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和阿龍、小迪道別後，我並沒有直接回家。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx6XszCfhFF
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離開熱鬧的市區後，我打了方向燈、確定後面沒什麼車之後，隨便把車停在旁邊的人行道上。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGqu6vJdSH7
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脫下安全帽，依舊坐在車上的我，從口袋裡拿出了手機。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFyZVS8Pfoy
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按了許久，終於找到熟悉的名字，撥出。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfcKx6aSf8A
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電話嘟了好幾聲，最後轉接語音信箱，掛掉之後我又撥了第二次。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT5K9eIedJY
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「喂？」在我覺得要轉接語音的時候，她終於接起來。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZpxgTv3PEV
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「都不接電話是怎樣，手機是裝飾品喔？」263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW1ftK3Uk3e
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「就沒聽到啊！怪我囉？打給我幹麻？」大概是怕我又要連環炮，她趕緊切入重點。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE8sy6DBhuC
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「妳今天不是不用上班嗎？要不要出來喝酒？」263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡekztf8fX1o
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「喔，好啊，去哪喝？」263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJa669SgKX
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這麼爽快？我還以為還要跟她拜託來拜託去她才會答應。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoW9trQYIx6
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「白色愛琴海啊！我先去那等妳啦！別拖時間。」263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8wcBjtwShS
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「好啦！」263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfqwhAbpSTY
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把手機拿離耳邊，按下掛掉鍵。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNSiPxgGJd4
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酒。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkthBsp7AHw
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那曾經用來麻痺自己的東西，如今，意義不同了。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLT5vv8UQr0
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戴上安全帽，我往約定的地點出發。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRnoa4001kc
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白色愛琴海。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiezBDEHeRS
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騎到這裡來的時候已經下午四點半了，把車停好後，看了四周，她果然還沒來。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpFKpfTDTgR
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我伸手碰了掛在車勾的那袋啤酒，從裡面直接拿出一瓶打開來喝。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvt3pPNKlDE
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啤酒喝習慣了，苦的味道自然就不怕了。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVIDF7YP59z
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在我喝了第三口後，終於看到熟悉的車子往這裡騎過來。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTIyAWkml9g
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「好啊，又拖時間啊，整我啊！」她才剛停下車，我就馬上開口。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf32fOOVvUY
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「才拖一下下而已，又沒差。」她脫下安全帽，一副理所當然的樣子。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYWnNm596Ud
263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe86YDjuXaO
「給妳拿。」我把掛在車勾的那袋啤酒拿起來，交到她手上。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmF40kxxmsM
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她接過手，然後和我往海岸邊走去。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTCl2905Ygp
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偷偷瞄了她好幾眼，這人妖其實沒什麼變，還是跟國中一樣帥帥的。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZlgxXxB2EN
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明明是個女的，卻比以前國中那些男生還帥是怎麼回事？263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJjuaaVMnnY
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走到海岸邊，隨便找了個地方，我一屁股的就坐了下去，人妖也跟著坐下來。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYKJvZSuOYr
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喝酒。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvmkAR3wJyt
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「怎樣，心情又不好了喔？」人妖也開了一瓶酒。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtFtd7b15JD
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我點頭，心情不好時我就會來海邊，這點人妖很清楚。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ21dhAedjN7
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「我今天去看他了。」我說完，便大口喝下手中的酒。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0IUImVJk4T
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人妖看了我許久，最後把視線移回了海。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxRaAxHXoPC
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「那個楊瑀峰嗎？」人妖問。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcNize8cQUy
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再次點頭，繼續沉默。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCWAiARNGOo
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「這樣很好啊！妳終於肯去看他了，他也會很開心的吧！」263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKVI6NjJW8V
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「誰知道呢？」我聳肩。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAXfSl9ONMa
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「其實我從之前就很想問妳跟他的事，只是聽到妳說你們分手了，我也不知道該怎麼繼續問下去，之後又聽到妳說他出車禍，我就更不知道該怎麼提。」263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnJsFRPQPB2
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我低下頭，大口嘆了氣。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpID0hU3tG4
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在他車禍之前，我跟他也沒發生什麼事，除了那通電話之外。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkwZMYrl4yX
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我告訴了人妖那通電話的事，我和瑀最後一次的通話。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡonFfvXqjDV
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最後一次。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzHKKEX4pbL
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「他也猶豫了很久才打給妳的吧！就那種手機一直握在手上卻遲遲打不出去的人，他就悶騷啊！我之前不就有跟妳講過了？他會把心事都埋在心底不說出來，就算他想開口也不知道要怎麼講。」263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBEqJ1WpFGH
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「他有在改，他說要為我改，但是在他開始變好的時候，生命就被奪走了……」手上的酒已喝光，我又開了一瓶。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ4WWSBigjY
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「如果我知道那通電話是最後一次和他講話，我是不是就不會對他那麼兇？現在講這些好可笑，我明明知道「如果」總是有很多，但結果──永遠只有一個。」263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnJPoZBD49q
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結果是死亡，你。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5AyJ7iVZa1
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「是阿。」人妖用一種很感嘆的語氣說。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpm2qalPG6t
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「希望他下輩子不要在是冷血動物了啊。」我說。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9WfPrKgB9p
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在我說完這句之後，遠方的海形成一個小海嘯慢慢打上海岩石。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr69ZcyJolH
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「妳說錯話了啦！妳看！楊瑀峰生氣了。」人妖邊笑邊指著那被小海嘯拍打的海岩石。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEzKvyAhfah
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「最好啦！」263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡySCzguehCb
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在和人妖聊天嘻鬧的同時，也夾雜著我對你已離去的事所得到的釋懷。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyVEn33MckI
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終於，原諒了自己。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQIAqrO8Qdf
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在和人妖喝完那袋酒後，天色已經暗了下來，我們各自道別，然後酒駕。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaZq2T0r1n6
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還好這裡離家不遠、醉意也沒有很深，我很快的騎回家。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2i8mevBo1o
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把車停好，上樓。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh2x2dVL2Th
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打開鐵門並關上，家裡很安靜也沒人在，大概都去上班了吧？263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq9rma4oLfM
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一陣疲憊感襲來，我馬上回到房間，把房門鎖上、包包隨便丟到電腦椅、躺平在床上。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFsW0uXU3B6
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喝酒之後就覺得很睏，稍微睡一下，反正家裡沒人，不用擔心被吵醒。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Gcue2ikMx
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打定主意後，慢慢閉上雙眼。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWO0ppI3gpA
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很平靜，心。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU7o4KM4YRG
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再次睜開雙眼時，我依舊是躺著的狀態，而周圍並不是我的房間而是一片雪白。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbSs9edeOWo
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而我的旁邊、也就是眼前，也躺著一個人。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwUHLvovQtg
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那個人一直盯著我看，而我和他對上眼時，我感覺到眼淚瞬間滑落。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQvG71ViOrr
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他依舊是我記憶中的那個模樣，只是蒼白了許多。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnu9CMrTRfz
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楊瑀峰……263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWKhJ0ARBBh
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這是夢吧？我不是在做夢嗎？263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzuct2yv7rP
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為什麼難過的感覺、心痛的感覺，那麼的真實……263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgHhMmgcn3f
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我想開口，但一點聲音也發不出來。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOV71ZleiLf
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有好多好多話想跟你說，即使這是夢。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUUfIMKjuJJ
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那些虧欠、那些一直存在於心底的思念和愛，我想全部都告訴你。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv1dYQ6ws64
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我很努力想要講話，卻是白費力氣。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKUvg10uUGv
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在眼前的他突然露出了笑容，像是理解我想要表達什麼一樣的笑容。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRoqnNHu6vr
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眼淚一直滑落、不停的。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpAoQHXNwHa
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你知道嗎？你真的知道我想要說什麼嗎？263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhrgaZf1AI5
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我伸出左手，想要摸他的臉，但在即將要碰觸他的瞬間──263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAaVoDzy4pF
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消散了。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ124NeNLXkS
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你去了哪裡？263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Cjzqkv7sA
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無論是在現實還是夢境，你永遠都是觸不到的戀人。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlD7znk0OE7
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