風仍未止。界紋淡淡，於天際似寫未竟之痕。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxwPgZ4il7F
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ66zBaVU2O8
無名獨立於息象丘後山之巔，手中捧著那冊筆記本，書頁闔起，沉靜無聲。不是沉寂，而是拒絕。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡszJIT0lcrQ
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf9qbUDyhDS
他已第三次試著提筆書記，卻每一次，筆觸將落未落之時，紙面即微微振動，筆尖自行脫離。書頁翻過，空白如雪，不納一字。仿佛紙也有心，知他將書何物，便先一步避開。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF8BbG13g0x
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Pxi0Kl0Oj
他閉上眼，深吸，將心念集中。想寫下剛才對林慧芳的那句話：若問不能止，妳便非問者。筆尖懸空，氣息凝斷。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIHGJ54dE8T
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrk0Mdjwmw9
筆冊驟然自翻，下一頁自行展開，浮出一行墨影。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSbbtWrstk5
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ57D07Omw6o
——「非問者，不配書。」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp6RC5B49GJ
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOxwIHUJWNm
無名怔住，那不是他寫的，也不是他心中原念所映。那像是筆冊自己在答——不，是在審。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ3aHvOf9dt
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJNzE9eyIr
風更寒，空氣中浮現一絲絲心象紋理，無形無味，卻使他心中一震。他看見筆冊內頁開始自動顫動，一頁頁拋開記憶：過往他所記下的每一筆問語，每一句對破相的懷疑，每一個在幻象中見到的他人與自己，現在如同被筆冊回放，卻全然陌生，彷彿不是他所書。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq2S2INyXbh
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqisJhEKBIg
忽然，一頁頁之中浮現一道影子——是他自己，坐在幽光中，執筆無動，眼神冷然，如審稿者般看著他。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVuTMEYOHMx
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQzu0oXppZM
幻象之中，書中之他問道：「你還在寫嗎？」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbHghQmYNwz
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWnXpVCMc65
無名喉頭一緊，不知如何應答。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2KpZzlpQQX
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaMUayTQlEd
書中之影繼續：「你不是在問。你是在記錄你曾問過。你已經不再問了。筆知道，你只是想留下一點證明——你曾經想過什麼。」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDZgv24iiMa
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdHjb4DsTB9
無名輕聲道：「我……我只是還不知道答案。」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEyUopycdEF
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2447AttOGK
書中影子冷笑：「所以你用筆填補空白，而非面對空白。」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGv6klVdTaU
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiKlNnKJP08
筆冊翻頁聲自幻中傳來，一聲一響，如斷裂之骨，響於虛空心界。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4ZYukQwed
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHoI1ou1HwZ
他猛地睜眼，幻象崩散，但筆冊依然展開，一頁頁空白之中，中央那一句話未曾抹去：42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNrSxbKdrdt
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmHAKTPxQrM
——「非問者，不配書。」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiHYkX8gK2Y
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqVvChsdG0R
這一次，他真正明白，筆冊不是失控，而是拒控。不是記錄之器，而是問之回響。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡliz1dUhX7z
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG9DPkO8Fye
他手一鬆，筆墜地，靜止無聲。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡba1hhyBgsK
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3vKPO4ixkr
他低聲自語：「筆不記我之問，那我，還能問什麼？」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFirKkaDWjU
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZCE8LtLv0j
天光一線，無響而落，界仍無語，心未止。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk4A6Y992lW
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNky7DPlX6K
筆冊翻至第十三頁時，一道筆痕未現的頁面忽然泛起淡淡心象光痕。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡivOdpwA6vv
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNA4yCfliOu
無名本欲合上筆冊，卻在那光痕形成瞬間，整個人如被筆冊牽引，意識被拋入書頁之內。周遭景色頓轉，四下皆白，無天無地無聲無物。唯有一方墨海浮空，其上懸著無數他曾書寫過、卻從未再讀過的詞句與問語。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPJ4LSOvcVT
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTL7IpleNQs
他站在其中，彷彿進入了自己筆記未完成的夢中。那裡有他記過的名字、有他懷疑過的真理、有他寫下卻未能回答的問題——一個個懸浮在墨海之上，化為虛影，如同書魂殘影。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVKrhhJEPvd
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbyEMbfFg8J
忽而其中一道影子從虛中走出，與他身形相似，筆在手、冊於懷，面無表情。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHn13WEaVmC
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6sdCaj1DbL
那人一開口，聲音竟與無名無異：42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbwP2WWag4Z
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUxZ2pLKked
「你問這麼多，想知道什麼？」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8G4TFiLRLm
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF3AOwmef3A
無名愣住，語塞。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbcRZF7ueWO
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU28cTIc3YC
書中之影步步靠近，語氣不斷加深：「你寫下那麼多字，記過那麼多事——你有真正去回答過哪一個？」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT2h3cL86oL
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtvzifA8nNn
無名低語：「我……不是為了回答，我只是想留下……」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡruISR42vhO
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO2Lns3bOC8
「留下什麼？問？還是你自己？還是希望有人讀？」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWwHatqa96m
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwHCthCSHFZ
那影子筆一揮，虛空浮現過往一頁問語：「『破相者無相之相，問者無問之名』——你寫下這句話時，心中有答案嗎？」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1y9mByuznQ
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOyu0A8iMTy
無名凝視那浮字，搖頭。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3oUK9pbla2
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2azoCtjJWV
書中之影怒聲：「那你為何書之？」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡngsNeQN5Uo
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIXs753CpWM
無名沉聲道：「我不知道答案，但我記得那時候我動了心。」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKejxK7rnWf
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJvZgv8OdZF
書影低笑：「動心，便要書之？那筆冊成了什麼？心動紀錄器？還是怕自己日後忘記曾有過懷疑的記錄儀？」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNAU9n5A2I
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡopzTfbhjE4
無名一字一字地回答：「筆，不是為了證明我知道什麼。筆，是為了不讓自己忘記，自己曾經不知道。」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjUDJ6XemJ7
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhCazV1m30l
書影靜了數息，沉默凝視著他。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFwtFl84diw
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSVNnX6uNAE
最後，筆冊驟然合頁，墨海崩散，心象碎裂成白光。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvaQHqnbXio
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm2kkPAjecK
無名猛然從幻象中甦醒，背脊冷汗未乾，筆冊仍在手中，未曾動過。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHFIR98ulYC
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡShkdL7jku9
唯有書頁最下角浮現一句——42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrRYtybAbf5
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSwVrvK9BJg
「若問者不能自答，筆即不答之。」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb4V69Z5zgr
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAboouAW95x
筆冊無聲闔上，天色轉冷。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmsALAtChpM
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuWGwjMnotG
他的手仍握著筆，卻再無勇氣提起。
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlXuVPNoSnl
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX24ue50Efi
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqPsH9LzKrC
無名靜坐於枯石之上，雙目垂下，筆冊攤開在膝頭，頁頁雪白如初。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmlG83t0rNn
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡybUrCNOcH8
他再次嘗試提筆，這一次不寫任何語句，只想畫下一筆橫線——象徵斷裂、結束、沉寂。那筆尚未觸紙，便忽然一震，如被反彈之力推開。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlXFWvCXSQP
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoaFMGRXLLs
他的手微顫，再度落筆，紙頁竟捲起如波，筆尖未至，筆鋒已自碎。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLiXqEl3Sc5
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0gqJp58r3P
筆冊中央，浮起一道極細的裂紋，如書頁之折線，自中軸斜斜而裂，輕如息卻深如刃。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡds7GGVwUzP
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJBtecc85oN
那一刻他明白——筆冊，不再容他書寫。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYQ4AOgC8eV
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6RYrICC0Di
筆非碎，書非毀，卻在排拒他本身。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwrQqj8q0Hz
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ95mPOXywww
風從斷紋中穿過，如冷指劃過脊骨。無名聽見某種聲音，自書頁深處傳來，不是語音，不是念語，是一種無形的抵抗。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8AKB2oSBKR
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡElp28fL7f6
「你不是問者了。」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVByKfIGFrr
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTBNZB9zd61
這句話無從而來，無形所現，卻重如山崩，將他整個人壓下。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2rBiD4RifF
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQuTk2MAdw3
無名張口，卻無聲。他想問：「為何我不是？」卻無一語能出，彷彿不配提問。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0GcDI9MSbk
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDC0nGKT4oV
筆冊緩緩闔上，如不願與他對話。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡonC1nW5UOG
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoBo3s12ghn
他低頭望著自己手中的筆，那是他多年來書過最多問語的筆，卻在此刻，顯得比石更冷，比雪更遠。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4hmX1RZPOe
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8phqbph5LV
他緩緩放下筆，將筆橫置膝前，低聲說道：42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcoJWYamFJV
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRTyI9gT0z8
「若筆不再信我之問，那我是否……再無問可書？」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjlTAEhVK4e
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6le2PvNVhP
無人回答。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmizkCtOj5B
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfB0Ug49ewq
書頁無聲，筆拒其心。書冊未毀，問已不續。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj4FfGELjUU
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMy1qdriX8o
他明白，此非筆毀，而是——筆已不再認他為問者。
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡADgvcIb8Ho
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJHsg7F39Zx
問界深處，七宗心盤高臺上，觀測者接連傳來異動警示。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCqQPBN6Fvd
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ86jA2R4nZR
一位身披灰紗的女性立於語律宗觀臺，她名喚「厲瑤言」，面容清冷，手執空訣，心盤之上浮現一道深裂筆紋。她目光微凝，聲音清晰卻無情：42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5bHNFaDSRk
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs42VNcdJAD
「此人筆冊已拒主，書問失綱，應封。」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9177OHwOCy
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5HvvJSyX0G
旁側，武衡宗項悲風抬眼，沉吟道：「拒主不等於毀問，或許……是他心問未穩，筆自止。」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvJPpLuw93H
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡemOhrR64fj
寂骨宗的牧魃子倚於一旁石座，冷笑聲中透骨：「問者之筆，若不服問者，則人亦無義持筆。若他仍自視問者，便是狂。」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKzHJj18ela
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiGNsi5StXQ
靜詠宗觀主低聲提筆，記下觀盤紋變，語氣柔和卻不無警示：「筆冊未毀、心象未亂，僅以『拒』判封，過重。」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfANnF44yku
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv1mWF8ztk2
而真籙宗心臺中央，一道光幕投出筆冊中心之裂，光紋閃爍間，浮現出無名的心象殘痕，不成字、不成句、亦非象。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIwJPUTHKzj
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRRcjSZKgnE
真籙宗使者低語：「此為非象之象，或許……非止人之問，乃界之回。」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp5Awd7PSSV
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAuXR5P06sZ
語律宗厲瑤言冷斷一句：「無象可記者，不可留筆。此例若開，界將無律。」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrQMZLaH71w
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYDNunJ08n9
眾聲爭論未決，心盤共振，浮出一句系統性心盤預判語：42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIbIJjMCxHQ
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ99CvqgJVeD
——「問者筆冊失控三級，預評為界源風險體。建議七宗內審。」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxsc5sQ0MuV
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPjncAYYVST
此言一出，六宗觀者同時凝神，七宗內部首次同時記下關於無名之筆冊之異動事件。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5owenyyJxf
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXIpdqj1VvY
項悲風垂首，目中似有難言。牧魃子袖中藏意，冷冽一笑。厲瑤言閉目再觀，手中空訣凝成碎影，似擬筆裁問。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4P4KBtj1l8
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2HemqPLQU3
筆冊尚未崩裂，議決之聲已先臨。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeM6DF2eUuV
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKi1xl45wUT
七宗，從觀問轉為審問，從外察轉為內斷。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9WVU7YN05E
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz4PX0xZcZ7
此為問界筆冊紀錄中，首次記載：「問者失控，筆冊拒主。」
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDc3EkcIkA1
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtykRxMCZu6
無名坐於息象丘後緣的山石之上，天色已沉，暮色灑落如灰墨，他眼前的筆冊，靜靜躺著，闔上，未再震動，也不再翻頁。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOqgApSUSfd
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ45z644KXxR
他沒有再試圖提筆。筆仍在掌中，但像握著一枚冷鐵，無暖、無息、無應。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWXWrc9b9gH
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjPbV03QmZr
他曾以為，問與筆是一體的。問者必有筆，筆者即問者。如今筆不書、問不映、字不顯、心不見，他忽然不確定了。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwT9z7Iu1oa
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS6etyqBwd7
「若我無筆，還能問嗎？」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrkZDZoGdk9
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDKo0NMFV1Q
他問這句話時，無人聽見。楚紅練不在，林慧芳亦不在，丘地只剩風聲與一縷未明之光，從霧中透出，薄如問影。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSyQFs8uRQh
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他低頭看自己的掌心，那曾為千問所記之筆冊，如今彷彿從他生命中抽離，不再是器物，而是一段被拒絕的過去。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr7pWEQBOb9
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他忽然想起許久以前，在某個幻界之底，他曾問過：「問，是為了答案，還是為了不斷問？」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx2Fh2TlAKK
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當時他記下這句話，是想以後回來看——現在他來了，那答案卻只剩靜默。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ202CckM0ma
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他試著閉上眼，在沒有筆、沒有冊、沒有語、沒有頁的情況下，心中默問：42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm5mX1vnL7t
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「我還在嗎？」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNcIDcbYcPu
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這一問無聲無象，卻在心底深處漾開一圈極微的波紋——如無聲之響，如無筆之印。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxchLcYjQOI
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幻界遠處，天際深紋再現，一條極淡之裂，延伸向無名所在之地，如回應他的默問——42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCW5zTVX14t
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但無字，無語，只有一道問的感覺。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZOaiV8WE5V
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他睜眼，第一次明白：問，不必藉筆；念，不需落字。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0VQFNlOEMG
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他緩緩收起筆冊，將之懷中藏起，手中空空如初，卻覺得那空，不再只是遺失，而是一種準備。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjwlUQpswYm
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「無筆，不是終點。」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMs4x1ObK7r
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「或許，是我真正要開始問的起點。」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwjou2fcLlz
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此刻的他，不再是筆之問者，而是——無筆之人。
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