I wish I could understand why I feel this way272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYebp6ngATO
Why flying doesn't feel the same 272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Cq5fAR5pM
And the lows don't seem to fade272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaVQU0gY3V6
They just linger and remain
I find myself trapped with no incentive to fix it, to rewrite the narrative 272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGrIPdgJPNy
Instead my mind picks it apart, going straight for the heart272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ421exL2H8E
I gotta give it to them, they play it pretty smart
I wish I could tell you everything that makes me hurt 272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡguNNyNzc0a
I wish I could convert it into something better, avert from the inevitable 272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Ud50b2m6g
I'll convert this pain into something that works 272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyBxReTeRKz
Something that works to be charitable to my health, make my pain more revocable and severable 272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGVGkQkJdUf
Because after several years of being rendered inseparable from this feeling 272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvK0vy2BGvf
I finally feel like I'm worth freeing 272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJX7a4kOJLo
That this pain made me bleed, but it can't keep me272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg8aK7LOtd6
I'm finally fleeing
But my superficial confidence is fleeting as my heart slows its beating 272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBkgOXopZb9
The breathing turns to drowning 272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiYDpir2H02
The seconds I'm counting, turns to shouting 272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVd32eGKZIO
I'm pounding on the walls, sounding my alarms272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBtxMgHGV4S
But no one welcomes me with open arms272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhbpk51ElSo
Their love is fictitious 272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNyYMGs3rGt
So thus, restarts the vicious cycle272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMxQxZnCPBZ
I try to focus on my survival, but I never see its arrival 272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTdsZ12sMnc
So I lay here, my body limp and my heart slowing 272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqF2FzK4Igz
The deprival of blood, of color, of feeling 272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ237QuNAtEd
My life is fleeting, like the confidcence I once had 272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeaP3tvmwi7
I never meet my revival
But no one understands, no one offers a hand 272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgWoRRST1Ys
I try to stand, my lungs expand, only to to be stuck in secondhand smoke272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDfysZWJde0
My voice broke as the smoke filled my lungs and covered my eyes like some sort of cloak 272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDHWpCYLGPB
I tried to yell, to call out for help, but all I did was choke
Falling on my knees, right back to the ground, I look around 272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGcBqhy34sL
Listening to the elaborate planning of everything demanding a change 272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡulGlJgCUat
They get their way, nothing remains the same272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbPXEdL6Rrp
All I feel is shame as I call out every name, hoping for someone to see everything slipping away 272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbbUV1sWPou
But no one comes my way, I'm disregarded and pushed away 272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5DmouX6GAg
I guess no one wanted me around anyway
I give in to the deadly game, as if I was ever given a choice 272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM946fw6o0H
But maybe my only claim to fame would be that I'm pretty damn good at playing this game 272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0y3dPXmq5b
Even if it feels like I'm locked in a cage272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWLO0uxApX5
The game of push and pull with the demons in my mind272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxFTVTT0BPV
Darkness covering my eyes, I'm blind 272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoI87dxuKdM
But full of myself and always on time 272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB7gmX5izh3
I admit that the crime is mine 272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQYmutu4YLi
Now I'll serve my time
I thought, maybe if I quit it272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf7B76l3iGn
The devil will lose his incentive 272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYuEbpLrxop
The weak little girl, poisoned 272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLncNVbuDlG
Too bad for his game of tainting the good
But even then he just pulled down my walls 272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Y2TrNyIH1
Brick by brick 272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6l2T5m180W
And now I'm back in this smoky pit, the light drained from it 272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoiGheTY4lB
Smoke filling my lungs and ripping the sight from my eyes 272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnhhJfgXP1e
Once again, I'm blind
Even when I believe it's over272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqaS1LL4D3R
That the thunder has passed me by, the storm subsiding 272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0mjJndiEHV
It's still right there 272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0bWZRhENB1
The devil on my shoulder
