風仍未止。界紋淡淡,於天際似寫未竟之痕。85Please respect copyright.PENANAdX06QHyBlJ
85Please respect copyright.PENANAfjN6UPtwy3
無名獨立於息象丘後山之巔,手中捧著那冊筆記本,書頁闔起,沉靜無聲。不是沉寂,而是拒絕。85Please respect copyright.PENANA2HS35PDDQq
85Please respect copyright.PENANA7sDtR69N6O
他已第三次試著提筆書記,卻每一次,筆觸將落未落之時,紙面即微微振動,筆尖自行脫離。書頁翻過,空白如雪,不納一字。仿佛紙也有心,知他將書何物,便先一步避開。85Please respect copyright.PENANA2NfLUw8RNL
85Please respect copyright.PENANABK3uyHHem0
他閉上眼,深吸,將心念集中。想寫下剛才對林慧芳的那句話:若問不能止,妳便非問者。筆尖懸空,氣息凝斷。85Please respect copyright.PENANAUSMqdz4XeI
85Please respect copyright.PENANAkU8wewmtYE
筆冊驟然自翻,下一頁自行展開,浮出一行墨影。85Please respect copyright.PENANAfiQD6IQQJE
85Please respect copyright.PENANAXn8plUvlqM
——「非問者,不配書。」85Please respect copyright.PENANAcJZMLTpmXi
85Please respect copyright.PENANAKPyWckLED3
無名怔住,那不是他寫的,也不是他心中原念所映。那像是筆冊自己在答——不,是在審。85Please respect copyright.PENANAxBMZxmEY58
85Please respect copyright.PENANAZgLWBPnH5X
風更寒,空氣中浮現一絲絲心象紋理,無形無味,卻使他心中一震。他看見筆冊內頁開始自動顫動,一頁頁拋開記憶:過往他所記下的每一筆問語,每一句對破相的懷疑,每一個在幻象中見到的他人與自己,現在如同被筆冊回放,卻全然陌生,彷彿不是他所書。85Please respect copyright.PENANA1KTpalizKD
85Please respect copyright.PENANA0wfl2ktAgy
忽然,一頁頁之中浮現一道影子——是他自己,坐在幽光中,執筆無動,眼神冷然,如審稿者般看著他。85Please respect copyright.PENANA0CJIWCbtp3
85Please respect copyright.PENANAv7zKmNfTo8
幻象之中,書中之他問道:「你還在寫嗎?」85Please respect copyright.PENANA3QIaQVhYhD
85Please respect copyright.PENANAbpCc8m1MYy
無名喉頭一緊,不知如何應答。85Please respect copyright.PENANAafWa5tSMEc
85Please respect copyright.PENANAD49AA36FiD
書中之影繼續:「你不是在問。你是在記錄你曾問過。你已經不再問了。筆知道,你只是想留下一點證明——你曾經想過什麼。」85Please respect copyright.PENANAcoR1NbEqa0
85Please respect copyright.PENANAUOg6a5CdEQ
無名輕聲道:「我……我只是還不知道答案。」85Please respect copyright.PENANA8DOQd9JFPO
85Please respect copyright.PENANAWkCMwBkkCh
書中影子冷笑:「所以你用筆填補空白,而非面對空白。」85Please respect copyright.PENANAu2xeNmFn3m
85Please respect copyright.PENANACvZs5IZonX
筆冊翻頁聲自幻中傳來,一聲一響,如斷裂之骨,響於虛空心界。85Please respect copyright.PENANAO5ddnf2PoX
85Please respect copyright.PENANA1tKwk0vifT
他猛地睜眼,幻象崩散,但筆冊依然展開,一頁頁空白之中,中央那一句話未曾抹去:85Please respect copyright.PENANAH1xM6stmGX
85Please respect copyright.PENANAqUqF2UwnBi
——「非問者,不配書。」85Please respect copyright.PENANAhLm7RagtpD
85Please respect copyright.PENANAuNcHyY8NkH
這一次,他真正明白,筆冊不是失控,而是拒控。不是記錄之器,而是問之回響。85Please respect copyright.PENANAE1QBN0xsbr
85Please respect copyright.PENANAZU2QqLTYU5
他手一鬆,筆墜地,靜止無聲。85Please respect copyright.PENANA0YpIJgFC1h
85Please respect copyright.PENANA5R0Bc6aob0
他低聲自語:「筆不記我之問,那我,還能問什麼?」85Please respect copyright.PENANAWJY93jRjQc
85Please respect copyright.PENANA0yULcKLMVA
天光一線,無響而落,界仍無語,心未止。85Please respect copyright.PENANAWP7fPvwxOc
85Please respect copyright.PENANAH5hCkJnHSM
筆冊翻至第十三頁時,一道筆痕未現的頁面忽然泛起淡淡心象光痕。85Please respect copyright.PENANAzYzJvCVdSj
85Please respect copyright.PENANAfR6bRutp7G
無名本欲合上筆冊,卻在那光痕形成瞬間,整個人如被筆冊牽引,意識被拋入書頁之內。周遭景色頓轉,四下皆白,無天無地無聲無物。唯有一方墨海浮空,其上懸著無數他曾書寫過、卻從未再讀過的詞句與問語。85Please respect copyright.PENANAqCk5F5cGPT
85Please respect copyright.PENANARk0raKBsZz
他站在其中,彷彿進入了自己筆記未完成的夢中。那裡有他記過的名字、有他懷疑過的真理、有他寫下卻未能回答的問題——一個個懸浮在墨海之上,化為虛影,如同書魂殘影。85Please respect copyright.PENANAESPTmAUegm
85Please respect copyright.PENANAMwSSu0824p
忽而其中一道影子從虛中走出,與他身形相似,筆在手、冊於懷,面無表情。85Please respect copyright.PENANA4LicgQwDaT
85Please respect copyright.PENANA2uWgAR40mu
那人一開口,聲音竟與無名無異:85Please respect copyright.PENANA9F1SGqBTsH
85Please respect copyright.PENANAFDqyWFGTwY
「你問這麼多,想知道什麼?」85Please respect copyright.PENANAbTfA4FDJyT
85Please respect copyright.PENANAdcjRgxsh2o
無名愣住,語塞。85Please respect copyright.PENANAlC9y6x29V7
85Please respect copyright.PENANAjTcI7eRWcs
書中之影步步靠近,語氣不斷加深:「你寫下那麼多字,記過那麼多事——你有真正去回答過哪一個?」85Please respect copyright.PENANAKR51xaAa6f
85Please respect copyright.PENANARUsYhPdpGp
無名低語:「我……不是為了回答,我只是想留下……」85Please respect copyright.PENANA4bsWvzv2Ol
85Please respect copyright.PENANAVj8g87jwio
「留下什麼?問?還是你自己?還是希望有人讀?」85Please respect copyright.PENANAUouzeXwt2V
85Please respect copyright.PENANAre4Xr8HmNq
那影子筆一揮,虛空浮現過往一頁問語:「『破相者無相之相,問者無問之名』——你寫下這句話時,心中有答案嗎?」85Please respect copyright.PENANAgpwszSMv7G
85Please respect copyright.PENANAQGHXvx2eS8
無名凝視那浮字,搖頭。85Please respect copyright.PENANAMKuIQKI1Uy
85Please respect copyright.PENANAacIOW7CWfd
書中之影怒聲:「那你為何書之?」85Please respect copyright.PENANA2M5kA6m6mM
85Please respect copyright.PENANAtNUUd4Yhj5
無名沉聲道:「我不知道答案,但我記得那時候我動了心。」85Please respect copyright.PENANAH53sWVPf0M
85Please respect copyright.PENANAkUXJcnILlZ
書影低笑:「動心,便要書之?那筆冊成了什麼?心動紀錄器?還是怕自己日後忘記曾有過懷疑的記錄儀?」85Please respect copyright.PENANAyVTz2jUyUT
85Please respect copyright.PENANAW9Ev6QrfFd
無名一字一字地回答:「筆,不是為了證明我知道什麼。筆,是為了不讓自己忘記,自己曾經不知道。」85Please respect copyright.PENANADUhJadxWGR
85Please respect copyright.PENANALflYOqblcF
書影靜了數息,沉默凝視著他。85Please respect copyright.PENANAOCe7SuD142
85Please respect copyright.PENANAFKd7SZZUYO
最後,筆冊驟然合頁,墨海崩散,心象碎裂成白光。85Please respect copyright.PENANAWKvyV4V9GG
85Please respect copyright.PENANAVwHWKxPee1
無名猛然從幻象中甦醒,背脊冷汗未乾,筆冊仍在手中,未曾動過。85Please respect copyright.PENANAIqoWZWIymU
85Please respect copyright.PENANAkW3GnwDXMc
唯有書頁最下角浮現一句——85Please respect copyright.PENANAVoCmqzA58e
85Please respect copyright.PENANAytfDWubAaA
「若問者不能自答,筆即不答之。」85Please respect copyright.PENANABvUBHBrPH1
85Please respect copyright.PENANAKYQi2BZOdm
筆冊無聲闔上,天色轉冷。85Please respect copyright.PENANABOduvqFDwu
85Please respect copyright.PENANA4nVK8shkpA
他的手仍握著筆,卻再無勇氣提起。
85Please respect copyright.PENANAHzVAUmYNKi
85Please respect copyright.PENANAW1SQ2nD8e8
85Please respect copyright.PENANA8JWxhHFuBq
無名靜坐於枯石之上,雙目垂下,筆冊攤開在膝頭,頁頁雪白如初。85Please respect copyright.PENANANJImtNqQzo
85Please respect copyright.PENANAOEGT1IBmPC
他再次嘗試提筆,這一次不寫任何語句,只想畫下一筆橫線——象徵斷裂、結束、沉寂。那筆尚未觸紙,便忽然一震,如被反彈之力推開。85Please respect copyright.PENANADzmSYGbdUL
85Please respect copyright.PENANAXuZl7dGgMz
他的手微顫,再度落筆,紙頁竟捲起如波,筆尖未至,筆鋒已自碎。85Please respect copyright.PENANAlXr2e68vvG
85Please respect copyright.PENANALbZ5XEgDV1
筆冊中央,浮起一道極細的裂紋,如書頁之折線,自中軸斜斜而裂,輕如息卻深如刃。85Please respect copyright.PENANAJeIcxA1Nxj
85Please respect copyright.PENANAyRqgdx0Uc5
那一刻他明白——筆冊,不再容他書寫。85Please respect copyright.PENANA8JS8s82RdW
85Please respect copyright.PENANAnGPewXT927
筆非碎,書非毀,卻在排拒他本身。85Please respect copyright.PENANAXUaI0xopcn
85Please respect copyright.PENANAIh08OLt6ep
風從斷紋中穿過,如冷指劃過脊骨。無名聽見某種聲音,自書頁深處傳來,不是語音,不是念語,是一種無形的抵抗。85Please respect copyright.PENANAAwPXb50OpP
85Please respect copyright.PENANAaz8wmPJKnW
「你不是問者了。」85Please respect copyright.PENANADRVcTDCpcX
85Please respect copyright.PENANAYuf9p6rCeY
這句話無從而來,無形所現,卻重如山崩,將他整個人壓下。85Please respect copyright.PENANAquVoQuyIOj
85Please respect copyright.PENANA8nNBIsowov
無名張口,卻無聲。他想問:「為何我不是?」卻無一語能出,彷彿不配提問。85Please respect copyright.PENANAaIav6LbhyO
85Please respect copyright.PENANAu7GBzIvm4X
筆冊緩緩闔上,如不願與他對話。85Please respect copyright.PENANAUivzWjdsLQ
85Please respect copyright.PENANAi65jEYEwH4
他低頭望著自己手中的筆,那是他多年來書過最多問語的筆,卻在此刻,顯得比石更冷,比雪更遠。85Please respect copyright.PENANA8MF5PwVj9m
85Please respect copyright.PENANA61Cy2PRzPs
他緩緩放下筆,將筆橫置膝前,低聲說道:85Please respect copyright.PENANAEMuON9HNhk
85Please respect copyright.PENANAJDVsGAk6qu
「若筆不再信我之問,那我是否……再無問可書?」85Please respect copyright.PENANATqgHW5U9KL
85Please respect copyright.PENANA6EWo0ogBav
無人回答。85Please respect copyright.PENANAUbErx5JCjV
85Please respect copyright.PENANAZsF4YktkUz
書頁無聲,筆拒其心。書冊未毀,問已不續。85Please respect copyright.PENANALoWAFOeOAQ
85Please respect copyright.PENANAVSbTitJKYk
他明白,此非筆毀,而是——筆已不再認他為問者。
85Please respect copyright.PENANAgBOYIAxv4S
85Please respect copyright.PENANAazYAtOVqOu
問界深處,七宗心盤高臺上,觀測者接連傳來異動警示。85Please respect copyright.PENANAETo86qlkwZ
85Please respect copyright.PENANAIkcKRxdME0
一位身披灰紗的女性立於語律宗觀臺,她名喚「厲瑤言」,面容清冷,手執空訣,心盤之上浮現一道深裂筆紋。她目光微凝,聲音清晰卻無情:85Please respect copyright.PENANAa9qb04EABK
85Please respect copyright.PENANA9bWjlqX1if
「此人筆冊已拒主,書問失綱,應封。」85Please respect copyright.PENANAE4iyFr7Ico
85Please respect copyright.PENANAif5ZESEQu2
旁側,武衡宗項悲風抬眼,沉吟道:「拒主不等於毀問,或許……是他心問未穩,筆自止。」85Please respect copyright.PENANAWrRIBZhoPK
85Please respect copyright.PENANAwlUCjLbkoA
寂骨宗的牧魃子倚於一旁石座,冷笑聲中透骨:「問者之筆,若不服問者,則人亦無義持筆。若他仍自視問者,便是狂。」85Please respect copyright.PENANAi5t53IYC2Y
85Please respect copyright.PENANAB65VuP9gr6
靜詠宗觀主低聲提筆,記下觀盤紋變,語氣柔和卻不無警示:「筆冊未毀、心象未亂,僅以『拒』判封,過重。」85Please respect copyright.PENANAETUGvXItlT
85Please respect copyright.PENANAhMiGyzRdGn
而真籙宗心臺中央,一道光幕投出筆冊中心之裂,光紋閃爍間,浮現出無名的心象殘痕,不成字、不成句、亦非象。85Please respect copyright.PENANA1wZopWLlig
85Please respect copyright.PENANAhnddZqnPRV
真籙宗使者低語:「此為非象之象,或許……非止人之問,乃界之回。」85Please respect copyright.PENANAEFLUgjOut7
85Please respect copyright.PENANATaq7huSANJ
語律宗厲瑤言冷斷一句:「無象可記者,不可留筆。此例若開,界將無律。」85Please respect copyright.PENANAF3FupDuLKD
85Please respect copyright.PENANAMjocIGdKCL
眾聲爭論未決,心盤共振,浮出一句系統性心盤預判語:85Please respect copyright.PENANAqnkmibc867
85Please respect copyright.PENANAfVMKOM68PI
——「問者筆冊失控三級,預評為界源風險體。建議七宗內審。」85Please respect copyright.PENANA5dJcTfbf7J
85Please respect copyright.PENANAKRauwRCo13
此言一出,六宗觀者同時凝神,七宗內部首次同時記下關於無名之筆冊之異動事件。85Please respect copyright.PENANAtZhueA7wtO
85Please respect copyright.PENANA9qBBgFyiCH
項悲風垂首,目中似有難言。牧魃子袖中藏意,冷冽一笑。厲瑤言閉目再觀,手中空訣凝成碎影,似擬筆裁問。85Please respect copyright.PENANAwqJaturHp6
85Please respect copyright.PENANA0N5qlYS8a5
筆冊尚未崩裂,議決之聲已先臨。85Please respect copyright.PENANAmCE5OfjAZZ
85Please respect copyright.PENANAeyR1mRhlVI
七宗,從觀問轉為審問,從外察轉為內斷。85Please respect copyright.PENANAXN6gAjObcO
85Please respect copyright.PENANAPjH5LiYzqh
此為問界筆冊紀錄中,首次記載:「問者失控,筆冊拒主。」
85Please respect copyright.PENANAuSyKt24M5Z
85Please respect copyright.PENANAxC9jBcfssV
無名坐於息象丘後緣的山石之上,天色已沉,暮色灑落如灰墨,他眼前的筆冊,靜靜躺著,闔上,未再震動,也不再翻頁。85Please respect copyright.PENANAK9xxYszwC4
85Please respect copyright.PENANAdhi2j3DLdz
他沒有再試圖提筆。筆仍在掌中,但像握著一枚冷鐵,無暖、無息、無應。85Please respect copyright.PENANAwTcpqBcXyV
85Please respect copyright.PENANA61u7u4OlJt
他曾以為,問與筆是一體的。問者必有筆,筆者即問者。如今筆不書、問不映、字不顯、心不見,他忽然不確定了。85Please respect copyright.PENANAGvDAhFTQ7T
85Please respect copyright.PENANAoPdbUHVf3A
「若我無筆,還能問嗎?」85Please respect copyright.PENANAsbLzZlg7ZQ
85Please respect copyright.PENANAm4JXxSydCI
他問這句話時,無人聽見。楚紅練不在,林慧芳亦不在,丘地只剩風聲與一縷未明之光,從霧中透出,薄如問影。85Please respect copyright.PENANAbqUvy0BzjF
85Please respect copyright.PENANAqt8oOBsWpe
他低頭看自己的掌心,那曾為千問所記之筆冊,如今彷彿從他生命中抽離,不再是器物,而是一段被拒絕的過去。85Please respect copyright.PENANALDt9IS0yBM
85Please respect copyright.PENANAyH1NlnjlUw
他忽然想起許久以前,在某個幻界之底,他曾問過:「問,是為了答案,還是為了不斷問?」85Please respect copyright.PENANAgUhqU3XE8F
85Please respect copyright.PENANAb4vlB8Kl7m
當時他記下這句話,是想以後回來看——現在他來了,那答案卻只剩靜默。85Please respect copyright.PENANAnwYnb3368S
85Please respect copyright.PENANA6im38j84Vm
他試著閉上眼,在沒有筆、沒有冊、沒有語、沒有頁的情況下,心中默問:85Please respect copyright.PENANAyPLaYP0VZl
85Please respect copyright.PENANANiYj7B2ITC
「我還在嗎?」85Please respect copyright.PENANABAlAYqT7cD
85Please respect copyright.PENANAu31e5ZMOi2
這一問無聲無象,卻在心底深處漾開一圈極微的波紋——如無聲之響,如無筆之印。85Please respect copyright.PENANATDpVb5u7QG
85Please respect copyright.PENANAt3pAcLJy6B
幻界遠處,天際深紋再現,一條極淡之裂,延伸向無名所在之地,如回應他的默問——85Please respect copyright.PENANA7wTvRVgsVQ
85Please respect copyright.PENANAoJQI7IOwcm
但無字,無語,只有一道問的感覺。85Please respect copyright.PENANABRsLLKCzX0
85Please respect copyright.PENANAZyCCYqG32U
他睜眼,第一次明白:問,不必藉筆;念,不需落字。85Please respect copyright.PENANABrOfeIJEuA
85Please respect copyright.PENANACeS26auBEh
他緩緩收起筆冊,將之懷中藏起,手中空空如初,卻覺得那空,不再只是遺失,而是一種準備。85Please respect copyright.PENANALQywj0ggHh
85Please respect copyright.PENANANCtRwspqEr
「無筆,不是終點。」85Please respect copyright.PENANAq4gwJL7of4
85Please respect copyright.PENANAcsdWOQv5Jg
「或許,是我真正要開始問的起點。」85Please respect copyright.PENANAlZda4zqfs0
85Please respect copyright.PENANA3jaddHGvyE
此刻的他,不再是筆之問者,而是——無筆之人。
85Please respect copyright.PENANAfV23IxzJKY
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