「唔使等下次喇，我而家就可以話俾你知。」408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Sb4Jc0NIm
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「嗯？」小悠一臉好奇。408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCDp5YFY9TS
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我別過視線：「不過，你可能要有心理準備…」408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYyiozRjivc
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「吓？心理準備？係咪好震驚架？」408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyAj43Jyi7c
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「我講完之後，你或者真係會咁諗都唔定…」408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQsb7TBLAR
408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXCjv9EtbGV
小悠諗兩諗，忽然好似醒起某啲嘢：「吖，不過提起心理準備，我都諗起有件事要同阿帆講架。」408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSrOdhEpHMJ
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「咩事呀？」408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGRIG4TBaGw
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佢笑：「都係你講先。」408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVhLMaHO3Y
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估唔到就連開口告白，都要遇到啲咁嘅橋段。408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu1ypA6mjiV
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如果我跟住落嚟堅持俾小悠講先，佢有99％機會又拋返個波俾我，我地之間嘅對話就會陷入沒完沒了嘅局面。408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4oSJYhvsov
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所以照道理，我係應該唔理三七廿一，同佢講咗我想講嘅嘢先；只不過，呢個道理只係適用於正常情況下。408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7cGiFb2ADV
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而家嘅情況，係我咁大個人，第一次同人告白。408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNNTg4tnNj7
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所以，內心稍微緊張一下，都係正常吧？408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD18OWITCo6
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雖然唔知佢要講嘅係咩，但根據同眼前人相處咁耐嚟睇，八成都係蠢嘢；聽完之後，話唔定能平息心裏嘅緊張感。408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOB3zo2bKKL
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就咁決定之後，我搖頭：「都係你講先啦。」408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡneO5XKxUho
408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3NesuslTya
慶幸嘅係小悠冇將個波拋嚟拋去：「好啦，咁你聽住喇喎。」408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8I5fkaESau
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「嗯。」408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyKBTNrx4iJ
408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSqHfSXvaFm
會係關休比事，定係關屋企啲零食事——我喺心入面猜測。408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXsx4S2I9PS
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「就係，過埋呢個學期之後，我會跟紫悅一齊離開呢度。」408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYn7AdoKQqx
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欸…？408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZQbIdjXZCZ
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空氣彷彿停滯於眼前。408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn59nKHUMbh
408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1quMHZo3GI
我用咗大概十秒時間去理解佢講嘅嘢：「離開呢度，係指…」408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfCiNvvU9C8
408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5SJ7hZMlO1
佢接落去：「冇錯！就係離開呢個地方，出發到外地旅行。」408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaCOAeZ7AKJ
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「…旅行？」408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZAhVMs411y
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「又或者換個講法，係去追逐夢想。」408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuJ2bhqLcVI
408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvL9Hi5uqgU
「…夢想？」大腦嘅思考功能由剛才開始忽然停歇，只係識得重覆佢講嘅單字。408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3JqxRWFP46
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「嗯！就好似阿帆咁，我都搵到自己想做嘅嘢…阿帆？」小悠喺我眼前揮手。408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI8dwyIgRQw
408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJuhNnbc64b
「吓？我冇嘢…」我回過神來，「你諗清楚架嗱？你同赤城紫悅識咗唔係好耐咋喎…」408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJDW5FSQux
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「嗯！就係諗得好清楚，先決定讀埋呢個學期，咁樣阿帆你會冇咁唔捨得我吖嘛。」408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡALM2PHXlkm
408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ58NRYhRL9Y
距離學期完結，仲有幾個月。小悠選擇咁早同我講，可能真係如佢所講嘅咁，我會早啲有心理準備、唔會咁唔捨得佢。408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡltlTPZzOtT
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雖然知道，但依然抑制唔到內心嘅激動，我強迫自己唔去表現出嚟。408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy6oHoRzVvD
408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBurAAk7RNs
「…你想做嘅嘢，係咩呀？」喉嚨發出乾澀嘅聲音。408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaU1ps9R7L1
408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoqR2zkkp3m
「我之前咪同你講過，紫悅係一個會行走於世界各地嘅龍貓學者嚟嘅？其實唔止做研究，佢真正嘅工作係拯救世界上所有有需要嘅龍貓…我想做嘅事，就係呢樣。」小悠一臉憧憬嘅表情。408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJa7rcao0K0
408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJDCHc7BexH
「…你真心？」總係覺得，自己嘅決心俾一個莫名其妙嘅理由打斷咗。408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡveZUxFBShT
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佢笑：「又或者咁講，一邊拯救龍貓，一邊去睇呢個世界，呢個就係對我嚟講，呢一刻最想去追尋嘅夢想。」408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkzoWUc56VZ
408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjumd0gx5m5
聽到佢咁講，我內心忽然一軟。408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjwmJi2jS9n
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然後厭惡頭先覺得決心被打斷嘅自己。408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJDP7xNOZYy
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對於冇背景、冇來歷嘅小悠嚟講，可以填補內心一片空白嘅，就只有親眼去見識，並且切身去經歷；呢段日子以嚟佢喺學校嘅投入度就足以說明一切，但係呢個世界好大，佢唔應該俾一間小小嘅學校困住，呢一點我再明白不過。408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6E3fCm5s4x
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喺宏大嘅夢想面前，頭先我嘅所謂決心更顯得微不足道。408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfHjWu9G4lX
408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjB4VpkgJbN
我勉強揚起嘴角：「聽落好似好犀利。」408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhIdq09wC6E
408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM7BecCXhet
佢搖頭：「自從選完學生會之後，見到阿帆咁努力嘅身影，我就開始諗自己有一日都要有想實現嘅夢想，然後親自去體驗一吓，嗰種無論如何都想要達成嘅感覺。所以倒不如話，係阿帆你令我搵到自己想做嘅事。」408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg5B6yeKxA0
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「我明明咩都冇做過…。」408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNsWsm5yQva
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「有架，由一開始阿帆已經幫咗我好多，唔單止包食包住，仲有供書教學…」佢開始數起手指。408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwPe3hATN4O
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我笑起上嚟：「照你咁講，我係咪應該逐樣收返錢好啲？」408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2zf8uTO03j
408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtgeb3flzHh
「你終於笑喇。」小悠講完呢句之後，我同佢都靜咗落嚟。408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO9AU2PAWzc
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係頭一次，我居然會去在意我地之間嘅沉默。408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVM3MP4leZf
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隔咗唔知幾耐，佢再度開口：「你放心啦，雖然同你相處嘅時間唔係好長，不過我一定…」408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcfq8h7Nu0o
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唔知點解，佢講到呢度就冇再講落去。408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6uTqdL0hOV
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我將佢嗰條未梳好嘅頭髮撫平：「得喇，明喇。」408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvMoiHrFDaV
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喺道別嘅氣氛之下，就連呼吸一口空氣都令人感到格外無奈。408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQhoQsNmhOs
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「咁到阿帆喇，你有咩要同我講呀？」408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUBWxnX34dt
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「我…」一時間諗唔到要講咩。408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9hK8H4onD8
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「嗯？」408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr34LZT1Zyf
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我搖頭，將一瞬間閃過腦海嘅替代句子講出：「我…向學校投咗稿，成功嘅話佢地會登我幅畫喺校刊裏面。」408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP5ZdqEV7NH
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「真係太好喇！」小悠望落甚至比我更興奮。408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3BVzHiFyh0
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至於原本要對佢講嘅說話，我選擇先藏喺心入面。408Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs9Ue0WONah
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