收咗線之後,我仲係有少少魂不守舍咁。564Please respect copyright.PENANAMto4SytdZD
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朋友頭先頭頭是道嘅分析言猶在耳:「你一直咁欣賞呢個人,覺得呢個人好好,好到你根本唔會對佢產生非分之想。但突然間,你發現原來呢個自己咁崇拜嘅人竟然以前一直暗戀你,個感覺就好似拉咗佢落神壇咁,你有幻想都係一件好正常嘅事嚟,」564Please respect copyright.PENANAuxGpHI3Bba
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的確,我目前對陳君儒呢個人嘅了解都只係基於中學嗰陣對佢嘅印象,回憶亦會令我過分美化呢個人。564Please respect copyright.PENANA72yD5wIbiE
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「你要諗清楚,你鐘意嘅係而家呢個佢,定係中學嗰陣曾經暗戀過你嘅佢?」564Please respect copyright.PENANATXQP7su2mX
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之後嗰幾日,我搵陳君儒講嘢嘅頻率減少咗,就算佢搵我講嘢我都隔好耐先覆。564Please respect copyright.PENANAE5zHAYqqAW
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我覺得自己需要啲時間沉澱一下,以釐清自己對佢嘅感覺。564Please respect copyright.PENANAuG0UHs9vAH
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但老實講,喺呢幾日入面,我根本得唔出任何結論,腦海裏仍舊係一片混亂。564Please respect copyright.PENANAnfPzQUNen9
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就喺呢個時候,彷彿想令我變得更加混亂咁,陳君儒又再一次約我出去。564Please respect copyright.PENANABuQqyTMmfG
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「下個禮拜陪我去staycation好唔好?」564Please respect copyright.PENANAOX1GFvAgsD
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我覺得佢呢個邀約嚟得莫名其妙,所以冇即刻應承。564Please respect copyright.PENANAOwEIRBobCp
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「?」564Please respect copyright.PENANAPPqUjVbDHw
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無端端去乜嘢staycation?564Please respect copyright.PENANA76FVfbFS1y
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「我下個禮拜生日呀,陪我吖。」佢講:「我啲friend唔得閒。」564Please respect copyright.PENANAvLPqDT8ZLk
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「......」564Please respect copyright.PENANAr2vI2imsDI
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雖然好奇怪,但我最後都係應承咗。564Please respect copyright.PENANA14Pr9QcfXf
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陳君儒話佢已經book咗酒店。我本身覺得佢都幾慘,生日淨係得sp陪佢去staycation,連酒店都要自己book埋,所以就問佢要咩生日禮物。564Please respect copyright.PENANAfnyK0oZKPx
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「唔使啦,你個人出現就得㗎喇。」564Please respect copyright.PENANAAbkRgINcQ6
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於是我就氣定神閒咁真係乜都冇準備到。564Please respect copyright.PENANACdM4Wfzwud
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我哋只係sp,都係唔好搞咁多嘢好啲。564Please respect copyright.PENANAN6mxi5rNfn
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我提醒自己。564Please respect copyright.PENANAVPmDXyigUH
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不過到咗staycation當日,我都係唔好意思兩手空空咁過去,就臨時去買咗個蛋糕仔。564Please respect copyright.PENANAKV7f25PqL8
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「咪話咗唔使買嘢囉。」陳君儒見到個蛋糕嘅時候講。564Please respect copyright.PENANAReDJnsRrUf
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不過佢個表情又好似幾開心咁。564Please respect copyright.PENANAA9f95LRdzh
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「生日吖嘛,點都要食下蛋糕嘅。」我將蛋糕放喺離床幾步遠嘅書檯上。564Please respect copyright.PENANAz8UbcRSnxf
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之後我諗住幫陳君儒點蠟燭,但過程中佢不斷喺度騷擾我。564Please respect copyright.PENANAI9sULkwDtI
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喺我插緊蠟燭嘅時候,佢就從後環抱我,喺度錫我耳仔同頸側。564Please respect copyright.PENANAQ9w33teH0Q
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「喂……」我隻手震咗震,爭啲整跌咗支蠟燭。564Please respect copyright.PENANAkScFAhGqLZ
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陳君儒冇理我,繼續輕咬我耳垂。564Please respect copyright.PENANAKld4jqB8y9
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我艱難咁喺佢嘅騷擾下點着咗支蠟燭。為咗有氣氛啲,我仲順手熄埋房入面嘅燈。564Please respect copyright.PENANA6THuUPsNMp
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陳君儒錫下錫下就錫到嚟我唇邊。564Please respect copyright.PENANAXWaJgEaotC
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「許願先啦……」我吃力咁推咗推佢。564Please respect copyright.PENANAGC16nfIiCO
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我嘅嘴唇被佢封住,聲音變得模糊不清。564Please respect copyright.PENANAOOZJ6QoEa1
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「好啦好啦我許願喇。」佢終於暫時放過我嘅嘴唇,但仍然維持住環抱我嘅姿勢,又將頭靠喺我頸側。564Please respect copyright.PENANAaR5FFxiueH
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我擰轉頭望向佢。564Please respect copyright.PENANAQ52oTU8GL4
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呢刻昏暗嘅房間內只有暖黃嘅燭光散發住微弱嘅光茫。564Please respect copyright.PENANA9Fhz8QgiCy
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燭光映照下,我見到陳君儒合埋眼,表情虔誠。564Please respect copyright.PENANAmHeIOEiyvy
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我下意識咁放輕呼吸凝視住佢。564Please respect copyright.PENANAsC18vNJQ1P
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燭光微微咁顫抖閃爍着。564Please respect copyright.PENANAdveqCfIdKx
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「許完喇。」陳君儒突然擘大咗眼。564Please respect copyright.PENANAQiZdVNr9hd
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我呼吸一窒,嚟唔切移開目光,猝不及防咁撞上咗佢嘅視線。564Please respect copyright.PENANAMAOWoeJ5PS
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過咗好耐,又或者其實只係過咗幾秒,佢錫咗埋嚟。564Please respect copyright.PENANAnM8I6Nc4va
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一開始只係輕柔咁吮吻,後來動作卻變得越嚟越急切猛烈。564Please respect copyright.PENANAnVOTS6aZeP
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我被佢攬住錫住帶到去床邊,再被佢推倒喺床上。564Please respect copyright.PENANAhpc0V3zF3E
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「好鍾意你……」陳君儒一邊錫我一邊講,聲音沙啞。564Please respect copyright.PENANA6ZWSSPx70U
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「我都係……」我脫口而出。564Please respect copyright.PENANAAfIAA6IYA7