tell me something
what are you supposed to feel174Please respect copyright.PENANAwmlnQxLJDX
when your world is crashing down around you,174Please respect copyright.PENANA0yn8g9tfLG
when atlas can no longer bear the weight of the sky,174Please respect copyright.PENANAKCT8OgsBcJ
just as you can’t take the beating from your heart anymore?
did you know174Please respect copyright.PENANAokN2ocHKlk
that stars die?174Please respect copyright.PENANAsKtt56nVEs
these gigantic floating masses of the physical embodiment of light die174Please respect copyright.PENANA4FaVSrwAJD
and we think we can live forever on this dying, fallen earth174Please respect copyright.PENANAlgssdCdan9
(orbiting a sun that’s burning itself out)
— in memories?174Please respect copyright.PENANAFPdcQK9mny
memories don’t mean a thing174Please respect copyright.PENANAwW8FHPGRHM
when the people who knew of us have died174Please respect copyright.PENANArEXfZfZ2KN
when the books that were written about us have never been plucked off the shelves174Please respect copyright.PENANAYeDXNT1EQ0
and when even our bones disappear to fill this dying earth174Please respect copyright.PENANA42StwqEU2w
with even more forgotten dead things
and i can’t174Please respect copyright.PENANA8mLcF5EemN
i can’t
i c a n n o t
stress enough that when i’m gone174Please respect copyright.PENANAQUNnOkDwH4
it will not matter to anyone on this earth in the end174Please respect copyright.PENANArioRsnUmHc
because those gone are better off dead174Please respect copyright.PENANAKV7F5LZ1GD
and those dead are better off forgotten
so tell me174Please respect copyright.PENANAmUvUptPe44
why do you insist that i should live?
is it so that you can feel better about yourself?174Please respect copyright.PENANAknJByxEyWp
is it so that you can believe without a doubt174Please respect copyright.PENANAs6BIosttrs
that you have made a positive difference in someone else’s life?174Please respect copyright.PENANAIY8VghtsTY
is it so that you don’t have to feel the guilt174Please respect copyright.PENANAhZunsvOpVN
knowing that maybe there could have been one more useless piece of trash174Please respect copyright.PENANA5nN5zm0mtO
taking up space, air, and resources someone else who was worth anything needed174Please respect copyright.PENANAIPRkGpi7jz
except there isn’t because you didn’t say anything?
don’t you know174Please respect copyright.PENANAAkXFdZIYx0
don’t you know174Please respect copyright.PENANAYrm8pCkSkJ
don’t you know174Please respect copyright.PENANAPvmLsRX0H5
i’m already dead174Please respect copyright.PENANARhfX9o4rLU
this body still moves174Please respect copyright.PENANAFvNHvf2Akz
but my heart has been torn apart so many times174Please respect copyright.PENANAgwI2EUaDng
that sometimes i wonder if its beating is not because it is alive174Please respect copyright.PENANArvIvoKHFrP
but because the world insists on making sure it’s dead174Please respect copyright.PENANAj0Sopl0vp9
by pounding all tragedy into it
what can you do to save me from that?174Please respect copyright.PENANARK18wehLRe
what am i supposed to do to come back to life?
tell me174Please respect copyright.PENANA1Z6cTMuWNQ
tell me174Please respect copyright.PENANAAjMFc4xKai
tell me
please
maybe i want to live
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