「中學嗰陣已經好想咁樣屌你……」528Please respect copyright.PENANA08jHfzKPhe
528Please respect copyright.PENANAk7cMpxui2h
聽到陳君儒咁講,我有一瞬間嘅愕然,想思考佢話裏嘅含意,但好快就又俾佢嘅動作搞到分咗心。528Please respect copyright.PENANAb48zPRGt8p
528Please respect copyright.PENANA4rpLpSLcpY
直到完事之後,我先至諗返起呢件事。528Please respect copyright.PENANAhTByQZDkN4
528Please respect copyright.PENANATtK11sfcla
於是喺食早餐嘅時候,我好奇咁問陳君儒,想佢解釋下係咩意思。528Please respect copyright.PENANA4VVPMVGqvn
528Please respect copyright.PENANAxayrMastgi
「你頭先講嘅係咩意思?」528Please respect copyright.PENANAWVdh4p2qaw
528Please respect copyright.PENANAulfn5NddsE
「講咩?」佢好似唔記得咗咁。528Please respect copyright.PENANAJZgFyvIIQF
528Please respect copyright.PENANAzBJIvSWmsL
「你頭先話中學嗰陣已經想......」我唔好意思講落去,講到一半就停低咗。528Please respect copyright.PENANAZmScnYBbJ7
528Please respect copyright.PENANAfkjTGcX6Lb
但我講到咁,佢冇可能唔get啦。528Please respect copyright.PENANAxyasNpfKCd
528Please respect copyright.PENANA0qZK3z3YhY
「哦,」佢終於都醒起,「冇呀,我中學嗰陣暗戀過你。」528Please respect copyright.PENANAp8DliB05JT
528Please respect copyright.PENANAclxcL1LHPh
?528Please respect copyright.PENANArbFQOEd6Gh
528Please respect copyright.PENANAJUUdI6gQK2
佢講得輕描淡寫,但我就成個人呆咗。528Please respect copyright.PENANA2zeE8IgxYG
528Please respect copyright.PENANARMO9FedrXz
本身我仲啱啱𢳂咗嚿炒蛋入口,呢刻連咀嚼都唔記得咗。528Please respect copyright.PENANAfQHz5vPmPG
528Please respect copyright.PENANAayzrjbH17P
「使唔使嚇到咁呀?」佢見到我咁驚恐嘅反應,忍唔住笑咗出嚟。528Please respect copyright.PENANAxbf9D5KNyz
528Please respect copyright.PENANANmS256vp1y
「幾時嘅事嚟㗎?點解我嗰陣完全唔知嘅?」我終於反應過嚟問佢。528Please respect copyright.PENANAnkaiyb9trl
528Please respect copyright.PENANAK12hG10PgV
「話明係暗戀,你點會知呀。」528Please respect copyright.PENANAYka1gMSiZG
528Please respect copyright.PENANAFjOnpqP4a9
好癲,我真係完全冇過陳君儒中學嗰陣竟然係鍾意我。528Please respect copyright.PENANA5iFvAppJRo
528Please respect copyright.PENANAQAAx9JmkaT
同埋佢話中學已經想好似頭先咁屌我,即係佢其實由中學開始已係咁S?528Please respect copyright.PENANARH8P5E4XJU
528Please respect copyright.PENANA1ETvIfZIWP
我回想返佢中學嗰陣嘅斯文樣。528Please respect copyright.PENANAu7YEj7gAkj
528Please respect copyright.PENANAa8y4I01kaO
佢又收得幾埋喎……528Please respect copyright.PENANAOqj4oDYU2l
528Please respect copyright.PENANAFyWMadhBf9
其實我仲好想問吓佢當初點解會鍾意我,但又唔好意思問,因為感覺好似逼人讚我咁。528Please respect copyright.PENANAyhdjp1DyOe
528Please respect copyright.PENANAyXBzzazhfW
不過佢頭先嘅坦白令我諗起一段往事。528Please respect copyright.PENANA0TqM9cYv87
528Please respect copyright.PENANAYiCGTVR5Jq
「咁Form5嗰年去camp嗰陣你係咪已經鍾意緊我㗎?」528Please respect copyright.PENANAn82yz1OD9k
528Please respect copyright.PENANAbZXiN9s1op
「好似係。」佢笑咗笑。528Please respect copyright.PENANAPFqBJAtc60
528Please respect copyright.PENANAuN9G1KQmMB
Form 5嗰年,我哋全級去咗宿營。528Please respect copyright.PENANAUetJoXPEO6
528Please respect copyright.PENANAHzm35q36Dp
個camp係幾好玩嘅,唯一唔好嘅位係廁所喺宿舍出面,同我哋房有一段距離,而且由房行去廁所嗰段路好陰森。我事前上網search過個campsite嘅資料,見到嗰個地方仲有鬧鬼傳聞。528Please respect copyright.PENANA943ZuC2pXI
528Please respect copyright.PENANAKe3e5SdC4j
宿營嘅第二晚,我半夜突然好急尿,想叫隔離床個friend起身陪我去廁所,但又叫極佢都唔醒,唯有硬住頭皮自己去。528Please respect copyright.PENANAfSbdRMJ9Fk
528Please respect copyright.PENANA0WADAhihI3
我哋身處嘅地方係郊外嚟,本身已經好靜,到凌晨時分更加顯得寂靜。尤其夜晚翻風,吹到周圍啲樹郁下郁下咁,成個氣氛勁似鬼片入面嘅情景。528Please respect copyright.PENANA9qQu2PWnCt
528Please respect copyright.PENANAT5DnEyf41J
我一邊喺內心交替默念「喃嘸阿彌陀佛」同祈禱,一邊快步行去廁所嘅方向,全程耷低頭勁驚自己會見到啲唔應該見到嘅嘢。528Please respect copyright.PENANAYjiFv8Ru5m
528Please respect copyright.PENANAhxdBzLtIjU
結果我喺轉角處迎面撞到一個人。528Please respect copyright.PENANAVsRCwDYZuV
528Please respect copyright.PENANAeJASi76Jlm
當時嘅我本身就處於極度緊張嘅狀態,我記得自己喺撞到人嗰刻真係尖叫咗出聲,叫完先發現係陳君儒嚟。528Please respect copyright.PENANA9dKzIfyPNT
528Please respect copyright.PENANAWu7qt6MXLp
佢嘅表情明顯係俾我嚇親。528Please respect copyright.PENANAKcqU81M2pg
528Please respect copyright.PENANAdwVyCJiQUX
我尷尬咁收咗聲。528Please respect copyright.PENANAuBuNjQh8tZ
528Please respect copyright.PENANA334PZlrlp4
佢若無其事咁問我:「去廁所呀?」528Please respect copyright.PENANAkzSLWap5MG
528Please respect copyright.PENANANE3PaH9EtG
我嗰陣真係柒到想搵窿捐:「係呀……」528Please respect copyright.PENANAATl4gQDz8B
528Please respect copyright.PENANAkWKlXdqjbm
「陪你去啦。」528Please respect copyright.PENANAJP3XHTJ5xR
528Please respect copyright.PENANAdAPDT3i24s
「好……」528Please respect copyright.PENANAWK5MpdlpcK
528Please respect copyright.PENANAyTWm5NRGly
同陳君儒行去廁所嗰段路途中,我內心一直充滿住強烈嘅羞恥感,亦多得呢份羞恥感,我不知不覺咁將對鬼嘅恐懼拋諸腦後。528Please respect copyright.PENANA2x6ntTbHv9
528Please respect copyright.PENANAFVwF3RpsKu
之後陳君儒喺女廁門口等我出嚟,我哋一齊行返宿舍。528Please respect copyright.PENANAMHHfccbQzG
528Please respect copyright.PENANAFQjakePz4S
點知喺行返去嘅途中就撞到其他去廁所嘅同學。528Please respect copyright.PENANA47YWrHvcYf
528Please respect copyright.PENANAd8XJ64iLbv
我嗰刻內心勁崩潰。528Please respect copyright.PENANArBG4UELRM3
528Please respect copyright.PENANAdLPMBxSTnn
屌佢哋,頭先又唔見有咁多人!528Please respect copyright.PENANA9pCZEM1Kap
528Please respect copyright.PENANA9tNGwQLlnw
佢哋見到我哋兩個一齊行返嚟,就開始喺度唯恐天下不亂咁起哄:「喂喂喂你兩個咁夜喺度做咩呀?」528Please respect copyright.PENANA0w54cu9kzz
528Please respect copyright.PENANAQZy12bUkIW
我唔記得陳君儒當時係咩反應,淨係記得自己好慌張咁不停解釋。528Please respect copyright.PENANAJKvnqHfnlh
528Please respect copyright.PENANAQ3l5aXnL9f
好快呢件事就俾班八卦友傳開咗。528Please respect copyright.PENANA7AN6ANl9ym
528Please respect copyright.PENANAAHqSqnp4Of
雖然陳君儒由始至終都冇講啲咩,但我記得我嗰陣內疚到癲。528Please respect copyright.PENANA1ELLli1CNO
528Please respect copyright.PENANA4kPtJMlJVU
人哋咁好心陪我去廁所,我就累到佢俾人誤會……我當時淨係覺得好對佢唔住。528Please respect copyright.PENANALAAiIsIQkG
528Please respect copyright.PENANAfZ12oPZ9T7
於是自從嗰日之後,我更加唔敢再同陳君儒有交流,同埋都好努力咁叫大家唔好再亂講,搏命同陳君儒劃清界線。528Please respect copyright.PENANASgLs3gijsj
528Please respect copyright.PENANAeC8xJAjfci
可能係見我哋兩個真係冇乜交集,大家之後都冇再笑我哋,件事都丟淡咗。528Please respect copyright.PENANAgBancKLfo5
528Please respect copyright.PENANAKvQM5H7Hgg
而家諗返,如果陳君儒嗰陣已經鍾意我,咁我當時嘅行為對佢嚟講都幾hurt。528Please respect copyright.PENANAzl9GRvKiGS