二、新631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxbJKg3E64N
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鄧伊嵐親吻床伴的臉頰。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJIMVBBcrIv
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「以後唔見啦。」她淡定地說。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTXVUVigaj2
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她不習慣長時期接觸一個不感興趣的男生，因為如此下去，必然會越來越依賴；原先只將身交付予對方，心更不能就此任意出走。這樣對大家都不好。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr0LXKzQBNt
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何況，這種關係，多是沒有真心。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcG3S5XF8ns
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有真心的話，除了兩情雙悅，否則只得一方沉淪，沒有人能進行救援，吐泡、窒息、發脹、腐爛，是必然的結局。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyDy3Z8FT74
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有性無愛，是伊嵐自我慰藉的方法。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh0qX5wygg4
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她無法有愛無性——因為她愛的人不與她做愛，甚至對她無愛。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRggnIjoaht
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伊嵐與阿行認識十二年，他們是小學同學。當時，他喜歡的女孩子是她的鄰座。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeFaA7txPps
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但她沒有助攻，只和他說：「佢鍾意班長！唔鍾意你，死心啦。」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9PDSZPoTAR
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而伊嵐，已經喜歡阿行十二年了。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMC8Zl5KbNw
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*631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEGLwBFZL1k
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楊念行摸摸宿舍附近的小貓，然後拍了拍手，行去上課。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF7Urkxm6uc
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這個學期，他大部分課堂都回復面授形式；他便悠閒地在日光下，慢慢走上山。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYr3pF2sRVP
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張漫青快步走。她提前到了學校，便不想乘校巴，行上山更加能感受冬日的陽光；太陽並不猛烈，反而有些綿密的溫柔，這於她是好天氣。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiwwrP5JBZ8
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuVv0VPjvNC
然後，阿行看見了青青，或者說，他見到一個和她很相似的側臉、三七臉、背景。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1JkSG9l3G4
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但他不打算行前一點拍她的肩。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2cxfMAGSFR
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她前晚的拒絕稍稍令他認為，也許她並不願與他再接觸；然後就是，他的自尊心也輕微受創。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdkCh834LDv
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無論當晚聊得多麼好，下次見面都不知應否打招呼。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4puxOaBTtN
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二人的路程一模一樣。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4NiCEboePT
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她哼着鄧麗欣的《日久生情》：631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT2plCia1h3
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大概一起了相擁過未算好631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdSo0zuBQmS
只因是發覺被愛的恐怖631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXEMXzwBr6R
能生出愛情631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyYgpBd90Wh
問我應不應去禱告631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3yJ1YKUqHv
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSXzmCJ9d4R
搭𨋢、上天橋、行樓梯、踏大路、搭𨋢……631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl1kORq36yj
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwOboIQXxTk
青青終於看到阿行：「Hi？」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4mfwcLdA7R
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU7Dk5lqRhG
他沒有說，自己一早已經看見她：「真係再見添。」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGaDGtlH8Dg
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPOFkfBXF64
「咁啱嘅，」她有些愕然地笑一笑：「我嚟上堂呀。」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu9vmYOQQZI
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpKm3PaufMj
「我都係。」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFc7k2gK0FK
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他們靜默，再沒有話聊，卻一直行到同一個課室；然後停一停，他首先打開門，和她一同內進，成為鄰座。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCmLGf23kPG
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2E3iXTrkbK
「唔係咁啱吖嘛？同一班？」她驚訝。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIpNmEaSSFq
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbaQwKYTmws
她覺得有點邪，多疑的她不相信如此，這事說給誰聽，都像是誇張失實的節目橋段。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz43Si1faaP
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……631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiR1ELYtY3L
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會不會真的太巧合了？631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyTnWAlcda0
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於他更甚，線上線下，已經遇見了她三次；「三」是「幾」的程度，算不算多？631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdnfLvHJlfg
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQP688RDVZP
下一秒，他笑自己——係咪太想要女朋友？見多幾次就幻想咁多。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF8BEv6SOWS
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXRqfx4X2ZI
這個課堂並非呆板的講書、聽書、功課、報告，更着重個人思考和成長。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2T5nwWr4pN
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7lHVeGJxgf
老師說：「呢度嘅大家都係嚟自唔同科系同年級——我諗冇人原本就識？所以，都可以避免同識嘅人分享啲尷尬嘢……而家請大家同隔籬位傾十分鐘偈，然後，畫出對方喺你心中嘅形象。」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwWcuRXaoEq
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡee3MIlTzzz
阿行和青青手上都各有一張紙、幾枝筆。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmy22HA0XKl
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBdwuWgi7TR
他們傾偈。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa4AROy7JVO
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSOMkt7Nnvf
「有冇覺得可以見返我？」他以調情的口吻說，但很像在扮演另一個人。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcwMma2qCUj
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd3PEBsuUVS
「咩料呀你？你嗰日都唔係咁㗎喎。」她也故作深沉。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0K1iFZ6mOw
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUzd1PxKDqW
她有覺得能夠再遇他，香港不大，就讀同一間學校更易見面，只是想不到會這麼快、這麼近。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ76WkiunPRC
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「如果我話，嗰日之日我有啲唔開心，你會唔會覺得我小氣？」他刻意皺了皺眉。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHg59ND7XYh
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPjG1Uc36SZ
「你好坦誠。」她轉一轉眼珠：「但係都小氣。」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJOk2beN34t
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「點解reg呢個course？」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2NlZYcJf9B
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「唔想讀啲咁嚴肅嘅嘢，我係學術垃圾，做親academic paper都靚唔到grade。」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHrwMS2HiG8
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ4gq6ZfrWe
「哦，有人想逃避。」他揶揄她，又說：「我都係因為想讀啲冇咁chur嘅科。」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS0W1E78TDj
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC77nVEfzPT
今天，他們是鄰座，和前晚的對面位不同，現在更近一些。他盯着她的臉，試圖記得她的臉部細節，等一會兒更加容易畫出來——即使他只會畫火柴人。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVaNA5ZCOo3
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAanocgxT1T
「使唔使傾啲認真話題？」她聽見了別人說對於共產主義的看法，並且越講越激昂。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ32Vn67R423
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「你問。」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA6cNanrGlB
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「啊——」她突然想到：「你有冇住hall？」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc8kFSGow7s
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKtDt2EnAh7
她還是不想問太內在的東西，人與人之間，有時親近即遠離。她希望能與他至少在這學期內和平共處，真心地。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCYMMI1PcmN
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「好認真喎。」阿行挑眉，答：「有。」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5r4GkuH7eO
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvZi0ZqbpLg
「係點㗎？」她沒有住過宿舍，十分好奇，雖然聽過雅君的故事，然而每個人的觀感應是不同的。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVoXaQMkOfM
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOjhkQbAcxq
「好嘈，半夜三更打麻將、播重音樂。全層都係男人……沖涼時間個個都唔着衫走嚟走去。」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8H3qPUjCFm
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡugbOzdWoOr
「咁你有冇覺得佢哋好fit？」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHjQVARxHoU
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl0GFhPgnKL
「咩問題嚟……」他答：「冇。你話有女仔行嚟行去就話啫，男仔有咩好睇。咁你係咪冇住？點解？」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡffeXXtKK9g
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「係啊，因為唔想同陌生人日見夜見，同埋我都唔算住得遠嘅，宿費又貴。」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1N8y1FhYlV
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青青說出很現實的答案，完全活在資本社會的她，無法參與社會學的高尚討論。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIokOzBonH6
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如果問「小孩子是什麼」，而回答是「云云人海中的某個毫無意義的奴隸」，恐怕大家都會不快。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdSjwRQopGo
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡheEZt6VT5P
阿行點點頭，看一看青青的眉，發現她修了眉，立即整齊了許多。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDEE0YpI2dK
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLY9oN2f1Jl
他畫了她：眉眼清晰，身材肥胖。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJvXxJBne3b
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvopUa39W8s
她馬上不滿：「喂，雖然我唔瘦，但都唔係呢個程度。」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQV2aGshyWS
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiLyPQZY6ek
阿行解釋：「Tinder肥仔聰。」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpckgMOqUTS
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青青稍稍舒心。她對自己的外型沒有自信，如果有人面對面說她胖，玻璃心將會盡碎。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJq6QUCnuTu
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父親時常說她遺傳了他的毛孔，十分粗大，卻沒有他皮膚白；又時常叫她不要攤坐，不然會越來越肥，現在似乎已和他的手臂一樣粗壯。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz57Ri5wakY
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlgetYP2C2y
他總是如此直接地批評女兒，認為她堅強又大方。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1huvCxMBbz
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父親沒有惡意，但她聽得很認真。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG8LWmhu5hq
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從她九歲，講到十九歲，她真覺得自己的身型很糟糕。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOnDs5jgfPn
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBlhrRaVfGX
青青畫了阿行：眼睛總是瞇起來的火柴人。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN2axtTaldT
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo2sCPVQ8Fr
阿行的眼尾微微下彎，像無辜的小狗；眼裏充滿水花，似有萬種風情訴說。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdmCkoWqGdn
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之後，老師就開始介紹這個課程，他們沒有再說話。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ028zbwatZh
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZzwHHSn0Ar
落堂，青青起身離去，說：「拜拜，我去下一堂。」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZWDJmhsZL
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVFN1xAXM3j
這是藉口，她只想快快到飯堂吃飯，自己一人；唯有如此，她才能自然地滿足食慾，不用任何表情、聲調。只是上了一堂，她就已經有點累。這一年裏她似將身體捱壞，時常覺得睏倦，沒有一點青春少艾應有的活力。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeot8vWrYlz
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGBNqeJhSxA
「喂，contact呀！」阿行叫住青青。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa3GbrcMQf9
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBsp8YI7OL3
「你會搵我傾偈？」青青昂首，抓了抓額頭。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyH3KT53ihY
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAR8e8GD93P
「會啊。」他點頭。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHjMQzvvheQ
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdb90AWaUQu
「不了，無啦啦傾咩偈，我哋會見㗎嘛；當面先傾，好似舒服啲。」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjTgkkkirFm
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN83c9DuxJE
「咁如果唔會呢？」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡObZgYAeXpR
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjuRE9t2n5s
「咁攞嚟做咩？」她理直氣壯。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAW6SsYAmMl
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjXokgDWKM6
「你反口！」他感覺又被她擺了一道，卻沒有生氣。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMYrVRMPbc4
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她不理，側一側頭，揮手：「下堂見啦，同學仔。」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18YUY8EPN9
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXuvuI5Jkp4
青青對阿行有些好感，但是，她不想無故與他聯絡，就算他有話題。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNZu2dAAGZ5
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQTTRpNpp60
因為二人並不相熟，無事無幹，又豈會私下聊天；如果會，意圖又很明顯——是否她太多心？應該是。她從來都是一個多疑的人，而且心胸狹窄。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb0Nlw9Tv3O
631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjiKdApiYjV
她突然發現，自己口中常說的戀愛渴望，其實並不大。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKZYrZIi5Hy
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她只想開開心心、嘻嘻哈哈，但不想承擔責任。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD1B6jIDSMR
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愛人與被愛，都是很害怕的事——631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDkLuwIT2wI
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其實她不應如此說。她的戀愛經驗多數是來自聽別人的故事，但唯有足夠曲折的經歷才令聽者印象深刻631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgK6sIJvBik
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何況，她感覺到，他對她也有好感。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4LfYUArFE9
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阿行心癢。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2AH3QDvCcM
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雖然他在上一段感情中並不愉快，但回歸自身人際網絡圈，他總能哄得身邊人高高興興，大家都親近他。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmLoOD6YdOL
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青青的反應，令他始料不及。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ85jtCvxP0a
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最重要的是，很快，他便在飯堂看到她，她根本沒有趕去上課，而是在悠閒地玩電話。她的臉部沒有泛起任何漣漪，眼睛不再靈動，只是放空地睜着。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfTkRx0ZD0z
她欺騙了他，為什麼？是他做了不好的事嗎？631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKfAGzGUcVF
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他發現了她身上有很違和的東西——外型菂菂式式，但神態多是冷漠，唯有面對人時，才有人氣。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTkebmO7XFz
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他在離她遠遠的位置，也吃着飯，然後離去。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmlpTiYtFSh
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下午，阿行離開學校前，都會去摸一下附近的小貓。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyl4twyXTbX
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他正在去往圍住草地的路徑，便看見青青；她正蹲下來，靜靜地看着正在睡覺的貓。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8jEyPe0sNf
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「呿！」他用力拍她的肩。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCWfloxDdDX
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「好彩冇嘈醒貓貓。」她嚇得被彈起，瞪一瞪他：「幼稚鬼。」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmw4nl1aIrp
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他告訴她，牠的名字是Gri。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJKT9rSwb0p
