風仍未止。界紋淡淡，於天際似寫未竟之痕。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡghW7eseboc
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無名獨立於息象丘後山之巔，手中捧著那冊筆記本，書頁闔起，沉靜無聲。不是沉寂，而是拒絕。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzBimwFqCCs
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqlepgUeQMQ
他已第三次試著提筆書記，卻每一次，筆觸將落未落之時，紙面即微微振動，筆尖自行脫離。書頁翻過，空白如雪，不納一字。仿佛紙也有心，知他將書何物，便先一步避開。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfsvPxLpv0D
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他閉上眼，深吸，將心念集中。想寫下剛才對林慧芳的那句話：若問不能止，妳便非問者。筆尖懸空，氣息凝斷。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhYXOVBHuMl
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4lgFVSsp95
筆冊驟然自翻，下一頁自行展開，浮出一行墨影。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzbWknrNMvk
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——「非問者，不配書。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzq3riCpYfu
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYHb6tjSpCH
無名怔住，那不是他寫的，也不是他心中原念所映。那像是筆冊自己在答——不，是在審。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYdlFuKleAA
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUOvz8Cgm00
風更寒，空氣中浮現一絲絲心象紋理，無形無味，卻使他心中一震。他看見筆冊內頁開始自動顫動，一頁頁拋開記憶：過往他所記下的每一筆問語，每一句對破相的懷疑，每一個在幻象中見到的他人與自己，現在如同被筆冊回放，卻全然陌生，彷彿不是他所書。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDUGtQ7szbp
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOr4qwp6TqE
忽然，一頁頁之中浮現一道影子——是他自己，坐在幽光中，執筆無動，眼神冷然，如審稿者般看著他。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhgV1MdBsNS
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH31G7pT2KF
幻象之中，書中之他問道：「你還在寫嗎？」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNhcSspv9kx
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無名喉頭一緊，不知如何應答。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNEvIzeV7BD
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlbFKJvoH7W
書中之影繼續：「你不是在問。你是在記錄你曾問過。你已經不再問了。筆知道，你只是想留下一點證明——你曾經想過什麼。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVHs5bQVOCY
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQcb8C0cLL
無名輕聲道：「我……我只是還不知道答案。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnJPeytBNFx
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSR5WiZUX1a
書中影子冷笑：「所以你用筆填補空白，而非面對空白。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmbFHc8KVu1
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWnnEkb3y5G
筆冊翻頁聲自幻中傳來，一聲一響，如斷裂之骨，響於虛空心界。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡemWMtqwKE3
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO0KgCg9Uzv
他猛地睜眼，幻象崩散，但筆冊依然展開，一頁頁空白之中，中央那一句話未曾抹去：40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIDVzrzmqg4
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAzd8tB6gQ9
——「非問者，不配書。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7T70j7tgVh
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhAjblbhvjw
這一次，他真正明白，筆冊不是失控，而是拒控。不是記錄之器，而是問之回響。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKcJgpezKMc
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ1yAsSxJq0
他手一鬆，筆墜地，靜止無聲。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpysKV14LOs
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMZLLzb0xG9
他低聲自語：「筆不記我之問，那我，還能問什麼？」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡooxkmdpOKg
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ71z03Js4Ky
天光一線，無響而落，界仍無語，心未止。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaBWGlWfPGO
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeQ2Gi0A9A8
筆冊翻至第十三頁時，一道筆痕未現的頁面忽然泛起淡淡心象光痕。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtOCQWTnqD7
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN8FC6oXlNn
無名本欲合上筆冊，卻在那光痕形成瞬間，整個人如被筆冊牽引，意識被拋入書頁之內。周遭景色頓轉，四下皆白，無天無地無聲無物。唯有一方墨海浮空，其上懸著無數他曾書寫過、卻從未再讀過的詞句與問語。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM259xHRdBV
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUdTWTNGjTR
他站在其中，彷彿進入了自己筆記未完成的夢中。那裡有他記過的名字、有他懷疑過的真理、有他寫下卻未能回答的問題——一個個懸浮在墨海之上，化為虛影，如同書魂殘影。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdsuH3Tdun9
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡchDDQ5MC1J
忽而其中一道影子從虛中走出，與他身形相似，筆在手、冊於懷，面無表情。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK8ANIPKnZH
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡijlw13t0dy
那人一開口，聲音竟與無名無異：40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡokKVQAZ6FK
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDyOwObNcNT
「你問這麼多，想知道什麼？」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡntzJWkGy94
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzBj4myp1Ki
無名愣住，語塞。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjjHSzlmJhM
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhy1uCjLzX3
書中之影步步靠近，語氣不斷加深：「你寫下那麼多字，記過那麼多事——你有真正去回答過哪一個？」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv1eWbH3l4b
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtwjsQb2xoo
無名低語：「我……不是為了回答，我只是想留下……」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOYhmTTEOHj
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvTNL04zN62
「留下什麼？問？還是你自己？還是希望有人讀？」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdp4L69cOOg
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVMXNXlMrTw
那影子筆一揮，虛空浮現過往一頁問語：「『破相者無相之相，問者無問之名』——你寫下這句話時，心中有答案嗎？」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzUfHm2OlTW
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQodfQ5MxFb
無名凝視那浮字，搖頭。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYu3jpvo2tH
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgW2IwtRwy8
書中之影怒聲：「那你為何書之？」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnCePnYf5ES
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTCerIrWg0G
無名沉聲道：「我不知道答案，但我記得那時候我動了心。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiqi7OqL2P1
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxSFWHTsoSE
書影低笑：「動心，便要書之？那筆冊成了什麼？心動紀錄器？還是怕自己日後忘記曾有過懷疑的記錄儀？」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlf8f0EIa1b
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkbLLGRiQQJ
無名一字一字地回答：「筆，不是為了證明我知道什麼。筆，是為了不讓自己忘記，自己曾經不知道。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9wedDRuBuL
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjq2nUWwbnU
書影靜了數息，沉默凝視著他。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWzHl50cxKv
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhjGSekgbjL
最後，筆冊驟然合頁，墨海崩散，心象碎裂成白光。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI5T025n2Iu
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSEThX1C0qW
無名猛然從幻象中甦醒，背脊冷汗未乾，筆冊仍在手中，未曾動過。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzb4t8GC2RX
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxzCx9UiwpF
唯有書頁最下角浮現一句——40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXSNAjKDsfW
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8dcaXZ2Klc
「若問者不能自答，筆即不答之。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Jtv3N08wY
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhZO6aj5uJk
筆冊無聲闔上，天色轉冷。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpUpodzpIUj
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxqDAVy9PiE
他的手仍握著筆，卻再無勇氣提起。
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40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPGxLRhwVvh
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlytmXSLJwa
無名靜坐於枯石之上，雙目垂下，筆冊攤開在膝頭，頁頁雪白如初。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkK4Nz2VWJ0
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIpp1ZiWD66
他再次嘗試提筆，這一次不寫任何語句，只想畫下一筆橫線——象徵斷裂、結束、沉寂。那筆尚未觸紙，便忽然一震，如被反彈之力推開。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ve7kpyuXd
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPeoTHFswDl
他的手微顫，再度落筆，紙頁竟捲起如波，筆尖未至，筆鋒已自碎。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBTK4EdhsPf
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡonY15cNRuy
筆冊中央，浮起一道極細的裂紋，如書頁之折線，自中軸斜斜而裂，輕如息卻深如刃。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSTkrKDLHKI
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmSVqbEYgRw
那一刻他明白——筆冊，不再容他書寫。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMDxyMzYlVK
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIhlA2mm1yv
筆非碎，書非毀，卻在排拒他本身。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDPBsPsvgEo
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAEQ1k6UpNx
風從斷紋中穿過，如冷指劃過脊骨。無名聽見某種聲音，自書頁深處傳來，不是語音，不是念語，是一種無形的抵抗。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9muJZjlrh
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNSyejpEvyK
「你不是問者了。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCp7943TZE0
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHPwPpr1Pz3
這句話無從而來，無形所現，卻重如山崩，將他整個人壓下。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡveLp4S2SX0
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpd79lILfkm
無名張口，卻無聲。他想問：「為何我不是？」卻無一語能出，彷彿不配提問。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg6KT7qpZG4
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZoLcSdfRee
筆冊緩緩闔上，如不願與他對話。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZxveNeUJU2
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3FrV7gFLNG
他低頭望著自己手中的筆，那是他多年來書過最多問語的筆，卻在此刻，顯得比石更冷，比雪更遠。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDpxhc2f8fd
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr9HpXCd5dH
他緩緩放下筆，將筆橫置膝前，低聲說道：40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZHIDNgU4HX
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZNJUEaTWoz
「若筆不再信我之問，那我是否……再無問可書？」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY3DBtlXXxu
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7SEQsnWWGv
無人回答。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfPc6CO9rXJ
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj6K2dN0VrX
書頁無聲，筆拒其心。書冊未毀，問已不續。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRfW1MRSGly
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV97h93vJZu
他明白，此非筆毀，而是——筆已不再認他為問者。
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40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIhhm2ZGE02
問界深處，七宗心盤高臺上，觀測者接連傳來異動警示。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdDicXLOnNI
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsFokFNy8b7
一位身披灰紗的女性立於語律宗觀臺，她名喚「厲瑤言」，面容清冷，手執空訣，心盤之上浮現一道深裂筆紋。她目光微凝，聲音清晰卻無情：40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8cl593C5nF
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuNCvyOUkAa
「此人筆冊已拒主，書問失綱，應封。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrfPI5sJA8M
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPCS9aY9SHU
旁側，武衡宗項悲風抬眼，沉吟道：「拒主不等於毀問，或許……是他心問未穩，筆自止。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmGsWKHByUk
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjP14Xxcad3
寂骨宗的牧魃子倚於一旁石座，冷笑聲中透骨：「問者之筆，若不服問者，則人亦無義持筆。若他仍自視問者，便是狂。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQzNvFVvu4r
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHa2uSBrP11
靜詠宗觀主低聲提筆，記下觀盤紋變，語氣柔和卻不無警示：「筆冊未毀、心象未亂，僅以『拒』判封，過重。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl7b1ogAP96
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtYDkgHFgQF
而真籙宗心臺中央，一道光幕投出筆冊中心之裂，光紋閃爍間，浮現出無名的心象殘痕，不成字、不成句、亦非象。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXyBrbZDvGA
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUId0VLfrXa
真籙宗使者低語：「此為非象之象，或許……非止人之問，乃界之回。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx6l3MnWs9f
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZ9WX1q7JC
語律宗厲瑤言冷斷一句：「無象可記者，不可留筆。此例若開，界將無律。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgVjMSUsqvn
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeTY08ISABl
眾聲爭論未決，心盤共振，浮出一句系統性心盤預判語：40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2851I0JdSm
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKhrdX2U9My
——「問者筆冊失控三級，預評為界源風險體。建議七宗內審。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxNmg7UgjBb
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此言一出，六宗觀者同時凝神，七宗內部首次同時記下關於無名之筆冊之異動事件。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwgbnRUVlt
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfPWjGBxVZz
項悲風垂首，目中似有難言。牧魃子袖中藏意，冷冽一笑。厲瑤言閉目再觀，手中空訣凝成碎影，似擬筆裁問。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡav9v7tfFms
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoRY34hbWY4
筆冊尚未崩裂，議決之聲已先臨。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbgc0pFTP7y
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq6mjr2kbFc
七宗，從觀問轉為審問，從外察轉為內斷。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfBETtW95QI
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRaL4LxRYEo
此為問界筆冊紀錄中，首次記載：「問者失控，筆冊拒主。」
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ5gkwFQqNy
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs4c6vJMdMs
無名坐於息象丘後緣的山石之上，天色已沉，暮色灑落如灰墨，他眼前的筆冊，靜靜躺著，闔上，未再震動，也不再翻頁。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM4Lcn4gHeH
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡztCTpdz4Be
他沒有再試圖提筆。筆仍在掌中，但像握著一枚冷鐵，無暖、無息、無應。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVNimOG3XhT
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtdtAppmU1X
他曾以為，問與筆是一體的。問者必有筆，筆者即問者。如今筆不書、問不映、字不顯、心不見，他忽然不確定了。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJ6TuxUEPu
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhFuGTXdR01
「若我無筆，還能問嗎？」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQc9P6pzPyr
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJkoGQDAfF
他問這句話時，無人聽見。楚紅練不在，林慧芳亦不在，丘地只剩風聲與一縷未明之光，從霧中透出，薄如問影。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXhy6rHqacg
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他低頭看自己的掌心，那曾為千問所記之筆冊，如今彷彿從他生命中抽離，不再是器物，而是一段被拒絕的過去。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8z6PK3Wgh5
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他忽然想起許久以前，在某個幻界之底，他曾問過：「問，是為了答案，還是為了不斷問？」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ93RlCI1q7p
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當時他記下這句話，是想以後回來看——現在他來了，那答案卻只剩靜默。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ27DSiAcMD7
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他試著閉上眼，在沒有筆、沒有冊、沒有語、沒有頁的情況下，心中默問：40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyc7yf6O71Z
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「我還在嗎？」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlyorAnHt1X
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這一問無聲無象，卻在心底深處漾開一圈極微的波紋——如無聲之響，如無筆之印。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2vUrZuXMF7
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幻界遠處，天際深紋再現，一條極淡之裂，延伸向無名所在之地，如回應他的默問——40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXvEMPgnjDf
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但無字，無語，只有一道問的感覺。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJmcGTBn4cK
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他睜眼，第一次明白：問，不必藉筆；念，不需落字。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwt0xuZNhlF
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他緩緩收起筆冊，將之懷中藏起，手中空空如初，卻覺得那空，不再只是遺失，而是一種準備。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBPdWCdd7LL
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「無筆，不是終點。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7eqYaKTAgn
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「或許，是我真正要開始問的起點。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT5aMlDqZRP
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此刻的他，不再是筆之問者，而是——無筆之人。
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