I feel like loneliness will never let me go.411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE4Bh5tsB3R
I should adapt to it, but still—it bothers me deeply.
I ask myself: What does a girl really want?411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYzb7YF7ZAI
Maybe I just need a person who will love me completely—not a princess on a white horse...
I want people who will prefer me over others,411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYDqsNIQyFu
people I can turn to—any time—411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNqpqvhDjvb
whether I’m happy or sad.
I want someone who won’t sell me for their own benefits,411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVVQVXYxRXM
someone who likes me the way I like him.
You know, everyone around me has someone they trust,411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnNmrIjfmLS
someone who chooses them,411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHim6tB7ehc
but not me—as always.
When I was a child, during every fight with my parents, I was alone.411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbOdUedI9a7
I don’t have siblings,411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7haXvBF4Hy
so I was always the one asking for forgiveness.411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPXOfORUha4
I didn’t want to be alone.
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but I wasn’t their bestie.
It’s been like this ever since.411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHCpiMM1b7u
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but loneliness still lingers.
I was in a relationship for 2 years and 7 months,411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdkWAyye57t
and he still preferred his friends.
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but maybe it’s worse.411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHusHW2gFPf
Maybe I mean nothing to him.
But every time I try to leave,411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD1mYX5p4XK
I can’t.411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEpZm5a4wRJ
Because if I go,411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkLdA2HtRIL
I really won’t have anyone.
Sometimes I wish I had siblings—like a big brother.411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUiPNcHmV1u
I would support him, and he would support me.411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoumDWnsSx7
But I don’t.
In the old days, I was a stone for my cousins to rely on.411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwslVpUhgNd
I tried so hard to keep them strong through difficult paths.
But when it came to me—411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5oH9NRStyh
when it was my turn to enter adult life—411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6TaRzy0Fp6
I was alone.
