I didn’t know the person you were when you were683Please respect copyright.PENANAWxKHco96As
thirteen years old, or how life was like683Please respect copyright.PENANAXqJapeugpR
when you were six, and I never had683Please respect copyright.PENANAenvZl0lYF3
sleepovers where we confessed about our683Please respect copyright.PENANAIBMmvG6a3B
first kiss, or had a shot at being your683Please respect copyright.PENANAuHJlBD93nP
high school sweetheart, but I feel like I’ve known you683Please respect copyright.PENANARbM4GfPvlX
my whole life.
I forget that you weren’t there during the years683Please respect copyright.PENANAuCkku2LpbP
I spent trudging between households on weekends683Please respect copyright.PENANAzn3tLTcpnO
and you weren’t someone I could text when I needed683Please respect copyright.PENANAQY6zmLtVLl
a distraction; I could have used our stories back then683Please respect copyright.PENANAkfKFEodQwk
when every other weekend was a trip to hell683Please respect copyright.PENANAlrc6BhrH8m
and a survivor story back to heaven.
I forget that we met when I was sixteen years old683Please respect copyright.PENANAO36BUynVDG
almost seventeen, and you stayed on a skype chat with me683Please respect copyright.PENANAl5GQwAKeW1
for six hours where we laughed and talked and did683Please respect copyright.PENANAHusAGWCg13
other things with each other’s companies. I forget683Please respect copyright.PENANAlRh8vDJ34b
that we rushed into things; our relationship683Please respect copyright.PENANAL5UJZbmWNz
was compromised from the beginning.
Sometimes I think maybe if I’d waited a while,683Please respect copyright.PENANAXGfLQLg70q
let our friendship run its course, maybe we could have683Please respect copyright.PENANAlbNooCjmkR
been something great. Maybe you could have683Please respect copyright.PENANA5jMYS49bWb
loved me.
I forget that I never spent nights on sandy shores683Please respect copyright.PENANA37fHacmvKf
with you, watching the sunset on those Florida beaches683Please respect copyright.PENANAwuzGqKVcDw
and you’ve never driven through icy roads683Please respect copyright.PENANAyMCUw79vFg
or built snowmen on porches.
I forget that we come from different places, so often I683Please respect copyright.PENANAP5WeR7rMRi
have to remind myself that you’re not just683Please respect copyright.PENANA8d69YkT0Zk
twenty minutes away; more like683Please respect copyright.PENANA8hpluNdj3e
two days worth of driving, and too much money683Please respect copyright.PENANAUnHfIAWkhz
to fly.
I forget that you haven’t spent my entire life683Please respect copyright.PENANACv54Ifv7Aw
by my side, holding my hand, guiding me towards683Please respect copyright.PENANAcPw7bFwpZl
brighter times, and even when you make me cry683Please respect copyright.PENANAh22GoXHKaJ
I don’t regret you. I couldn’t regret you,683Please respect copyright.PENANAjZiLjFr1Ua
not when you still make love flood me from683Please respect copyright.PENANAcdWgAgamwr
head to toe, and I know, you can’t love me the way683Please respect copyright.PENANAr5MblrhSd4
the love I have overwhelms me, tugs me through life683Please respect copyright.PENANAyMoAU0SeIX
almost blindly, because well, it’s not quite passion but683Please respect copyright.PENANAwSrfnyUPVn
it’s something, and it’s not quite romance683Please respect copyright.PENANAsl6qS2suUR
but it’s something so intense I can’t stand it.
But I forget, sometimes683Please respect copyright.PENANAcUZQYEwFAm
that we’re like on two different planets683Please respect copyright.PENANAmONVfIf0Nd
and it’s impossible to meet up when there’s683Please respect copyright.PENANAAlk36XRi2t
an entire galaxy between us.683Please respect copyright.PENANANsipSbTTPV
And I wonder, sometimes, will we ever683Please respect copyright.PENANAfXy4sf4Oai
make it?