飛機落地時是當地傍晚五點半。太陽還沒完全下山，風卻已有夜晚的濕意。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa7M89BSERr
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糸師冴一落地，照流程搭上接機車隊，車還沒開動，領隊就把一份文件遞到他手上。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlEpWPImk8H
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日方臨時發來的緊急備忘錄——38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYkbzldmNA4
三頁內容，一頁簡報、三張截圖、一行摘要。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLuID1hZuTo
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「建議統一口徑回應：不評論私事。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZMu3LSEOy2
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他低頭看了一眼，沒說什麼。把文件翻到最後一頁，簽了字。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9yPSEOOyYu
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隔天清晨五點半，糸師冴準時出門。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC3QS5wH9Bk
地面帶著沒睡醒的溫度，連空氣都還沒張開眼睛。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE9MWrOx4UE
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訓練排得很緊，他幾乎沒有空出時間給任何人說話。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZybwTJqvY
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjxJfcJi1wQ
早上是三圈短衝測驗、兩輪定位傳球；38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVllhbHAzt2
午餐後做靜態柔軟與腳踝加壓處理。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6qy2PbAsel
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBYGhK1VH1Y
下午，他照常留下，把自己送進「非必要但自選」的自主訓練時段——38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaZxAyerTY1
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自選課程內容：38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7SwDrmXOQ7
防守模擬視野轉換、三球連傳精度修正、靜態球快速分配。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw7FtKLlhGY
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9H8T0T77oH
整整兩小時，沒人打斷他。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcEuqDuCPUY
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除了偶爾一兩個隊友從旁邊經過，語氣像開玩笑，又像在試探：38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxDUB4imIVD
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「¿Tan pronto?」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0IUcXADosm
（回來這麼快？）38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFB6HBQMmjS
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他點點頭，腳沒停。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJOozh17vWp
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPr9LnDs0si
「¿Estás bien?」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ixb2oCDzR
（你還好吧？）38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJcsIdrSDp
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「Sí.」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqkuc4S79lN
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他只說這一個字。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaGhBtmDX9J
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＊＊＊38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfpLMZYha1A
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第三天，一樣。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAyQUaq27Xx
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第四天，差不多。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwJH22r064j
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只有第五天早上，助理在門口問他要不要調整餐表、考慮增重計畫，他只是「嗯」了一聲，沒多說什麼。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdTRKZ4opdv
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6HFNnqleoM
經紀人提過兩次「Rina」，助理也提過一次——38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZCht7paAGe
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW01O7yevwO
但這裡不是日本。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9blp1McTc7
沒有星野莉奈的雜誌，沒有她的廣告影片，根本沒人知道她是誰。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbPUxM1RxRa
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就算有人看過那些截圖，也不會過問。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡseV8Y0ugRp
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這裡的文化，「私事不管」，是真的不管。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWf91UdReGs
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直到第六天晚上，糸師冴剛收完操，坐在簡報室的長桌邊，滑著健身APP調整心率時，手機震了一下。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBoBgH7ZgE7
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgyQ2eh7JB9
他看見那行訊息的時候，手指頓了一下。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUr42prin05
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJh1ZpMcSgW
「你那個前鋒傳球還是不看人耶，改天幫我揍他一下好嗎。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKHIb51GB1k
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUgx0xaOWlj
語氣很輕，像開玩笑。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSe8ABhstGO
沒有問他現在在哪裡、也沒有多說什麼——就像平常聊天一樣。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIwKwg6WvWH
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZE9YtIVvsi
糸師冴盯著那行字看了幾秒，嘴角幾乎看不出來地動了一下。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeXwDQes92C
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUJMGpra2oq
沒笑，也沒回。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZM6kxkMVVz
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPWP9up3gGM
但他把那封訊息打開了兩次。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaYYpPTBBWj
就像這幾天一樣，生活繼續，訓練照走。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYFaFaSsB1v
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO4EKj70Ah2
一切沒有變。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc1m0PHqLSe
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7JFd4gPPI5
那條訊息，還留在他手機裡。沒刪，也沒覆蓋。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWxx7oBUoMn
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCVVChzOOLR
就靜靜地，放在那裡。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡphaohMax2s
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糸師冴回去西班牙後，這是她的第三支廣告。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9A7ZUDii8P
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnENQIaORc9
星野莉奈準時抵達片場，化好妝，換上第一套衣服，站上燈光定位點。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2sKIiGUXBK
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrQvHs0C0wq
「很好，Rina這邊眼神往上提一點——對，笑得很自然！」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgfMJIj64M9
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1cMZkiaGJI
攝影師的指令輕快，她也配合得俐落乾脆。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡob37QfGHep
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOasdzlcOmS
每一次擺姿勢、移動步伐、調整微笑的角度，都流暢得像經過上百次排練。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvzBILLRD7L
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm3EAnklrFa
棚內的燈打得過亮，攝影機轉過來的時候，她一秒入位，三秒完成第一組表情變化。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSrFXbs4uyT
攝影師在螢幕後點了點頭：「非常好，Rina今天特別快，眼神很穩。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc9sgr74Ouz
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgxBuwVw8VY
一切看起來，都和以前沒什麼不同。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzqdgxa9cTZ
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJQjKWUVC7W
換妝休息時，星野莉奈坐在化妝間的角落，造型師忙著整理下一套服裝。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7B4K2ogb69
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7BmwcoqcIg
化妝間另一邊，有人壓低聲音說話。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWyoniMKBRF
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講得不大聲，也沒有叫她名字。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlQqOlndLHY
但她還是聽見了——「冴」這個字，像水珠敲在耳膜上。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuey7QlVEro
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很輕，也可能是她聽錯。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxBVZYxC73W
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUhbN3prVFA
她沒有抬頭，也沒有轉頭。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk69NkNoZWs
視線停在鏡子裡的自己兩秒，一如往常地，把微笑拉回來。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Zcqwd1Uyc
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPyllMXhlav
星野莉奈乖乖讓化妝師補妝，只是眼皮輕輕顫了一下。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkpGjvG1CLe
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVhDfJVXSnM
沒有人明講，沒有人直視她，但空氣裡像浮著一層無形的問號。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjwZWqiz9Ow
她拉回自己的呼吸，把笑容重新調整好。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfqn5x5ILEE
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBhzQ6WVHtL
就像往常那樣。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwxp9pOE2qJ
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxEh9IAcwe9
她還能笑，也還能快。胃有點緊，像早上喝下的咖啡沒完全化開。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb3M8igmT4X
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCmcG5WSr3J
但不嚴重——還撐得住。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5GdlYFcHgO
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38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW9680wvjBi
拍攝比預定時間提早了二十分鐘結束。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ztsKHzzzq
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWA2CW4BtD3
「今天超順利的，謝謝Rina！」製作人對她比了個大拇指。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7SoxnGUq2s
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEgojpcnYYs
星野莉奈回了個燦爛又收斂的笑容，鞠了一躬，開始收拾東西。助理在旁邊提著包包，眼神偷偷瞄了她好幾次，像是想問什麼，又不敢開口。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5hSE2bGZvf
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQEDhKWxf4h
星野莉奈裝作沒發現，走到保母車邊，等司機開門。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRpK8hawS5o
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8pmBhgmcTZ
一上車，空氣明顯變了。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ52PtirVvlF
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小川鈴坐在後排，平板電腦放在膝上，螢幕還亮著，是幾個剛出的新聞標題。她抬眼看星野莉奈，一句寒暄也沒有，直接開門見山：38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4RoWQno7a3
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「他們在等著我們露餡。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqeygiLWKi1
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語速低，不快，但每個字都壓得很緊。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn3myWffE29
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「那邊一個字也沒回。沒有否認，也沒有承認，什麼都沒有。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡblkwlC4JTG
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說出這句時，小川鈴的語氣已經壓著一整天的疲憊和火氣。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyqm2ENgJgS
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPwAVVfkny9
「妳現在繼續出現，繼續拍廣告，繼續工作，這些本來都是正常的——但只要他不出來說話，外界就會把所有『不正常』貼在妳身上。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH90vMGarA0
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTRjogBZNfh
星野莉奈低著頭，把包包放在腿上，手指輕輕揉著肩帶。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUeyPIQSPJA
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzu1OJ1vBHw
即使是在攝影棚那樣喧鬧的環境裡，她心裡總會浮起那個背影——他不說話時的模樣。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrkixEd23Le
那不是沉默，是慣性。她太熟悉了。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCayrrsSiln
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——所以她現在也沒說話。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLCWfO4WKQ7
像在忍耐，也像是接受。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG3H2xoX9EY
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想起雪月，冴剛落地回到日本跟小凜吵架的夜晚；想起重回便利商店的那天；想起她剛從巴黎回來，他在沙發另一端，安靜沉穩地坐在那裡⋯⋯一次又一次，他一向不喜歡為自己解釋什麼。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡueHZkbfLJ9
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7bluQWlHK1
那些誤解、那些質疑，他不回應，不是因為害怕，也不是逃避——只是從來不覺得有什麼好說的。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6XkLzuVJ5L
對他來說，解釋像是一種辯解，是自降身段的事。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtMHmzBIOrK
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVklUD8xkon
——他不會回的。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk4uaRQ4GyA
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcl6Z9PurlD
心裡某個地方很平靜地這麼說。她不特別覺得受傷，只覺得好赤裸。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBMH3xDELKJ
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡImdFbKdWCF
小川鈴關上平板，語氣乾脆：38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmwje1B4bzS
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP5cwbGyzow
「Rina，誠實告訴我——你們現在是什麼階段？」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3w5dn4aKPQ
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCHSK3GkJRx
「啊？」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZIcIVUtyR7
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbsbPPI96EU
「你們，到底是什麼身份、什麼關係？」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZuTjJlLJA
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQpZPtm1jwS
「我們⋯⋯」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGKlUErBLjS
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlkNOxLvwad
星野莉奈才張口，就停住了。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYBZL9umG0N
她想說是「男女朋友」，可糸師冴從沒點頭過；是「青梅竹馬」，糸師冴也未曾回應過。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnPwnzJfRKL
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「我們⋯⋯」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzYISu3lJ3P
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD33pVIBou8
小川鈴看著她，眼神一閃，語氣輕了一點，卻直白得刺耳：38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjvvoCgBpO2
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxcO0OOlcN7
「只有妳認定，是嗎？」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhcCxzQnskI
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6DJ1UyDju0
「我⋯⋯小川姐、不是⋯⋯我只是⋯⋯」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGjZIi495x6
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3udORAf4x9
「要想那麼久嗎？」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHZm4xfv3AA
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小川鈴低頭，再抬起眼，語氣柔了半拍，可仍不退讓。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQxAYFWBssI
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「不、不是⋯⋯我、他⋯⋯」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTv6dqdehSF
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「Rina，如果這種事都要想——那答案不是已經很明顯了嗎？」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfbhZxH2Enu
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwTzqapHlke
小川鈴說得很輕，像是在提醒，也像是在逼自己，把該說的話說完：38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXwfTrjhFx4
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPplzBpOz5d
「我們必須提前準備。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUmLEmUcgja
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA8oMiwuiCs
那句話落下來的一瞬間，她覺得胸口像被什麼冰冷的東西輕輕碰了一下。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtzunF45HVa
沒有痛，但讓她清醒。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡImdD0zgNcf
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSdflDJ82gM
她知道，小川鈴一直在保護她；她知道，小川姐是故意在冴回西班牙那天，替她塞滿行程，不給輿論空間；也知道，為了讓她現在「只是聽見化妝間的耳語」，對方在幕後做了多少努力。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTLdgnQzQWL
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——她知道，小川鈴沒有想傷害她。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmurLEq65bN
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxGrdL46vxO
只是，現實，比心疼更早一步逼近了。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4wUu5bz8XJ
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyrknLXVw2H
小川鈴轉向助理，簡短交代：38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡswP40gNaAQ
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFjrULzjXJz
「通知經紀公司的人，開始擬定聲明稿，備案兩版；一版是他方開口後的回應稿，一版是單方面澄清稿。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcYGie88fis
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKnCKuQtbum
助理怔了怔，猶豫著問：「要不要再等幾天？」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQFIMxEcpL
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNcrH4PwZW1
小川鈴語速不變，把什麼壓進心底：38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1CYyem60aD
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkcjN2iK8MQ
「等不到的。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4YU7x8KG1f
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKir0VSIkfC
星野莉奈雙唇還微微張著，像是還想解釋剛才的話——卻只是靜靜聽，沒有再插話。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM2tl14qbgv
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFPH8K8Py2h
她早就知道，他不會說。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf6kH4cplix
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5GeOubkXnf
對象又是媒體——他從來最討厭的那一類。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8eEZNirxR6
鏡頭、追問、立場，那些話，他不屑應付。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbh3qMJ0hcE
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIBkfkrTFcd
更別說這次，是關於他自己。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqiVBxyj0lN
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKUYVyjMUuJ
只是，小川鈴的語氣、助理緊張的神情，還有那台膝上亮著新聞標題的平板——每一樣都在提醒她。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYKdskNqBq5
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYmvL1OmuU0
提醒她，她和他之間，從來沒有什麼是可以拿出來給世界證明的。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaPLaJ8PlxG
無論多努力工作、無論笑容多自然，在外界眼裡，她就是一個人孤零零地唱著獨角戲。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjf9xzFYgV5
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMlG1GC1Ul2
星野莉奈把包包緊緊抱在懷裡，肩膀有點僵硬。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5GBAlwkfmn
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不是不理解。也不是不甘心。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwTFTjVXapm
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF3zHiSOcLF
只是那種早已存在的孤單，被一層層揭開來。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIWsIiV4Bvj
像冬天裡被風細細刮過的皮膚，微微發疼。
【關於文中的「私事不管」】38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOV488AFxgg
主要是運動員之間的默契文化38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiiXQCcKcG9
指的是在職業足球隊伍裡，尤其是男選手之間，除非當事人主動講，否則大家不會去問關於私事的事。這是一種：38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTpqd47Asaz
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKIp5bDGkcm
1.保持距離的尊重38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzYiikJZS7k
2.不製造壓力、不擅自評論隊友情緒38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKIeBsSXpuF
3.「你來練球，就代表你能練，我不問多的」的氛圍38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHqT6iqD3o0
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD9nDpA3BG4
這種文化，在歐洲高層級運動環境中是常見的。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkwSYkKVzv6
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhI53NxUnn8
西班牙雖然媒體文化八卦強烈。但在訓練基地、隊伍內部日常的環境裡，他們反而比日本人還要界線分明、直接但不多嘴。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiZ2oy4VdmX
也就是說：西班牙記者會問你很直白的問題（例如：你和這位模特兒什麼關係？）38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqjKSDPrEDJ
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9N92z1AFkP
但你的隊友或教練如果知道你遇到這種事，多半會選擇不問，甚至裝不知道——因為那不在他們該碰的範圍內。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjrazkfrA7x
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNyBKxsgjkK
所以這句話也可以自然含有一點「地理文化＋隊內默契」的混合意味。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIQlRRt0uR6
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOfZm13lWIt
文中「他們」主要指的是球員之間的訓練文化，也略帶一點西班牙式的距離感社交邏輯：「這裡的球員不問私事——不是因為不在意，而是因為他們知道，問了也不會有答案。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡipSlukM47F
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuLxMtgkelz
這裡的文化是，私事你不提，我也不問。不是冷漠，是默契。
【關於文中的「私事不管」】38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡarhki5XjI0
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSRLCtf28Hm
主要是運動員之間的默契文化38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjkahUagsZc
指的是在職業足球隊伍裡，尤其是男選手之間，除非當事人主動講，否則大家不會去問關於私事的事。這是一種：38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN82sgaDXgj
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoodtWAqJhM
1.保持距離的尊重38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmPFO6qv7Hr
2.不製造壓力、不擅自評論隊友情緒38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmz1VR58Iop
3.「你來練球，就代表你能練，我不問多的」的氛圍38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPKmSZANfsI
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxaUjNQ3OGx
這種文化，在歐洲高層級運動環境中是常見的。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBx4qVyI6ag
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQDPBNJTXJY
西班牙雖然媒體文化八卦強烈。但在訓練基地、隊伍內部日常的環境裡，他們反而比日本人還要界線分明、直接但不多嘴。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyMzDkrdOIs
也就是說：西班牙記者會問你很直白的問題（例如：你和這位模特兒什麼關係？）38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXU6IzH5jOh
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzILksFbpKf
但你的隊友或教練如果知道你遇到這種事，多半會選擇不問，甚至裝不知道——因為那不在他們該碰的範圍內。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz1I0RXSHtj
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmWMdAj2COW
所以這句話也可以自然含有一點「地理文化＋隊內默契」的混合意味。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP2kQXP0DaM
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvpkInTxhCe
文中「他們」主要指的是球員之間的訓練文化，也略帶一點西班牙式的距離感社交邏輯：「這裡的球員不問私事——不是因為不在意，而是因為他們知道，問了也不會有答案。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtSOlrjmbr7
38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3NsvlRouFF
這裡的文化是，私事你不提，我也不問。不是冷漠，是默契。
