我繼續碌落去,碌到差唔多最尾。531Please respect copyright.PENANAUS09f3Eg1l
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今日係冇返學嘅第四十五日,塊臉已經冇再痛,不過摸落去依舊有種令人唔舒服嘅觸感。我第一次有勇氣企喺鏡前面,發覺如果用頭髮遮住嘅話,就唔會咁覺眼。或者有一日,我會有勇氣返學…」531Please respect copyright.PENANAfLbZpApa1i
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呢篇寫得好長,碌極都未完,不過我喺某行文字發現阿妹提及我,於是停下動作。531Please respect copyright.PENANAfPvPE0ss8d
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「令我擔心嘅唔係我嘅學業成績,都唔係我習唔習慣嘅問題,而係阿哥,阿哥佢呢幾個月嚟都冇返過學,雖然佢唔想我知道,不過我估大概係因為佢想照顧我,同埋覺得呢件事或多或少都關自己事…531Please respect copyright.PENANAvY0udNH9PD
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一開始我係有少少嬲佢,點解唔一早聽我講離開嗰度。不過兩個月喇,要補償要賠罪嘅乜嘢都夠啦…佢唔值得為咗我唔返學咁耐。我試過叫爸媽勸阿哥快啲返學,可惜好似唔係咁有用,佢地話我一日唔返學,阿哥都唔會返。明明需要多啲時間嘅只係我,點解佢要咁做呢…531Please respect copyright.PENANAW5N4fqLgHJ
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我知道架,阿哥一直唔開心,係因為我成績好過佢,爸媽成曰讚我又唔讚佢,但佢唔知道爸媽其實一樣好錫佢,喺我心目中,阿哥永遠係個英雄,我唔會忘記細個嗰陣阿哥會俾晒啲玩具我玩,我俾人蝦嗰陣又會幫我出頭——即使我只係個喺孤兒院度接返嚟,無啦啦住喺佢屋企嘅陌生人…」531Please respect copyright.PENANAiA06Pnwx6Z
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再碌落去,日記就完咗。531Please respect copyright.PENANATTIARR7qI9
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目光喺眼前文字來回多次,不停翻睇每一句。531Please respect copyright.PENANATATwuJSmvj
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如果唔係呢篇日記,我真係唔會知道阿妹原來有呢種諗法。531Please respect copyright.PENANAr4HdZYXliI
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一直以嚟,我單方面認為自己拖累阿妹,至會陪佢一齊唔返學,冇諗過原來佢掉返轉咁為我著想過…531Please respect copyright.PENANAGQpPtv3Nwf
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阿妹臉上嘅傷疤的確由我做成,雖然佢平時會用頭髮遮住,但件事發生咗就係發生咗,正如佢所講嘅一樣,身體上嘅傷口可以復原,但內心嘅傷痕永遠唔會磨滅,不過唔代表我地可以原地踏步,眼白白望住一個又一個嘅遺憾發生。531Please respect copyright.PENANA1vAY1u8rxU
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兩年前,我冇及時知道阿妹嘅心意,我希望兩年之後嘅今日先去彌補返唔會太遲。531Please respect copyright.PENANAeJ9AbZSgIk
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我輕手輕腳走入阿妹間房,佢冇鎖門。531Please respect copyright.PENANAfdU7oCtx66
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我將佢部電腦放喺書枱上面,然後摸黑行近佢床邊。531Please respect copyright.PENANAdXkJfxFZ0j
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阿妹已經瞓著咗,月光落喺佢側臉,令我隱約見到佢臉上嘅疤痕。531Please respect copyright.PENANAWNi1jtU6lq
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我輕輕繞起佢耳邊嘅頭髮,用手背掃一吓佢塊面。531Please respect copyright.PENANAlJ4bGUgeg1
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一種悔恨交加嘅情感由心底湧出,我握實拳頭,呢刻嘅意志無比堅定。531Please respect copyright.PENANAcmNaZ2eEHP
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