唔知幾時,紫悅捧住塊蛋糕來到我旁邊:「撒仔嘅生日蛋糕,食嘛?」403Please respect copyright.PENANAMmBy9Za48p
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我隨意點頭,然後食咗一啖。403Please respect copyright.PENANAUy5KPmtoj1
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「好食嘛?」403Please respect copyright.PENANA043YtyoyOb
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「嗯。」我想笑住咁講,不過提唔起嘴角。403Please respect copyright.PENANADk5jIbe6Tu
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「但你嘅表情話俾我聽,呢個蛋糕睇嚟唔係咁好食。」403Please respect copyright.PENANAMTO5WswbKZ
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我望向紫悅:「…高田帆俾人打。」403Please respect copyright.PENANA6khyVInRsU
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「高田帆…即係尋日走入你間房個男仔?」403Please respect copyright.PENANALPriG97gnt
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「嗯,所有嘢都係我錯,如果我冇跟佢走出去嘅話,佢就唔會俾人打。」403Please respect copyright.PENANA7fB6UXP2i3
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「但我聽卯月講,你今日好開心?」403Please respect copyright.PENANAWOqLqvRCby
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「雖然係,但我唔應該覺得開心。」403Please respect copyright.PENANAQikR9bbAPh
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紫悅望咗我一陣,然後講:「吖,我記得高田帆今晚就要走!」403Please respect copyright.PENANA8eNBKd0cGj
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我被佢嘅說話嚇一跳:「咁快?」 403Please respect copyright.PENANAIPnW26zeOh
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「生意都傾完,冇必要繼續留喺呢個地方。」403Please respect copyright.PENANAZXoh0kZsrF
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「咁我地以後咪冇得再見…。」我小聲說道。403Please respect copyright.PENANA6pvFWK8TgA
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「你講得啱呀,你同佢住嘅地方隔咗咁多公里,你地以後應該唔會再見面。」403Please respect copyright.PENANA2idMCihe8r
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雖然我知道,但聽到紫悅咁講,內心依舊一陣無名嘅失落感。403Please respect copyright.PENANAkGIWsfkfDM
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「所以,如果你真係覺得開心嘅話,要好好咁傳達俾高田帆知道至得!因為今晚之後,你唔會再有機會。」紫悅講完捉起我隻手就跑。403Please respect copyright.PENANA8ZXi8Md1h8
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「…等等!」403Please respect copyright.PENANAg1V3IWnTp4
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紫悅帶住我行遍成個宴客廳,但只係見到其他參加派對嘅客人,見唔到高田帆。403Please respect copyright.PENANArX5f3PKd7z
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「估唔到咁快走咗。」紫悅望勻四周之後講。403Please respect copyright.PENANA5GSUksSjrr
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「算啦,我同佢以後都唔會再見。」雖然我好多謝佢所做嘅一切。403Please respect copyright.PENANAIbhsli2pLR
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我望吓牆上嘅大鐘:「紫悅,我想返房。」 403Please respect copyright.PENANAQq8fu9CtEK
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「咁我陪你返去。」403Please respect copyright.PENANABHblJouDds
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回到冷冰冰嘅房間後,紫悅替我重新將腳鐐繫上。403Please respect copyright.PENANAVTUqMuEUNY
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「…對唔住,呢個係太太吩咐。」紫悅一臉歉意講。403Please respect copyright.PENANA02vkOS3YZJ
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我垂低頭:「我知道,麻煩你喇紫悅。」403Please respect copyright.PENANAcRqZBFII21
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喀嚓一聲,腳上嗰道熟悉嘅沉重感又返嚟。403Please respect copyright.PENANAqACPFBhAEm
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紫悅離開之後,我到窗旁躺下,凝望外面嘅風景。403Please respect copyright.PENANAWxexHgGY5f
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遠方嘅燈塔再次映入眼簾。403Please respect copyright.PENANAsMxl0wRlWv
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果然,喺度離遠望就夠。403Please respect copyright.PENANAUls7xYtoNp
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頭先同高田帆一齊畫畫嘅時候,我曾經以為自己見到希望。喺剎那平靜之間,我彷彿聽到希洋同我講佢一直以嚟都冇離開過,仍然係有咩事都會陪我一齊面對。403Please respect copyright.PENANA2walqUbA6j
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但如果呢個希望要用其他人嘅痛苦換返嚟嘅話,就應該由佢幻滅。我唔想再連累任何人,嗰個帶走希洋嘅夜晚已經係我一生都要背負嘅罪孽。403Please respect copyright.PENANAPoC1KNccFt
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希望呢個名詞喺我身上只會化作虛無飄渺,就同我個名一樣。403Please respect copyright.PENANAT9hjopyNFV
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眼前嘅玻璃折射出倒影,淚水一顆一顆從倒影臉上滑下,彷彿對我表達同情。403Please respect copyright.PENANA8yDBADmV4v
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然而下一個瞬間,臉上沾滿淚水嘅倒影消失得無影無蹤,取而代之嘅係外面一雙堅實嘅手。