呢一晚，我地喺房裏面食蛋糕、傾偈，紫悅仲帶咗酒嚟飲，結果未到半夜佢已經醉到失去意識，我同羅凱撒幫佢蓋好被之後，出咗去露台感受晚夏帶來嘅涼風。360Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKVGSt8CS0s
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「嗯，好鍾意。」卯月知道嗰幅高田帆送俾我嘅畫，佢一定係見我好鍾意裏面隻龍貓，所以先會送一隻真嘅俾我。360Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡudgXL1asQ5
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之後，我地又傾咗無數嘅話題，尤其係關於嗰個同我相隔幾千公里遠——高田帆所在嘅地方。羅凱撒講咗好多嗰個地方嘅得意嘢俾我聽，就好似卯月以前對我講嘅故事一樣，每字每句都令我更加想親身去一次。360Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWVKexb58MP
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我唔係冇諗過問羅凱撒有關高田帆嘅事，不過今晚嘅快樂已經係透支往後幾十年嘅份量而獲得，嗰份會跟住我一世嘅罪疚感只係暫時被眼前假象掩蓋，而唔係消失，亦都唔會消失——我怕再開心落去嘅話，我會忘記呢個事實。360Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Auv7lOqgC
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不知不覺，月亮已經半掛空中，微風混和山中一帶獨有嘅氣味送來，每吸一口氣都令人感受到截然不同嘅清新——360Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWaPHt1jjHU
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嚟到呢個地方之後，我首次乘著晚風，同羅凱撒面對面咁傾偈，一切就好似我生日嗰晚一樣。360Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHDswfnqp2P
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「哼，爭贏體育館唔係你話可以就可以，尤其對面學校呢種級數嘅對手。」360Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjz86PIKYnb
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「照我觀察佢根本唔在乎體育館，講真見到佢肯嚟我已經嚇一大跳，你到底用咗咩方法迫佢嚟今次嘅聯校宿營？」360Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiOKVnqvpEx
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我暗自深呼吸一下，否則繼續回憶落去嘅話，大概會被嗰種仿如世界末日嘅痛楚再度吞沒：「…你記唔記得邊個係卯月？」360Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqd3FLStOmc
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「記得，以前去你間屋玩嗰陣佢對我好好。」羅凱撒講嘅時候，臉上係柔和嘅笑容。360Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRYFwD62vXp
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我繼續講落去：「佢話佢最大嘅遺憾，就係喺我身邊照顧咗我十幾年，而冇好好去理會內心真正想追求嘅事。」360Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ1O4dAwitU
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嗰個時候，卯月雖然握住我對手，但從手心傳來嘅只剩下冰冷，嗰種令人難以忘懷嘅溫度永遠會留喺我掌心裏面——360Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXiUjfzlTze
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「所以，你都要去追尋自己真正想做嘅事，我相信呢個都係希洋嘅願望。」360Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi1pLl4PerH
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「真正…想做嘅事？」望住眼前嘅卯月，我個腦只係一片空白。360Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZnDTTQhnQI
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佢點頭，片刻後說：「你唔使擔心我同紫悅，太太對我地好好，唔會待薄我地。」360Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Bfj5W7Fve
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「我冇任何想做嘅事…。」我稍微撇開視線，然後緊握住佢掌心，「比起呢樣，你要好好休息多啲，一定會好快好返架。」360Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0zYgJX0yZ3
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「唔會冇，一定會有。」佢搖頭說道，「希渝，你試吓合埋眼，嗰樣最先浮現喺腦海裏面嘅事物，就係你真正想做嘅事。」360Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuoYYgUnKCA
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講完之後，佢緩緩閉起雙眼。360Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLeksVVB2xN
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「…卯月？」360Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi5ThXWJcsh
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「真係好想再返去一次，我出世嗰個地方。」360Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVFJS4917a2
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伴隨住窗外遠方嘅鳥鳴，卯月最後嘅聲線傳到我耳邊，直到好耐之後我依然唔知道嗰陣時嘅聲音究竟係出自邊種雀鳥，聽起來竟然如此令人悲傷。
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