由細到大,我嘅世界除咗紫悅同卯月之外,就係希洋,呢個大我五分鐘嘅哥哥。387Please respect copyright.PENANAn3RQypLc1z
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希洋唔理做咩都好叻,不論係大人安排俾我地嘅課堂,定係其他課外活動,佢從來冇令父母失望過。387Please respect copyright.PENANAsRbXaGqqWQ
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同我完全相反。對於每日塞滿時間表嘅沉悶課堂,抑或係週末強制要學嘅鋼琴,我全部都冇興趣,都冇心機學。387Please respect copyright.PENANAc7XZuJWjfs
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每次被學習壓力逼到抖唔到氣,我都會偷走出大屋,匿埋喺海邊嘅燈塔裏面,呢個大概係我唯一嘅樂趣。呢個時候,希洋總會搵到我。387Please respect copyright.PENANAP2eDHaTMhe
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「原來你喺度?」387Please respect copyright.PENANAtqtnFYIO3p
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「點解你會知道…。」我瑟縮一角。387Please respect copyright.PENANARi8zUpwnsU
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「因為我同你有心靈感應架嘛,你唔知咩。」387Please respect copyright.PENANACjyS8Q4PQ4
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「…你講大話。」如果係真嘅話,點解佢樣樣嘢都做得好過我。387Please respect copyright.PENANAjyGHXnRnCE
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「點都好啦,捨得返去未呀?」387Please respect copyright.PENANAqe77M461aZ
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「唔返!」我堅決回答。387Please respect copyright.PENANAbZiay2dcB1
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希洋嘆氣,然後坐到我隔離:「你要記住,為咗達成父母嘅期望,我地一定要好好學習,將來至可以繼承呢個屋企。」387Please respect copyright.PENANAfb49F7t3bG
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「我唔想聽!我唔鍾意上堂,唔想繼承任何嘢…」387Please respect copyright.PENANAjV8ErrLoZa
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「我知你辛苦,所以你最低限度就做個樣啦,至少喺而家。」387Please respect copyright.PENANABzumZmXiFW
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「…做樣?」387Please respect copyright.PENANAzhwKxwCdFD
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「乜你以為我真係好似啲大人諗咁叻?我做任何事都花足二十倍心機,扮一個其他人眼中嘅完美榜樣,就係為咗將其他人對你嘅期望轉移去我身上,咁樣你就唔會就咁多束縛,可以自由自在咁做自己想做嘅事。」387Please respect copyright.PENANATuZCy4TsGR
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我將希洋嘅說話消化一次,依然唔係好明當中意思。387Please respect copyright.PENANAjoxaSDhN21
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但希洋好似識得心靈感應一樣,明明我咩都冇講,佢就輕輕拍我個頭:「唔明就算啦,總之你記住,有啲咩我都會喺前面幫你擋,知唔知?」387Please respect copyright.PENANANlxBqMJyet
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我重新展現笑容:「嗯!」387Please respect copyright.PENANAxydXKj6mm5
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冇幾耐,就聽到卯月把聲:「…原來你地兩個走咗嚟燈塔呢邊?好喇我地要返去喇。」387Please respect copyright.PENANAVtSnaBFN4d
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「返去喇,希渝。」希洋企起身,對我伸出手。387Please respect copyright.PENANA2YWEAx7PQQ
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卯月搵到我地之後,一句責罵嘅說話都冇,只係拖住我地返屋企,果然係世界上最溫柔體貼嘅人,繼希洋之後嘅第二個。387Please respect copyright.PENANAO7pjTzYKQx
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但係,唔係次次都咁好彩有卯月搵到我地。387Please respect copyright.PENANAkhSOm4ZDnr
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嗰個伴隨狂風暴雨嘅黑夜永遠都會烙印喺我記憶裏面——387Please respect copyright.PENANAM1TNxnsvkt
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「就知道你又匿埋喺度。」387Please respect copyright.PENANAaJZ89bsOlB
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「又係心靈感應?」387Please respect copyright.PENANApJI4pIh6Ud
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「嗯,乜我講咁多次你都唔信架?」387Please respect copyright.PENANA4beRXMYOPK
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「因為聽落就好似氹細路仔嘅大話。」我忍唔住笑。387Please respect copyright.PENANAkw2r7nIbi9
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「明明我同你都係細路仔…」一下雷聲打斷咗希洋嘅聲音,佢望吓外面之後向我伸手,「出面就嚟落大雨,我地要快啲返去。」387Please respect copyright.PENANATjGxEr8mDT
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我跟隨佢嘅視線望向天空,原來已經落緊雨。387Please respect copyright.PENANAsaS7dHO3E7
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返去嘅時候,希洋拖實我隻手一步一步行。387Please respect copyright.PENANANWaVQoeRrI
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雨愈落愈大,明明平時冇呢種感覺,但今晚燈塔同屋企嘅距離遠咗好多好多,就好似永遠唔會返到一樣。387Please respect copyright.PENANAnJ3EWsVRdJ
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身體漸漸失去氣力,好凍。387Please respect copyright.PENANAKtpJA8bGrE
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「我地會唔會返唔到去…。」我瑟縮喺希洋身後問。387Please respect copyright.PENANAsgINydyIM1
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「唔會,我話過架嘛,就算前面有啲咩,我都會幫你擋。」387Please respect copyright.PENANAZBwlRArIt9
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希洋嘅說話令我安心咗少許。387Please respect copyright.PENANAYkB3ZZd5Qs
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我心裏祈禱,要我乖乖地學咩政治經濟鋼琴都好,我想合埋眼再打開就即刻返到屋企…。387Please respect copyright.PENANArZMH7fsAEV
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經過沿途岩石堆嘅時候,我腳下一滑——失去意識之前聽到嘅係希洋叫我個名。387Please respect copyright.PENANAZ4XCSThWI1
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到醒返之後,我已經返咗屋企。387Please respect copyright.PENANAJ1V325TGMX
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卯月一見到就抱實我,發出哽咽聲。387Please respect copyright.PENANAoVpELmSKo9
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「…發生咩事?希洋呢?」望吓隔離張床,唔見希洋。387Please respect copyright.PENANAMd8lEexpNR
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卯月咩都冇講,只係搖頭。387Please respect copyright.PENANAJWGEYsZgmW
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之後我問親希洋喺邊,全部人都唔講嘢,只係搖頭。387Please respect copyright.PENANAzeIiXgS9pF
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我決定自己去搵,就好似希洋用心靈感應搵我一樣。387Please respect copyright.PENANAFY49b7RruQ
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但係,搵唔到。387Please respect copyright.PENANAldQT106rdt
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希洋從此喺世界裏面消失。387Please respect copyright.PENANA1fZuBjpu7H
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直到唔知幾時,卯月同我講:「係時候接受現實,希洋已經唔會再返嚟…」387Please respect copyright.PENANAqKkHOBcMAp
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「點會,我同佢明明有心靈感應…。」387Please respect copyright.PENANAfSbshiYPVQ
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卯月攬住我,不停喺度喊。387Please respect copyright.PENANAWFcU4shQrO
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我都話心靈感應係呃人,如果係真嘅話,點解我搵唔到希洋。387Please respect copyright.PENANAM8RzDfs5nP
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唔單止心靈感應,希洋講嘅其他嘢全部都係大話;喺佢已經消失嘅呢個世界裏面,全部變晒呃人嘅說話,變晒唔會成真嘅謊言。387Please respect copyright.PENANAtUXeNV94XX