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No Plagiarism!N3rgU6RTC35vuDc2bmZeposted on PENANA 「好啊,」他笑:「咁我講啦喎。而家,我有時仲覺得自己困喺二百磅嘅肉身裏面,就算我行路輕咗好多,但係個心成日形住自己冇變。」8964 copyright protection156PENANAG0sx3FmAik 維尼
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「冇變啲咩呢?」8964 copyright protection156PENANABXWXMYYvY0 維尼
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「都係好驚啲人會搵啲嘢嚟笑我,所以要好努力等自己唔好肥返。你知我成日玩交友APP傾偈、但唔同人見面吖可?我覺得唔見面就安全,淨係靠內在嚟相處,唔需要承受對方見到我個樣之後嘅反應。」他解釋。8964 copyright protection156PENANA23hd37vVv3 維尼
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「得到你嘅真傳啫。我好鍾意你,你知唔知啊,以前真係得你同我玩仲肯幫我講說話咋。」最後那句話將他的情愫弱化了,喜歡她,就如鍾愛朋友。8964 copyright protection156PENANA1aVkOHdLb0 維尼
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她說:「以前吖嘛,我變咗好多。」8964 copyright protection156PENANA6cBNS6fnU1 維尼
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「嘻嘻,你而家都仲同我玩,你好專一!」8964 copyright protection156PENANA24v7uBjaZF 維尼
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「痴線,亂講嘢。」8964 copyright protection156PENANAbEfIzGiZV9 維尼
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翩翩情不自禁地害羞起來,呼出鼻息時又洩漏了笑容。8964 copyright protection156PENANABTEIR01BlE 維尼
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阿謙近乎表白:「冇呀冇亂講嘢,全部都係我真心話嚟。覺得你好好係真,覺得你成個人都有血有肉係真,覺得你值得幸福都真。」8964 copyright protection156PENANAPuMO1kFpXQ 維尼
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他覺得自己已將所有心意講出。8964 copyright protection156PENANAk74dNLLPZr 維尼
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無論能否與她戀愛,這些都是他真心想說的話。他想起她曾把大黃蜂放生,那個表情,那段聲線,讓他難以忘懷。縱使,她說當中存有雜質,可是,她確實做了那樣的好事。8964 copyright protection156PENANADKesld9SrK 維尼
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如此,雜質只能代表她作為人的複雜性。他如此相信。8964 copyright protection156PENANATRT86it66r 維尼
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翩翩嬉笑:「喂,聽講你係我書迷嚟,都係嗰句啦,開心嘢冇人睇。」8964 copyright protection156PENANAJp29IMY4bo 維尼
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阿謙堅定地說:「都係嗰句啦,我一定會睇。」8964 copyright protection156PENANAw2PEeRnAZH 維尼
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可是,原來寫作是要靠生活滋養的。8964 copyright protection156PENANAd8e7ZNMCh0 維尼
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當日常變得壓抑、無趣、麻木,寫作便很困難。她又食又拎,憑着與讀者見面來取悅自己,又因此取得靈感。所以,她不喜歡寫愛情故事,可是大眾喜歡,於是,她也不再問自己是否喜歡。她留戀在網絡上被關注、被重視的感覺,脆弱又迷人。8964 copyright protection156PENANAOIq8rIyz15 維尼
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翩翩說:「我懷疑一個人開心,仲寫唔寫到嘢?Even我只係寫啲濕鳩又冇深度嘅文?文係因為唔開心先寫㗎嘛,你幾時見過以前啲文人好開心、跟住作詩㗎?佢哋都係被貶官、流放、死老豆老母老公老婆嗰陣,先有興致㗎啦。」8964 copyright protection156PENANA9w4vfmgKYB 維尼
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「咁開心時寫開心嘢唔得?」8964 copyright protection156PENANAaNGBtSQlUP 維尼
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「開心就歎世界啦,仲打文?肩周炎、腰骨勞損會開心啲?」她嗆口地說,卻以柔聲。8964 copyright protection156PENANAxQHiPq344R 維尼
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「吓,但我想你開心。」他敲一敲她的額頭。8964 copyright protection156PENANA5wbVE31xwu 維尼
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「咁就冇嘢好寫啦……」她拍打他的手。8964 copyright protection156PENANA5L6Ltjj63x 維尼
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「我想你開心。」8964 copyright protection156PENANAresio8NIES 維尼
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阿謙又重複前幾個話題時提及的說話,那種緊張的悸動猶如再次生長;即使和她共對,他沒有一刻是完全平靜。8964 copyright protection156PENANAZONQNZrVUx 維尼
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可是這種慌亂,真教人開心。8964 copyright protection156PENANA53tEPjVX2Z 維尼
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翩翩再次聽見這句話,再次被觸動;其實她如此簡單,連看一些廉價的煽情影碟也能流下感動的淚水。8964 copyright protection156PENANA1z7IAEQRuI 維尼
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「邊個係我?」她問他,也在敲問自己。8964 copyright protection156PENANAPCuRl3omOb 維尼
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她想要什麼呢?其實她在喜歡誰呢?她喜歡自己嗎?8964 copyright protection156PENANAmqFVE5JR4j 維尼
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「你就係你。」8964 copyright protection156PENANAKi6aELw7Ck 維尼
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他真誠地看着她。她一怔,然後別過臉去,竟然有點心動,這種衝擊由心而發,不只是視覺的迷醉。8964 copyright protection156PENANAQjRpDCX4ky 維尼
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「我屌,做乜flirt我?」8964 copyright protection156PENANAa4o0SfZzBR 維尼
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她慌慌張張地說,已無昔日氣勢。他區區四字,她已覺得動人。8964 copyright protection156PENANAydabuKd0OS 維尼
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「講真,我唔想你再因為王子而唔開心。佢唔係好人……如果真係好人,點解會明知你鍾意佢,亦知你知道佢知道你鍾意佢,但都仲係咁同你相處?佢利用你感情,咁樣對你唔好。」8964 copyright protection156PENANAJuvxS8U4yz 維尼
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即使阿謙以朋友身分,也覺這番話沒有說錯。8964 copyright protection156PENANA8j83FQLSQy 維尼
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「唔好咁講……」她否認。8964 copyright protection156PENANAOriTYXwW61 維尼
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「我有講錯咩?珍惜一個人,點會成日明知佢唔開心都若無其事?佢對你唔好,你知道㗎。」8964 copyright protection156PENANAhlEYQ85eVD 維尼
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「唔好再講啦。」8964 copyright protection156PENANA0I7FBlhZjr 維尼
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翩翩瞪着他。有些事實,一早在心裏發芽,長出的枝節從種子撐開來,葉的絨毛也將心刮得癢癢的;但是,她那麼祈求,一切只埋在血液之中,而非竄進她眼前開出沉甸甸的花果來。她努力保護早就清晰的猜想,為了可以繼續傻下去,名正言順地無怨無悔。8964 copyright protection156PENANATRLBMerE1e 維尼
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可是此刻,她也猶豫了。8964 copyright protection156PENANAuCvCokCE8a 維尼
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阿謙和她原先溫馨的對話,被「王子」這個名字打擾。是的,她聽見他的名字時,總是不開心的,甚至將原有的快樂消耗。她想起他時,心頭也沒有甜蜜升起,只有一種哀愁苦絕在蘊釀——如同她筆下女主角的段段苦戀。8964 copyright protection156PENANAY3g6HlvC6z 維尼
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她看着阿謙,卻又蘊醞出另一種情感。8964 copyright protection156PENANASdtmZQ1byf 維尼
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