「阿盈!唔好走…」103Please respect copyright.PENANA65Cknzwz69
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我企返起身諗住抓住佢,可惜乜都掂唔到,掂到嘅只有一堆冰冷嘅空氣,而呢刻我再繼續叫佢唔好走已經遲,佢已經唔係度,浴室變返一片寧靜、呢間屋又再重新變返得我一個。103Please respect copyright.PENANA8suXXMvSBL
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「都怪我…做咩要咁衝動講左出黎、仲要咩都認晒,如果我將呢啲收埋一世咪邊個都唔會知,好似依家咁搞到佢咁難受仲要走埋為乜…都唔知仲會唔會可以見得返佢…」103Please respect copyright.PENANARYQZg7EptS
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可能呢啲就係一言既出,駟馬難追,講出黎嘅野就好似潑出去嘅水,之後就咩結果都有唔再收得返你講過嘅野,而今次呢個結果就係我冇估到嘅結果,竟然將個重點放左係我度…103Please respect copyright.PENANApqzdt5ua4t
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「阿盈,你啱先仲話以前嘅你已經死左,唔會再喊,因為你已經解脫冇人再恰你,點知最後都為我呢個衰人而再喊返。」103Please respect copyright.PENANAuk2U2SOsbk
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「以為死後你黎到我身邊唔會再俾人hurt,點知hurt得你最深嘅偏偏係我,要你解脫後重新跌返落深淵,我真係對你唔住…其實我先係最壞嘅一個人。」103Please respect copyright.PENANAYl2p98f477
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依家成個空間都只剩低我一個人係度自言自語懺悔。103Please respect copyright.PENANA41XGjHOqIh
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過左一陣我慢慢開門步出浴室,我第一眼就望向櫃入面個公仔,佢移動左變成背向咁對佢我,估計阿盈真係想靜下唔想見到我。103Please respect copyright.PENANAk9ez5B4G5c
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「阿盈對唔住,係我搞到你咁難過…但你可唔可以唔好走,我當得你妹我以後都會當你妹咁照顧你,我唔會因為你係鬼而嫌棄你,可唔可以俾多次機會我去彌補返你,究竟我做乜野你先會原諒我…」103Please respect copyright.PENANAiohJWiPcTz
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說罷周圍一片寂靜,冇任何回應,公仔依然背向住我。103Please respect copyright.PENANAFB6LHxaJyQ
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呢刻嘅我就好似情侶之間我做左啲對佢唔住嘅事墾求對方原諒咁,事後鋪鑊,想留住對方唔想佢走。103Please respect copyright.PENANAHwOW59UQfb
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「由細到大屋企淨係得我一粒仔,唔知我妹控定點,我一直都想有個妹俾我照顧下,佢有困難我幫佢解決、佢受傷害我保護佢、佢難過我安慰佢,可惜呢啲一直都只係可以ff。」103Please respect copyright.PENANACJuvrUM6rE
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「直至遇到你,遇到同我一樣嘅同路人,而你亦肯慢慢接受我,然後我慢慢當左你係阿妹咁照顧,所以你死後到你出現返俾我地撞返真係好難得,我唔想你走、我唔想見以後都見你唔到。」103Please respect copyright.PENANABeqL30rAhf
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我講完呢一大堆野,公仔依然冇任何反應,今次真係鬼都怕左我,莫非呢啲就係神憎鬼厭?103Please respect copyright.PENANAd8lBRwSHji
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好快過左兩日,呢日瞓醒一如既往嘅平靜,雀仔聲都冇粒,但我冇再夢見阿盈,甚至唔多記得呢兩晚夢見啲咩,可能我連夢都冇發一個都唔定,103Please respect copyright.PENANAsY1wpFPGOr
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而呢兩晚沖涼熄左盞燈對住塊鏡佢都冇出現,燈亦都冇眨,好正常咁咩動靜都冇,直到我上床瞓嗰刻亦然,公仔仲係背向住我郁都冇郁過,103Please respect copyright.PENANAqsxXq9whQO
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熄晒燈準備入睡時亦都冇再好似初初入住嗰陣咁聽到出面有聲,感覺阿盈真係消失左唔再存在…103Please respect copyright.PENANASoLdZXcEjH
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「阿盈呀,你仲嬲緊我仲未平復到啊?你係瞓左教定點啊?你唔會之後都唔再出返黎掛…你知唔知呢兩日冇左你係度我好唔習慣,你冇再好似之前咁入我夢、出現同我傾計。」103Please respect copyright.PENANAQnraG84Cxe
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「你仲記唔記得啊,你中五嗰年先轉班過左黎我嗰班,嗰陣你俾阿sir調位一調就調左去角落頭,可能阿sir都覺得你似邊緣啲人,或者你都會覺得滿意。」103Please respect copyright.PENANA2VFuM9T4VU
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「之後就見你成日唔出聲,鐘意自己做自己野,亦唔同人傾計,嗰陣我就算掉紙仔俾你同向你打眼色你都唔理我。」103Please respect copyright.PENANABVjXuxo3AE
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「之後啲人見你覺得奇疤就開始想過黎撩下你,見你都係唔多出聲就覺得你好恰,之後就開始整你,變相除左我之外依家有多一個對象俾佢地玩。」103Please respect copyright.PENANAQxE6NutP9T
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「就係咁變左男仔負責玩我,女仔就負責玩你,所以我先覺得我地係同路人,相信大家都會明白大家,但你嗰陣應該仲未點留意我。」103Please respect copyright.PENANA3Mfq7U0ioT
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「之後仲有一次成班係度抄功課因為黎緊嗰堂要交,大家好似影印機咁係咁copy,抄完自己嗰份借俾人抄,有啲直頭一個位有6-7個人圍住抄,當然我都唔例外,我會搵阿誠借俾我抄。」103Please respect copyright.PENANAymsS3Jdmbk
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「唯獨是你默默地一個係位度自己做,我見到你諗好耐先做得一題同見你諗得好辛苦咁就借俾你抄,但你搖頭示意唔要,堅決要靠自己做唔洗人幫。」103Please respect copyright.PENANAtm6PxvMys8
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「所以我都冇理咁多啦,嗰陣見到你就覺得你好有骨氣,邊似得我地呢班凡夫俗子咁,為左交到貨見人抄就個個都抄。」103Please respect copyright.PENANAt1FDVa982V
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「但可惜呢個世界就係咁殘酷,最後你做唔晒交唔齊功課,而我地個個都交齊晒,之後你就要留堂兼抓你去低form班房當住咁多低form生面前做齊晒佢,真係聽見都覺得好柒,咩面都冇晒,士可殺不可辱,但佢就辱到你變地底泥…」103Please respect copyright.PENANAzrFlpbU4ZR
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事關嗰陣低form臨近考試學校搞左啲補課班,所以佢地放學都要留多一個鐘自修先俾走。103Please respect copyright.PENANA7H5Cafaj2A
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「再之後有人搞你我就慢慢開始過黎幫你,因為我都睇唔過眼,我亦都正式當左你係同路人、當左你係阿妹咁照顧你,諗返起我真係好想你仲在生,好想再好似以前咁同你一齊放學…」103Please respect copyright.PENANAkuLS0abkul
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呢日我講左好多以前中學嘅野,希望佢會聽到記返起我以前點樣識佢、點解同佢慢慢熟,希望佢會覺得思念而出返黎,103Please respect copyright.PENANAsCUKoWJxxn
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但暫時黎講,我就算講完一大堆野,屋企都仲係一片寂靜,冇任何回應,公仔依然冇郁過,就好似得我一個人係度自言自語係度追憶。103Please respect copyright.PENANATVM5E1Mron