風仍未止。界紋淡淡,於天際似寫未竟之痕。42Please respect copyright.PENANAxwPgZ4il7F
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無名獨立於息象丘後山之巔,手中捧著那冊筆記本,書頁闔起,沉靜無聲。不是沉寂,而是拒絕。42Please respect copyright.PENANAszJIT0lcrQ
42Please respect copyright.PENANAf9qbUDyhDS
他已第三次試著提筆書記,卻每一次,筆觸將落未落之時,紙面即微微振動,筆尖自行脫離。書頁翻過,空白如雪,不納一字。仿佛紙也有心,知他將書何物,便先一步避開。42Please respect copyright.PENANAF8BbG13g0x
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他閉上眼,深吸,將心念集中。想寫下剛才對林慧芳的那句話:若問不能止,妳便非問者。筆尖懸空,氣息凝斷。42Please respect copyright.PENANAIHGJ54dE8T
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筆冊驟然自翻,下一頁自行展開,浮出一行墨影。42Please respect copyright.PENANASbbtWrstk5
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——「非問者,不配書。」42Please respect copyright.PENANAp6RC5B49GJ
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無名怔住,那不是他寫的,也不是他心中原念所映。那像是筆冊自己在答——不,是在審。42Please respect copyright.PENANAQ3aHvOf9dt
42Please respect copyright.PENANAlJNzE9eyIr
風更寒,空氣中浮現一絲絲心象紋理,無形無味,卻使他心中一震。他看見筆冊內頁開始自動顫動,一頁頁拋開記憶:過往他所記下的每一筆問語,每一句對破相的懷疑,每一個在幻象中見到的他人與自己,現在如同被筆冊回放,卻全然陌生,彷彿不是他所書。42Please respect copyright.PENANAq2S2INyXbh
42Please respect copyright.PENANAqisJhEKBIg
忽然,一頁頁之中浮現一道影子——是他自己,坐在幽光中,執筆無動,眼神冷然,如審稿者般看著他。42Please respect copyright.PENANAVuTMEYOHMx
42Please respect copyright.PENANAQzu0oXppZM
幻象之中,書中之他問道:「你還在寫嗎?」42Please respect copyright.PENANAbHghQmYNwz
42Please respect copyright.PENANAWnXpVCMc65
無名喉頭一緊,不知如何應答。42Please respect copyright.PENANA2KpZzlpQQX
42Please respect copyright.PENANAaMUayTQlEd
書中之影繼續:「你不是在問。你是在記錄你曾問過。你已經不再問了。筆知道,你只是想留下一點證明——你曾經想過什麼。」42Please respect copyright.PENANADZgv24iiMa
42Please respect copyright.PENANAdHjb4DsTB9
無名輕聲道:「我……我只是還不知道答案。」42Please respect copyright.PENANAEyUopycdEF
42Please respect copyright.PENANA2447AttOGK
書中影子冷笑:「所以你用筆填補空白,而非面對空白。」42Please respect copyright.PENANAGv6klVdTaU
42Please respect copyright.PENANAiKlNnKJP08
筆冊翻頁聲自幻中傳來,一聲一響,如斷裂之骨,響於虛空心界。42Please respect copyright.PENANAJ4ZYukQwed
42Please respect copyright.PENANAHoI1ou1HwZ
他猛地睜眼,幻象崩散,但筆冊依然展開,一頁頁空白之中,中央那一句話未曾抹去:42Please respect copyright.PENANANrSxbKdrdt
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——「非問者,不配書。」42Please respect copyright.PENANAiHYkX8gK2Y
42Please respect copyright.PENANAqVvChsdG0R
這一次,他真正明白,筆冊不是失控,而是拒控。不是記錄之器,而是問之回響。42Please respect copyright.PENANAliz1dUhX7z
42Please respect copyright.PENANAG9DPkO8Fye
他手一鬆,筆墜地,靜止無聲。42Please respect copyright.PENANAba1hhyBgsK
42Please respect copyright.PENANA3vKPO4ixkr
他低聲自語:「筆不記我之問,那我,還能問什麼?」42Please respect copyright.PENANAFirKkaDWjU
42Please respect copyright.PENANAZCE8LtLv0j
天光一線,無響而落,界仍無語,心未止。42Please respect copyright.PENANAk4A6Y992lW
42Please respect copyright.PENANANky7DPlX6K
筆冊翻至第十三頁時,一道筆痕未現的頁面忽然泛起淡淡心象光痕。42Please respect copyright.PENANAivOdpwA6vv
42Please respect copyright.PENANANA4yCfliOu
無名本欲合上筆冊,卻在那光痕形成瞬間,整個人如被筆冊牽引,意識被拋入書頁之內。周遭景色頓轉,四下皆白,無天無地無聲無物。唯有一方墨海浮空,其上懸著無數他曾書寫過、卻從未再讀過的詞句與問語。42Please respect copyright.PENANAPJ4LSOvcVT
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他站在其中,彷彿進入了自己筆記未完成的夢中。那裡有他記過的名字、有他懷疑過的真理、有他寫下卻未能回答的問題——一個個懸浮在墨海之上,化為虛影,如同書魂殘影。42Please respect copyright.PENANAVKrhhJEPvd
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忽而其中一道影子從虛中走出,與他身形相似,筆在手、冊於懷,面無表情。42Please respect copyright.PENANAHn13WEaVmC
42Please respect copyright.PENANA6sdCaj1DbL
那人一開口,聲音竟與無名無異:42Please respect copyright.PENANAbwP2WWag4Z
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「你問這麼多,想知道什麼?」42Please respect copyright.PENANA8G4TFiLRLm
42Please respect copyright.PENANAF3AOwmef3A
無名愣住,語塞。42Please respect copyright.PENANAbcRZF7ueWO
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書中之影步步靠近,語氣不斷加深:「你寫下那麼多字,記過那麼多事——你有真正去回答過哪一個?」42Please respect copyright.PENANAT2h3cL86oL
42Please respect copyright.PENANAtvzifA8nNn
無名低語:「我……不是為了回答,我只是想留下……」42Please respect copyright.PENANAruISR42vhO
42Please respect copyright.PENANAO2Lns3bOC8
「留下什麼?問?還是你自己?還是希望有人讀?」42Please respect copyright.PENANAWwHatqa96m
42Please respect copyright.PENANAwHCthCSHFZ
那影子筆一揮,虛空浮現過往一頁問語:「『破相者無相之相,問者無問之名』——你寫下這句話時,心中有答案嗎?」42Please respect copyright.PENANA1y9mByuznQ
42Please respect copyright.PENANAOyu0A8iMTy
無名凝視那浮字,搖頭。42Please respect copyright.PENANA3oUK9pbla2
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書中之影怒聲:「那你為何書之?」42Please respect copyright.PENANAngsNeQN5Uo
42Please respect copyright.PENANAIXs753CpWM
無名沉聲道:「我不知道答案,但我記得那時候我動了心。」42Please respect copyright.PENANAKejxK7rnWf
42Please respect copyright.PENANAJvZgv8OdZF
書影低笑:「動心,便要書之?那筆冊成了什麼?心動紀錄器?還是怕自己日後忘記曾有過懷疑的記錄儀?」42Please respect copyright.PENANApNAU9n5A2I
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無名一字一字地回答:「筆,不是為了證明我知道什麼。筆,是為了不讓自己忘記,自己曾經不知道。」42Please respect copyright.PENANAjUDJ6XemJ7
42Please respect copyright.PENANAhCazV1m30l
書影靜了數息,沉默凝視著他。42Please respect copyright.PENANAFwtFl84diw
42Please respect copyright.PENANASVNnX6uNAE
最後,筆冊驟然合頁,墨海崩散,心象碎裂成白光。42Please respect copyright.PENANAvaQHqnbXio
42Please respect copyright.PENANAm2kkPAjecK
無名猛然從幻象中甦醒,背脊冷汗未乾,筆冊仍在手中,未曾動過。42Please respect copyright.PENANAHFIR98ulYC
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唯有書頁最下角浮現一句——42Please respect copyright.PENANArRYtybAbf5
42Please respect copyright.PENANASwVrvK9BJg
「若問者不能自答,筆即不答之。」42Please respect copyright.PENANAb4V69Z5zgr
42Please respect copyright.PENANAAboouAW95x
筆冊無聲闔上,天色轉冷。42Please respect copyright.PENANAmsALAtChpM
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他的手仍握著筆,卻再無勇氣提起。
42Please respect copyright.PENANAlXuVPNoSnl
42Please respect copyright.PENANAX24ue50Efi
42Please respect copyright.PENANAqPsH9LzKrC
無名靜坐於枯石之上,雙目垂下,筆冊攤開在膝頭,頁頁雪白如初。42Please respect copyright.PENANAmlG83t0rNn
42Please respect copyright.PENANAybUrCNOcH8
他再次嘗試提筆,這一次不寫任何語句,只想畫下一筆橫線——象徵斷裂、結束、沉寂。那筆尚未觸紙,便忽然一震,如被反彈之力推開。42Please respect copyright.PENANAlXFWvCXSQP
42Please respect copyright.PENANAoaFMGRXLLs
他的手微顫,再度落筆,紙頁竟捲起如波,筆尖未至,筆鋒已自碎。42Please respect copyright.PENANALiXqEl3Sc5
42Please respect copyright.PENANA0gqJp58r3P
筆冊中央,浮起一道極細的裂紋,如書頁之折線,自中軸斜斜而裂,輕如息卻深如刃。42Please respect copyright.PENANAds7GGVwUzP
42Please respect copyright.PENANAJBtecc85oN
那一刻他明白——筆冊,不再容他書寫。42Please respect copyright.PENANAYQ4AOgC8eV
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筆非碎,書非毀,卻在排拒他本身。42Please respect copyright.PENANAwrQqj8q0Hz
42Please respect copyright.PENANA95mPOXywww
風從斷紋中穿過,如冷指劃過脊骨。無名聽見某種聲音,自書頁深處傳來,不是語音,不是念語,是一種無形的抵抗。42Please respect copyright.PENANA8AKB2oSBKR
42Please respect copyright.PENANAElp28fL7f6
「你不是問者了。」42Please respect copyright.PENANAVByKfIGFrr
42Please respect copyright.PENANATBNZB9zd61
這句話無從而來,無形所現,卻重如山崩,將他整個人壓下。42Please respect copyright.PENANA2rBiD4RifF
42Please respect copyright.PENANAQuTk2MAdw3
無名張口,卻無聲。他想問:「為何我不是?」卻無一語能出,彷彿不配提問。42Please respect copyright.PENANA0GcDI9MSbk
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筆冊緩緩闔上,如不願與他對話。42Please respect copyright.PENANAonC1nW5UOG
42Please respect copyright.PENANAoBo3s12ghn
他低頭望著自己手中的筆,那是他多年來書過最多問語的筆,卻在此刻,顯得比石更冷,比雪更遠。42Please respect copyright.PENANA4hmX1RZPOe
42Please respect copyright.PENANA8phqbph5LV
他緩緩放下筆,將筆橫置膝前,低聲說道:42Please respect copyright.PENANAcoJWYamFJV
42Please respect copyright.PENANARTyI9gT0z8
「若筆不再信我之問,那我是否……再無問可書?」42Please respect copyright.PENANAjlTAEhVK4e
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無人回答。42Please respect copyright.PENANAmizkCtOj5B
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書頁無聲,筆拒其心。書冊未毀,問已不續。42Please respect copyright.PENANAj4FfGELjUU
42Please respect copyright.PENANAMy1qdriX8o
他明白,此非筆毀,而是——筆已不再認他為問者。
42Please respect copyright.PENANAADgvcIb8Ho
42Please respect copyright.PENANAJHsg7F39Zx
問界深處,七宗心盤高臺上,觀測者接連傳來異動警示。42Please respect copyright.PENANACqQPBN6Fvd
42Please respect copyright.PENANA86jA2R4nZR
一位身披灰紗的女性立於語律宗觀臺,她名喚「厲瑤言」,面容清冷,手執空訣,心盤之上浮現一道深裂筆紋。她目光微凝,聲音清晰卻無情:42Please respect copyright.PENANA5bHNFaDSRk
42Please respect copyright.PENANAs42VNcdJAD
「此人筆冊已拒主,書問失綱,應封。」42Please respect copyright.PENANA9177OHwOCy
42Please respect copyright.PENANA5HvvJSyX0G
旁側,武衡宗項悲風抬眼,沉吟道:「拒主不等於毀問,或許……是他心問未穩,筆自止。」42Please respect copyright.PENANAvJPpLuw93H
42Please respect copyright.PENANAemOhrR64fj
寂骨宗的牧魃子倚於一旁石座,冷笑聲中透骨:「問者之筆,若不服問者,則人亦無義持筆。若他仍自視問者,便是狂。」42Please respect copyright.PENANAKzHJj18ela
42Please respect copyright.PENANAiGNsi5StXQ
靜詠宗觀主低聲提筆,記下觀盤紋變,語氣柔和卻不無警示:「筆冊未毀、心象未亂,僅以『拒』判封,過重。」42Please respect copyright.PENANAfANnF44yku
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而真籙宗心臺中央,一道光幕投出筆冊中心之裂,光紋閃爍間,浮現出無名的心象殘痕,不成字、不成句、亦非象。42Please respect copyright.PENANAIwJPUTHKzj
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真籙宗使者低語:「此為非象之象,或許……非止人之問,乃界之回。」42Please respect copyright.PENANAp5Awd7PSSV
42Please respect copyright.PENANAAuXR5P06sZ
語律宗厲瑤言冷斷一句:「無象可記者,不可留筆。此例若開,界將無律。」42Please respect copyright.PENANArQMZLaH71w
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眾聲爭論未決,心盤共振,浮出一句系統性心盤預判語:42Please respect copyright.PENANAIbIJjMCxHQ
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——「問者筆冊失控三級,預評為界源風險體。建議七宗內審。」42Please respect copyright.PENANAxsc5sQ0MuV
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此言一出,六宗觀者同時凝神,七宗內部首次同時記下關於無名之筆冊之異動事件。42Please respect copyright.PENANA5owenyyJxf
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項悲風垂首,目中似有難言。牧魃子袖中藏意,冷冽一笑。厲瑤言閉目再觀,手中空訣凝成碎影,似擬筆裁問。42Please respect copyright.PENANA4P4KBtj1l8
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筆冊尚未崩裂,議決之聲已先臨。42Please respect copyright.PENANAeM6DF2eUuV
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七宗,從觀問轉為審問,從外察轉為內斷。42Please respect copyright.PENANA9WVU7YN05E
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此為問界筆冊紀錄中,首次記載:「問者失控,筆冊拒主。」
42Please respect copyright.PENANADc3EkcIkA1
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無名坐於息象丘後緣的山石之上,天色已沉,暮色灑落如灰墨,他眼前的筆冊,靜靜躺著,闔上,未再震動,也不再翻頁。42Please respect copyright.PENANAOqgApSUSfd
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他沒有再試圖提筆。筆仍在掌中,但像握著一枚冷鐵,無暖、無息、無應。42Please respect copyright.PENANAWXWrc9b9gH
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他曾以為,問與筆是一體的。問者必有筆,筆者即問者。如今筆不書、問不映、字不顯、心不見,他忽然不確定了。42Please respect copyright.PENANAwT9z7Iu1oa
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「若我無筆,還能問嗎?」42Please respect copyright.PENANArkZDZoGdk9
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他問這句話時,無人聽見。楚紅練不在,林慧芳亦不在,丘地只剩風聲與一縷未明之光,從霧中透出,薄如問影。42Please respect copyright.PENANASyQFs8uRQh
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他低頭看自己的掌心,那曾為千問所記之筆冊,如今彷彿從他生命中抽離,不再是器物,而是一段被拒絕的過去。42Please respect copyright.PENANAr7pWEQBOb9
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他忽然想起許久以前,在某個幻界之底,他曾問過:「問,是為了答案,還是為了不斷問?」42Please respect copyright.PENANAx2Fh2TlAKK
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當時他記下這句話,是想以後回來看——現在他來了,那答案卻只剩靜默。42Please respect copyright.PENANA202CckM0ma
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他試著閉上眼,在沒有筆、沒有冊、沒有語、沒有頁的情況下,心中默問:42Please respect copyright.PENANAm5mX1vnL7t
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「我還在嗎?」42Please respect copyright.PENANANcIDcbYcPu
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這一問無聲無象,卻在心底深處漾開一圈極微的波紋——如無聲之響,如無筆之印。42Please respect copyright.PENANAxchLcYjQOI
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幻界遠處,天際深紋再現,一條極淡之裂,延伸向無名所在之地,如回應他的默問——42Please respect copyright.PENANACW5zTVX14t
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但無字,無語,只有一道問的感覺。42Please respect copyright.PENANAZOaiV8WE5V
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他睜眼,第一次明白:問,不必藉筆;念,不需落字。42Please respect copyright.PENANA0VQFNlOEMG
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他緩緩收起筆冊,將之懷中藏起,手中空空如初,卻覺得那空,不再只是遺失,而是一種準備。42Please respect copyright.PENANAjwlUQpswYm
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「無筆,不是終點。」42Please respect copyright.PENANAMs4x1ObK7r
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「或許,是我真正要開始問的起點。」42Please respect copyright.PENANAwjou2fcLlz
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此刻的他,不再是筆之問者,而是——無筆之人。
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