夜晚,我攤喺床上面,目光一直向外,望住窗邊街景彷彿能讓心境平靜落嚟。511Please respect copyright.PENANA8LH9z2eBox
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幾日之前,我去咗搵樓下看更陳伯。511Please respect copyright.PENANApuZc0BGJO1
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我需要搞清楚,當初佢話見唔到小悠係咩一回事。511Please respect copyright.PENANAdkAy4cK4Wm
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喺我連番追問之下,陳伯由一開始支支吾吾,到最後選擇和盤托出。511Please respect copyright.PENANAtiQToAG1kd
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然而,陳伯嘅答案唔單止冇解明到任何嘢,反而衍生出更多疑問。511Please respect copyright.PENANAYbgagSOKFw
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頭部因過度思考而開始產生痛感之際,小悠抱住休比衝咗入嚟:「阿帆!休比又學識咗一個新技能!」511Please respect copyright.PENANAvluwoHyHK6
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我下意識逃避佢嘅眼神,目光放到休比身上。511Please respect copyright.PENANAW4HahDBxu8
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「…咩技能?」511Please respect copyright.PENANAmznjFRavND
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「休比!」小悠冇直接答我,而係對休比發號施令,休比聽到之後喺小悠嘅掌心連續打咗兩個關斗。511Please respect copyright.PENANAo6rospNWEe
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「睇唔睇到呀?」小悠一臉期待望向我。511Please respect copyright.PENANAlp2D7ZD18g
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「…連續打關斗?」我問。511Please respect copyright.PENANASevPJEGX3C
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「嗯!就係連續打關斗!下次可以表演俾紫悅同赤仔睇!!」511Please respect copyright.PENANAKCIKXTcg9v
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一聽到紫悅同赤仔(聽聞係紫悅養嘅龍貓),不期然諗到小悠就嚟要走嘅事,呢種想法隨即暴露於臉上。511Please respect copyright.PENANAwE66hAy7zx
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大概係察覺到我嘅表情突然僵化,小悠忽然沉默不語,我地之間嘅氣氛頓時變得古怪。511Please respect copyright.PENANAkk03xqVEHv
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為咗打破呢個僵局,我伸咗個懶腰,然後走到書枱前:「唉…練吓畫先。」511Please respect copyright.PENANArvp72BF4DO
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坐低畫咗冇幾耐,小悠坐到書枱旁嘅儲物箱上,一聲不吭望住我畫畫。511Please respect copyright.PENANAOf4zAYWKuN
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「做咩呀?」我一邊畫一邊問。511Please respect copyright.PENANAqNjk6m6y6y
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佢將手肘撐喺書枱上,兩手托腮搖頭:「咁耐以嚟,好似一直冇睇過你畫畫。」511Please respect copyright.PENANAwLwTziWqNy
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「…有咩好睇。」511Please respect copyright.PENANATGpHqLfx4C
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「張廷宇話,芝芝專心做功課個樣係最吸引人架。」511Please respect copyright.PENANAHY1s8552h7
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「所以呢?」511Please respect copyright.PENANAdLJxioQcUF
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「所以!阿帆專心畫畫嘅樣,一定都會好吸引!」511Please respect copyright.PENANAqTftCqzWaI
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我低聲抱怨:「我知我平時個樣一啲都唔吸引…。」511Please respect copyright.PENANA4JQuVTchm1
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小悠嘻嘻笑咗兩聲,隨即問道:「你畫緊咩呀?」511Please respect copyright.PENANAKvPxfTdyms
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聽完佢咁問,我終於將目光落喺佢身上,腦裏又浮現出看更陳伯嘅說話。511Please respect copyright.PENANAmOn2knKVrc
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我搖搖頭:「八掛…。」511Please respect copyright.PENANAPk2FnjOhXo
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唔知係因為小悠喺旁邊望住嘅關係,抑或係本身太多嘢佔據於腦海中,今晚落嘅每一筆都極不流暢,重覆咗無數次擦完又畫擦完又畫之後,我索性將畫紙皺成一團,掉入旁邊嘅廢紙簍。511Please respect copyright.PENANA1FzgfDtWB0
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「點解呀?明明畫得幾好…」511Please respect copyright.PENANAxmOHbZ2yJz
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面對小悠嘅提問,我再度搖頭:「最近硬係畫得唔順手。」511Please respect copyright.PENANAa2s91ZgZE9
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小悠冇再追問落去,隔咗一陣之後卻話鋒一轉:「係呢,點解你會開始畫畫嘅?我指最初嗰陣。」511Please respect copyright.PENANA4f0PPlvZf6
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我會重拾畫畫可以話係因為夕嵐;但如果回溯到最初,即係細個嗰陣嘅話——511Please respect copyright.PENANArWNhYa6zed
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諗到呢度,我企起身。511Please respect copyright.PENANAqK1BmwD01A
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「?」小悠一臉疑惑。511Please respect copyright.PENANAYTdwO87msY
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「我去睇吓搵唔搵得返,我以前畫嘅畫。」講完之後我開始摷書櫃。511Please respect copyright.PENANALR7vBsKUL6
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「…你以前畫嘅畫?」511Please respect copyright.PENANAntukjL0IuA
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「嗯,上次咪同你講過我有個冇出世嘅阿妹嘅?我會開始畫畫係因為我想用畫畫呢個方式去記住佢…搵到喇!」喺書櫃底層摷到一疊畫,但逐張揭過後發現只係一幅幅動漫仿畫。511Please respect copyright.PENANArMbpFzWbRa
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「睇嚟應該掉晒。」我無奈笑道。511Please respect copyright.PENANATQywma7ymr
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「啲畫係咪對你好重要架?」小悠忽然問咗呢個問題。511Please respect copyright.PENANABvFfUAUmhH
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我諗咗一陣,然後點頭:「…不過,唔見晒都冇辦法,只不過諗住搵返出嚟,時刻提醒自己最初鍾意畫畫嘅心情,就算畫到氣餒,都唔好咁易放棄。」511Please respect copyright.PENANAc2cKaYRDPK
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「對阿帆好重要嘅畫…」小悠低語咗一句。511Please respect copyright.PENANACV2ckZhEM3
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「算啦,已經過咗去。」我伸個懶腰。511Please respect copyright.PENANAEjRe2T8eRm
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「你一定可以搵返你嘅畫,只要你相信。」望住小悠嗰一雙彷彿映照出遠方嘅瞳孔,有一瞬間我信佢講嘅嘢會成真。511Please respect copyright.PENANAabOG8npay3
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所以我推佢額頭,希望藉此轉換氣氛:「我啲畫呢,而家應該喺晒堆填區嘞,即係你本來要去嘅地方。」511Please respect copyright.PENANAPH7GjoHE2e
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「唔緊要!」小悠輕輕抬頭,「咁等我代替你啲畫,叫你唔好放棄!」511Please respect copyright.PENANAs8NiZZ6z3y
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我笑:「你都就走,點代?」511Please respect copyright.PENANApIw3S9IuS7
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「我會帶埋部電話走,到你畫到想放棄嘅時候,我就會轟炸到你冇得放棄…!」511Please respect copyright.PENANAEG2snosRIq
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「你去嗰個地方聽都聽未過,分分鐘連電話用唔到…。」511Please respect copyright.PENANABmjT6vHE0t
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「咁我就寄信返嚟…!」511Please respect copyright.PENANAs9QTsU8DeD
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「諗落嗰個地方可能窮到連紙都冇,兼且啲人要食樹皮為生…」我乘機笑佢。511Please respect copyright.PENANArmn3WjiU7Z
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一聽到要食樹皮,小悠嚇到臉容扭曲,我忍唔住笑得更大聲。511Please respect copyright.PENANAd55lcdxTUv
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我為我地又恢復到平常嘅吵鬧而鬆一口氣。511Please respect copyright.PENANAs0HQlV2qON
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距離繁星祭仲有5日。511Please respect copyright.PENANAM1pqv36VMB
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看更陳伯同我講,嗰一日佢話見唔到小悠,其實係小悠指使下所講嘅謊言,儘管背後原因我諗唔明,但經過十個月以來嘅相處,我知道自己根本冇辦法對小悠起疑心。511Please respect copyright.PENANA4i0XJ1MOZV
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