19841218--19日记299Please respect copyright.PENANAVo96AuHVfq
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今天一天心情沉闷,似乎有什么东西压在头上,大气也不敢喘,觉得一切事都在299Please respect copyright.PENANAj1hI8xDqPg
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变得明白,无意义,似乎一切都是假的,悲观极了,再也无法兴奋起来。唉!真299Please respect copyright.PENANAyvXqaaqu8C
299Please respect copyright.PENANAAlo7E2OTnR
不知怎的。299Please respect copyright.PENANASAyGH7WlFq
团支部包场电影《死亡的陷井》,是5点20分,可5点才吃饭,忙忙碌碌,去时已299Please respect copyright.PENANA5eN9h6FUwQ
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开始放了,和毕庆元找不到座位,是楼上11排6、8号,后才知是最后一排,找到299Please respect copyright.PENANA7BQf78dkmO
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后坐下,坐在最后面似乎视眼开阔点,电影还可以看,只有那时才忘了忧愁。过299Please respect copyright.PENANAjHYoSpOgry
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时又出现了,唉!299Please respect copyright.PENANAxqdAeLUOZA
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1219299Please respect copyright.PENANAMxQKWSUGuF
不知怎的,似乎不能自己,任凭一切事在变换。299Please respect copyright.PENANAI7ZSaQssIi
下午开了团会,姚书记作了报告,是要做个真正团员,起先进作用。散会后去徐299Please respect copyright.PENANAw61KpPg1SX
299Please respect copyright.PENANAckZWVz8gP3
锐处要回暑假借给他的高一课本,他都放在箱子里,忽然改了对他看法,但又改299Please respect copyright.PENANAoI7ni8zhZw
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得不对,他应还我(先)才能做朋友,或者是借书人。当然,书还是拿来了,这299Please respect copyright.PENANAetTDzzSDHY
299Please respect copyright.PENANAqTEywTc2RQ
,我已几次想要了,只是怕要,看来任何事,只要去做都是能成功的。299Please respect copyright.PENANAl9U33J2iVq
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19841220--21日记299Please respect copyright.PENANAqGaA4xXsSJ
299Please respect copyright.PENANA7UcNSXp5f4
1220299Please respect copyright.PENANAcLv1VEJiUg
中午和王锋一边晒太阳,一边看书,互相问着,觉得其间感情十分可贵。下午团299Please respect copyright.PENANAcF4dfA8NTD
299Please respect copyright.PENANA6RcGp9DgkV
支部书记(洪欣)说团员开个会,对班上几位要求入团的同学举手表态,可我们299Please respect copyright.PENANA4LLt5ajAGq
299Please respect copyright.PENANAxAjoZ4RfuG
又没有标准,只是胡乱地举着手,更有甚者,去年我们高一为初三入团同学表态299Please respect copyright.PENANAjTJSW9OgON
299Please respect copyright.PENANASTCGDylw0k
,那些人见都没见过,也更是胡乱举几次,真是形式极了,滑天下之大稽。299Please respect copyright.PENANALKvNdCGrGX
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1221299Please respect copyright.PENANAE9RnmmdJWA
真难办,范老师要我准备一期“溪流”,可我这里一篇也没有,答应他星期六交299Please respect copyright.PENANArooJCDg4hx
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,可今天星期五了。299Please respect copyright.PENANAEytJ8wmtRU
在王飞那里要了篇《秋韵》,可是短得很。中午忽然想再去汪贝玉处要,果然他299Please respect copyright.PENANAXenTj4Td6P
299Please respect copyright.PENANAHb8Gf1gfjF
很多,便叫他抄来。自己昨天也凑了篇《物理老师》,这样,顿觉轻松了许多。299Please respect copyright.PENANArXucPYbk6t
下午去阶梯教室听讲演,觉得很不成功。299Please respect copyright.PENANAYtMgg9OuNT
上午,邰成华送来一叠菜票,盖是其欠我的。倒是好笑。这是两个星期前,他向299Please respect copyright.PENANA0NGNi2AjPg
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我借了一元钱,后一直没还,也没提及,因他借日是星期六,他回去了。早几天299Please respect copyright.PENANAHTnaB7TApG
299Please respect copyright.PENANApH2m61FmBK
便觉他确实忘却了,想到这点,不知怎的,心里很不是滋味,似乎太那个了,几299Please respect copyright.PENANAmgZyEnLQJ7
299Please respect copyright.PENANAK0aAvl4fc0
次试探,其无应,昨日他回家来,又讨,他便说没遇上他妈,无钱,我大恐,说299Please respect copyright.PENANAfkNB5ZvxB0
299Please respect copyright.PENANAM7Nf2wimQD
:“你忘了呀?”他说:“没”,我说:“没什么?”心里直当其忘了,他说:299Please respect copyright.PENANAsCWTASSswP
299Please respect copyright.PENANArbYyawpRki
“欠你一元钱,这我不会忘的,”没有错,他是不会忘的,可这曾折磨我过。这299Please respect copyright.PENANAcunbZuGg3T
299Please respect copyright.PENANAZaO3wk9akX
时,我捏着菜票,在口袋里数了起来。299Please respect copyright.PENANANrKb1KykII
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19841222--31日记299Please respect copyright.PENANAqx26VRRTWU
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1222299Please respect copyright.PENANAI6coyjBuK5
不知怎的,心里十分沉重,似有什么无形意识压着,不得抬头,暗暗叫苦,可奈299Please respect copyright.PENANACyrR8eBJEW
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何,真不知怎的。299Please respect copyright.PENANAS9QB86oWed
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1223299Please respect copyright.PENANA2m4MhuOQcP
心里沉重,一切都无意义,烦死了。299Please respect copyright.PENANA2WBDQMljMd
299Please respect copyright.PENANAgX2Ek9FBVH
1224299Please respect copyright.PENANA9ZkbaGvf8F
夜间下了晚自习,觉得心里抖得慌,腿也抖,腰间似乎更抖,象要断一样。299Please respect copyright.PENANAVPqXQGLVb8
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1225299Please respect copyright.PENANAWrq3kvtdXk
中午打饭,在食堂里抖得慌。299Please respect copyright.PENANA7e9sCdRYsr
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1226299Please respect copyright.PENANAbYOeMx69QY
痛苦极了,只见人家欢乐,而自己却不得,旁观者苦。299Please respect copyright.PENANAWGufsZErqt
299Please respect copyright.PENANAgUQViWKlCx
1227299Please respect copyright.PENANAp67h5rWPBh
体育课心里发慌,腰酸极了,还好,拉单扛及格了(7个),可再干别的,就怕299Please respect copyright.PENANA2krwR6LlEn
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了。299Please respect copyright.PENANAMPPvOFzXTd
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1228299Please respect copyright.PENANAaLya66YT9q
心里还是痛苦万分,同桌毕庆元亦然,自以为摆脱,却不得其终。299Please respect copyright.PENANAS2KZYdnJFy
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1229299Please respect copyright.PENANAfwVQVBHYNu
晚上范老师叫抄期《溪流》,我去他处排好版,便由毕庆元、李二乔抄,一刻好299Please respect copyright.PENANAS61nC9VXng
299Please respect copyright.PENANAWW5mnV4PPT
了,送去,他也称善,发现其书多,大慨,夜里反复,想一篇《父与子和子与父299Please respect copyright.PENANAqm4PKcRxBO
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》,却不得入梦。299Please respect copyright.PENANAZS6AbZlAKx