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二零一零年，八月底。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPOr5qlYkuz
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度過了無趣的生日後，緊接著就是開學了。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmijdf8QGBL
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新的開始、高中生活。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLwYPSsxCOs
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新生訓練那幾天我發現班上並沒有認識的，就算有同個國中畢業的但也只有看過對方，並不熟。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOgCRvUCRz0
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就在我舒服地躺在床上開始規畫著我美好的高中生活時，放置在一旁窗戶的手機響了。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfoKYDXAbIr
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拔掉正在充電的手機，看了來電者──楊瑀峰。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡufbl7bJ1v7
282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpCW59kBV6X
我沒有馬上接起來，手機就握在手裡震動、發出鈴聲。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8c2kD73W5f
282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjmVL4T5tL2
淡水那天回基隆後我自己坐公車回家，沒有和他講話、沒有讓他載。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgsVMg0kdef
282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN5tLTgXLcI
從那之後到現在我都沒有和他聯絡，而他也沒有打給我或是傳簡訊。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcxTo26oOoe
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我在賭氣嗎？282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡongPGuceiL
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其實氣也沒用，反倒是看開許多。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Is4XPmmWE
282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhNAWUh2UOE
是我自己擅自想改變和他的相處模式，才會搞成這種局面，能怪誰？282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV6SEPRnCqE
282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ187w1hCAIw
手機停止震動作響。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq6UdMX2AfY
282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ78ImzhIszd
在我要把手機擺回窗戶邊的時候，它又響了。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqnnjrLNbZ1
282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDCpAqM4cQZ
「喂？」我接了起來。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG1Srorwg79
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「妳現在能出門嗎？」282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmExiS8jpcV
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一個月沒聽到的聲音，懷念。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1AzLpii0TU
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明明才一個月而已啊……282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRZr5XpECfc
282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4xAQDXLt3Z
「我在妳家樓下。」他說。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOvBvJddhvh
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「等我一下。」我說完便把電話掛斷。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqCOPob49U0
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繼續在床上躺了數秒後，我終於離開了它。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwfPgP39SPT
282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfgYtvBnq15
隨便換上出門會穿的上衣和短褲，拎起了包包，反正今天家裡沒人，就不需要告知任何人要出門。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWCUs3JeTuY
282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0qd8rwr5tt
手機放進口袋裡，我離開家裡，然後下樓。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlqTJwcPK6V
282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJyPZacWwHF
一出公寓大門，果然就看到他。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0AM89cAnHD
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他坐在那台屬於他的白色勁戰上，看著我。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtrIDCELYXL
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他怎麼了？282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuzKqE3H9Sd
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總覺得他有個什麼不一樣了，雖然看起來還是那樣，但是就是有種他不一樣的感覺。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3V3tyHOdms
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感覺。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK2Cg3uRrx7
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他下了車，從車廂拿出安全帽，走到我面前幫我戴上。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKUUwCL3pG9
282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlxDDuyJ8hc
我跟著他坐上車，沒有問他要去哪，反正不用想也知道他一定會載我去那個地方──282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0WwToBwciT
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有著你我共同回憶的中正公園。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMxslpftqF8
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不出所料，他果然載我來中正公園。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0CkPhnz6Ay
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天色漸漸暗下來。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu5aGeXTrK6
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總是睡到下午四、五點的我到現在才意識到要晚上了。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyuL3qf7n95
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這次他沒有走上去，停了車放了安全帽後，就這麼站在原地。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD0ok6CPwsx
282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡihzkLYYz6x
他並沒有看我，而是一直看著那被他稱為「寄託希望」的大鐘。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcXzWrUprSY
282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpmDUHJZto9
「我沒有爸媽，我一直都是一個人。」他突然說起自己的事。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXnhK8NnQ8w
282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL2Uym2D0Uf
我抬頭不解的看他，沒有爸嗎？他是孤兒嗎？282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsh7FyVrFYU
282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ssM2d350H
一個人……他是怎麼走到現在的？282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXrXzso58Ub
282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUI9uY3H3YK
「被親戚收養到高中畢業，我就自己出來住，她給我生了這張臉，讓我選了公關這個工作。」282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8LFqivdWVi
282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1xSM0CtMKu
她？是指他的媽媽嗎？282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ynVJ1w0c3
282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5K91fabTbh
我沒有打斷他，靜靜的聽他說。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlfWhTt3SUN
282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHEfTDX6TIZ
他用那種冷漠至極的口氣述說著自己的事，讓我覺得他不是很在乎。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw3tG8i2WiO
282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDFfkuRQlmT
關於他自己的一切，他顯然並不重視。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡORH83USyXF
282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZg4cwoUipz
「表面看到的不一定就是真的，內心也是，感覺是那樣就不一定是那樣。」282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqjX1w9I1p7
282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKaiApaNul8
「你想說的是我至今看到的你認定的你都不是真實的你嗎？」我問。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTYx6aE1NjP
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他沒有回答也沒有做任何表示，是默認嗎？282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8cpyhFeF1v
282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡROqCDgJwDT
算了，他說的也很有道理，我本來就把他認定是那種冷血的人不是嗎？282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEFrZxsGIDx
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說不定他也是有血有淚的。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkVaAJRIKdt
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既然他願意說自己的事，那我也不必再計較淡水那天的事了吧？282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGrBgRrLehF
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我嘆了口氣，繞過他準備從他機車上拿安全帽。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuK1UwwxVUN
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講開就好了，也許我該好好改一下自己的脾氣──282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF8roAi5bYb
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「橋，我們分手吧。」282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYGxFxWMAX6
282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRim3eqm7Ob
在要碰到安全帽的那隻手停了下來，像是聽錯一樣的回頭對他露出疑惑的表情。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPz4EFoiJSm
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他也沒有再重複一遍，那冷漠的眼神似乎在告訴我「妳沒有聽錯」。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKEZNbXug7U
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分手？282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡchPHlUkaBe
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為什麼要分手？282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaUDrfCr5L6
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我問不出來，就這麼傻傻的看著他。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9sEIIxLaCy
282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwsLIhDBQBU
「妳上了高中，感情生活會變得更複雜，我不想一直以男朋友的身分束縛著妳的新生活，所以我們先暫時分手吧！我會等，等到妳高中結束、能完全接受我的時候。」282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqerqVLNT8w
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這大概是我跟他相處那麼久第一次聽到他講這麼長的話。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzlN0GgBrop
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但卻是關於分手的話。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQEGFRVZ6el
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這是什麼爛理由？282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlDO2fqEFOj
282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0zbkbmkGno
「終於受不了了嗎？你早就想甩開我了嗎？」面對我的質問，他默不作聲。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡutv6EmnNXU
282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVlhE0PBsHB
「要分手就早點說啊！不要在那講了一堆讓我覺得可以了解你走近你的話之後才說分手，你在整我嗎！」我提高音量。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQCHkDVqqD
282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡicPUK5rRBV
他越不回應我情緒就越接近失控。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4O5i1LwDEa
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我不能接受這種理由，為什麼他能那麼輕易的說出分手？282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB6Tm7BYINj
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難道這一年多的感情在他眼裡根本就不重要？282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ15pz1ERJ6m
282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm6KEfIifyw
「說話啊！幹麻不說話啦！」我用力推他一把。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNgMCD5o61d
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他依舊沉默。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWxFaez3mgo
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「好，分手就分手，我告訴你，我一輩子都不會承認你是我男朋友，一輩子都不會！到死也是！」我幾乎是用吼的，用盡所有力氣吼出了這句話。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTgP2hiobk2
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「嗯。」他冷冷的回應了我。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKk5JS6JTKC
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就只是一個「嗯」。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF4INET0dfE
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不帶任何情感、毫不在乎的「嗯」。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdalrrDMeJM
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我還期待什麼？那就如他所願的結束吧？282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtWnWBJQT3K
282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRHyUfJafsz
我轉身離開他身邊，隨便招了一台計程車，上車離開了這、離開了他。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlH6i9a2zUV
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這種時候應該要放聲大哭的，但我哭不出來。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyLU5HdSGw6
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不是因為在計程車上大哭會讓司機困擾，而是真的哭不出來。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWhDssa2FnS
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令人窒息般的感覺又再度襲來，很想大聲吼叫好好宣洩一番，可是現在在計程車上，我也只能痛苦的忍住。282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8g1sOGtGX1
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結束了嗎？282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu5H8IMI38H
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我和瑀之間，就這樣結束了？282Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9fXan6lxyh
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那日死去的，並不是我、也不是你，而是彼此的心。ns216.73.216.192da2
