保母車照例送她回家，在熟悉的巷口停下。星野莉奈道了謝，自己拎著包包下車，朝家的門口走去。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqZUhbtzooB
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夜裡的風很輕，路燈把影子拉得很長。她聽見鞋跟在路面上輕輕敲出的聲響，一聲一聲，孤獨得像在空白的紙上打字。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdkdZBFolex
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進了家門，星野莉奈換上室內拖鞋，動作輕得幾乎聽不見聲音。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFG8nVhMcTn
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包包放在玄關的小桌上，她頓了頓，還是小心地擺正，把背帶理順。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMCgvMEAVbj
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外套掛好，扣子一顆一顆扣上。收拾得，像在收拾自己。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqhs5EAVLpP
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她取出放在外套口袋裡的手機，走到客廳，放在長桌上，靜靜坐下。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrxOSNjTPcY
客廳很安靜，只有冰箱運轉的低鳴聲在耳邊繞。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx4wDk6Mr5j
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星野莉奈抱著膝蓋，坐在沙發的一角，手指輕輕摳著自己衣服上的線頭。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwnJBwJg8io
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過了很久，她才伸手拿起手機。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOyUZHJNqDR
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打開通訊軟體，滑到最上方那個置頂的對話框。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2F2XCV26m2
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上一次的訊息還停留在五天前，在他們要去球賽前，只有一行簡短的「你在球場上的樣子真的超帥」。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEAuJG2oMDT
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只有已讀標記，沒有新的回覆。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUznKKRZTFW
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她盯著那個對話框看了很久很久。指尖滑動到輸入欄，敲了幾個字，又慢慢刪掉。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj89xIqgwlc
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想說什麼呢？51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhJIX1y6Uth
說「你看起來很好」嗎？51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYANSAe4Lm1
太多餘了——他會看到，但也不一定會回。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡABkxqVI5JP
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說「我今天也有努力喔」？51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3VkqyiRpwT
會不會像是在邀功？要期待人家回什麼？51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi0TFihgBi0
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還是問「你的比賽怎麼樣」？51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8zmxAFICt9
「你有沒有揍那個前鋒了」？51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWQv7zzp6ZW
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可是他可能沒空詳細說他們的賽況；也沒有理由真的去揍那個前鋒。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRQORq47T9d
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那——要不要乾脆只傳一個表情符號？51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxhCC4Vc0rh
一個不會被誤會、也不會太明顯的微笑？51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpaauB4IcF4
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還是——51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFIkPkIwAz2
什麼都不說，只顯示上線狀態，讓他知道，她還在這裡。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmmsDeXJu0i
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還在這裡，一個人。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU0Rq8iOpXn
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手機螢幕因為長時間沒有操作，自動暗了下來。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9v5XVOoTzY
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星野莉奈沒有再打開。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEE13yAHGQt
她把手機翻面扣在桌上，怕再看到什麼，又怕什麼都沒有。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHYTOVRMOq5
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然後，她慢慢縮回沙發的角落，把自己抱得更小。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRtrksxE2Pp
外面的風輕輕吹過陽台的門縫，帶來一點夜裡的冷意。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDvVcruTOpY
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她靠著沙發背，閉上眼睛。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHtT2lcHl4k
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沒有哭。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMX8Wd9wJnC
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也沒有期待誰會來敲門。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXGebafD6oR
只是靜靜地，和自己待在這個空蕩蕩的客廳裡。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLdkAKum8V2
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就像很多個夜晚一樣。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbQOEkpjeJV
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她一直都是這樣走過來的。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKq9JqpbDno
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這次也可以。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRAm2CVlyRY
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「莉奈？」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFbKxRmMgzJ
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星野莉奈把眼睛睜開，看見媽媽穿著家居服，手上拿著溫熱的巧克力牛奶和提拉米蘇切片蛋糕，還有一小盒切好的水果，輕手輕腳地走下樓來。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl4XVUJ96LF
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「聽到聲音了，才放心。」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNnPtWnVYW8
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她邊說邊靠近，像是怕驚動什麼一樣，動作溫柔又輕。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbuOhngJ8ij
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「今天回來時順路看到，就買了一點。」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡESlfvqOJQy
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媽媽輕描淡寫地笑著，把東西放在茶几上。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe3jgwc3fW8
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「我可是藏得很辛苦，才沒被妳爸爸偷拿去吃呢。」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaSb6isaWhl
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星野莉奈點點頭，沒說話。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaF9k5QjEuM
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「趁熱熱的喝，比較好喝。」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡawbM6Nh8ip
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星野莉奈視線停在那杯巧克力牛奶上，杯緣冒著微微熱氣。旁邊提拉米蘇蛋糕的高脂肪乳酪，上面還填蓋一層層奶油——51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLVmRM1cidN
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「不急著變得更好，今天先吃飽就好。」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa4jJ1yJOXv
51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZCNMf3mqd
媽媽笑了笑，拍拍她的手背。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoXc3sXJrSG
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星野莉奈抬起頭，視線越過媽媽的肩膀，落在牆上的那張照片——51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4mppV3bJDx
此刻照片裡的她，正穿著家居服站在自己面前，笑容跟牆上照片模特兒一模一樣——眼神一樣溫柔堅定，聲音一樣輕。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTutv2DMHLc
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她鼻尖微微發酸，輕輕點頭。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSvE9pM0g1m
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星野莉奈一直都知道，自己崇拜的那個人——不是因為她站在鎂光燈下，而是因為每一個像現在這樣的時刻。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwqiiTTK5Ub
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媽媽在她對面的單人沙發坐下，輕輕舒了一口氣，像累了很久，終於可以休息一下。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYXYH3bQOU4
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過了好一會兒，她才開口，語氣又輕又帶著一點笑意：51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡORDDeYwNud
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「還在想小冴啊？」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfZKxBAfTnt
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言語裡帶著寵溺，就像提到什麼頑皮又惹人喜歡的小動物。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoIfvVCMIR9
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星野莉奈怔了一下，眼眶瞬間酸了。低下頭，小小地吸了一口氣，沒回話。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0bFbQg1kQi
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媽媽沒有逼問，只是歪著頭，笑得更溫柔了些，是心疼，又笑她太傻、太認真。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxI85Q3W8kN
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「那孩子啊，從小就不太會說話，悶悶的；嘴巴硬得要命，心卻軟得不得了。明明什麼都放在心上，偏偏開口的時候，說出來的都是會惹人誤會的話。」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG5bdJYRIYO
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她笑了一下，沒什麼無奈，彷彿在說自家孩子，再麻煩都覺得可愛。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡafZM3gfWYx
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「傻得很可愛。」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsRb0cKHPVv
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媽媽靠進沙發椅背，像在說一個輕輕的故事。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBfb01IBxom
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「偏偏妳就看得出來，他其實一直有在注意身邊的事——只是他不習慣出聲，不習慣被綁住。就像那天我看他來家裡，鞋子擺得整整齊齊的，手上東西也沒忘記拿，話雖然不多，但我說一句，他都聽得進去。」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc71PJyjQS7
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星野莉奈咬著唇，肩膀微微顫了一下。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ09TJ5DyEcv
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「冴那孩子不會說喜歡妳，不會說想妳，也不會主動牽手⋯⋯但每次妳跌倒了，都是他站在妳後面，手放在妳背上，等妳自己站起來——從小就是這樣呢。」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuruVcfuAam
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星野莉奈很安靜，雙手卻把曲起的雙膝抱得更緊。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgcwkYIxWge
媽媽靜靜看了她一會兒，然後緩緩地站起來，走到她身邊。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsOmPM0WgYS
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什麼都沒說，只是坐下，輕輕把她摟進懷裡。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2vXJq8Rve0
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沒有太用力，也沒有多餘的語言。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMtrDpBJI26
只是這麼靜靜地，把她抱住。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbN5S3hJ3uL
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一開始星野莉奈還僵著，像是不太習慣。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg3bAuC9GdV
但很快，她慢慢地，把額頭靠進媽媽的肩膀。像終於找到可以喘氣的地方。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJMWn3XlWev
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媽媽一隻手輕輕拍著她的背，低低地說：51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTLl2TwqD81
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「辛苦了，寶貝。真的很辛苦了。」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDzRtZND0iI
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星野莉奈緊緊閉著眼，眼淚無聲地滑下來。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPtvRJ8txdh
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媽媽輕輕拍著星野莉奈的背，過了一會兒，輕聲笑了：51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhftupEDouv
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「媽媽啊，年輕的時候也有過喔。」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP9gGF6BwWr
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星野莉奈動了動，沒有抬頭，但她聽見了。媽媽的手一邊順著她的背，一邊慢慢地說：51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡltDuYCiTc2
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「那時候，我還是新人模特兒，剛開始走紅。接了很多廣告，也拍了人生第一本寫真集。那本是跟一位很有名的攝影師合作的，風格偏紀實、比較像是在記錄那時候的我，沒有太多妝、也沒有太多設計——只是陽光、素顏，還有一些比較生活感的場景。」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJp1GFhinxl
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她頓了一下，像在回想那段時間的味道。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGB64DJMa3p
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「但外界的聲音很難聽。什麼天生好命啦、靠人脈啦、會炒作啦⋯⋯說得好像我所有的努力都不是我自己的一樣。那時我也年輕，不太會反駁，只能一直拍、一直撐，讓自己撐到那些聲音沒辦法再把我抹掉。」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Q7gCNSGvQ
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她笑了笑，語氣帶著一點無奈，又有點溫柔：51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa166CKT3Xi
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「那時候啊，唯一相信我、支持我的，就是妳爸爸。他還只是個小小的攝影助理，沒什麼話語權——但每次拍照，他都特別認真幫我找角度、打光，什麼都不多說，卻用行動讓我知道，我不是一個人在對抗這個世界。」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUhtHYQ33BR
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媽媽低頭親了親星野莉奈的髮頂，聲音低低地，像是把一個秘密輕輕放進她耳朵裡：51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnZagYNCRZP
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「所以啊，妳現在這樣難過，是很正常的。不是妳做錯了什麼，也不是妳不夠好。是這個世界，有時候就是這麼吵、這麼粗糙。」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQuF9jOWLi7
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她停頓了一下，又笑了笑，語氣變得更溫柔：51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD1ch7AhCS2
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「我一直都知道，妳活得很自主，走路很穩，不太需要別人扶——也一直以為，給妳空間、讓妳自由，就是對妳最好的支持。」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡucQqZ6YKRp
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媽媽輕輕收緊了擁抱，語氣像嘆息又像自問自答：51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9jEZm9bhZR
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「但是啊⋯⋯就算是最會走路的小孩，有時候也會想被抱一下吧。」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwur86WbqBC
51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2u64GKRCq9
星野莉奈緊緊咬著唇，肩膀又顫了一下。媽媽輕輕拍拍她的背，接著說：51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtsQHoxQ85q
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「鈴也是啊。那孩子，特別有正義感。她知道妳不想被誤會、不想傷害任何人，所以她什麼都想擋在自己前面——讓妳可以專心做妳自己。」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf0OzJ2FAKE
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媽媽的呼吸很輕，輕到不帶任何情緒：51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqAeaUyZhMF
51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbNSZciBc3Z
「而小冴呢⋯⋯很早就決定好怎麼走他的人生了。妳不能拉住他，但妳可以在他停下來的時候，剛好在那裡⋯⋯他不是會說出『我需要妳』的那種人，但那不代表他不需要。」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL2nxnFB5Oh
51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQvNYy3ONR
星野莉奈伸手輕輕抓住媽媽的衣角。媽媽溫柔而堅定地說：51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMDnL28xkvm
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「妳啊，真的做得很好了。」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdJw6wDWbFo
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媽媽低笑了一下，帶著一點調皮的寵溺：51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhrGdNvbgzV
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「誰叫咱們家女兒眼光這麼好，偏偏喜歡上那麼獨立、又不太會說話的小傻瓜呢？」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu28elycuLl
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她閉著眼，眼淚靜靜地，不斷滑下來。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM9pv3Bd6vJ
沒有聲音，也沒有顫抖。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7hnauBPpKL
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只有胸口，微微一下一下地疼著。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJbvDdfo4d0
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她忽然想起自己曾經無數次，51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfHQLRWr4Q8
在球場邊，在便利商店，在一個又一個不經意的黃昏裡，51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOo8DTHnL75
悄悄地等過那個人。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDKhAQ9Hqxv
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等他的訊息。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡunmzkvW0Um
等他的目光。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZSAFuoBdkV
等一個不一定會到來的回應。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlynumPwnr4
51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJXebNmA8jP
不是為了要證明什麼，51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh8FLWiQ5te
只是因為——51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ19naeJ3LxN
她真的很在意他。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡocHY7G7jdk
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那時候，她總是告訴自己：51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3l9kAwAOKx
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「沒關係的，我可以等。」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ60a46toQci
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直到今天，她才第一次承認，51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6EQSF379f
原來那些輕描淡寫的等，51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFDeOY61b1O
從來都不是輕的。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRy7WMbVgYy
51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ284NVXsjjB
媽媽的手掌還在輕輕地拍著她的背。沒有催促，也沒有要求她快點振作。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFpfrExgoHJ
只是一遍又一遍，溫柔地拍著她的背。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOcASVHBFWZ
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外面的風聲輕輕吹過，屋子裡只剩下心跳的聲音，和媽媽溫暖而堅定的擁抱。
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