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No Plagiarism!HFPcJkVllBslnOz21cw6posted on PENANA 林奇峰默默消化盧冰的話,無關愛情,但竟令他思考與家人的關係。8964 copyright protection88PENANAf1IaT5sLhd 維尼
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她總叫他珍惜眼前人,生命原非想像得那麼綿長,但留給在世人的衝擊可以很大。她舉例子,那是她的前男友,而她至今鬰鬰寡歡,走不出來。她尚要自問,都算一直陪伴夏和希,遺憾很多,但是她已經盡力。8964 copyright protection88PENANApLZ2d6Xt0g 維尼
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如果林奇峰沒有將想修補的關係好好修補,他會後悔至極——若他明日就身故,或者父母昏迷。8964 copyright protection88PENANAhwlPdWu6h8 維尼
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這個心結一直存在,但他沒有與人說過,因此也停滯不前。8964 copyright protection88PENANASViKB0XMPT 維尼
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可是,盧冰的話確實令他反思自己想要的東西。廿三歲,他喃喃自語年紀,新的一年,竟在思考應否回家,可笑。8964 copyright protection88PENANAnU2bAOCrSo 維尼
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「我明白你話好似對佢哋幾失望,唔太支持你咁,係咪?」她問。8964 copyright protection88PENANAGRNZNNW48J 維尼
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「係,我都唔明,平時都幾開明,但一要坐監就發晒癲,我覺得好誇張,好似失禮佢哋咁。」8964 copyright protection88PENANAp5QzelCE3c 維尼
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「你覺得佢哋失控,係因為你失禮?」8964 copyright protection88PENANAdd5eAVHLqY 維尼
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「咁又唔係。」8964 copyright protection88PENANAqKCfWybM9X 維尼
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她沒有答話,只輕輕點頭,又問:「咁你想唔想搵返佢哋啊?」8964 copyright protection88PENANASikd16WKRz 維尼
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「想嘅。」8964 copyright protection88PENANAb9m1sc9DXg 維尼
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「就算佢哋覺得你失禮?」8964 copyright protection88PENANACh213tzhDk 維尼
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他沉默了很久,終於說:「嗯。」8964 copyright protection88PENANAiPIzeqwSs3 維尼
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實質上,盧冰並沒有給予任何意見,只是不斷問問題,可是他終於面對這個話題,自己整理了想法和渴望。8964 copyright protection88PENANApQJfejHGjF 維尼
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他打算回家,臨出宿舍時,本想找一找她,但又自覺是大人了,不想讓她覺得自己很幼稚,需要憑他人的鼓勵行事——即使,她不會這樣想。8964 copyright protection88PENANAL3tpMflhxK 維尼
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林奇峰果真回到大圍的家——是的,他原本住得和大學很近、很近,結果頭一兩年無法順利申請宿舍,因地區分太低了。最後一年,以特別需要為由入住,倒是真心真意地寫上:「與家人關係不睦,影響學習。」8964 copyright protection88PENANAdmSLGTTwKU 維尼
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他緊張地按門鈴,鎖匙已不知被他丢到何處。等待開門期間,他才思索應當說什麼。8964 copyright protection88PENANAs8C45HhGXV 維尼
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以前回家、離家都太自然,喜歡外出與朋友玩,回家又輕鬆地倒頭大睡,根本不需想太多。此刻,他十分慌張,以為在拜訪別人的父母。8964 copyright protection88PENANAIhujsCGAC0 維尼
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他沒有辦法為自己做過的事道歉,他覺得自己沒有做錯——8964 copyright protection88PENANATmvRrH8rYo 維尼
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如果等一下又吵架,那怎麼辦呢?8964 copyright protection88PENANAQdkLsuF448 維尼
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又走一次?又此生不再見?8964 copyright protection88PENANAPh2F0Py7za 維尼
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他沒有答案,喉嚨忽然很乾。8964 copyright protection88PENANAgynH1IBfJm 維尼
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終於大門開啟,他連誰給他開門也未看到,心跳無限加速。8964 copyright protection88PENANAJDJR1uSIxX 維尼
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母親看見林奇峰,呆了一呆,下意識低頭,將外圍鐵閘打開,看見他,像沒有反應,二人在門口對峙,沉默片刻,母親流淚。8964 copyright protection88PENANAbnHDhbAq0b 維尼
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沒有任何聲音,只是她一直流淚。8964 copyright protection88PENANAKQzjiHNIRm 維尼
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他是成年男子,不能再似小孩子時撲入母親懷裡,人越大,這種能力在流失,如沙被風吹散,堆不成以前的安樂家。他只是急急忙忙地拍了拍母親的肩膊,撫摸著她的顫抖。他的眼眶也微濕,只是不至於爆發。8964 copyright protection88PENANA05SFXYvu9P 維尼
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二人進屋,坐在客廳,完全沒有說話。母親只是捉住他的手,摸摸他的皮肉,又哭泣。8964 copyright protection88PENANARCn34PkjmB 維尼
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父親也回家,一入屋看見林奇峰,連口罩都忘記脫下,快步向前,又突然止步,假裝無事地問:「返嚟啦?」8964 copyright protection88PENANA7qWSMWQ5IO 維尼
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「嗯,返嚟啦。」林奇峰終於開口。8964 copyright protection88PENANAqR0JcDHvd2 維尼
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「返嚟咪幾好。」父親說。8964 copyright protection88PENANARRqHPqKQ7z 維尼
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「多啲返嚟瞓覺啦。」母親抽泣附和。8964 copyright protection88PENANAmFdExIoBtO 維尼
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林奇峰覺得自己在做夢,如同小說那些久別重逢的過氣橋段,此刻他在感覺這個氣氛,只得發呆,他連父母的臉都不敢看清,羞愧怯弱,不為自己做過的事,單純對於「太久沒有聯絡」這一點,他有點慚愧。8964 copyright protection88PENANAu9Y02WlXJt 維尼
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結果三人坐到飯桌上吃飯,如以前以前一樣,有一搭沒一搭地聊著。8964 copyright protection88PENANAQzfWNw3n9T 維尼
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「係,下年畢業。」8964 copyright protection88PENANATTWrPymd6I 維尼
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「咁咪好。有冇話出嚟想做啲咩?」8964 copyright protection88PENANAl1Ragyg6pA 維尼
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「design?應該,唔係好肯定。」8964 copyright protection88PENANARRaVCgnLo4 維尼
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「好啊,做design好啊。」8964 copyright protection88PENANAT0Z6MZhfGn 維尼
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「……你哋呢?近期點?」8964 copyright protection88PENANAKyoMZ8FdQG 維尼
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「我做多兩年就退。」8964 copyright protection88PENANA2MJA6HlOI8 維尼
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「哦、哦,咁身體幾好嘛?」8964 copyright protection88PENANAhl8rCcJD0Y 維尼
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「都係咁——食多啲啦,個人落晒形。」8964 copyright protection88PENANAaCuj5slIkQ 維尼
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「嗯,係囉,出面成日食啲冇營養嘅嘢,多啲返屋企。」8964 copyright protection88PENANAuzxSuh6AXF 維尼
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「嗯。」8964 copyright protection88PENANAmDl5GPwPtz 維尼
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「好啊,我會多啲返屋企。」8964 copyright protection88PENANAIhLDO7pQ5I 維尼
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「早知你今日返屋企,我煲返個湯畀你補吓……」8964 copyright protection88PENANA767JQoBpOL 維尼
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「我應該要講聲,對唔住。」8964 copyright protection88PENANAUwOOlTwr1T 維尼
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「唔使對唔住,咁小事。」8964 copyright protection88PENANAqNMZ711tsN 維尼
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「要,對唔住。」8964 copyright protection88PENANA5UKvZicoOr 維尼
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「阿媽先要講對唔住,唔可以提前預知你返嚟,對唔住……」8964 copyright protection88PENANAcV5XfdUgle 維尼
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「得啦,你哋對咩唔住,都過咗去,之後煲返湯咪得。」8964 copyright protection88PENANAS7YCuE89pr 維尼
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「嗯,但都真係對唔住。」8964 copyright protection88PENANAb27rSOQxqb 維尼
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「等陣食生果。」8964 copyright protection88PENANAeb6YwwmSiF 維尼
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結果,完全沒有人提及過去發生的事,但是林奇峰已覺得心頭的壓力消減,之後也只在聊日常發生的事。8964 copyright protection88PENANA2jc5H9ZOOu 維尼
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一些事情發生了,被他記住,相信沒有人忘記,只是提起的話,又太難完場。8964 copyright protection88PENANAZtiww0eyfw 維尼
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爽性道歉,首先表達心意,含蓄但真摰。8964 copyright protection88PENANA05ni10AZ1B 維尼
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吃飯後,母親不斷捉住林奇峰的手,和他聊天,似怕他又要走、想聊盡想說的話。她已經五十多,卻自問沒有力氣捉緊年僅廿三歲的他,如此無力。父親一反常態,入廚房洗碗,做兒子的不敢肯定,是只有今天如此,抑或在他離去時,父母的習慣已經不同。8964 copyright protection88PENANA1r2pHFYUKv 維尼
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母親的背前傾了一些,他將她的肩頸稍稍矯正,說:「哇,好誇張。」8964 copyright protection88PENANAwDxEqNR8yc 維尼
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「老咗係咁,趁後生做多啲運動。」8964 copyright protection88PENANAyWHOSZ1lxE 維尼
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他想起他替過前度按摩,卻沒有將這種柔情送給母親。他替她捏揉膊頭,觸感熟悉,卻記不得何時親近過。8964 copyright protection88PENANAFzM98R5mm8 維尼
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母親悄悄老了,父親也是,只是父子之間,沒有這樣的互動。8964 copyright protection88PENANA1Aws82pnMV 維尼
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臨睡前,母親將他的梳洗工具全部從房間拿出,而他看見自己的房間與以往幾乎毫無變化,如果有,也是床單被舖——但畢竟他也忘記,臨離家前是否這一套。書桌、衣櫃、床頭燈,一塵不染,一家三口合照仍然安好放在床邊。8964 copyright protection88PENANAKTsStrYdrM 維尼
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他終於忍不住哭泣,然後沉沉睡去。8964 copyright protection88PENANAsaAKyBEetc 維尼
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他回家了,這一點,讓他安心了許多,不再有流浪的不安。他不是認為「家是避風港」,也不否認因為與家人吵架,令他漏夜撇雨,但如今他只想睡在家中的床,不再需要思考「可不可以」。8964 copyright protection88PENANAUKjwmvBMHJ 維尼
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他希望自己有直視父母眼睛、然後噓寒問暖的勇氣。8964 copyright protection88PENANAKJquxq6lSk 維尼
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他想起盧冰,很想感謝她。8964 copyright protection88PENANA6bGCzBsyky 維尼
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