Who am I?220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCFQWfJuL00
This question trills through my mind every second of the day.220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC4EF4lLyqS
For 23 years of my life, I used to be a follower—a good child to my sensitive family.
I was a husband to my mother and a son to my father—except for the duty of being a daughter to my mother.
I had forgotten my dreams. It felt like sacrificing myself just for my family.220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8seTeVgfsX
But I couldn’t continue down that path, so I decided to choose myself for the first time and try to do something for me.
I came to Germany from a faraway country to study and find myself.220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjOrAs5A2zu
It’s been a year here in this beautiful city,220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRRw8Ybqyi8
but I feel like I’m stuck.220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd8R5h09tqN
I don’t know what I want.220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbEedhgbTek
I’m lost and filled with anger toward everything.
I used to sacrifice my dreams, but now—though I no longer want that—I’m still drowning in it...220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgHv66wjiT7
I want to have a dream.220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡognizFx3JO
Have a goal.220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡek0BSpVsgZ
Try to achieve it...220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiPmdoFUyM3
But I can’t.
When I open my eyes, I don’t know what I want.220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRnlfMcdmkG
I know I want to want something—but what?
In the silence of night, in the darkness,220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZdjVsuoQIf
I’m alone, trying to dream,220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkSQZdGPoPG
but my mind can’t seem to dream...
But I’m here,220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgpcdZGIxsb
after a long journey,220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzAGNvyaA18
that I’ll write in tiny, minuscule parts...220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsTmtMSR5yI
