tell me something
what are you supposed to feel182Please respect copyright.PENANAUPSIMRQUlX
when your world is crashing down around you,182Please respect copyright.PENANAd8Afk8S0be
when atlas can no longer bear the weight of the sky,182Please respect copyright.PENANABCTY0ADb3A
just as you can’t take the beating from your heart anymore?
did you know182Please respect copyright.PENANAHLdhib0iHR
that stars die?182Please respect copyright.PENANAP40aTxKLwp
these gigantic floating masses of the physical embodiment of light die182Please respect copyright.PENANAP3wQqIMqb1
and we think we can live forever on this dying, fallen earth182Please respect copyright.PENANAscCBdkYLhm
(orbiting a sun that’s burning itself out)
— in memories?182Please respect copyright.PENANAbxc9rCZ3mG
memories don’t mean a thing182Please respect copyright.PENANAcvxh7p8FsC
when the people who knew of us have died182Please respect copyright.PENANAEWcgI0p0oA
when the books that were written about us have never been plucked off the shelves182Please respect copyright.PENANAPVakPJZVsX
and when even our bones disappear to fill this dying earth182Please respect copyright.PENANAE03CKflj9j
with even more forgotten dead things
and i can’t182Please respect copyright.PENANARNbpo0WPN6
i can’t
i c a n n o t
stress enough that when i’m gone182Please respect copyright.PENANADtOLNQEQkM
it will not matter to anyone on this earth in the end182Please respect copyright.PENANAEDEGK6aFkp
because those gone are better off dead182Please respect copyright.PENANAaIvPeKRyUO
and those dead are better off forgotten
so tell me182Please respect copyright.PENANA6WVPRP0Inu
why do you insist that i should live?
is it so that you can feel better about yourself?182Please respect copyright.PENANA8dokmlluTu
is it so that you can believe without a doubt182Please respect copyright.PENANAh3FURZGFjs
that you have made a positive difference in someone else’s life?182Please respect copyright.PENANADGdZbrCFw1
is it so that you don’t have to feel the guilt182Please respect copyright.PENANAyzn1aAvFWf
knowing that maybe there could have been one more useless piece of trash182Please respect copyright.PENANA0GzIjMjIvM
taking up space, air, and resources someone else who was worth anything needed182Please respect copyright.PENANAVD2GzgM4Ci
except there isn’t because you didn’t say anything?
don’t you know182Please respect copyright.PENANA1NErMzSnvf
don’t you know182Please respect copyright.PENANAH90q1SgaY6
don’t you know182Please respect copyright.PENANATtj4G9VrRc
i’m already dead182Please respect copyright.PENANAL8pg3MUfkt
this body still moves182Please respect copyright.PENANAh0ALeiCfCR
but my heart has been torn apart so many times182Please respect copyright.PENANAoL3YyJgiDF
that sometimes i wonder if its beating is not because it is alive182Please respect copyright.PENANActttngDU7I
but because the world insists on making sure it’s dead182Please respect copyright.PENANADdlz4rJLHw
by pounding all tragedy into it
what can you do to save me from that?182Please respect copyright.PENANASSoYbRcHm3
what am i supposed to do to come back to life?
tell me182Please respect copyright.PENANAQtDHUHZmnk
tell me182Please respect copyright.PENANAOC9q86dXtM
tell me
please
maybe i want to live
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