒有理由會知道這些,因為她從沒關心過自己。81Please respect copyright.PENANAwzgs4Ph8eM
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「所以呢?是誰帶妳回來的?學校的老師嗎?」81Please respect copyright.PENANAjQkF01g8vS
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誰帶妳回來的?愛里的腦海裡浮現了剛才在樓下時,小卷與明旭向她揮手道別的畫面。然後,她思考了自己與他們之間的關係。81Please respect copyright.PENANAas5GYdSoql
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「......朋友。」她的嘴角不小心劃了一抹弧。「我跟朋友一起回來的。」81Please respect copyright.PENANAUUWfPhTgVe
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「為什麼要說謊?」81Please respect copyright.PENANAqN00TJcu2P
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愛里抬頭看著對方。81Please respect copyright.PENANABZNoualjLc
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「到底是誰帶妳回來的?」81Please respect copyright.PENANAOYEerYADNf
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「是朋友。」愛裡又重複了一次,但這回卻明顯心虛了不少。「真的......是朋友。」81Please respect copyright.PENANAqbXc5RRfsh
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而姐姐只是盯著她看,當然地,不用猜測,都能感受到那股惱怒。81Please respect copyright.PENANAchVlRvUKk7
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但這問題,說到底也的確對她不太重要。81Please respect copyright.PENANAwjF36VdPWs
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「妳那頭髮是怎麼回事?」81Please respect copyright.PENANAXEsLCfkuBG
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她發現到了另外一個從感覺上說更有可能惹來麻煩的變化。81Please respect copyright.PENANAGsepNOnaAK
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而聞聲,愛里趕緊伸手向後,用她那細瘦的手掌,將髮髻上的貝殼給遮了起來。81Please respect copyright.PENANAC1KlHRkG83
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「把門關上。」對方突然放冷了語調。「妳已經給鄰居造成太多困擾了,把門關上。」81Please respect copyright.PENANAPBM6i3CYnn
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愛里蓋著髮髻的那手完全不敢放開,於是只好將另手上拎著的提袋放下,把小卷送給她的妝髮工具擱下後,才慢慢地伸向門把,卻怎樣也無法止住寒顫。81Please respect copyright.PENANADz7gQMHGbG
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「現在,解釋。」81Please respect copyright.PENANAKlZe2zdoC6
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「我不知道......要解釋什麼......」愛里趕緊閉上嘴,她發現自己說的話正在顫抖。81Please respect copyright.PENANAQUW2zvmm49
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「當然是解釋妳說謊的理由啊!」姐姐對著她大吼,彷彿關上門的那一剎那等於宣判了愛里的罪刑。「妳把這個家搞成這樣子還不夠嗎?為什麼妳總是在說謊?為什麼總是要騙人!」81Please respect copyright.PENANAlku1PWohNP
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愛里完全不能理解這些話是為了什麼而說?又為什麼要說給她聽?她不能理解,一個字也問不出口。81Please respect copyright.PENANARC2SaaeDa0
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「我受夠妳了。」姐姐從沙發上起身,走到玄關前,直面對著愛里。「現在回答我,這些是誰給妳的?」81Please respect copyright.PENANAClcZjFk1BS
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她指著地上的提袋。81Please respect copyright.PENANA69Lhviqn32
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愛里著急地在腦中摸索著正確答案......但是為什麼?答案難道不就是事實嗎?「......是朋友,真的是朋--」81Please respect copyright.PENANAOl6QBL2W2h
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一陣毒辣甩上她的耳光。81Please respect copyright.PENANAtNyiObOQ3G
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她感到暈眩,搖晃著雙腿,無力地跪坐在地。81Please respect copyright.PENANAUysX3mVDd0
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然後,姐姐伸手抽走了她的髮髻。81Please respect copyright.PENANACn1tZ4mOyW
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「--不、不要!」81Please respect copyright.PENANAVhvRuwCVsC
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就像有人抽走了支柱,她的心靈應聲崩塌。81Please respect copyright.PENANAbVB9CJXdTI
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愛里一慌,想伸手搶回,卻又被甩了一掌。她的眼睛,好痛。81Please respect copyright.PENANABHBAjSHiTc
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「再回答我,誰幫妳綁的頭髮?」81Please respect copyright.PENANAzqp07T69MV
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愛里哭了出來,就像一般的孩子一樣。沒有過去那些年受烈火折磨的虐心吶喊,只是像個肝腸寸斷的女孩,哭得悲痛欲絕。81Please respect copyright.PENANAcpydcKNbX0
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姐姐等不到她的回答,於是逕自跳過了下一題。她伸手抓住愛里的頭髮,狠狠地拔起。「回答我,妳是不是又打給媽媽,說又有火在燒妳了?」81Please respect copyright.PENANAWrtBSj02sp
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愛里那虛弱的兩手握住姐姐的手腕,她很痛、卻什麼也阻止不了。81Please respect copyright.PENANAS5I10UHdON
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「......是、」發現自己無法點頭,她只好勉強著自己從哭得失控的喉嚨中擠出一個哀求。81Please respect copyright.PENANAc39pDfc9EN
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「是?是?妳竟然說是!」伴隨著撞上臉的大吼,姐姐直接把她用力一扯,另手從反方向大力甩來。81Please respect copyright.PENANApEJJ3ZO77e
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愛里撞在牆上、倒在鞋堆裡。但她感受到的,只有天旋地轉的疼痛。是火辣的、卻比受惡火紋身還要難受。81Please respect copyright.PENANA3oHrEWZvQz
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「為什麼要說謊?妳到底為什麼要說謊!為什麼要騙大家?為什麼要一天到晚大哭大鬧著說自己被火燒?根本就沒有人相信妳!為什麼還要繼續?為什麼還要一直說謊!」81Please respect copyright.PENANAGFVxvxvmcZ
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姐姐彎下腰,對著愛里耳邊咆哮。81Please respect copyright.PENANA7F2Fa54DlB
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「爸媽離婚是因為妳!這個家會變成這樣是因為妳!我會變成這樣,全部都是因為妳!」81Please respect copyright.PENANAbUOdAKWydL
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愛里蜷起了身子,就像一直以來躲避著惡火一樣的姿勢。81Please respect copyright.PENANAiiQTfaV8Mn
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「告訴我啊?嗯?為什麼?為什麼我非得要照顧妳呢?全世界都知道我有一個瘋子妹妹,所以每次妳又惹事的時候,我就一定要出現嗎?啊?為什麼啊?為什麼我不能夠不管妳呢?為什麼我就必須得要照顧妳啊!」81Please respect copyright.PENANATrusK3j6IF
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姐姐歇斯底里的一下笑、一下吼。81Please respect copyright.PENANAf0mhjX5pS7
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「我的工作怎麼辦?我的朋友怎麼辦?我連未婚夫都沒了?這不是很奇怪嗎?明明沒用的人是妳,明明妳才是騙子,明明你才是該受到懲罰的那個人吧?喂!我很認真的啊!我很努力了!都這麼努力了!我明明什麼都沒有做錯,為什麼失去一切的人竟然會是我啊!妳說啊?妳把我的一切,全部都還給我啊!」81Please respect copyright.PENANAbFlUwOAUNH
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愛里睜開了眼,她看見姐姐笑著、卻哭著。她想道歉,她知道自己錯了,但她沒有力氣說出口。81Please respect copyright.PENANAjjNJ2uWiHK
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「如果沒有妳,不就好了嗎?對吧?如果妳真有像妳所說的那麼痛苦,那怎麼不乾脆去死一死就好了呢?少了妳,大家多快樂啊?少了妳,我不就輕鬆了嗎?喂?我說的沒錯吧?妳這個沒心沒肺的人,一直、一直不斷地說謊、騙人,到底為什麼可以這麼可惡啊?妳到底怎麼忍心把我害成這副慘樣啊!」81Please respect copyright.PENANAJ2KIV4X1HG
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愛里任憑眼淚不斷流落,不管對她說這段話的人是誰,她都希望能夠親手殺死對方。81Please respect copyright.PENANAwwBW9P41M5
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連她自己都努力了這麼久,獨自一人在熾熱的烈火中不斷掙扎著,就只因為還想要活下去。81Please respect copyright.PENANAE1DffvuC8S
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她是想要活下去的啊。81Please respect copyright.PENANAEH5RPekhNA
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為什麼有人可以這麼輕易地要她去死?要她放棄?要她消失在這世界上?81Please respect copyright.PENANAgnf7JU7x6t
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那她前面所受的折磨,那場綿延不絕的大火,奪走了她的身體、她的靈魂、使她這一生全被燒毀殆盡的大火,不就得逞了嗎?她一直以來所承受的痛苦不就全部都失去意義了嗎?81Please respect copyright.PENANA8RhQnEP7TT
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「愛里,傷害妳的,一直都是他們。」81Please respect copyright.PENANAn3jNbtVsHU
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一瞬間,整個世界變得寂靜無比。81Please respect copyright.PENANAO22d7ldJqA
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低語如暗潮湧流,從遙遠的那端劃了一道流星般的軌跡,在愛里的周圍盤旋、保護著她,然後,進入她的靈魂。81Please respect copyright.PENANArk71l0QF3Q
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「不,不要,我不要--」81Please respect copyright.PENANARLkEjrREhT
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她伸手抓住姐姐的頭髮,往自己身處的地面上用力一扯,接著單腳一跨,在尖叫聲中,立場瞬間反了過來,現在換成是她壓在姐姐身上,並發狂似地想從對方手中要搶奪走髮髻。81Please respect copyright.PENANASX56Mxombv
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浪潮在沖刷她的身體,為她提供助力的同時,也治癒了身上的痛楚和疲憊,然而最重要的,海浪帶走了她的懦弱。81Please respect copyright.PENANAZ1a3p8WgPs
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她的力量變得無法想像地強大,搶下了髮髻,反手握緊,在另手的壓制下,將尖針直接插進了那前一刻還咒視著她的眼窩裡。81Please respect copyright.PENANAxdHLjuftLH
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然後,她又拔了出來、再刺下去。81Please respect copyright.PENANAmhNyTDo5Id
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又拔、再刺。81Please respect copyright.PENANABGgT4EeLnY
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再刺、81Please respect copyright.PENANAQbqWLpZv9M
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刺、81Please respect copyright.PENANA4KlOJnJ2sl
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無論是尖叫,還是哭喊,只要從這間房裡傳出去的,沒有人會當作一回事。81Please respect copyright.PENANACTdbmHNRe0
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如同一直以來,從沒任何人循著愛里所發出的求救訊息而找到她一樣。81Please respect copyright.PENANAHa9OYkGH8X
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她好累,真的累得再也動不了了。81Please respect copyright.PENANAksCRrnmVH0
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但仍握緊了髮髻,因為那是她的寶貝,雖然已經染紅一片。81Please respect copyright.PENANAsIWE7Qexvz
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這間和姐姐相依為命的房裡,染紅了一片。81Please respect copyright.PENANAzwEwuNotoK
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姐姐掙扎了很久。81Please respect copyright.PENANAcnhOnqb3K5
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她起先是雙眼都失去了視覺,接著在愈發狠勁的捅刺下,兩顆珠子都被搗成能從眼皮縫下掉落出來的碎塊狀。81Please respect copyright.PENANAED6FYuR2NG
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後來,愛里嫌她吵,就開始摧毀她的頸子,畢竟在那惡毒的喉嚨裡,講出了絕對不可以被原諒的話。81Please respect copyright.PENANA8TIcOE4jdP
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後來、又後來,許久後,直到整個頭部模糊成一片,姐姐才終於沒了動靜。81Please respect copyright.PENANATmbyIFl9GL
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愛里看著自己手裡,小卷送她的髮髻也壞了。81Please respect copyright.PENANAl84UloKMd3
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她好心疼,所以哭了。81Please respect copyright.PENANAX1dQWaL7Hk
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眼淚滾滾落下,就像個迷路的孩子,希望能藉由哭聲,好讓人能夠找到她。81Please respect copyright.PENANAofOCwdqcde
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愛里將飾冠從百褶裙的口袋中拿出來後,就把染血的校服全數脫下,留在血泊中的姐姐身上。81Please respect copyright.PENANAjKAv4ZXorS
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她走進浴室,沖了好久、好久的冷水澡,血腥味卻和身心靈的疲倦感一樣,怎麼樣也沖不走。81Please respect copyright.PENANAeLEhviwEov
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回到了自己的房間,她站在全身鏡前,雙手還各自緊握著折損的髮髻、和無暇的飾冠,飾冠上的寶石在昏暗的房裡如燭火般點亮著她。81Please respect copyright.PENANAI3TE9AFtRl
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看著自己身上的火紋、看著自己因濕漉而塌陷的頭髮。81Please respect copyright.PENANA1ysS7oAWTI
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看來,今天也如往常一樣,什麼也都沒有被改變。81Please respect copyright.PENANAiU4x0anu9O
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愛里坐上了床,曲起腿、抱緊膝蓋,任水珠仍不斷地從身體上流落,就這麼放空了自己,感受著時間的流逝。81Please respect copyright.PENANAg2cKaJMEQ9
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在不被允許拉開的窗簾外頭,夜色漸深、街燈漸明,城市喧鬧的聲響越來越高亢、又越來越消沉。81Please respect copyright.PENANAnpBr3DkFuA
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直到最後,終於慢慢地成了一片寧靜。81Please respect copyright.PENANAfGj1LXqg5F
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百貨公司打了烊,差不多是平時自己回到家的時間。81Please respect copyright.PENANAooGbd39DlV
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她從膝蓋中將頭給抬起,然後發現了一件事。81Please respect copyright.PENANAed66z6Ui7o
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這間房,好空盪。81Please respect copyright.PENANAbu9EsdCfZI
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為什麼呢?81Please respect copyright.PENANAH9D0zigwrN
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衣櫃裡只有校服和睡衣,書架上只有教會的手冊和磚塊般的經文,書桌上則空無一物,她只對自己的這張床舖感到熟悉,一塊枕頭、一張被子,年年月月陪同著她,一起承受大火肆虐的小床。81Please respect copyright.PENANAjMyx2eqNQW
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往房間的角落一看,有一個粉色的後背包,她已經忘記裡面還裝有什麼,那已經是太久遠以前的事。81Please respect copyright.PENANAM9jz9H5MAo
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空盪盪的一片,無止盡的黑暗,只有手上寶石的光芒,彷彿深海裡誘人的迷濛粼粼。81Please respect copyright.PENANArzAPEyR0Et
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愛里只是一直、一直地注視著。81Please respect copyright.PENANApJz2bGdS08
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