「小蝶，坦白講，我不知道該怎麼回答你這個問題。」295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqqqR1curpL
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「嗚哇......」小蝶戲劇性地哭了起來。「志珊不回答的問題295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHQKJgb1S2I
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肯定是悲觀的！或許......，他根本就不喜歡我！」295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGL4KOzPqf7
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講出結論後，小蝶哭得更理所當然了，我的心隨著她一抽一抽295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ6sP18vTov
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的肩膀而緊縮，不禁再一次自責。295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO5ZLIXaXrl
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「也有可能......，他是那百分之一的機率啊，雖然很不想幫295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwL5TDLXXbe
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他說話，可是或許，世界上真的有那種......明明喜歡對方，卻常295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCxuHjah2iY
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常不在意對方的人存在也不一定......。」295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGuv31nbzBf
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「真的嗎？」小蝶終於停止悲傷的抽泣聲，抬起的臉蛋上佈滿295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRGU8D1lf7x
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淚痕，那一條條透明水線，柵欄似的困住我差點衝口而出的殘忍。295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkdq1H0Z5VT
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「明明喜歡，卻不在意，這不是很奇怪嗎？我實在不明白。就295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJtx2XiUX6i
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算沒有事先跟他約好，也沒有要見面，但是下班後留下來開會時，295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnfPwuNbmrJ
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我還是會怕他擔心我而自動打電話報備耶！難道他都不怕我會擔心295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZv9fCRo3RT
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嗎？還是根本就不在意我會不會擔心？」295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh40Yog5SMi
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「唉！小蝶，會不會是因為你們交往五年了，他太習慣你的存295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3IpEJiQ7lm
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在，覺得你的愛是理所當然，無論他去做什麼，你都會乖乖的等他295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvpjZvGfNfJ
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回來，所以他就讓你等、讓你擔心，一點罪惡感都沒有啊？」295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXiRItIgn7H
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「你的意思是說，我寵壞他了？」對於這個說法，小蝶相當滿295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeKSsXQlM7g
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意。「志珊，你果然最懂男人。」295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKJNsN6gMpM
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拜託！讓你擔心又讓你等，心裡一點罪惡感都沒有，這不就代295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbQq2RGSZN
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表他根本不在乎你嗎？完全不管你的死活啊！只管去做自己想做的295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd0Ahhsqsvn
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事，從基礎忘記你的存在，這樣還能稱為喜歡嗎？295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKnvSJpATeH
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可是現在的小蝶非常滿意這個解釋，一點都不想接受現實的模295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrKPtqWu1Oq
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樣，我也只好忍住不說清楚。唉！女人只聽自己想聽的話。295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt3BWJxTC5q
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「小蝶，或許你是時候考慮新對象了。」無論如何，讓小蝶哭295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUzzbbzoPjO
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的都是壞傢伙。「你們這樣五年了耶，他又不可能改變這個行為，295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz3MR6sL3C2
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你想要忍受他這樣一輩子嗎？」295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB3NJnTJQhs
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「不想啊！可是如果就像你說的，他只是因為在一起太久了，295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsva1N9p4np
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忘記要珍惜我對他的感情，那我們應該不至於走到分手那一步。」295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrcl60JJRuV
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「所以，你已經決定要一輩子忍受他這種行為了嗎？」我想，295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18WAsDsdzU
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小蝶的意思應該跟之前一樣，天真的希望能改變對方。「你知道，295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDhErEAwkLm
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愛是不可能改變一個人的，你要想清楚，不分開，就代表你會有數295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGAB871jCbR
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不清的次數打電話沒人接，數不清的次數一個人等著他回電，數不295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQGYI8n28ei
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清的次數害怕他是不是劈腿，數不清的次數猜想會不會發生意外，295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdd5IYXbbdB
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數不清的次數等待再等待，而且將來和你們的小孩一起等待，當孩295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTJxjHPFaxI
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子問你爸爸為什麼還沒回來，你們也只能一起聽話筒那一端轉入語295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwRjSKQhr9o
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音信箱，就這樣直到小孩長大，你變老，一直等一直等......。」295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCZWMydknf1
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「......志珊！」她閉上眼大吼，制止了我這些讓她無法承受295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbMrpNMQDqw
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的殘酷話語，淚水在她臉上形成了包覆的面膜，我家客廳的淺藍色295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUsY9iHbmZL
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抱枕，被小蝶決堤的淚水染成了深藍色。295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpQQsWLWR7Y
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「對不起，小蝶，我知道你會很難過，但是我不能不說，因為295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIvx4nY2QuI
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我沒有辦法看著你哭一輩子，我捨不得。」295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEvLYW6GgGF
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關於這個問題，我們早就談論了五年，哭了五年的小蝶，難道295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKGwKKzrPIi
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從今天開始要一直哭到死嗎？295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ojvxCxDZB
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然而最重要的原因，確實是因為我捨不得，小蝶是個多麼優雅295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOKb1B7kjMJ
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的女孩，從小開始就非常注重自己舉手投足的氣質，去除掉對蝴蝶295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUhVlOc3lMy
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的狂熱，小蝶對生活和衣著的品味非凡，她總是美麗耀眼的出現在295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9211AfOQeV
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大家面前，即使私底下，她在我面前也不曾有過不雅動作，這樣的295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJp7zLW2EMG
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完美女孩，不該為了一個男人終生以淚洗面。295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGZ1Z26uWrk
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「為什麼？」小蝶邊哭邊語音不清地說：「身為好朋友的你都295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlR06ht3LoS
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會捨不得了，為什麼他卻不會捨不得我難過呢？」295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdLoIvLBDLG
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「因為......你應該換一個比我更重視你的對象。」如果可以295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡilh0GmLQlz
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的話，我也願意成為那個給你幸福的人，可惜我沒有資格。295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQpQWKiabZr
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「嗚......，借我肩膀啦！」295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdmTVZz84RO
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坐在小蝶對面，本來就是刻意的保持距離，我知道自己根本招295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3DKKPppCZw
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架不住小蝶示弱的每一個動作，就像現在小蝶要求的安慰，身為好295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlPs6XlhR4P
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姊妹的我，心裡強烈左右搖擺。我借的向來都不只是肩膀和安慰，295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ20dVUvo6l5
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而是我的關心和擔心，以及濃烈的......心酸。295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2xt1Iqjbx
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「志珊......，我不會弄髒你的衣服啦，你來我旁邊嘛！」295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsqTnQ7GKIb
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小蝶的手掌握住我的指頭前端，我仍然沒移動半步，在小蝶對295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Vy2o4OKoS
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面座位猶豫不決，臉上亳不掩飾我的左右為難。295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPHZSycdUnw
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「志珊，你借我靠一下嘛！我不要一個人失戀啦！」295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdXpugJAplp
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她將我的反應解讀成討厭衣服被弄髒嗎？295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUs05BaE5Xe
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小蝶說完又掉了四串淚，這華麗的淚痕簡直像刻在我心上，只295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Y482VPAzB
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是一秒，我就發現自己坐到了她身旁，下一秒，蝴蝶紋路點綴的雪295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB23rX1VijJ
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紡紗衣服就在我的懷抱裡了，衣服的主人任性的借走整個我，不單295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqbojw4GoP2
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單只是借去她說的肩膀。295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAOE8IQ1QNt
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她環抱著將整張臉貼在我的衣服前襟。「唉！不是說不會弄髒295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGYe4hW7CIc
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我的衣服嗎？」295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6c042o0cPO
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沒有回應我的話，她只顧自己發洩痛哭，哭了一會兒，伸手從295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV1rOijlZoN
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衣服口袋拿出手機，輕輕放在我手心裡。295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKKIoCEiuIP
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「唔，志珊，你幫我保管手機，我想，如果我自己帶著手機，295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqcVbZZdzpf
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一定會忍不住想接他電話，或是忍不住想打給他，這樣，我會一輩295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNWWmB7Fwue
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子不幸的，你可不可以幫我這個忙？」295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp2BY7El9hs
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看來是下了相當大的決心，這樣的小蝶，不知為何的忍人憐愛295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd23dUMhyhS
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，我無法拒絕她的求助。295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQpTYT5RHZD
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「好是好，可是你不帶手機，我怎麼找你？」295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIeyUIqCNI1
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「不用找我，從今天開始，我想暫時住你家。」她抬起頭，身295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvGnfYkB6ut
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體仍然像無骨水母般癱軟。「收留我好不好？」295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzMNDDNtobV
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「我家？！」幾乎大吼。295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnJpyc0qMSw
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這個消息也太突然了吧！我沒有一點心理準備。何況，我其實295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdU1aBpeWwD
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不太願意讓小蝶住進來，因為有不想讓她知道的秘密，一個我隱藏295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡavdjbPoyFC
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了許多年的秘密，現在讓她住進這個私人空間十分不妥。295Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Z8ZXXkb5x
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