風仍未止。界紋淡淡，於天際似寫未竟之痕。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW7llzLnxmM
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfUhEkp8hnr
無名獨立於息象丘後山之巔，手中捧著那冊筆記本，書頁闔起，沉靜無聲。不是沉寂，而是拒絕。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLHebpAelDQ
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYNYvqONig0
他已第三次試著提筆書記，卻每一次，筆觸將落未落之時，紙面即微微振動，筆尖自行脫離。書頁翻過，空白如雪，不納一字。仿佛紙也有心，知他將書何物，便先一步避開。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvv9B94Xm5y
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2prnifPozG
他閉上眼，深吸，將心念集中。想寫下剛才對林慧芳的那句話：若問不能止，妳便非問者。筆尖懸空，氣息凝斷。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKcA23B2W0o
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡklO8k5mlLe
筆冊驟然自翻，下一頁自行展開，浮出一行墨影。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR7DjOdJpEj
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgLhrDpS2bk
——「非問者，不配書。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPGTUTApsLs
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhIjFpJ1ApD
無名怔住，那不是他寫的，也不是他心中原念所映。那像是筆冊自己在答——不，是在審。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKPe314PTt8
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPeEeiESpyz
風更寒，空氣中浮現一絲絲心象紋理，無形無味，卻使他心中一震。他看見筆冊內頁開始自動顫動，一頁頁拋開記憶：過往他所記下的每一筆問語，每一句對破相的懷疑，每一個在幻象中見到的他人與自己，現在如同被筆冊回放，卻全然陌生，彷彿不是他所書。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKR3A2BnwW2
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsvDNwvemvp
忽然，一頁頁之中浮現一道影子——是他自己，坐在幽光中，執筆無動，眼神冷然，如審稿者般看著他。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0V991P3O1m
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJUN5flJCjv
幻象之中，書中之他問道：「你還在寫嗎？」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXWU4MVsvLh
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEJd1CFFqxn
無名喉頭一緊，不知如何應答。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0wSKLc1yHH
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9G79zrTmGe
書中之影繼續：「你不是在問。你是在記錄你曾問過。你已經不再問了。筆知道，你只是想留下一點證明——你曾經想過什麼。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE1tK7DHvbe
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMCmqT4601d
無名輕聲道：「我……我只是還不知道答案。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjBJaNNxlHu
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1PcxPrFcuj
書中影子冷笑：「所以你用筆填補空白，而非面對空白。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Zzconz11L
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr1uDf4Ug27
筆冊翻頁聲自幻中傳來，一聲一響，如斷裂之骨，響於虛空心界。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDawc717zNP
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV6XUvgKLhK
他猛地睜眼，幻象崩散，但筆冊依然展開，一頁頁空白之中，中央那一句話未曾抹去：38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQBmXFhXt3k
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeFb8pvBQb3
——「非問者，不配書。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmgEfgnTQes
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLwAMrqobuI
這一次，他真正明白，筆冊不是失控，而是拒控。不是記錄之器，而是問之回響。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0XZAAPAzpp
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhSUDSbkzYr
他手一鬆，筆墜地，靜止無聲。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkbfjYXPRIM
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAKV564cwqv
他低聲自語：「筆不記我之問，那我，還能問什麼？」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ30JFTNJsRd
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUElFIhcark
天光一線，無響而落，界仍無語，心未止。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQhrzGynmjY
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIlTMcMPKPu
筆冊翻至第十三頁時，一道筆痕未現的頁面忽然泛起淡淡心象光痕。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsmPIhOQpjL
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOsNEt0DtXE
無名本欲合上筆冊，卻在那光痕形成瞬間，整個人如被筆冊牽引，意識被拋入書頁之內。周遭景色頓轉，四下皆白，無天無地無聲無物。唯有一方墨海浮空，其上懸著無數他曾書寫過、卻從未再讀過的詞句與問語。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaw39jLKYOP
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhojE0gQ6oA
他站在其中，彷彿進入了自己筆記未完成的夢中。那裡有他記過的名字、有他懷疑過的真理、有他寫下卻未能回答的問題——一個個懸浮在墨海之上，化為虛影，如同書魂殘影。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnYtpgnSVJ2
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEMxbcDYIJI
忽而其中一道影子從虛中走出，與他身形相似，筆在手、冊於懷，面無表情。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEHI8E8HpVl
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGf3jPjZkvh
那人一開口，聲音竟與無名無異：38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2rLX8IPsWO
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5IXL2kB4Ih
「你問這麼多，想知道什麼？」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUqT2qOGAL0
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaT4GnqYq1m
無名愣住，語塞。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqkNe0dkdwy
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGEkz2nZUXY
書中之影步步靠近，語氣不斷加深：「你寫下那麼多字，記過那麼多事——你有真正去回答過哪一個？」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnBG196YkRM
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF1SCTzv5Vt
無名低語：「我……不是為了回答，我只是想留下……」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrhJQnWD082
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3VdpUEVSYt
「留下什麼？問？還是你自己？還是希望有人讀？」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxFOyFs4wJJ
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNpdzAulujG
那影子筆一揮，虛空浮現過往一頁問語：「『破相者無相之相，問者無問之名』——你寫下這句話時，心中有答案嗎？」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh7WGCrRK5I
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5DbuRTyoAR
無名凝視那浮字，搖頭。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3vGyCjvvxD
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF5JCWZmLGK
書中之影怒聲：「那你為何書之？」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsKvF3Mj5GJ
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1XucOh3CcH
無名沉聲道：「我不知道答案，但我記得那時候我動了心。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbqmjUIg2OM
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbkrG649Erc
書影低笑：「動心，便要書之？那筆冊成了什麼？心動紀錄器？還是怕自己日後忘記曾有過懷疑的記錄儀？」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLmb5cO8haS
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaA35ZKsXCn
無名一字一字地回答：「筆，不是為了證明我知道什麼。筆，是為了不讓自己忘記，自己曾經不知道。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrXqroImMuc
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIHAe5TyzLZ
書影靜了數息，沉默凝視著他。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrVzV1Fkt2w
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyOPGR6dLTW
最後，筆冊驟然合頁，墨海崩散，心象碎裂成白光。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡju7Iuy9dyg
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ5jy1LffVT
無名猛然從幻象中甦醒，背脊冷汗未乾，筆冊仍在手中，未曾動過。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXH63yKe3si
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiE2FT5A2HM
唯有書頁最下角浮現一句——38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYLyLmPNlg8
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw0egTyBWlP
「若問者不能自答，筆即不答之。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhLA4OArPoh
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwNfFGezzvt
筆冊無聲闔上，天色轉冷。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8qoIhpeDIe
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYyzNs6Efit
他的手仍握著筆，卻再無勇氣提起。
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1eP4CMZEYS
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBEaOHsAkHU
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Z8J2akaKs
無名靜坐於枯石之上，雙目垂下，筆冊攤開在膝頭，頁頁雪白如初。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvkwGVkw6yY
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡojHcP1sOoj
他再次嘗試提筆，這一次不寫任何語句，只想畫下一筆橫線——象徵斷裂、結束、沉寂。那筆尚未觸紙，便忽然一震，如被反彈之力推開。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeBiYfWfWWL
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjIAI46bkvR
他的手微顫，再度落筆，紙頁竟捲起如波，筆尖未至，筆鋒已自碎。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxpeCBRy7VZ
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡweMLwivhWO
筆冊中央，浮起一道極細的裂紋，如書頁之折線，自中軸斜斜而裂，輕如息卻深如刃。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡurNOoMZbhn
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtdUiAJgsHO
那一刻他明白——筆冊，不再容他書寫。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRw2XN2RHkd
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDDfsBwjdDX
筆非碎，書非毀，卻在排拒他本身。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXeTZAMHEKk
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡij76F5KFdB
風從斷紋中穿過，如冷指劃過脊骨。無名聽見某種聲音，自書頁深處傳來，不是語音，不是念語，是一種無形的抵抗。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1wz3is9vkZ
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmwA1NNEkhj
「你不是問者了。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL8tNchSDWt
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjSSLDOlFwT
這句話無從而來，無形所現，卻重如山崩，將他整個人壓下。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuBoNbKCNzC
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcb6hSpXsDd
無名張口，卻無聲。他想問：「為何我不是？」卻無一語能出，彷彿不配提問。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6OL7iV9TaC
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhqrFvj0amV
筆冊緩緩闔上，如不願與他對話。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrq7tpXIsmT
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZAEPd3HN6H
他低頭望著自己手中的筆，那是他多年來書過最多問語的筆，卻在此刻，顯得比石更冷，比雪更遠。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF2H9tfjzeN
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgCI94aYlJC
他緩緩放下筆，將筆橫置膝前，低聲說道：38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLLHvvFLIh1
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPfKLV1jZqt
「若筆不再信我之問，那我是否……再無問可書？」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtIAdNKaoHz
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ025hGsvdEH
無人回答。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiRGDLgrzCG
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjLbZ3fbNbw
書頁無聲，筆拒其心。書冊未毀，問已不續。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqh0dHotbta
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ37ukFWHeqw
他明白，此非筆毀，而是——筆已不再認他為問者。
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBAQ88STxO4
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa7ihuWrQPH
問界深處，七宗心盤高臺上，觀測者接連傳來異動警示。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0c7ro7QIrK
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3xzde64jh6
一位身披灰紗的女性立於語律宗觀臺，她名喚「厲瑤言」，面容清冷，手執空訣，心盤之上浮現一道深裂筆紋。她目光微凝，聲音清晰卻無情：38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlka8x205Mq
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4honS7SgA0
「此人筆冊已拒主，書問失綱，應封。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJFlkBHjtmO
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡylpfJsEdt2
旁側，武衡宗項悲風抬眼，沉吟道：「拒主不等於毀問，或許……是他心問未穩，筆自止。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmGibQNBcHa
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZC7ybbDBrz
寂骨宗的牧魃子倚於一旁石座，冷笑聲中透骨：「問者之筆，若不服問者，則人亦無義持筆。若他仍自視問者，便是狂。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7dVLAEoHlY
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRUGqZ6gpuU
靜詠宗觀主低聲提筆，記下觀盤紋變，語氣柔和卻不無警示：「筆冊未毀、心象未亂，僅以『拒』判封，過重。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLYrs1EbvhE
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM7YZAxcX1t
而真籙宗心臺中央，一道光幕投出筆冊中心之裂，光紋閃爍間，浮現出無名的心象殘痕，不成字、不成句、亦非象。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDmnhSoxa29
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4llw37CzNf
真籙宗使者低語：「此為非象之象，或許……非止人之問，乃界之回。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡigkBKQYUZG
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJSDgr60J0D
語律宗厲瑤言冷斷一句：「無象可記者，不可留筆。此例若開，界將無律。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJWTU0I42pu
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUurwEm4nFq
眾聲爭論未決，心盤共振，浮出一句系統性心盤預判語：38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfaWRpimguz
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC6djIk3xyA
——「問者筆冊失控三級，預評為界源風險體。建議七宗內審。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKi5CZ6By6x
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhOLZxA60wx
此言一出，六宗觀者同時凝神，七宗內部首次同時記下關於無名之筆冊之異動事件。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ93KyCHtn06
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqgb8XQay5l
項悲風垂首，目中似有難言。牧魃子袖中藏意，冷冽一笑。厲瑤言閉目再觀，手中空訣凝成碎影，似擬筆裁問。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4gWVP2XVwv
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡplvGVZ0Ixj
筆冊尚未崩裂，議決之聲已先臨。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ES22Q4LOG
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4J9o87ZiUs
七宗，從觀問轉為審問，從外察轉為內斷。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAe4Z8apFsL
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3tiXZx25m6
此為問界筆冊紀錄中，首次記載：「問者失控，筆冊拒主。」
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj0J2hJ0gSF
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM6q6VxTdX3
無名坐於息象丘後緣的山石之上，天色已沉，暮色灑落如灰墨，他眼前的筆冊，靜靜躺著，闔上，未再震動，也不再翻頁。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMuDiJ9iiGh
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxc8E0lXd33
他沒有再試圖提筆。筆仍在掌中，但像握著一枚冷鐵，無暖、無息、無應。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyGJnW9Mf6t
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwDapv5GhdB
他曾以為，問與筆是一體的。問者必有筆，筆者即問者。如今筆不書、問不映、字不顯、心不見，他忽然不確定了。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡauq0Nk2wR9
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOzrM1EzLSn
「若我無筆，還能問嗎？」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSdApbjj8kF
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt7jKBPxi2N
他問這句話時，無人聽見。楚紅練不在，林慧芳亦不在，丘地只剩風聲與一縷未明之光，從霧中透出，薄如問影。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhW2AN9TO6W
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他低頭看自己的掌心，那曾為千問所記之筆冊，如今彷彿從他生命中抽離，不再是器物，而是一段被拒絕的過去。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoGI28nS0BM
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他忽然想起許久以前，在某個幻界之底，他曾問過：「問，是為了答案，還是為了不斷問？」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfQN6z8pRQ4
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當時他記下這句話，是想以後回來看——現在他來了，那答案卻只剩靜默。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1tA02HoD5r
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他試著閉上眼，在沒有筆、沒有冊、沒有語、沒有頁的情況下，心中默問：38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHflwYV4LDi
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「我還在嗎？」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5etPWEtKO4
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這一問無聲無象，卻在心底深處漾開一圈極微的波紋——如無聲之響，如無筆之印。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡatsvqbrqbO
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幻界遠處，天際深紋再現，一條極淡之裂，延伸向無名所在之地，如回應他的默問——38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzECqizALTY
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但無字，無語，只有一道問的感覺。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFh6IU6sh7P
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他睜眼，第一次明白：問，不必藉筆；念，不需落字。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2OvmTAd317
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他緩緩收起筆冊，將之懷中藏起，手中空空如初，卻覺得那空，不再只是遺失，而是一種準備。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3dzCQmJ7aM
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「無筆，不是終點。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZPPHWYhZVr
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「或許，是我真正要開始問的起點。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDKrqEtj6Fj
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此刻的他，不再是筆之問者，而是——無筆之人。
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