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百貨商場前,小卷坐在長凳上,纖細的雙腿併攏著,低垂的身影顯得失落。72Please respect copyright.PENANAPsfJZoO4P9
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明旭從一旁便利商店裡走了出來,遞給小卷一瓶果汁,也為自己開了罐咖啡。72Please respect copyright.PENANAsyPOSVX7GA
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「怎麼辦?」接過飲料,小卷抬頭問道。72Please respect copyright.PENANASzgbrBBSl4
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明旭將鋁罐就口,咕嚕咕嚕地就一口喝下。「唔?什麼怎麼辦?」72Please respect copyright.PENANAWiEA7JGTv1
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「愛里的事。」小卷說。「我該怎麼幫助她?」72Please respect copyright.PENANAzzspP2fGFI
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「妳不知道該怎麼幫助她,那妳怎麼知道她需要幫助?」72Please respect copyright.PENANAgiShKBzY3D
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「她當然需要幫助呀。」小卷皺起眉頭。「任何人都看得出來。」72Please respect copyright.PENANA1aG5Z0ULte
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「嗯......」明旭點點頭,擺出思考的表情。「如果今天有個人全身著了火,妳該怎麼幫助他?」72Please respect copyright.PENANAJoWveXPK9k
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「......當然是趕緊幫他滅火呀。」72Please respect copyright.PENANA1xciZdBoYM
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「嗯,很標準的答案。」他又點點頭。「那如果今天那個人是焦慮症發作了,大哭大鬧的,就像開學那天典禮上的愛里那樣,妳會怎麼做?」72Please respect copyright.PENANAmDDWtSLNzH
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「開學那天?」72Please respect copyright.PENANARmjzlVf0Q1
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小卷想起了那時候,全校坐在禮堂中間,校長才致詞到一半就突然傳來了尖叫聲,有個人抱著頭、畏縮在地上,歇斯底里地大聲哭喊著。72Please respect copyright.PENANABFj9GpqUEm
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但她就只是被放任在那,不用說那時候個性還內向的小卷自己了,如今班上較為主動、有正義感的那幾個人,在那時也甚至沒有伸出任何一雙手去。72Please respect copyright.PENANAKs9BV9vEt8
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至於其他的聲音,害怕、嘲笑、嫌惡、麻煩,此起彼落地,直到校醫將愛里帶走後才停下。72Please respect copyright.PENANA4Hi226QNMq
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「如果是現在的我......」小卷有些心虛地說道。「我會去抱抱她,跟她說聲沒事了。」72Please respect copyright.PENANAs0phu6F2ba
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「很好,至少比我好。」明旭再點頭。「所以這不就很奇怪了嗎?為什麼現在的妳會不知道。」72Please respect copyright.PENANAnD8Q8Q5RIp
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小卷聽見,消化了一下,又納悶地歪了頭。72Please respect copyright.PENANAv1xTU0p8Q7
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「我們來整理一下有哪幾種選擇吧?」明旭在她身邊坐下,並把空鋁罐塞進她手裡。「如果把真相告訴她,她可能會接受、會妥協,那麼到時候,就算妳再看不過去,也沒有繼續干涉的權力了。」72Please respect copyright.PENANAkD08K3GdzI
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「愛里怎麼可能會接受?這種事對她來說太不公平了。」小卷捏緊了空罐,但隨後又鬆開手,垂下眉稍。「......但如果她真的答應了,我當然也......」72Please respect copyright.PENANAHwWlzcbie7
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「再來,如果她拒絕了,假如那些都是真的,愛里真的是拯救世界的關鍵的話,那麼到時候回安鎮被毀滅了,無論責任歸咎在誰身上,愛里會後悔嗎?妳呢?妳會後悔嗎?妳的奶奶,妳的朋友們,嘉柔、蘇打、雨蓉、沈靜、有的沒的、我們班上的同學、這整座城市裡妳所珍惜的每一個人,妳都捨得失去嗎?」72Please respect copyright.PENANAeRRKDwhZdI
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「這、」小卷緊張地看著他,表情上受盡了委屈。「......你好狡猾。」72Please respect copyright.PENANA0kmPFeojeD
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「還沒完呢。」明旭嘆了口氣。「妳也可以選擇就這麼繼續隱瞞下去,直到那一刻的到來,愛里被獻祭、儀式順利完成、她成為下一個黎恩牧師、成為救世主,但這麼做的妳,共犯與英雄,到底該歸類在哪一邊呢?」72Please respect copyright.PENANAOAZ4Sey5fx
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小卷沉默了下來,低下了頭。72Please respect copyright.PENANAs5zxe6DzC8
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不過,卻隨即感受到有一隻手按上了她的髮頂,不特別厚重,卻令人安心。72Please respect copyright.PENANAOqBQRAUdLq
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「妳不知道該怎麼做,是因為妳不知道哪一個選擇才是她需要的。」明旭輕順著,像在安撫一隻憂鬱症的小型犬。「因為妳還不夠了解她。」72Please respect copyright.PENANAI4FwfQGRJ2
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小卷猶豫了一會後。「但是,事到如今才主動去打好關係的話......既然都已經知道這些事情在先了,怎麼可能可以裝作若無其事?等到了解愛里後才做決定什麼的......對我來說很不容易呀,在這段時間內,我不知道該用什麼表情來面對她,總覺得,每多拖一天,就又多害她痛苦一天了。」72Please respect copyright.PENANAf28ONRVe5D
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「害她?」明旭挑眉說道。「她有找妳幫忙了嗎?她有跟妳說『小卷,請妳幫幫我。』了嗎?」72Please respect copyright.PENANAcJ39piJAMB
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「這、」小卷停頓了一下,才嘆了口吁。「要這麼說的話,當然是沒有。」72Please respect copyright.PENANA91Pg1xNsqB
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「所以這不是妳的義務,妳沒有責任非得要拯救她,為什麼要覺得自己對她有所虧欠?」明旭聳聳肩。「妳為她所做的每一件事,都是妳的心意,都是多的,就算有少,也絕對不是誰的問題。同樣地,她也沒有權力要求妳對她伸出援手,就算妳到最後什麼也沒能做到,她也絕對沒有理由可以責怪妳。」72Please respect copyright.PENANAJS16ZnCVmg
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小卷愣愣地抬起頭。「你這話也太殘忍了。」72Please respect copyright.PENANAZgCLTUgrxq
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「對於每個包容你、關心你的人,應該感到珍惜,而不是理所當然。」明旭對著空無一人的前方說道。「畢竟在這個世界上,誰不可憐。」72Please respect copyright.PENANA3ABQLFOiXz
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小卷眨了眨眼,又低頭陷入了沉思。72Please respect copyright.PENANAQPggdYdHOW
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明旭感到一陣疲倦,立即地、濃厚深沉。這才想起來自己已經錯過了一晚的睡眠時間了。72Please respect copyright.PENANAklmC1BI2og
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「我的話,我會選擇什麼也不做。」他打了個拖長的哈欠,繼續說。「因為在愛里這件事上,我不認為自己重視的角度是在於拯救她這個人,所以不打算浪費時間去了解她。對我來說,回安鎮是我的城市,這才是我需要去在意的對象,我不允許有人搶走他。」72Please respect copyright.PENANApyfNMH0Tpp
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「回安鎮......」72Please respect copyright.PENANAQ0IJanFFB6
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「是啊,回安鎮。」他伸手抓向天空,從指縫間流過的海水嗎?真難想像啊。「我會去找方法,確定那什麼水下樂園到底是真的假的、確定那船錨、那儀式、那手稿,到底都是怎麼一回事,哪裡出了問題,就從哪裡解決,就算最後只剩下犧牲愛里這一條路,我也會毫不猶豫。」72Please respect copyright.PENANAtv3tZpY9JE
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「......怎麼這樣。」小卷擔憂地看向他。有一瞬間,她覺得眼前這個男生突然變得好陌生,但立刻又意識到,這本來就是他會說出口的話,是她最熟悉不過的明旭,只是這次兩人的價值觀明顯地不同罷了。72Please respect copyright.PENANAmgCRfeFN1L
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「一邊是愛里,跟我沒什麼關係的女同學,而另一邊是你們。」他依序擺出雙手。「就算最後會被冠上自私的罵名,至少我是心甘情願的。」72Please respect copyright.PENANAoAdUH7vCpe
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愛里看著鏡中的自己。72Please respect copyright.PENANAuP0BFbNVXG
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她換上一件水藍色的雪紡紗斜肩薄衫,下身一襲正白色的魚尾長裙。72Please respect copyright.PENANAHhFOe6aOHe
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頭髮紮回了小卷替她綁過的樣式,但原先往後束的兩條三股辮變成了六條細辮,隨著長度些微地垂擺著,彷彿遙遠國度的公主髮飾,也像船帆桅杆上懸掛的麻繩,而那根貝殼髮髻,即便帶有著損傷,也回到了原本的位置,為她的髮尾添上古銅色的流蘇。72Please respect copyright.PENANAW2DfT6BD1K
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「這樣......」她擔憂著,一手按上右肩和右手臂裸露出來的肌膚,火紋清晰可見。72Please respect copyright.PENANAcYma29UIeP
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「不需要藏匿妳的過去,愛里,結痂的傷疤構成了妳的靈魂,是只屬於妳的美麗。」72Please respect copyright.PENANAQdEEpYODPK
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「但他們討厭這樣子的我......那些人害怕我這醜陋的樣子。」她想起了那些日子,遙遠而模糊,卻真實存在。「他們希望我消失,卻又忍不住盯著我看,明明只要把臉轉開就好,明明可以不要在意我的。」72Please respect copyright.PENANAHhttBOgV71
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「獨自一人承受著痛苦,卻沒有任何人注意到妳,這真的是妳所希望的嗎?」72Please respect copyright.PENANAtu2HuAwSxP
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愛里低下了頭。72Please respect copyright.PENANAIQI6vvf5ac
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她孤單的身影,在姐姐的房間裡顯得渺小。72Please respect copyright.PENANAH0nn4PtFRW
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過去,愛里只能夠從外頭黑暗的客廳裡,看見從門縫底下透出來的一點光亮,這是她第一次進到這裡頭,看見這裡的樣子,對這裡感到忌妒。化妝品、布娃娃、文具箱、資料櫃、少了自己的家人合照、還有那些衣服。72Please respect copyright.PENANAc87ignNYMA
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她把衣櫃打開,看著擁擠、凌亂、百花爭寵的那些衣帽褲裙,一時之間無法反應過來。姐姐是怎麼從這些之中挑選出每天出門的穿著?她不明白,不明白為何自己過去從沒有過這項困擾,她自己的衣櫃,簡單得很多,怎麼穿看起來都差不多。為什麼?為什麼自己連這樣一件簡單的事情都做不好,她感到極大的不公平。她開始一件一件地拉出來,然後淘汰,往地板上隨意扔去,再拿,直到櫃裡被翻空了、周圍也堆滿了。72Please respect copyright.PENANAgOe2tstLok
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在空氣之中若隱若現的水流化為一雙纖細的手,代替著她的姐姐,耐心地教導著她從中挑選、搭配,還扶著她的手,完成了這頭辮髮。72Please respect copyright.PENANAlZLQAl2cuo
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愛里站著鏡前,看著陌生的自己,讓水流從背後擁抱著她,她唯一的家人。72Please respect copyright.PENANAYIkEuvfO5e
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「不......」愛里搖搖頭。「我希望能有人可以注意得到我。」72Please respect copyright.PENANAMq5XSbI7br
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「他們注意到妳了。」72Please respect copyright.PENANAL9u8KALMxi
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「他們注意到我了。」她點點頭,又隨之一愣。「我不明白,他們注意到我了,但卻什麼也沒有改變。」72Please respect copyright.PENANADloIEGWykp
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「他們拯救不了妳,愛里,他們注意到了妳,卻聽不見妳的聲音,妳的痛苦,在乾燥的陸地上無法傳達,炙熱的空氣會焚燒妳的吶喊,因為妳不屬於那裡。」72Please respect copyright.PENANAuIjf64jOTC
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「我不屬於......陸地?」72Please respect copyright.PENANAT2YnFa8uAD
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「回來,愛里,回到大海裡,回到大海的擁抱,在大海裡,妳的歌聲能被聽見,妳再也不會是孤單一人,妳能聽得見我們哼的歌,能和我們一起擁有整座海洋,每道洋流、每珠泡沫、每一滴海,都是屬於妳的,都是屬於我們的。」72Please respect copyright.PENANAcrrxasS6yH
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「屬於......我們?」72Please respect copyright.PENANAJkia5Qk6ua
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「順著海流走,愛里,海潮會引導妳回到這裡,回到妳的家鄉、回到我們這裡。」72Please respect copyright.PENANAq2qBPWiDta
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百貨商場前,小卷坐在長凳上,纖細的雙腿併攏著,低垂的身影顯得失落。72Please respect copyright.PENANAPsfJZoO4P9
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明旭從一旁便利商店裡走了出來,遞給小卷一瓶果汁,也為自己開了罐咖啡。72Please respect copyright.PENANAsyPOSVX7GA
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「怎麼辦?」接過飲料,小卷抬頭問道。72Please respect copyright.PENANASzgbrBBSl4
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明旭將鋁罐就口,咕嚕咕嚕地就一口喝下。「唔?什麼怎麼辦?」72Please respect copyright.PENANAWiEA7JGTv1
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「愛里的事。」小卷說。「我該怎麼幫助她?」72Please respect copyright.PENANAzzspP2fGFI
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「妳不知道該怎麼幫助她,那妳怎麼知道她需要幫助?」72Please respect copyright.PENANAgiShKBzY3D
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「她當然需要幫助呀。」小卷皺起眉頭。「任何人都看得出來。」72Please respect copyright.PENANA1aG5Z0ULte
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「嗯......」明旭點點頭,擺出思考的表情。「如果今天有個人全身著了火,妳該怎麼幫助他?」72Please respect copyright.PENANAJoWveXPK9k
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「......當然是趕緊幫他滅火呀。」72Please respect copyright.PENANA1xciZdBoYM
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「嗯,很標準的答案。」他又點點頭。「那如果今天那個人是焦慮症發作了,大哭大鬧的,就像開學那天典禮上的愛里那樣,妳會怎麼做?」72Please respect copyright.PENANAmDDWtSLNzH
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「開學那天?」72Please respect copyright.PENANARmjzlVf0Q1
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小卷想起了那時候,全校坐在禮堂中間,校長才致詞到一半就突然傳來了尖叫聲,有個人抱著頭、畏縮在地上,歇斯底里地大聲哭喊著。72Please respect copyright.PENANABFj9GpqUEm
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但她就只是被放任在那,不用說那時候個性還內向的小卷自己了,如今班上較為主動、有正義感的那幾個人,在那時也甚至沒有伸出任何一雙手去。72Please respect copyright.PENANAKs9BV9vEt8
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至於其他的聲音,害怕、嘲笑、嫌惡、麻煩,此起彼落地,直到校醫將愛里帶走後才停下。72Please respect copyright.PENANA4Hi226QNMq
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「如果是現在的我......」小卷有些心虛地說道。「我會去抱抱她,跟她說聲沒事了。」72Please respect copyright.PENANAs0phu6F2ba
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「很好,至少比我好。」明旭再點頭。「所以這不就很奇怪了嗎?為什麼現在的妳會不知道。」72Please respect copyright.PENANAnD8Q8Q5RIp
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小卷聽見,消化了一下,又納悶地歪了頭。72Please respect copyright.PENANAv1xTU0p8Q7
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「我們來整理一下有哪幾種選擇吧?」明旭在她身邊坐下,並把空鋁罐塞進她手裡。「如果把真相告訴她,她可能會接受、會妥協,那麼到時候,就算妳再看不過去,也沒有繼續干涉的權力了。」72Please respect copyright.PENANAkD08K3GdzI
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「愛里怎麼可能會接受?這種事對她來說太不公平了。」小卷捏緊了空罐,但隨後又鬆開手,垂下眉稍。「......但如果她真的答應了,我當然也......」72Please respect copyright.PENANAHwWlzcbie7
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「再來,如果她拒絕了,假如那些都是真的,愛里真的是拯救世界的關鍵的話,那麼到時候回安鎮被毀滅了,無論責任歸咎在誰身上,愛里會後悔嗎?妳呢?妳會後悔嗎?妳的奶奶,妳的朋友們,嘉柔、蘇打、雨蓉、沈靜、有的沒的、我們班上的同學、這整座城市裡妳所珍惜的每一個人,妳都捨得失去嗎?」72Please respect copyright.PENANAeRRKDwhZdI
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「這、」小卷緊張地看著他,表情上受盡了委屈。「......你好狡猾。」72Please respect copyright.PENANA0kmPFeojeD
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「還沒完呢。」明旭嘆了口氣。「妳也可以選擇就這麼繼續隱瞞下去,直到那一刻的到來,愛里被獻祭、儀式順利完成、她成為下一個黎恩牧師、成為救世主,但這麼做的妳,共犯與英雄,到底該歸類在哪一邊呢?」72Please respect copyright.PENANAOAZ4Sey5fx
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小卷沉默了下來,低下了頭。72Please respect copyright.PENANAs5zxe6DzC8
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不過,卻隨即感受到有一隻手按上了她的髮頂,不特別厚重,卻令人安心。72Please respect copyright.PENANAOqBQRAUdLq
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「妳不知道該怎麼做,是因為妳不知道哪一個選擇才是她需要的。」明旭輕順著,像在安撫一隻憂鬱症的小型犬。「因為妳還不夠了解她。」72Please respect copyright.PENANAI4FwfQGRJ2
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小卷猶豫了一會後。「但是,事到如今才主動去打好關係的話......既然都已經知道這些事情在先了,怎麼可能可以裝作若無其事?等到了解愛里後才做決定什麼的......對我來說很不容易呀,在這段時間內,我不知道該用什麼表情來面對她,總覺得,每多拖一天,就又多害她痛苦一天了。」72Please respect copyright.PENANAf28ONRVe5D
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「害她?」明旭挑眉說道。「她有找妳幫忙了嗎?她有跟妳說『小卷,請妳幫幫我。』了嗎?」72Please respect copyright.PENANAcJ39piJAMB
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「這、」小卷停頓了一下,才嘆了口吁。「要這麼說的話,當然是沒有。」72Please respect copyright.PENANA91Pg1xNsqB
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「所以這不是妳的義務,妳沒有責任非得要拯救她,為什麼要覺得自己對她有所虧欠?」明旭聳聳肩。「妳為她所做的每一件事,都是妳的心意,都是多的,就算有少,也絕對不是誰的問題。同樣地,她也沒有權力要求妳對她伸出援手,就算妳到最後什麼也沒能做到,她也絕對沒有理由可以責怪妳。」72Please respect copyright.PENANAJS16ZnCVmg
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小卷愣愣地抬起頭。「你這話也太殘忍了。」72Please respect copyright.PENANAZgCLTUgrxq
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「對於每個包容你、關心你的人,應該感到珍惜,而不是理所當然。」明旭對著空無一人的前方說道。「畢竟在這個世界上,誰不可憐。」72Please respect copyright.PENANA3ABQLFOiXz
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小卷眨了眨眼,又低頭陷入了沉思。72Please respect copyright.PENANAQPggdYdHOW
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明旭感到一陣疲倦,立即地、濃厚深沉。這才想起來自己已經錯過了一晚的睡眠時間了。72Please respect copyright.PENANAklmC1BI2og
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「我的話,我會選擇什麼也不做。」他打了個拖長的哈欠,繼續說。「因為在愛里這件事上,我不認為自己重視的角度是在於拯救她這個人,所以不打算浪費時間去了解她。對我來說,回安鎮是我的城市,這才是我需要去在意的對象,我不允許有人搶走他。」72Please respect copyright.PENANApyfNMH0Tpp
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「回安鎮......」72Please respect copyright.PENANAQ0IJanFFB6
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「是啊,回安鎮。」他伸手抓向天空,從指縫間流過的海水嗎?真難想像啊。「我會去找方法,確定那什麼水下樂園到底是真的假的、確定那船錨、那儀式、那手稿,到底都是怎麼一回事,哪裡出了問題,就從哪裡解決,就算最後只剩下犧牲愛里這一條路,我也會毫不猶豫。」72Please respect copyright.PENANAtv3tZpY9JE
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「......怎麼這樣。」小卷擔憂地看向他。有一瞬間,她覺得眼前這個男生突然變得好陌生,但立刻又意識到,這本來就是他會說出口的話,是她最熟悉不過的明旭,只是這次兩人的價值觀明顯地不同罷了。72Please respect copyright.PENANAmgCRfeFN1L
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「一邊是愛里,跟我沒什麼關係的女同學,而另一邊是你們。」他依序擺出雙手。「就算最後會被冠上自私的罵名,至少我是心甘情願的。」72Please respect copyright.PENANAoAdUH7vCpe
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愛里看著鏡中的自己。72Please respect copyright.PENANAuP0BFbNVXG
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她換上一件水藍色的雪紡紗斜肩薄衫,下身一襲正白色的魚尾長裙。72Please respect copyright.PENANAHhFOe6aOHe
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頭髮紮回了小卷替她綁過的樣式,但原先往後束的兩條三股辮變成了六條細辮,隨著長度些微地垂擺著,彷彿遙遠國度的公主髮飾,也像船帆桅杆上懸掛的麻繩,而那根貝殼髮髻,即便帶有著損傷,也回到了原本的位置,為她的髮尾添上古銅色的流蘇。72Please respect copyright.PENANAW2DfT6BD1K
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「這樣......」她擔憂著,一手按上右肩和右手臂裸露出來的肌膚,火紋清晰可見。72Please respect copyright.PENANAcYma29UIeP
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「不需要藏匿妳的過去,愛里,結痂的傷疤構成了妳的靈魂,是只屬於妳的美麗。」72Please respect copyright.PENANAQdEEpYODPK
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「但他們討厭這樣子的我......那些人害怕我這醜陋的樣子。」她想起了那些日子,遙遠而模糊,卻真實存在。「他們希望我消失,卻又忍不住盯著我看,明明只要把臉轉開就好,明明可以不要在意我的。」72Please respect copyright.PENANAHhttBOgV71
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「獨自一人承受著痛苦,卻沒有任何人注意到妳,這真的是妳所希望的嗎?」72Please respect copyright.PENANAtu2HuAwSxP
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愛里低下了頭。72Please respect copyright.PENANAIQI6vvf5ac
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她孤單的身影,在姐姐的房間裡顯得渺小。72Please respect copyright.PENANAH0nn4PtFRW
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過去,愛里只能夠從外頭黑暗的客廳裡,看見從門縫底下透出來的一點光亮,這是她第一次進到這裡頭,看見這裡的樣子,對這裡感到忌妒。化妝品、布娃娃、文具箱、資料櫃、少了自己的家人合照、還有那些衣服。72Please respect copyright.PENANAc87ignNYMA
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她把衣櫃打開,看著擁擠、凌亂、百花爭寵的那些衣帽褲裙,一時之間無法反應過來。姐姐是怎麼從這些之中挑選出每天出門的穿著?她不明白,不明白為何自己過去從沒有過這項困擾,她自己的衣櫃,簡單得很多,怎麼穿看起來都差不多。為什麼?為什麼自己連這樣一件簡單的事情都做不好,她感到極大的不公平。她開始一件一件地拉出來,然後淘汰,往地板上隨意扔去,再拿,直到櫃裡被翻空了、周圍也堆滿了。72Please respect copyright.PENANAgOe2tstLok
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在空氣之中若隱若現的水流化為一雙纖細的手,代替著她的姐姐,耐心地教導著她從中挑選、搭配,還扶著她的手,完成了這頭辮髮。72Please respect copyright.PENANAlZLQAl2cuo
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愛里站著鏡前,看著陌生的自己,讓水流從背後擁抱著她,她唯一的家人。72Please respect copyright.PENANAYIkEuvfO5e
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「不......」愛里搖搖頭。「我希望能有人可以注意得到我。」72Please respect copyright.PENANAMq5XSbI7br
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「他們注意到妳了。」72Please respect copyright.PENANAL9u8KALMxi
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「他們注意到我了。」她點點頭,又隨之一愣。「我不明白,他們注意到我了,但卻什麼也沒有改變。」72Please respect copyright.PENANADloIEGWykp
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「他們拯救不了妳,愛里,他們注意到了妳,卻聽不見妳的聲音,妳的痛苦,在乾燥的陸地上無法傳達,炙熱的空氣會焚燒妳的吶喊,因為妳不屬於那裡。」72Please respect copyright.PENANAuIjf64jOTC
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「我不屬於......陸地?」72Please respect copyright.PENANAT2YnFa8uAD
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「回來,愛里,回到大海裡,回到大海的擁抱,在大海裡,妳的歌聲能被聽見,妳再也不會是孤單一人,妳能聽得見我們哼的歌,能和我們一起擁有整座海洋,每道洋流、每珠泡沫、每一滴海,都是屬於妳的,都是屬於我們的。」72Please respect copyright.PENANAcrrxasS6yH
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「屬於......我們?」72Please respect copyright.PENANAJkia5Qk6ua
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「順著海流走,愛里,海潮會引導妳回到這裡,回到妳的家鄉、回到我們這裡。」72Please respect copyright.PENANAq2qBPWiDta
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